The room was dark as I walked around it until a shade of light came in. It was a door but I sat there as I thought about opening it. Although something told me I didn't want to. Something deep down said I wanted to stay in the dark space . It wasn't until I heard her that I felt myself inching closer to the door.

"Come on jellybean you can't leave us, I'm so sorry for pushing you away but you have to get why I did it, I can't lose you not after dad left" Leah said

I wanted to go I really did but something was still holding me back.

"Eve please I'm so sorry this happened I should have known I should have been a better sister to you" Bella said

No nothing I didn't move an inch I couldn't move and inch. Not until I heard him speak to me.

"Come on princess don't leave me, I haven't gotten the chance to show you what I can be for you, or get married to you and have kids of our own, I haven't even said the first I love you or made you happier than ever" Paul's voice rung through my ears

That's when I to yes the door and the light got brighter. I couldn't leave him and the thought of kids and a life with him struck me. I grabbed hold of his hand as my eyes began to flutter open. I reached for the tube in my throat but Paul stopped me.

"Shhh it's okay princess just wait and the doctor will help with that" he said while brushing a hair out of my eyes

"Oh thank the heavens" Leah said

Soon I was without a tube and drinking some water. I looked at Paul and grabbed his hand weakly and placed it in my cheek, he got the idea and rubbed my cheek while I leaned into his touch with a sigh. He got closer and kissed my forehead softly causing me to smile softly.
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One week later

I was finally home after having to spend a week away from everyone due to my suicide attempt. I felt in pain while away and I knew what what it was. It was Paul, he's the one I needed most and he's the one who always tried to call while I was in the hospital. And now that I'm home he wants to be by my side at all times that he can. I honestly don't blame him for it and I kinda like it too. Because at the moment we were in my room and it was late at night. He had jumped through my window and we were laying down talking.

"I don't understand it" i said

"What part dont you get I told you all the stories" he said and smiled

"The imprint thing you don't choice it but what happens if they want nothing more than friendship and then go off and date someone else?" I asked