normal thing — gracie abrams
" you changed my life, but i guess i'll see ya "

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⌗ ⁰︎⁰︎ °. NEW EMAIL !

TO: therapist who definitely hates me
[RE: ignore, ignore, ignore!]
2:15 am

i know you said NOT to get involved again.

...sorry.

i know it's been months since it ended but i just...it's been a long battle of learning to ignore my gut, don't go after the things that we know would hurt me. but she's not the one hurting me, i think it's myself. there's just something about her that i can't shake. have you ever had that feeling...like — deep, deep down that you know it's right??

i'm not really sure when i realized she was my everything. but she was my everything in the sense that she was truly nothing i needed. she made me look inside myself into a place that im not ready to go. i'm not grown enough for that. i'm still trying to ignore those thoughts and feelings.

you weren't kidding when you said i felt like everything was porcelain. i feel like everything i touch is gonna break. everything does break. if i sink into those feels i'll break. i don't want to break again i can't go through that again.

should i just call her again to say goodbye?

i feel like the closure would be good.

whatever i choose to do you'll still be sleeping so i guess it won't really matter...and before you yell at me, i already journaled. it's full. that's why im here. i know you're not awake...at least i hope you're not otherwise this will be really awkward.

i'm rambling. i'm scared and tired and i just...don't know what to do

and i know i broke up with gracie. i'm not trying to make this about me.

but it felt right at the time

really im not so sure anymore. i think she might've sent someone to kill me honestly. (it might also be her)

do you think she's still want to talk? or meet me out somewhere? just to talk. i feel like that might help. i don't know WHO it'll help, but you always tell me to talk through my feelings so really i blame you for this. i don't know. i'm so confused. i keep laughing and im not sure why. is this normal?

anyway...sorry when you wake up.

so good morning! but sorry probably already made a dumb decision. haha...oops.

but at least you're still employed!!

k sorry. bye now. i hope

the cursed,
clara bow x

NEW MESSAGE !
2:38 am

gracie

clara bow
is this a bad time?

read 2:41 am

NEW EMAIL !

TO: therapist who definitely hates me
[RE: ignore, ignore, ignore!]
4:47 am

i did something.

probably stupid

...yeah definitely stupid.

so...she's great. i'm not. this is so NOT great. i don't recommend. can you seriously wake up.

just kidding please don't oh my god

we're catching up tomorrow.

see ya on wednesday for the debrief! :)

,, ~ lola tung ! ·

꒰ ⸝⸝₊▬︎▬︎ CLARA BOW JONES ꒱

*･ﾟ｡➷ xx - gold jewelry - sun - cake -
meryl streep - ribbons - you're on your own, kid -
summer - rainbows - skirts - actress - gracie *

insta
clarabow
yoyobobow

,, ~ gracie abrams ! ·

꒰ ⸝⸝₊▬︎▬︎ GRACIE ABRAMS ꒱

*･ﾟ｡➷ xxii - silver jewelry - stars - cookies -
joni mitchell - bows - i love you, i'm sorry - winter -
rain - jeans - singer/songwriter - clara bow *

insta
gracieabrams
abrahamlincoln

,, ~ meg donnelly ! ·

꒰ ⸝⸝₊▬︎▬︎ BRYNN SWIFT ꒱

*･ﾟ｡➷ xxi - gullible - luke *

,, ~ milo manheim ! ·

꒰ ⸝⸝₊▬︎▬︎ LUKE CALDONI ꒱

*･ﾟ｡➷ xxiv - bonehead - brynn *

the summer i turned pretty cast ▬︎ as themselves
any celebrities ▬︎ as themselves

normal thing // gracie abrams deeply still in love // role model     i can do it with a broken heart // taylor swift i wanna love you (but i don't) // ashe    the blue // brynn cartelli guilty pleasure // chappell roan  you could start a cult // niall horan honey, honey // abba l'amour de ma vie // billie eilish clara bow // taylor swift all my love // noah kahan    lose you // ashton irwin     i love you, im sorry // gracie abrams

// clara bow x gracie

disclaimers //
everything in this story belongs
to me. any characters and
story lines are my own. obviously
i cannot own a celebrity so gracie
abrams and any others portrayed in
this story are not real

warnings //
this story will contain descriptions
of swearing, drinking, anxiety,
mutual pining, breakups (sorry),
creepy fans, lovesick puppies,
and more

copyright //
all rights reserved to delicateswft.
copying of my work will not be
tolerated and frankly, plagiarism is
illegal 🙃 so! on that note...just don't
do it. because i will find you.

gracie's getaway //
pcd so bad we had to make a fic

the back half of this is gonna be
depressing as FUCK and not
really a happy ending but y'all asked
for this so remember that 😛

if i said this is right person x wrong
time how mad would that make
you guys be honest...

this is partially because liv thinks i can't
write a happy story (i psychically cannot)
but it's kinda sorta happy!

anywayyyyyy

— gracie xx