"I really feel like your hunting shows turn you on more than I do" she blurted out and I turned to look at her as she was lying next to me reading while I had my arm draped over her.

Her eyes never left her book and I actually thought I had imagined what she said.

It was my last week with her before she left for the road and I was still happy she had invited me to come spend time with her on her two week vacation.

"So you turn me on?" I teased and she turned to look at me and hit me with her book on my head.

If it had been anyone else they'd probably be knocked out but n ot her.She could fucking low blow me and I would still need to fuck which has actually happened.

"That's sure to make me want you more" I smirked and she rolled her eyes at me and I loved how cute she looked doing it.

"Somebody's in a good mood or just wants to die a slow painful death!" she sighed and laid back into my arm again.

I grabbed the remote and turned off the TV.

"How exactly would you plan on killing me?"I turned on my side so that we could face each other.

"Denying you the body that 'doesn't turn you on' "

"Only one problem with that baby.." she raised her eyebrow and I immediately got on top of her and spread her legs and settled between them with my elbow pressed into the bed to keep my weight off of her.

"You wouldn't be able to deny me when you want me just as much as I want you every single day.."

I whispered against her lips as I stared into those green eyes and my free hand travelled up underneath my tee which she was wearing.

I slipped my hand into her underwear and she gasped causing her mouth to open and as soon as she did I forced my tongue into her mouth and gripped her hair with my free hand pulling her face closer to mine as she pushed her body against my hand.

I had no control when it came to her and as her moans were shut out by my mouth on hers I pulled down my jockey and moved her underwear to the side and pushed into her hard.

I felt her fingers press into my lower back as she pulled me closer and I picked up the pace and continued pushing into her harder.

"Nothing or no one can make me feel the way you do McKenzie.." I whispered against her lips and then bit into her neck and I meant it, I wasn't even sure if she heard me as she hadn't stopped moaning but I knew it was true.

She pushed her body up against mine to meet my thrusts and I groaned and couldn't help but glare at her but she didn't care.

She simply smiled and pulled me down and kissed me again. "Brock..Brock.."

"BROCK!!"

I immediately turned to face her as I realized I had zoned out. I heard hooting behind me and slowly began driving again and cleared my throat and shifted in my seat a bit as my own fucking truck suddenly felt too small for me.

It had clearly been too fucking long since I was inside her.

"What were you thinking about?" She asked as she reached for the water that was located between us in the holder.

I briefly recalled yesterday and how happy I was when she ran into my arms. I was just so happy to hold her again knowing that fucking bastard couldn't touch her again...

"Nothing er.. how did you sleep?"

Our car ride had been quiet and I remembered turning and realizing she had fallen asleep again. She didn't even wake up when we were on the plane.

Not that that put my mind at ease, I spent all my times just watching her as she continued to frown in her sleep and I knew he was haunting her. I also remained in contact with Paige and Kevin as I knew she was concerned and well Kevin wasn't too bad.

"I need a bed, it feels like I have been sleeping for days.. aren't we suppose to be at the hotel alre...." She looked around.

"Where are we.."

I don't know why she bothered asking as she most likely knew even though it was a different route than my parents' house everything was similar.

"Brock.." I ignored her and pulled into the short driveway to my property and got out and unlocked the gates.

"Could you just pull in!" I shouted and I could see her glaring at me but she did as I told her to.. only she didn't stop once she reached the other side.

"MCKENZIE!!!" She completely ignored me and I saw her stop but she simply showed me middle finger and sped up the long driveway that led to my house.

"YOU HAVE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!" I knew she would be mad but it was the only thing I could think of so that we could be alone and then she would have nowhere to run. I needed her to mine again and that would take time which I now had.

I locked the gate and realized I was going to have to walk all the fucking way which I did not need as I hadn't slept for the last two days.

MCKENZIE POV

"I cant believe you fucking..." He breath out and I waited for him to continue and go off on me but he didn't which caused me to look up and he didn't seem surprised to see me crying.

I was crying for a reason I didn't even know .

"I'm sorry..."

I whispered and I couldn't help the smile as I took in his outfit, he walked up to me and then sat down beside me.

"That was a long fucking walk!"

He rubbed his hands together and then blew into it and I realized he was cold while I sat with his huge ass warm jacket I had grabbed from the truck.

I realized he had thrown it over me while I slept.

"You can have your..." I began but was cut off.

"No.." he simply said and I looked at his black t-shirt and blue jeans which I loved seeing him in and a part of me wondered if he had worn it just for me.

"I realized it was long halfway through the drive but then I figured I drove all that way already" I laughed and he shook his head as I wiped my tears with the sleeves of his jacket.

"Why'd you bring me here Brock?" I whispered and he turned and looked into my eyes.

"I wanted to take you away from everything .." he shrugged.

"You brought me to your house so I could basically be alone with you.." He was confusing as hell.

I stood up.

"Do you not want to be alone with me?" he stood up as well and I could hear the hurt in his voice but I ignored it.

"You made it clear to me what you wanted for us so you cant ask me that question and make me out to be the one whose keeping us apart here Brock. Take me home please.."

I walked down the steps closer to his truck.

"Why do you always have to be so difficult every fucking time I bring you to my .. " his voice echoed but he stopped and I turned to face him, "I'm sorry I didn't.."

"Are you serious? Stop fucking apologizing I am not some porcelain doll that's going to break if you speak too loud or get to rough. I am in love with you because I can deal with all of that and I hate that ever since you found out you treat me differently. So different you broke up with me.. so why am I here Brock?"

"I made a mistake.." he ran his hand over his face.

"Can we just go inside and..."

"A mistake when you cheated on me with Charlotte" as soon as I said it he glared at me and walked over to me.

"I would never do that to you Kenz. Just because you.."

"Just because I what Brock?" he shook his head as he seemed to be battling with himself.

"Just because you slept with John Cena and continued having..."

"You still think I slept with him?"

"I walked in on you in his clothes I think it was pretty ob.."

"You didn't let me explain!"

"Explain? Did you let me explain when I ran after you so many times? No"

"You never associate with any of the divas yet the moment I'm out of your life you.."

"You were never out of my life regardless of what happened, if you want to explain then do so but you better let me do the same" I sighed.

"Fine then you go first then" I realized snow was slowly falling but I didn't care I wasn't going any further with him until I heard the truth.

"It was just a fucking picture McKenzie! Nothing more.. that was the first time I even spoke to her. I promise you I would never fucking cheat on you. I get pissed when I see a guy just glancing at you and you believe I would just fucking cheat on you with one of those divas when they're nothing compared to you" he spoke calmly and I didn't know, Brock had never lied to me before and I believed him but it still didn't change anything.

"I didn't think you would leave me but you did.." I shrugged and looked away from his gaze.

"If you would have listened to me then.."

"Why were you there the day after The Slammy's? I so badly wanted to speak to you that night but you didn't show because you didn't care but then you fucking show up at my door.. why?"

"What does it matter? You fucked John when we were barely separated for a week!" he walked closer as he raised his voice and I saw anger slowly filling him . But that's what I wanted, I wanted the Brock that wasn't treating me like I was a fragile little thing.

"If you believe I fucked him why the hell am I here Brock?" He kept throwing it in my face but yet he had basically kidnapped me and brought me to his home.

"Because I almost fucking lost you on Monday !" he shook his head, "I was going to speak to you then.. on Raw and sort all this shit out and then you weren't fucking there and then Paige called me"

"How did you find me?"

"You said you loved that diner and that's where he found you the last time we were there. I don't know I .." I hated seeing the pained expression on his face and hated more that it was there due to a stupid misunderstanding.

"I didn't sleep with John" I sighed as I wiped the stray tears.

"I fucking tell you the truth and you're going to stand there and lie to my.."

"I'm not lying!" I glared at him as I hated that he didn't believe me.

"We went out partying that night because I wanted to forget about you.."

"And that you did" he shook his head.

"You know what ? Forget it! I thought you fucking trusted me but clearly you don't!"

"I do fucking trust you. But I saw pictures of you dancing on fucking bars and you were wasted. I have seen you drunk before but never like that"

If he only knew the extent of my wildness then he wouldn't be so shocked at that.

"But I also know when you are drunk you do things without second thought like..."

" Like beg you to fuck me?" I asked as I figured that's where he was going and he placed his hands on his sides and looked down.

"Wow ..." I didn't know what to say to him.

"I would rather believe that it was because you were so fucking wasted than to realize you actually decided to sleep with another man" I nodded slowly as his voice lowered.

"You caught me taking a picture with her, one I didn't even really want to take and you thought I was cheating yet you accuse me of mistrusting you when I see him half naked and you're in his clothes.... I'll take a fucking picture with you now McKenzie I just.."

"I did trust you but you burned me when the moment I chose to trust you, you completely distanced yourself away from me so excuse me if it seemed it disappeared. You know whats fucking sad? " I looked past him and then into his eyes.

"I actually do still trust you! Deep down I knew you weren't with her but if I didn't believe that for a split second then I would have to face the fact that you wanting someone else wasn't the reason you left but just the fact that you didn't want me" I breath out and I could feel fresh tears falling.

A/N:

I know ..I know .. this update is long but they have ALOOOOOOT to sort out.

The last paragraph I wrote killed me.

It took me most of the week with the two chapters as I did major editing with adding and deleting things and I honestly hope you guys like how it turned out. It is divided into two different chapters as it is really long together which you guys have noticed with this chapter :)

I'm not sure if I should apologize for the kinda long chapters or if you guys like it but anyway it was needed.

The next chapter will be a bit more intense and emotional :(

I really hope you guys like how its going so far :)

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