Chapter 42- Blind Walk

Jungkook showed the way outside to the doctor while I was remaining in my bed. Will I actually get a chance? He said that it was up to me. Letting out a soft sigh, I grabbed the food tray and closend it to me. I was about to take a bite when I suddenly remembered that Jungkook didn't eat yet. I should wait for him,

" Y/n why aren't you eating? Are you not feeling ok? Is it too hot? Did I add too much water there?"

Jungkook appeared after minutes, attacking me with questions,yet there was so much concern buried in them. How lucky I am to have him by my side, I was missing the warmth of love all these years. It had been a while since someone was taking care of me like this.

I was silent for a moment. One side of my heart started twitching from suffocation because of my trapped feelings which were mixed with blithe and sorrow. I hung my head low,

"Y/n, Are you ok? Don't worry you are going to get your vision back. I promise"

His soft and gentle voice talks to me. I felt my eyes are getting watery.

" It's not about that. Jungkook, I don't care if I will be blind forever. I already have what I need"

My lips curved to a smile, turning my face to his side. I was sure that he couldn't read any emotions that I told him from my eyes. I knew they were unfocused. His beautiful balmy figure was no longer visible in my world, but still, being with him was more than enough for me.

"But-"

"Come have breakfast with me," I made some space, moving away a little so he could sit. I felt him sitting in front of he in the bed. I pushed the food tray near him, but he didn't accept it,

"I already ate,"

He's so bad at lying.

"Don't lie to me Jungkook. All this time you were busy running here and there and you had time to eat? You are a bad liar"

" Y/n, I'm doing well ok, eat this before it gets cold," he took my hand and placed the spoon and the rice bowl on my palm. I kept them down,

"I won't till you eat with me"

I crossed my arms in front of me, pursing my lips together. All these things are going to make him sick, skipping meals and staying awake till late at night. I may have been stubborn at that time, but he was even more stubborn than me,

"I told you I'm ok," he didn't acquiesced me at all.

That's it. I dug the bowl of rice and filled it took a spoon full of cooked rice. I extended my hand to the direction I could feel his presence. I can't let him do this anymore,

"It's not a request, it's an order,"

It was silent for a while. No response at all. Did he leave me? No, he will never, I know he won't.

"Jungkook my hands are hurting," I bit my lip. One of his big hands held mine, turning my hand to the opposite way I was stretching my hand, "I'm here," he said quietly as a whisper.

I emotionlessly stared at nowhere with a heavy heart. I sighed with no tears left to cry,  "Please, It's a request this time,"

Jungkook took the spoon away from my hand. I heard his teeth colliding with the spoon as he chew the food. He was eating it.

I smiled. We silently ate together. All these days he was doing so much. This was the least I can do. But I want to do more for him,

We walked to the living room. Living in this house for these days gave me an idea about the house. Jungkook told me that we are living in the ground floor of the two story building. I even I couldn't see how much space it had, I knew it was big enough for seven people to live.

I gripped his strong arm from both of my hands. He slowly and gently clasped my shoulders and made me sit on a sofa. I had no idea about what he was going to do. All that he said was that he is going to teach me something,

"What exactly are you going to teach me?"I queried him, curiously.

"I'm going to teach you how to walk in the dark. To see the beauty through the darkness"

A silky cloth covered my eyes as he talked. He inched his lips to my ears,
"This is to protect your eyes. Too much brightness will reduce your chances of getting your vision back," he said as he fixed the blindfold.

I nodded.

He was doing everything he can to heel me. Perspective view of my journey ahead was a lot brighter because of him.

" Now you have to trust me Y/n, I won't let anything happen to you,So trust me," I felt his absence with his words. All of a sudden the warmth of him was gone. I was alone.

Don't leave me, My mind screamed, Don't leave me all alone,

"Y/n stand up,"I heard his voice from pretty far away. But it was clear and loud enough to me to hear him. I stood up and clinged to the sofa I was sitting since I couldn't see anything that was near me. I was nervous as hell,

"Don't move your arms," I curved my fits in to a ball and kept my arms closer to my body, letting go of the chair. I gulped as I heard his next command,

"Take six steps forward"

How am I going to do that without knowing what is  in front of me?  I was hesitating with anxious,

"But Jungkook,"

"Don't you trust me?" I heard his voice, firm and strong. I do believe you, you are the only one I trust cause you are the one who never left my side.

I held into my shirt and took a step forward with nervousness that was inflicting me. You won't fall, believe him. I took another step, and another counting six steps from my mind, I walked forward.

"Now turn to ninety degrees to your right," Ninety? Can I do it? I bit my lip, turning to my right as he told me.

" Five steps forward," he demanded. His voice was getting closer I stepped forward. I felt confident as I heard his voice. I took five steps without hesitating like earlier,

" Good, Now turn backwards,"

I gasped as he said. Is he serious? I stuttered,

"You- you mean -"

"Yes, one-eighty degrees full turn, turn completely backwards,"

I seized my arm a little bit trying to make sure that nothing was  in front of me. But immediately I heard him, "Didn't I say no hands?"  His voice thundered, making me lower my hand that instant. I pulled my right and down from the left, trying to keep them down. I turned around sucking up some air to my lungs.

"Now y/n, twenty steps backwards," Are you freaking kidding me? Walk backwards? I can't do that with confidence even I can see properly,

"Jungkook I can't. I can't do it"

"Yes, you can, I believe you can so why don't you believe yourself?" I was paused for a moment. What he said was true isn't it? He always believed that I could do it cause I can, I just had to overcome my fears that were holding me back. I have to stop being a whimp,

"Count with me Y/n,"

He counted as I took a step backwards, "One," we started with number one. I counted with him. Every step I kept, his voice got closer and closer. It was leading me to him. The closer I could hear his voice, the more faster my heart raced.

"Eighteen,"

"Eighteen,"

I counted with him, repeating after him.

" Nineteen,"

" Nineteen,"

His voice got closer. No matter how long he lived with me, he was still able to make my heart beat fast just like the very first time I saw him.

"Twenty,"

"Twenty,"

The last step. His voice was so close. It was coming from behind me. I could hear him breathing.

"Now turn around Y/n," His sweet voice made me automatically turn at him. I gulped.

"Take one more step forward,"

I took one step forward as he said. I softly collided with his strong body. I heard his breathing. My face snuggled into his chest. I heard how his heart beat as fast as mine as I got closer to him.

"You did great Y/n," Jungkook's soft voice was sweet as honey to my eardrums as he talked.

"Really?"

I flashed a smile.

" Yes really, You are getting stronger,"

His hand patted my head. Is this the same guy who used to make fun of me and tease me all the time he gets? He was no longer that cold and grumpy.

I smiled wider. I can feel him smiling too. I miss his bunny smile.

Jungkook tied ropes all over the house which is going to help me to walk alone and get to wherever I want without trouble. He placed my hand on one of them,

" Follow this Y/n, you can walk without my help with these,"

I wore my blindfold all day. Jungkook strongly believed that I can get my vision back. But he didn't force me to exhaust my self from keep trying it.

I started walking with the help of the ropes. One knotted ones were to the living room. Two knotted ropes lead to the kitchen while the ropes with three knots  to the bathroom.

A week passed with so many things happening, especially with me. I was learning things.

Jungkook went out twice to bring groceries and stuff that we both needed to survive. When I was alone while he was working with household chores, I just watched the TV. Actually not watched, listened is more accurate.

After he was done with work, he helped me to get my things done. I was taking pills and the bitter-tasting decoction he gave me every morning and night.

And slowly I was learning to do all the things alone with his help.





The bond between them is getting stronger isn't it.😅 Will she get her vision back?

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