62. Love of life
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"Fuck! They're back home!" Jin exclaimed, getting up and throwing a deathly glare in your direction,
"No one should know that you're Min. I have spent years trying to keep it a secret. It's a secret which can ruin someone's life, y/n. Be quiet about it."
Jin's sentence ends with you nodding feverishly, mind still pondering over the new information he has fed your mind with.
"Hyung?" Jimin's voice echoes around the hall, reaching your ears and your mind pictures a little kid, a little kid calling his hyung with that same voice.
Stop thinking.
You remind yourself and compose your posture, watching him walk inside the room and glancing at Jin's bandaged arm,
"Jin hyung? What's wrong with your arm!?" He gasped, swiftly walking over to examine his arm, his eyes turn towards the medicines and syringes on the bedstand, brows narrowing as his eyes trail down your panicked form,
"What's happening here? Jin hyung? How did you get yourself injured?" He asks again, only for Jin to sigh and sit beside you on the bed,
"Y/n had another nightmare."
This bitch-
"She was sleeping the day off and she suddenly started shouting, throwing things around. When I walked over to check up on her, one of the things she threw on the mirror crashed it up and the pieces dug into my arm. Don't worry though, I have given her the meds Namjoon suggested last time."
You watch him in amusement, how can someone be so shameless? So insensitive? So inconsiderate...
Jimin rubs his forehead in agony, watching the fresh blood stains on his dear hyung's clothes.
"What the fuck is wrong with you y/n?" He asks, giving you a glare as you sighed in response,
"I don't remember. I don't remember doing what Jin hyung is saying. I wonder how his whole arm is injured by some shatters of glass. I wonder how he's standing here and talking instead of properly treating those wounds before-"
"You got some guts, don't you, y/n?" Jin spats, gritting his teeth,
"I wasn't talking. I was fucking telling you how you're supposed to be fucking awake and not sleep the day off only to act like a mentally unstable person at the end of the day."
"Hyung..." Jimin sighs, extending his hand towards you, "she'll stay with me. Please get your wounds properly treated by Joon hyung, hm? I'm sorry from her side. I'll check up on her problems, don't worry." His eyes now meet yours,
"Come on, kitten." You slip your hand in his, getting off the bed and almost losing your balance,
"Head h-hurts-"
Jimin's arm wraps around your waist, pulling you up as he tosses you over his shoulder,
"There. I'll fix these headaches of yours. Just you wait." He asserts before gesturing Jin a little nod as he leaves the room, walking over to his own one.
"You've crossed the limit today, y/n. I'm disappointed." He says, opening his door and throwing you on the mattress of his bed only to hover above you, grabbing your wrists together and pulling them above your head.
"Master-" before you could speak another word, his lips attach on yours. Hand slipping inside your skirt only to give your butt a rough spank.
"Brat." He groans, holding your jaw to make you look in his eyes,
"What was it this time? What did you dream this time for you to act like that? Huh?"
His eyes search your glossy ones,
"What were you overthinking? Huh? Which girl haunted you this time?"
"You." You mumbled out weakly.
"Hm?"
"It's you, master. I keep having nightmares of you giving me away to someone else." You lied, hoping that deep inside that's not actually one of your nightmares.
"I don't understand. What's the issue of me giving you away? I can actually give you to someone who'd be much better than me, much understanding and less sadistic than me. Then why are you so bent over me leaving you? And didn't I already promise you that I won't give you away to anyone else?" Jimin asserts, eyes boring in yours as you sigh,
"I don't know...master," you shut your eyes close, hoping the headache to ease down a little.
"You don't love me, do you?" He asks again.
"I already told you master, I don't know what it's like to be loved. I don't know what love is." Your response makes him loosen his grip over your wrists,
"I have already fallen in love once. And she's going to be my first and last love of life." Jimin's words spark up rows of questions in your mind,
"I didn't knew even master can fall in love," you hold back a chuckle, watching him roll his eyes,
"I did, just for once and forever. She's no more, so all I can do is keep myself distracted and take care of all her possessions. To make sure that her dreams come true." Jimin fake coughed right after he realised that he has spoken a little more than he planned. He just wanted to distract your mind from the nightmare and ended up becoming a hopeless romantic. That was the last side of his you were supposed to discover.
"She's lucky..." You mumbled lowly.
"No, I'm lucky. Not everyone gets to love someone like her, y/n," he reaches out to tug a strand of your hair behind your ear, watching you nod in understanding though he was sure you were in a turmoil of thoughts and questions,
"Who's she-" you're stopped midway,
"Min..." Jimin trails off, sighing as his eyes never leave yours.
Min...
Her again...
How ironic...
I'm not her...
But why does he look at me like that?
"Your eyes, they're beautiful," Jimin compliments, catching you off-guard.
"Uh- thank you-" you watch his eyes now going lower from your eyes to your lips, lingering over your neck as he trails them lower upto your cleavage, a grin infecting his lips,
"Want me to help you get rid of those nightmares the way I did last time?"
"Huh-"
"The way I did in bathroom that night. Remember? Or do I have to remind you?" His thumb reaches out to gently rub your lower lip, biting his own in the process,
"Let's remind this little kitten what she's supposed to dream about." He leans closer, brushing his lips over the shell of your ear,
"Let me give you pleasure worth those nightmares."
A/n-
Hot shit coming up next~
Imagine wanting someone who's desperate to have you all the while?
Imagine wanting someone who only wants a long gone side of yours? Someone who's in love with your past and not present.
Sucks.
I'll be honest, I'll try to update soon. I wasn't updating because this chapter was supposed to be 2.5k+ words with the smut but I decided to cut it off and continue in next chapter because that was taking pretty long.
I want to focus more on y/n's thoughts and traumas but I need proper sleep to have the mental stability of writing properly. Do adjust with this short update for now, I'm working on the smut so it'll be up soon enough. For those who don't know, you can read the "uncensored" smuts of Obey Me on my other account Kookielxcks in a book titled "Dark Haven"
Would y'all read a Vampire Jungkook ff if I do publish one such book?
Vote? Your choice. Comment? A must when you're reading my books. They help a lot.
Till next time,
Author JK.
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