The next few days passed and soon I was standing on the train station platform waiting for my mother to stop her rant. She tends to rant when she's nervous and sad about things. Her reason to rant right now was me leaving for Hogwarts on my own.

"Do you have enough money dear?" She asked

"Yes mum and if I need more I can ask" I said

"What about your things? Are you sure you have everything?" She asked

"Yes, mother I need to go before I miss the train" I insisted

"Dear she's right, let her go she'll be just fine and if she isn't she'll get a chance to tell us I'm sure" father said to calm mother

"Of fine, off you go" mother said and I hugged them one last time rushing towards the train before it took off

I wanted to see if I could find pansy or maybe Daphne but before I had that chance I caught whiff of something. It was amazing, it smelt amazing and I couldn't help but follow the direction it was taking me. I fell into a haze as I followed the scent and when I stopped it was in front of a compartment full of some people. Two I recognized to be pansy Parkinson and Daphne Greengrass.

"Pansy, Daphne is that you?" I asked softly as I slid the door open

Pansys head shot in my direction and she squealed in excitement at the sight of me.

"Trinity oh my Merlin I can't believe your finally getting to join" she said as she went to hug me

I flinched at the sudden contact but hopefully she and the others didn't notice.

"Wait Trinity black?" Daphne said shocked

"Hi daph" I smiled weakly

"Oh look at you, you're grown lovely you know" she said

"Ugh of course" a familiar voice said

I turned and looked her dead in the eyes and growled flashing my eyes at her.

"Astoria" I hissed

"Your not just a witch" an amazing voice said from beside Astoria

I looked up and the second our eyes connected I felt as though I died and went to heaven. Did he know, could he recognize the connection, our bond even if we were fourteen or nearly. I gasped softly taking in a breath at the sight of him, he was like a devil in disguise and I loved it.

"Names Theodore Nott, but call me Theo" he said standing up right away

I blushed and shook his hand as he held it out to me, but to my surprise he pulled it to his lips and pressed a light kiss to it.

"Trinity black, nice to meet you" I smiled softly

Then realization hit me, what if he too hurts me as Jessie did, what if something goes wrong and he hurts me. I withdrew my hand faster than he liked and I pulled myself back away from him. Pansy and Daphne pulled me over to them and placed me in between them. But another scent hit my nose in a heap of sweetness and I licked my lips. I turned towards the compartment door to see a tall sweet looking boy. His eyes met mine and he seemed to be panting from possibly chasing the train to catch it.

"Lorenzo your late" a voice said

"Who's this lovely lady" he asked causing me to look down with embarrassment

"This is Trinity, and she's off limits to any of you" Pansy insisted

"Even if we're her soulmate" Theo said knowingly

My head shot towards his eyes connected as he smirked widely at me and then I heard a growl come from the entrance.

"Not possible" Lorenzo said

"She's mine" Theo said

"How, she's mine" Lorenzo said

"Boys, enough" Pansy said

"She has two" Daphne stated the obvious

"What how?" Theo asked

"I'm a witch, but I was cursed at birth to be a wolf shifter as well, giving me two mates in the end" I said without looking at either of them

"I don't understand?" Lorenzo said

"A filthy bitch of a witch cursed me at birth isn't that enough of an explanation" I said standing with anger in my eyes

"Cara Mia" Theo said gently

"Theo don't" Pansy said worriedly

"I need to go" I said storming out of the compartment in a hurry to get away

I couldn't hurt them and I couldn't have them like I wanted to because of what happened. I didn't want to hurt them and I wanted them to be mine more than anything but I couldn't. I couldn't let myself feel for them even if I wanted to. But the words that mother said replayed over in my head again and again. To be who I need to be and what I want to be as well is basically what I gathered from her conversation with me. If I wanted them then I should be allowed to have them. I should fear them but I should let them know my situation. They are my mates but I couldn't help the nagging feeling that something would or could go wrong.
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The train came to a sudden stop and the air felt cold all of the sudden, beyond cold to where I saw my own breath. The lights flickered and then I saw it, I gasped as it stared into me. It felt like it was staring directly into my soul but as if it understood me and my body.

"Sirius black, looking for Sirius black" it said

"I don't know where he is" I reply softly

"Careful be careful young black, for the world is far from what it seems" it said

"I don't understand" I said but then it disappeared in a second

Flying out of the train and I found that people were staring at me in shock and awe.

"What?" I hissed unknowingly

"You spoke to it" a male said from behind

"I don't understand?" I said turning to find a professor

"I've only known one in the history of our kind who can do that" he said with wide eyes