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“Oh my woooord!! I finally found my phone!” Paige squealed as we had just arrived in the latest town where Raw would be in tonight.

“Where was it?” I asked as I entered the room and saw that she had thrown her entire suitcase out on her bed.

“Oh” I smiled as I handed her , her coffee which I had poured thanks to room service.

“Damn its dead! Hopefully somebody will have a charger at the arena” she smiled and sat down on my bed.

“At least its still in one piece” I sighed as I recalled finding my phone lying in between the bar stools when I remembered I owned one and went looking for it.

It was basically unusable, I had to get one soon.

“We can get one the weekend, we are going to be way too busy this week!”

I sighed .“The busier the better! Kev’s coming tonight hey?” she nodded and smiled.

“His looking forward to seeing you actually. He wants us to go to Disney”

“ I have actually never gone, but we are so busy…”

“Next week before Raw since we’ll be in Florida” I nodded as I would love to have a day with them as they made me think less.

“I miss Kane”

“His at home cuddling with his wife while we are here fending for ourselves. Shame on him” She laughed.

“John’s returning tonight apparently..” The only reason I thought of it was because the room service lady couldn't stop gushing about him.

“He is? He can be our new Kane..”

“Paige , the last thing I need is him getting ideas. Brock is the only.. only.."

“Oh he wont be.. Kane gave him a ‘talk’ as I heard from Seth and it basically meant you were off limits”

“Good… honestly I don’t want him thinking that I’ll fall madly in love with him just because his going to be around . I still find it weird that he was all over me after we left Brock and Charlotte like where did he even come from?”

“Your dreams... Just kidding love..I think he has realized that he doesn’t stand a chance…” she shrugged.

"I hope so.."

“Come on! Lets get you an outfit for your interview!” she jumped up and searched through my bag.

“Is that today fuck!” I groaned as Hunter had called me the previous day due to them needing a diva interview to fill a space on the WWE Network before Raw.

“It will be cool, trust me and now you can show off your new look!" She smiled as she through various clothing my way.

I looked over at Paige as I had been answering various questions for the past 15minutes and was about halfway done.

“So there has been rumours Miss Rollins..” I raised my eyebrow.

“Over the past couple of months there have been various events linking you and Brock Lesnar together. You were seen leaving one or two restaurants together and entering hotels together and many people are wondering if there might be something going on with the sister of Seth Rollins and the beast…”

I felt like punching Michael Cole I didn't think this would come up even though it was an anything goes interview.

Just hearing his name killed me.

BROCK POV

“Yeah?”

I answered the phone as I got into my house from clearing the snow from the driveway.

“Switch o your TV to the WWE Network now! ”

“Why?” I asked as I entered the lounge and sat on the couch.

“If you had answered your phone earlier you would’ve gotten the entire thing but whatever just switch it on!”

"Stop fucking shouting "

I switched it on so that I could shut him up as it was probably going to be some old wrestling match but once I clicked on the channel it wasn’t.

“Fuck!”

“Exactly I’ll just call you later “

McKenzie. I was so fucking worried about her ever since last week when she called me while she was drunk.

The fact that she asked me if I was with Charlotte surprised me as the last time I spoke to that woman was when she saw us and when I heard her crying it took everything in me not to get on my plane and fly down especially since she had no guy with her. Even though I was relieved to hear John wasn’t with her I wished he was so I would’ve known she was safe.

I decided against it and threw myself into my work on the farm , but not that that helped me at all.

She looked very different, her hair was short and lighter but she still looked fucking beautiful.

I immediately snapped out of my thoughts and paid attention.

“So you are travelling a lot do you have time to speak to your brother?”

“Yeah we text… Last I saw him was Christmas.. He was in town for an appearance and we had a show so John..John Cena invited some of us over and it was cool” she shrugged and I could feel my anger surfacing at the realization of him being with her on Christmas.

I told myself that’s what she needed but fuck I regretted leaving her every fucking day she wasn’t with me.

“Over the past couple of months there have been various events linking you and Brock Lesnar together. You were seen leaving one or two restaurants together and entering hotels together and many people are wondering if there might be something going on with the sister of Seth Rollins and the beast…”

I saw her face drop briefly as he mentioned my name and I only realized the question when he repeated it as she stared blankly at him. They wouldn't fucking dare asking me that question.

“They’re…they’re just rumours… Me and Brock Lesnar? Michael..” she shook her head and slowly bit her lip.

I wanted to calm her nerves and all that shit that boyfriends were meant to do but I screwed it up because I was stupid and maybe even afraid of how much I loved her.

It wasn’t like the love I had for Rena I think the main reason I remained with Rena was because I thought no one else would get me..that no one else would put up with my moods but even she couldn’t. Hence our separation and me returning to the WWE to try and put more space between us.

Even though the divorce was long overdue McKenzie was the one who made me make the final decision even though she didn’t know it.

I fell in love with her so fucking fast and I needed to detach myself from my past so she could be my future.

But I screwed it all up , she had tried to call me many times after that day but the image of her in John’s shirt haunted me and it hurt like fucking hell and after the club incident she didn't bother picking up her phone which meant she was done with me as well.

“You have been photographed together often..”

“We are wrestlers for the same company so of course we share the same hotel and there would be times we would maybe walk in together and as for the restaurants.. Paul Heyman was with us, it was simply business. I'm not the only diva on the roster, I mean Brock and Charlotte posted a picture together where as we were merely photographed by paparazzi who like to trick people” she shrugged.

“I’ve learnt that that’s what people do best... deceive you ..”

I knew she was referring to me , if she only listened to me she would realize I didn’t.

“So nothing going on with you and him?”

I could see her façade slowly beginning to break and I wanted to fucking punch that idiot for pressing the fucking issue. I didn’t care about what she said as even if we were together now she would still have to lie to him .

“No Cole… ”

“Not many divas associate with him, of your brief time spent with him what do you think of him?”

“His an okay guy. I don’t know what you want me to say… but believe it or not his good company” she laughed but I could see it wasn’t real and he joined in.

“So then on that note I'm sure many would like to know are you single?”

She sighed. “Yes I am…"

I hated how they got so fucking personal with the divas and  hated the fact that it hurt when she said she was single and she was supposed to be mine.

“And I'm not looking for anyone. In this business.. its tough having relationships you often don’t know who to trust and..”

I could see her thinking I knew that face all too well.

“McKenzie…” she blinked and looked at him again and she smiled slightly.

“Sorry… uhm People just tend to act a certain way and then bam they’re another way. I just think sometimes its best being alone..” she shrugged.

“Nothing wrong with an independent woman and since your brother is out injured and Kane has rare appearances what do you think is next for you in 2016?”

“Hopefully the diva’s championship.. I don’t know we’ll see tonight” she smiled and I was confused.

“That’s right ladies and gentleman tonight live on Raw , McKenzie will be going up against Paige, Brie Bella and Becky Lynch in a Fatal4way to determine the number one contender at the Royal Rumble. McKenzie thank you for the amazing 30minutes and good luck with tonight”

“Thanks Cole” she smiled and hugged him as soon as it ended I heard my phone going off again.

“I'm going to fucking return. I want to fucking return on Raw tonight..”

“Brock you cant just…”

"I have to be there for her..."

"You cant just pitch up there you know that "

“Fine! Call them and tell them next week I'm coming fucking back”

I slammed the phone down.

A/N:

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