I had gone home and went straight to my room. I was angry causing me to take a picture and throw it into a bookcase. Braking things on the shelf causing Bella to rush into the room. Tears ran down my face as I clutched my chest in pain and hurt.

"What happened what's wrong?" She asked

"He doesn't want to be my friend anymore, I don't know why it hurts so badly" I said sitting on my bed

She comes over and sits next to me and I lean my head against her shoulder.

"What did he say?" She asked

"Just he couldn't be friends basically and I don't know I think I like him more then I should after only being friends for a few weeks" i said

"I know the feeling" she said softly but I heard

"Is that what you felt with Edward?" I asked

"I did, but he's gone and not coming back, Paul is here and he shouldn't have done that" she said

"Bella I don't want to hear his name anymore fuck I don't want anything to do with him anymore I shouldn't love him and I do, he doesn't deserve it after this" I shouted standing

I felt as though someone was watching me from outside.

"You love him?" She said shocked

"No I can't it's not right, god I'm losing my fucking mind over here why do I feel this way towards him" I began to fall but she caught me

"Shhh I'm here" she said as I cried
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Bella's POV

The middle of the night

"Ahhhhhhh" Evelyn screamed

I rushed into her room knowing exactly what she was feeling.

"Shh it's okay I know how this feels" I said

"Why, why does it hurt like my heart has been ripped out and my soul shattered?" She asked

"I don't know but I will find out I promise" I said

"It hurts so bad Bella I want it to stop make it stop" she begged

"I'm going somewhere I'll be back okay" i said

"No please don't leave me don't do it please" she begged

"Okay come with me then" i said and she nodded

I went downstairs with her and saw Alice waiting and Jake.

"Don't take her with you" Jake said

"I'm not leaving her here Jacob" I said

"He's right she can't come" Alice said

"No don't do this don't leave me" Eve begged as Jake held her back

"I'm sorry" I said

"No let go of me, Bella please don't leave me not now" I felt tears fall as Alice drove away from Jake and Evelyn