"We start with stars in our eyes,
we start believing that we belong.
But every sun doesn't rise,
and no one tells you where you went wrong"

"Step out, step out of the sun
if you keep getting burned,
step out, step out of the sun,
because you've learned"

Im too young for this.

I—I cant do this.

This is to much.

I'm not like that fucking representative of Hebes.

I dont want this.

This is not my destiny.

The stars were wrong.

Im not the one they're looking for.

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"My lady, you are called by your adviser" Liana said, one of my dressers, as she entered the room

"Which one" I whispered, hell as if I would know, I have 10 fucking advisers just because I'm a young 'guardian' of Nyx.

Believe me, I love my star, but, I'm way to young for this. Im not like that fucking Park Ji Sung who can control his own star with the help of his god.

Our goddess was useless, she kept denying to help put her past guardians, saying that she needed to help her children rule their own stars.

Well fuck, now that the whole star needs help, she's still not here!

What a fucking god she is.

"Corporal Byun" she replied, her eyes nearly looking like hearts as she mentioned his name.

Corporal Brun, or Byun Baekhyun was a heartthrob, just like every other man, maybe even more dazzling, but he was just way too...noisy.

He always calls me out whenever he wants to train or he's bored cause fatally, he used me for a pass time.

What a great adviser huh?

"Alright, Ill be there" I whispered, and Liana nodded. I stood up, walking towards the door with my head low, Liana was just about to speak but I cut her off "dont worry, I know where to find him" I whispered before walking into the halls looking for my bastard of an adviser.

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I was outside, looking at the view of Nyx's land filled with roads, buildings, houses and other things.

I sighed as I shifted my view to the moons above. We have 5 moons in total, and Metomis was up tonight.

Being the guardian of the night wasnt easy, without the help of our god, it was never easy to maintain the peacefulness of the night, not to mention that every other star also counts on us for the peacefulness of the night

Making almost every other star hate Nyx. It was always our fault of why every night was a ruckus for them.

Hell, then maintain your own star for fucks sake!

I just want to die right her and now. The stars are bloody hell wrong, I'm not a guardian and never will I be one.

All I have to do now is prove that not everything is Nyx's fault.

Im a sixteen year old, how in the name of Zeus can I do that!?

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Its was the coronation of the new guardian of Erebus. I heard that he was young, age lesser than 20, meaning he'd also need a shit load of advisers.

Hah, good luck. If I cant maintain mine, neither will you maintain yours for sure.

I sighed as I walked towards the exit of the crowded ball room, making my way outside.

Once I was, I felt relief wash over me as I can finally learn to breath properly through my dress.

It wasn't my pick, but my dressers, Liana and Tina, insisted me to wear one of the traditional dresses a guardian must wear for a coronation, instead of the traditional suits.

Oh dont mind me, I just really hate dresses thats all.

I went pass the halls, looking at the darkly painted walls and dimmed lights as I pass by. Erebus, the god of Darkness, makes sense why this hall looks so dark. Not to mention that the ball room was painted dark red with gold lights.

It was nice and peaceful, no people chitchatting loudly, no annoying males to hit on you, no loud laughter, no smell of wine, no nothing. I sighed as I passed through the quiet halls, my right hand gliding through the wall, feeling the smooth exterior of it as I walk

My mind races as I recall the past events, and now a days, the new guardians chosen were getting younger and younger, but nonetheless I was the youngest guardian of them all.

Our previous guardian, Lord Seunghyun, or as he loved to be called as T.O.P, died by the tragic meteor fall on Moon Vallan. The fall was unexpected, causing 5 other guardians to die.

While my mind was fuzzing, I felt a huge wave of pain pass through my body as I bumped into something, no no wait it was way to soft to be a wall, rather someone.

I closed my eyes as I fell to the ground, my mouth refusing to let out any sudden noise as I stayed on the ground.

"Oh my— are you alright?" Said a voice, male, soft and probably around his twenties or so.

I couldn't dare to speak so instead I just nodded, opening my eyes and looking up only to see the guardian of Themis infront of me.

"Ah, Lady Midnight, a pleasure to meet you" he stated, his voice softer as the tone of shock and worry laced down from his voice "I deeply apologize my lady, I didnt mean to make you fall" he continued, reaching out a hand to help me up, in which I accepted

He pulled me up gently, as if any other movement could hurt me. This is what I hate about being young, the older ones are too caring and too doubtful. It annoys me till the deepest end of the underworld.

Wait did— dis I just insulted Tartarus? Oh shit.

"Uh..Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul, guardian of Themis but you can call me Ten" he stated, breaking the ice between us as he reached out his hand for me to shake

I complied, shaking hands with him as I whispered out "Nice to meet you personally Lord Ten, I'm Oh KangMae but please just Midnight"

He chuckled and nodded, both of us retreating our hands as we stood straight "just call me Ten when its the two of us, alright?" He said, more like a command as he smiled at me

I nodded in response, still refusing to talk. From my silence, I thought he got the message and decides to leave but apparently not

"So, what's a lovely lady doing out here and not in the ballroom" he asked, leaning on the wall as he looked at me, waiting for my answer

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