So I got tagged by the amazing overduelibrarybook89~ (who's one of the best people I know here on Wattpad go and follow her <3)

And apparently, the new virus is inspovirus so let's spread it like mad.

Quote:

"The mystery of human existence lies not in just staying alive, but in finding something to live for." - Fyodor Dostoyevsky (gosh dostoy thanks for reviving me with that honestly)

And others I really like - (in order from where they're copied onto my google doc)

- "Everybody is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody." -Mark Twain

- Romans 5:6 from the Bible: 'You are loved more than you will ever know by someone who died to know you.'"

- "Danger is like the bitterness of coffee. For those ready for it, it is savory." -Mr. Coffee Shop Owner from BSD

- "The longer and more carefully we look at a funny story, the sadder it becomes." -Nikolai Gogol

- "The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly." -Francis Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby

- "I was never insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched." -Edgar Allen Poe

- 'I shall smile when wreaths of snow blossom where the rose should grow.' -Emily Brontë.

- "To write one needs life experiences," says Kajii breezily. "To remain in one place too long stifles the creativity." (from a BSD fanfic and I totally agree)

- "A man will have rank only by dint of his talents, virtues, and accomplishments" -RL Fukuzawa

- "Once I believed / love poems were foolish // yet now I do nothing / but dream about love" © Exhaustion, Nakahara Chuuya

- "If you want to conquer the world, you must first conquer yourself." (Dazai Osamu, another BSD fanfic)

- "I wish I could say everything I've done and still be loved." - Marty Mcconnell, WHEN THEY SAY YOU CAN'T GO HOME AGAIN, WHAT THEY MEAN IS YOU WERE NEVER THERE

- "Il est très simple: on ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux." = "And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye" © Le Petit Prince

- "Being human isn't about how you're born. It's about how you live." -Tachihara Michizo (BSD fanfic)

I just kinda collected verses and quotes I liked from the various things I've read and put them on my Google doc, so here they are.

Artist/Creative Person:

I'm pulling a dusk and saying I don't know-

Book/Author:

*takes out pencils* I see you have a death wish, all authors I like inspire me like heck.

Verse:

"It is terrible to be alone.

I don't mean live alone -

to be alone, where no one hears you." - Louise Gluck, Averno

- - -

"Even if my body is dead,

If this body is consumed,

Eventually my body shall reach its destination."

Actually most of the quotes above resonate the most with me...

Activity:

Daydreaming, writing, reading fanfics/stories/Webs, drawing (at times)

Sounds:

Some sort of blissful silence if I feel like I need concentration or whatever music I'm playing on YouTube at the moment...

Person you know:

I'm gonna pull another dusk and cite several people, because asking me to choose only one is like asking me to choose between life or death.

[LE WARNING, deeeeeep speeches ahead.]

first, Darkblaze450. (Lady/Mister just listen to me before you start going on and on about stuff 'kay?) I'm gonna be blunt here, there's no hiding that you can be reeeeal btchy at times. You have a horrible temper and is the master of blunt swearing critiscm. And the only one who has ever called me a brat. (I write this with an exasperated smile on my face) Also, it's been scientifically proven that our zodiac signs are compatible in about zero. We butt heads about, hmm, 10 times a day? Maybe more? HOWEVER- (LISTEN BEFORE SWEARING) feels kinda like it was destined. You've slapped me in the face with reality so many times and honestly, that helped me. To put it simply, you kind of forcefully pried my eyes open to let me see the real world instead of the one I'd disillusioned myself into living in. You helped me (in your own way) when I was, hm, regretting life? Yeah. You constantly drag yourself down, when honestly I think that's super frustrating because who's the one that makes me go pyscho over their OCs? Or the one that's the best at drawbacks when all I can do is overpower people? So. *claps hands* You inspire me every day to stop being a disillusioned, naive fool and make me live up to how darned complicated your OCs are. For now I'm just gonna keep on clinging onto ya no matter how many times ya try kicking me off and see if I can help boost ya self-esteem. Also, learn how to make me OCs are complicated as yours are. (You've got the OC-power, I have the Ridiculously-Long-Chapter-power.) *raises hand* Dark, just hush up, sit tight, and react later, thank you. And no, I'm sticking to what I say. Trying to change my mind won't work. (#thastubborntaurusfriend)

In short, Dark, you're that one a**hole of a friend but one that I wouldn't give up for anything. *pounces on you for a le hug* 

(Why did I pull out a gigantic speech? Because Dark has this way of misunderstanding if I cut to the chase.)

second, overduelibrarybook89, who has helped me through many a hard times and I can just relate so much with her. Words just can't express how much so I'll just leave it at that. <3 *gives a hug*

third, ichbinconfusion_2734. Not many of y'all know this, BUT IT WAS CONFUSION THAT STARTED THIS WHOLE THING Y'KNOW!! I got interested in writing after reading their zodiac applyfic. After that I started another, then another, and... here we are now. Confusion's story 'Zodiac Heroes: Down To Earth' was and is one of the absolute best zodiac stories I've ever read on Wattpad. It meets all of my 'preferred requirements' for zodiac stories: 1. LGBTQ+, 2. A gay male Taurus, and 3. Awesome plot, humor, grammar, and spelling! (If y'all want to read a great zodiac story, I recommend theirs without any hesitation.) I can always count on Confusion to add a dash of liveliness to the story with their OC, besides the fact that if you think about it they could be credited to the reason why I'm alive, functioning, and have a sort-of name for myself. *bows then hugs senpai*

fourth, x_Quack_x, its_william, and GriffinQ. I haven't known all of you guys for as long, and I suppose what makes you three unique is that you're one of the few males on Wattpad that I'm close to. (Quack I pray you're male and that I'm not offending you horribly) Do I care though? No. You have given me not only amazing OCs as always, been supportive, and great friends to just chat with, but also proves THAT GENDER NOR AGE NOR RACE NOR ANYTHING... can get in the way of being friends. Quack, it was awesome being your older brother for a month (winkity wink) and learning a ton about Hetalia from you, William, I swear I'm going to say this once again when you come to life in my story and I really need to go through your OC book one day, and Griffin your memes, polls, and stories are amazing and a delight to read-plus your incorrect quotes are boss, seriously, where do ya get those? Thanks to all three of you for proving my theory that nothing can stop friendship and stay safe, you three. *brings it in for a group hug*

fifth, CauldronCookie5, who has been with me and enthusiastically commenting and chatting with me from the very start. Thank you so much for all your support and enthusiasm, they meant and still mean the world to me. Thank you for being one of first best friends on Wattpad and giving me such a warm welcome. *long hug*

sixth, everyone in the -wattband and the zodiac/applyfic squad. To be completely honest, I don't feel at home anywhere else and haven't felt as accepted and among people like me than I do with you guys. We're all crazy and hyped up about everything, and even though I don't actively participate in your wildness (maybe for the best so I stay sane-ish ^v^') it's an absolute delight to just sit back and watch all of your wildness unfold like heck. *air hug there are too many of you and too much of covid*

and finally, RadishLeg previously known as Galaxy and SenpaiFreak. We didn't part on the best of ways and the fact that I destroyed something that could've bloomed into something great will forever scar my heart. Even still I take your leave as a lesson for me to never take things for granted again. I keep the good memories fondly in my heart and I hope you know that even though I can't possibly ever find the right words to apologize or deserve to, I'll remember you with a fond smile and as the creator of the Lynoi/Noira ship. *hug that I hope will reach you wherever you are*

And everyone else, that has been with me and through all the craziness and wildness of the ups and the downs of my brain and funks I might've had to work through. You guys inspire me to work every day and honestly... that's what makes me want to produce hella long chapters. But not only that, even though I've never seen or talked to any of you in person, all of you are some of the closest people to my heart.

Whew. *wipes forehead* I think that was too deep for comfort, but I mean every single thing.

Place:

At my computer, anywhere comfortable.

Smells:

Nani I don't know uhhh... anything I guess as long as it smells nice and good and doesn't bother me. Overwhelming smells are a no-no. (three spritzes of rose perfume? Allergies will react and boy is that overwhelming. No, thank you...)

Tags:

Everyone in the -wattband (too lazy to tag everyone)

And everyone that I tagged in this chapter.

See you guys next time, and thanks for reading! Hope you enjoyed!

-awakened-angel-chan