06. Selection

Kongpob did not attend the yearly department dinner.
It needed a date.
Arthit was asked out by the junior.

Kongpob would have to find another person.
That meant wasting time, energy and resource he invested in Arthit for last twelve years .

Although statistics of successful outcome was dipping.

It had not reached to a fatal point for him to withdraw.
That would have been—
unnecessary.

He did, however, note the time.
And the duration.

Two hours.
Seventeen minutes.

Not brief.

The next morning, Arthit arrived late.

Not significantly.

Just enough to register.

His expression was—
different.

Not distracted.

Not unfocused.

Just—
easier, smilier.

Kongpob observed this without looking.

“You’re late.”

Arthit dropped into his chair with a quiet exhale.

“I know.”

“No justification?”

“I overslept.”

“That is not a justification.”

“It’s the truth.”

A pause.

Kongpob inclined his head slightly
“That is, at least, consistent.”

Arthit huffed a laugh.
“You’re in a good mood today.”

“I am not.”

Arthit stared at Kongpob, quirking an eyebrow “Could’ve fooled me.”

Kongpob did not respond.

Because the variable being assessed was not—
mood.

“How was dinner?”

The question was delivered flatly.

Neutral.

Arthit blinked.
“…good.”

A beat.

Then, more casually—
“He’s… easy to talk to.”

Of course he was.

Kongpob squirmed, his toes wiggling under his leather shoes “That is not a particularly high standard.”

Arthit snorted.
“No, but it’s a useful one.”

“For you.”

“For most people,” Arthit corrected.

A pause.

Kongpob considered that.

Then dismissed it.

“Anyway,” Arthit continued, “he asked me something.”

Kongpob’s quill stilled.

Fractionally.

Then resumed.

“And?”

Arthit leaned back.

Looked at the ceiling.

“He asked if I’d go out with him.”

There it was.

Clear.

Direct.

Inelegant.

Effective.

“And you declined,” Kongpob said.

Not a question.

Arthit’s gaze dropped back to him.
“…no.”
A pause.
Then—
“I said yes.”

The quill snapped.

Clean.

Precise.

Unintentional.

Silence followed.

Short.

Controlled.

“That was careless,” Kongpob said.

His tone did not change.

Arthit frowned.

“Excuse me?”

“You made a decision with insufficient evaluation.”

“That’s not what happened.”

“You accepted immediately.”

“I didn’t accept immediately.”

“You accepted.”

“Yes,” Arthit said, irritation sharpening, “because I wanted to.”

A pause.
That—
was not accounted for.

“Want,” Kongpob repeated.

Like a foreign concept.

“Yes. Want.”

“That is not a reliable metric.”

“It is for me."

“It shouldn’t be.” Kongpob insisted.

“Well, it is.”

Silence.

Arthit leaned forward slightly.

“What’s your problem with this?”

“I don’t have one.”

“You clearly do.”

“I don’t.”

“Then stop talking like I just made some kind of mistake.”

Kongpob met his gaze.

Steady.

Unmoved.

“You did.”

That landed.

Not as argument.

As judgment.

Arthit’s expression hardened.
“Right,” he said flatly.

A pause.

“Good to know.”

He stood.

Abrupt.

Too abrupt.

Kongpob did not move.
Did not call him back.
Did not—
The door shut.

Silence returned.

Kongpob looked down at the broken quill in his hand.

Examined the break.

Clean.

Replaceable.

He set it aside.

Reached for another.

Aligned it.

Perfect.

The conclusion remained unchanged

The junior was:
• direct
• accessible
• inefficient but effective

Arthit’s response was:
• immediate
• voluntary
• stable

Which meant—
The selection had been made.

Kongpob exhaled once.

Slow.

Controlled.

Then, quietly—
revised the assessment.

The issue was no longer:
approach.

It was—
timing.

He had delayed action under the assumption of irrelevance.

That assumption—
was incorrect.

Across the room, voices resumed.

Normal.

Unchanged.

Only one variable had shifted.

And it had done so—
without him.

Kongpob adjusted the new quill.

Tested the ink flow.

Perfect.

Then resumed writing.

As if nothing had changed.

But the margin—
was no longer perfectly aligned.

And this time—
he did not correct it.

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