“ You didn’t destroy me, my brother was wrong Brock and I know you never would. I fell in love with the jealous man who when he didn't get his way would rather destroy an expensive hotel room or a locker room or even one of the other superstars than hurt me."

I sighed.

"You're nothing like the man I thought I loved , I can't compare you to Eric. Do you smack me because I didn't have dinner prepared when I didn't even know I would be seeing you that day? Do you punch me because its my fault another guy looks at me cause jeans and a T-shirt is classified as dressing like a slut? Do you kick me until it hurts to breathe because the waitress noticed a bruise on my arm and another hidden by my sunglasses?" I could feel the aching of remembering all the things and more that haunted my dreams. "Do..."

I felt myself being pulled into his chest as he held me close to him as I sobbed.

After what felt like forever in his arms and I realized I had calmed down and the flashes were gone.
I heard him speak.

"I won't let him hurt you again EVER" He said slowly as he wiped my face and I smiled as I knew he meant each and every word.

I wished my vision wasn't as blurred so that I could see his face as his voice was a bit off as well.

" I know that I don’t care about those other BOYS as you say..”  I shrugged and he let me go.

He didn't hold the smirk I expected instead he walked over to the porch and sat down with his hands holding his head and I figured he didn't want me seeing the most vulnerable side of the beast.

"Even if they don't have baggage and the world doesn't think they're a arrogant bastard and it's someone you could actually take with to a Thanksgiving lunch without breaking up your family" what he said was barely audible but I heard it.

"Everyone has baggage and that wasn't your fault.."

I walked over to him and he lifted his head from his hands but still looked down.

"I wasn't even there and I ruined the lunch..."

"That's because my family sucks. As far as I am concerned the most important people in my life is YOU...Paige, Kane, Kevin and my brother even though his a pain in the ass most of the time. I will never get sick of dealing with you because I have shit you'll have to deal with and that you have dealt with" I gestured to my cheek even though he couldn't see me.

I was happy that I had stopped crying so that I could focus on him.

Sure, Brock and I had our fair share of fights but this was the first time he had ever gotten like this and knowing him it would be over soon and he would pretend like it never happened and I would have to go along with it .

This side of him would be gone but I didn't want it to be gone without him being at ease.

“I care about you and I hate that you're afraid but I'm afraid as well for the exact same reasons. The only thing that has ever destroyed me in all our months together is the thought of being without you. I just want to be yours and I haven’t been yours for the last month and I know it wasn't your intention but I'm afraid too... afraid that you and Rena will cross paths again and then I wont matter. I wasted a year with a guy who abused me and the only other relationship I had was in high school and he fucking cheated on me with two of the girls on my cheer leading squad and...”

I heard him chuckling and he slowly looked up at me and his eyes were bloodshot but no tears were running down his face, which I was happy for as I don't think I would've been able to laugh along with him at that moment .

"Are you seriously choosing now to laugh at the fact that I was a cheerleader" I narrowed my eyes at him even though I was happy to have his blue eyes focused on me again.

"Would you rather have me balling like a fucking baby?" and there was my beast Brock Lesnar..
"I like the fact that you were.. its a nice visual just hearing the squad part was weird"

I shook my head and he continued, " His an idiot for having cheated on you. I can go look him up? Destroy him as well" I didn't get if he was referring to what he did to Eric, I actually didn't know what he did to Eric but now wasn't the time for that.

"No its fine" I smiled.

"If he only knew you just saved his ass!"

I rolled my eyes and he gestured for me to come near  him.

He pulled on my legs and made me straddle him.

"Brock...."

"I'm fucking freezing  and since you don't want to have this conversation in.."

" I told you , you could have your.."

" And I said no...now go on.."

I felt his hands slip under his jacket as well as my T-shirt  and he held it against my bare back which caused me to gasp at the cold contact as his hands were like ice. He smirked and slowly rubbed his hands against my warm back.

I sighed even though I was getting annoyed and flustered I had to ignore it, " Rena was with you for ten years for a reason.. she knows things and has experienced things..." his arms tightened round me and I let my arms wrap around his neck to warm him up more.

“ Yeah we have memories but all of that disappeared the moment I signed those papers.You're the only one I have in this head right now... That’s why I brought you here.. even if its just for a few days and even if you'll not want to be with me after it. I just want to have the best few days of my life with you”

I knew I would never leave him but didn't say anything as he continued. I hated that he didn't give me a chance to ever respond to his sweet words, but I guess with him it was hard enough saying it and if one acknowledged it he would probably die.

" I fucking love you and I don't care if you don't love me , well I sure hope you do after everything that just went down actually... And two days ago I almost lost you and I hated thinking I would , so actually either fuck me and then leave so at least I can say my last moment with you wasn't spent feeling like a fucking  baby or stay... and fuck me. " Brock was back and cocky as ever as he smirked.

I knew he was just trying to lighten the mood with the bit at the end and I smiled slightly.

I felt his hand caress my bandage covered cheek.I placed my hand over his.

“You want an ugly duckling to stay?” I teased even though that’s how I really felt with half of my face being bruised.

“When have I ever had a swan baby?” I gasped and tried to move but his hands immediately left my cheeks and gripped around my waist again.

“I'm not letting you leave me again” he whispered .

Unlike with Eric when  Brock said it I wasn't afraid, I was happy he wanted me.Happy I was close to him and happy knowing that he would never hurt me.

" A minute ago I had a choice?"

"You had your chance to escape baby I cant help that you're slow"

"Fuck you!" I pushed his chest and he chuckled.

I ran my hand over his cheek where there were a few scabs and I raised my eyebrow hoping it wasn't Eric.

"Sheamus.. amongst all this chaos I still had time to make a big return you know!"

I leaned over and kissed it gently and when I leaned back and stared into his eyes. The blue colour still shining brightly as the redness began fading and I hoped my eyes weren't puffy. He gripped my hair with the hand that had left my waist and pulled me to him again and kissed me gently.

As his tongue grazed over my bottom lip I parted my lips and he pushed his tongue in and deepened the kiss. It had been so long since I last tasted his lips and I craved it.

I pulled down on his neck as my nails dug into it and he groaned into my lips and tightened his hold around me.

“I wanted to do that for awhile now” he smirked as he broke the kiss and he let me go. He then gripped my hand as we stood up.

“Come on its fucking cold out here!!”

I let him lead me to the door of his beautiful house and I gripped his hand tightly as he unlocked the door which caused him to look at me and then kiss my forehead.

"Go ahead I have to find my truck keys" he chuckled and I took off his jacket and handed it to him as I remembered him chucking it out somewhere amongst the snow.

He slipped it on, kissed my injured cheek and headed off the porch as I entered his home. The home of the man I wouldn't want to stop loving.

A/N:

OMGGGG RAW FINALLY AIRED HERE AND BROCK WAS JUST FHUHNFHBYGTTFYHHUJS !!!!
OMW HIS PERFECT I LOVE HIM SORRY ABOUT DEAN THOUGH , CONFLICTED FEELINGS LOL

So Brock didn't tell her that John Cena was behind the whole picture thing???

Mmmmm...

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