September 26, 2024:

YOU have been crying all the time. You sacrifice everything because you think that it's the right thing to do. Then one day, you cried again hoping things might be right again until you begged to go back to the right thing.

It's not your fault to be in hell but it's your choice to ease the pain. You've been hurt and you've been crying twice, thrice, and more but it's your choice to let pass or just still hang there.

I understand that you feel through it and you feel love along the way but don't blame yourself too much. It's not your fault that you mess up. It's not your fault that they hurt and you have been hurt by sabotaging your heart and mind.

It's okay not to feel okay. It's okay that you're not enough for them but you know what, one day you become someone they're looking for but it's too late to be with you anymore.

It's okay to feel not chosen by them. It's okay that you're not perfect and you have been ruined by your own but one thing you shouldn't forget: Don't try to be like someone whom you didn't know because of following their standard; to become the person they want you to become.

Don't lose hope. You can cry out loud. Pray out loud to ease the pain and heal yourself at the right time because one day, you might laugh at what you're thinking is hard then, it's just a basic material to become a process of being a good and satisfactory product that they have been looking for.

You might not understand it today but I know one day, you will. Just focus on the process of learning and growing by facing the obstacles and swaying upon them. It's not easy but you will do it if you want changes in your own story. Let the obstacles run out of time but you as a person involved should make time to become stronger and capable of being a powerful woman on earth.

-Ghi Cabalza (Mxgchef)