Slight R-18 (slight lang talaga. wala dapat 'to kaso need for future purposes hahaha)

___

I cupped her face and kissed her lips before talking.

"I have two ways I know." I looked away when I saw her face turned bright red. She might've known what I am about to say. "Using my hands or . . . dry . . . humping?"

She laughed with the way I said that. I am really careful with the words I used with these things to her, because I know she didn't do these things yet.

"Why are you being like that? Don't treat me like a child. I know about those things."

I gulped but smiled at her. "So what do you want?"

Itinagilid niya ang ulo niya na parang nag-isip. "Uhm, I don't want the flesh to flesh yet, so, can we do the latter?"

I nodded. This will be the first time I'll do this, damn.

"Where do you want?"

"Studio." She winked at me.

Naupo na ako at binuhat siya, tsaka tinungo ang hagdanan papunta sa studio niya. Nang makapasok kaming dalawa doon, nakita ko kaagad ang closet niya na minsan kong binuksan, dahilan ng ilang linggo niyang pag-iwas sa akin.

"So, what part of this studio?"

Bukod sa frame stand na naroon at table na may nakalagay na gamit, upuan lang ang mayroon doon.

"Floor." She laughed.

Itinuro niya ang pinakagitnang parte ng studio niya, kung saan madalas siyang nauupo sa tuwing nagpi-paint siya. Nasa gilid ang mga gamit dahil hindi siya nagpipinta ngayon kaya naman malinis ang sahig.

Marahan ko siyang inihiga doon habang ang mga kamay niya ay nakayakap sa batok ko.

"Are you sure about this?" I asked.

She nodded. "I'm really curious." I smiled before nodding. "What should I do?"

Umiling ako nang natatawa. "Wala. Ako na ang bahala."

She smiled before nodding at me.

I position myself on top of her as I leaned down, claiming her lips. She kissed me back as she pulled me closer to her. I placed my hands on top of her clothed mounds and started playing with it.

She's not really flat-chested; more reasons why the second base is enough for me to make me feel crazy with her. Her boobs are not that big but definitely not small—enough to make her body looked so damn sexy.

I felt her legs moving as I placed my erected member in between her legs. She wrapped her legs around mine as I give her a thrust, both of us fully clothed.

"Ahh!" she screamed in between our kisses.

I let her moan to her hearts content while I was kissing her neck and playing with both of her mounds. I continued giving her thrust which makes her moan continuously. I wrapped my left arm around her waist and my right hand pulling her head back closer to me as I know that I will have my own release, like her.

"Connor . . ." she moaned repeatedly as she hugged me tight for her support.

With one hard thrust, she landed on the floor as I stood up, wanting to rush on the nearest comfort room.

"Where are you going?"

"To take care of mine," I said.

I was about to walk out when she called me. "Connor, let me take care of you."

I looked back again to her and saw her sincerity as she sat down, waiting for me. She tapped the space beside her, asking me to sit there. I sighed as I do what she said.

I sat beside her and pulled down the zipper of the denim short that I am wearing. She pulled it down and saw that my manhood is on its peak, wanting to be taken care of. She laughed before holding it with both of her hands.

I held her hands with mine to stop her. "What?" she asked as she looked at me.

"You don't need to do that."

She laughed. "You've taken care of me enough. It's my turn." She winked.

And then she started stroking my member. I moaned repeatedly with the way she did it. She doesn't know how but with the way I taught her while doing it, she easily gets how it's done perfectly. I went to her and kissed her while she continued thrusting my manhood.

Minutes later, her strokes became faster that made me moan and moan, until I released on my boxers. She lie beside me as I heaved a deep sigh.

She showed me both of her hands. "My hands are no longer inexperienced." She laughed.

I laughed too as I kissed her forehead. "I need to change my clothes."

"Ako rin," she said, giggling.

Her satin short's wet part is very evident.

Nagpunta siya sa k'warto niya habang ako naman ay nagpalit na sa guest room na madalas kong tinutulugan kapag nandito ako. Mabuti na lang talaga at nagdadala ako ng mga damit ko rito. Kung hindi, baka magsuot ako ng damit niya.

Natawa na lang ako nang ma-imagine ko.

Nang makakuha ng pamalit, naligo na rin ako sa common bathroom sa itaas bago muling bumalik sa kan'ya sa k'warto niya. Nakita ko siya na nakaupo sa harap ng dresser niya, bino-blower ang buhok. Naligo na rin pala siya.

"Nakalimutan mo na ang kape mo," she laughed.

Oo nga pala, ipinagtimpla niya ako.

I laughed before sitting down on her bed. "Mamaya na lang."

I saw her smile on her mirror's reflection. "Thank you, Connor. That's all I can give for now."

I smiled. "That's more than enough. Ayos lang naman sa akin na hindi natin gawin 'yon. I want you more than anything."

She smiled again before facing me. "Really?"

I chuckled. "Oo. Ikaw lang ang gusto ko, hindi ang iba pang bagay na pwede mong maibigay."

She smiled again before talking. "Did . . . you and Grace slept together?"

I was dumbfounded with her question. That's the only thing that reminded me that Grace is here now. I think, she'll study in the same university that Sav and I are studying. Damn, I really forgot about her being back again.

I nodded in response.

"How frequent?" she asked.

I was unable to answer that one because Grace being open about that thing, and losing her virginity to me, doesn't matter to her.

We really did it so many times.

That's even before she got her problem with her hallucinations. Noong nagkaroon na siya ng gano'n, dumalang na nang dumalang. It doesn't matter, though. That time, she's enough for me. That time, all I wanted was for my Grace to come back to me.

"Madalas, 'no?" she answered her own question. I just nodded. "Don't hesitate to answer my questions about her, Connor. I'm just curious."

Lumapit siya sa akin at naupo sa tabi ko matapos magpatuyo ng buhok. "Grace don't matter to me anymore, Sav."

She laughed. "Don't tell bullshits on me. I know she did. And it's alright. I maybe an immature bitch for some things but I am better than that," she explained. "I understand if you wanted to talk to her. Isa pa, may dahilan naman kung bakit gusto mo siyang makausap."

I didn't answer. I don't think that Savannah, letting me talk to Grace, is a good thing. Hindi ko hinuhusgahan si Savannah pero iba kasi ang nakikita ko sa kan'ya ngayon. It's like, she's using this as a defense mechanism for the jealousy she's feeling.

I won't talk to Grace anymore. I wanted Savannah's mind to be at ease.

"Gusto mo lang naman siyang kumustahin, 'di ba?"

Hindi ako nakasagot kaagad dahil ayaw ko talagang pag-usapan namin siya ngayon, lalo na ang tungkol sa pakikipag-usap ko sa kan'ya.

"G-Gusto ko rin kasing malaman kung kumusta siya."

I smiled before holding her chin and kissing her lips. She kissed me back for few seconds before I answered her.

"I don't want to talk to her anymore, Sav. Grace, being alive and well, is enough of an answer to me. Some other things don't matter to me anymore, okay?"

She was about to talk back to me when I kissed her again, and so, she closed my eyes and kissed me back.

___

"You may have previously heard about déjà vu, a term used to describe a feeling, or impression that you have already witnessed or experienced a current situation. It's not the same as the déjà rêvé phenomenon that gives you the impression that dreams are a reality, almost like lucid dreaming. However, when you experience , you can control your dream and perform actions.

"The déjà rêvé phenomenon doesn't give you this option. Instead, it's the dream that controls you and there is nothing you can do to stop it. Depending on the nature of the dream it can be either a pleasant or frightening experience."  — messagetoeagle.com