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Hoseok breathes heavily as he gets all of his duffel bags to drive to Jimin's resort property in Gapyeong near Cheongpyeong Lake. In his designer sportswear, he looked amazing. Extremely laid-back. Jimin had phoned him the day before when he was in Jakarta for a planning meeting, urging him to come and spend some time with him. Jimin traveled from Germany for a short visit to see his parents and Bangtan before returning a week later for the Diamond Exhibition.

Taehyung told Jimin that Hyung is having some emotional problems with his relationship right now and that Hoseok requires a bit of relaxation to unwind before the rest of Bangtan and their spouses arrive on Saturday for some jet skiing and enjoy outside BBQ-ing. They sit back and relax as friends and catch up on their lives. The group loves to get together almost any other weekend or so to spend time developing relationships, and the group realizes that Hoseok needs some time with his bros and their valuable advice right now.

Jimin heard that Jessica is in Seoul for three weeks and wants to reconcile with Hoseok, but the Bangtan Club saw his struggle with suppressing his affection for the 'French Maid,' Noemie. Hoseok must be going through a lot since no girl has ever shaken him while he dated Jessica. He was always loyal and faithful in his relationship.

Jimin was so ecstatic that Hoseok dared to ogle at another girl. Throughout his repeated hiatuses, he even introduces the leggiest and sexiest models to Hoseok, who couldn't be lured or bothered to enjoy some female companionship. Jimine even quipped that Hoseok could have been the strongest priest to have the ability to remain celibate for a girl.

Every brother had been concerned for the last four years when Hoseok planned to propose to Jessica. Every time Jessica avoided the looming marriage question, he saw the sorrow and heartbreak in Hyung's eyes when Jessica said she wasn't ready for the big step.

Since then, Jimin and the majority of the maknae-line have had little tolerance or sympathy for Jessica and her reluctance to give Hobi real hope for the future. She wants Hoseok to quit his business in Seoul and move to the United States near her museum. She is already obsessed with obtaining her US citizenship.

They gave each other space to reflect on their lives and plans. Everything worked out well for Jessica, but it caused Hyung agony. They'd known he loved Jessica for years, and she knew no one could ever replace her place in her heart. Hoseok will always remain faithful to her, even if there are more gorgeous, loving, and fit girls for Hoseok than her.

But the most recent hiatus was the most ridiculous ever. They were on break for eight months and continued to see each other. But when Hoseok witnessed how Yoongi and Jungkook celebrated their weddings and he was the longest in a committed relationship that led nowhere, he started to change his demeanor. The Bangtan Club advised him not to ask Jessica to marry him again. It's pointless to spend money on extravagant engagement rings for girls who will eventually say no.

Jimin and Yoongi told Hosoek to dump Jessica for good, but the sweet-natured Hoseok has always been a sucker for romance, and he values relationships and wants to be stable, rather than follow in his parent's footsteps. He was six years old when his parents split. He believes in marriage and enduring love.

Jimin invited Hoseok to come here and recuperate without Jessica on Thursday and Friday. Hoseok chose to return sooner and spend more time with the maknae.

That's why he was driving to the lake home in his new SUV. It took about 50 minutes to drive from his penthouse.

He received a call from Jimin as he was about to arrive in the little town of Gapyeong County. As he saw the caller ID, Hoseok chuckled.

"Hyung, have you come yet?"Jimins' voice may be heard echoing throughout his vehicle.

Hoseok laughed, "I'm almost on the road to your cabin now!"

"Wow, that's amazing. Taehyung and Seokjin will arrive tomorrow, but the wedded couple will arrive on Saturday. Have you sent the coordinates to Gevais? He is spending the day with Seokjin, and they will come tomorrow. The rest will come on Saturday. Yeonra and Yoongi must take Kai to the pediatrician for his monthly vaccine. Namjoon will arrive a little before noon since he has a meeting with a new author." Jimin informed him.

"Great...ok, just keep me a really cold cider when I come in. I'm parched." Hosoek grins.

"Is Jessica with you?" he inquires, hesitantly.

"Uh no," Hosoek muttered." She'll be staying with her parents for three weeks. I'll arrange for her to spend time with me after the white champagne luncheon next week."

"Brilliant I'd like to chat with you privately." Hoseok simply wrinkled his brows as Jimin sounded relieved. What does Jimin want to talk about? Perhaps another business venture.

"Well, I just saw your black SUV through the trees...I'm lounging on the terrace, so please come up when you arrive.

"All well, see you soon," he says as he turns off his car's blue tooth.

Hoseok smiled as he headed toward the entrance to the magnificent waterfront lakehouse.

Jimins' huge vacation house has 10 bedrooms, 3 living areas, flat-screen TV's, an equipped kitchen with a dishwasher and an oven, and 6 en-suite bathrooms with a bath. The property provides free WiFi for all guests and a large fireplace for those relaxing winter days.

He's looking forward to spending time with their Chimmy. Spending time with the Bangtan Club is one of his favorite pastimes. He adores his brothers and cannot imagine himself without them. Even Jimin makes time to travel home since the Bangtan club is a haven for them.

Hoseok parks his car beside Jimins' white Range Rover in the designated covered parking area.

He smiled as he grabbed his bag and cell phone, locked his car, and entered the enormous log cabin. Jimin bought this cabin over five years ago and it's their favorite hangout spot, particularly in the snowy winter months, but since Jimin returned, they decided to have a jetski day and a BBQ day.

Jimin owns three jetskis, and Hoseok is well aware of how much the maknae-line enjoys the river. He did not so much... even if he is a great swimmer

He enters the large foyer/lounge, which is simply breathtaking. Everything was rustic and fit well with the surrounding nature. Every Bangtan member is acquainted with the room he normally occupies.

Yoongi and Jungkook always occupied the rooms with a crib and an extra bed for their kids. Jimins'parents have a private cabin for themselves or when his family or granddads come.

Jimins' housekeeper smiled widely and respectfully. He promptly walked to his usual bedroom and then up a flight of steps to the upper deck, where Jimins was grilling a Korean BBQ and enjoying cider. He set down all of the grilling utensils and embraced his Hyung with excitement.

"Gosh, Hoseok, I haven't seen you in a long time," he smirked as he stepped out of the embrace.

Hoseok grinned happily as he took the cider Jimin handed him, "Hotel development..." he trails off as he stands at the wooden railing, his gaze wandering across the lake in front of them.

What a breathtaking panoramic sight. Jimin grinned as he motioned for Hobi to take a seat next to him in a deck chair, admiring the scenery in front of them.

"How are you doing with the company's operations in Berlin?" Hoseok asked his delighted maknae.

"It's a challenge," Jimin joked. "My cousin is joining me as my trusted PA so that I can adjust to the culture. I must confess that the German chicks are hot."

"What is a vacation without a girl candy by your side?" muttered Hoseok.

"I could have set you up with some of the 'cuties there," Jimin joked as he gulped down his soju. " Girls from high society who are very professional and career-oriented..."

"No, thank you...you almost hooked Seokjin with a high-class escort girl. We would have had a major scandal if Yoongi hadn't asked Selena to look into her background. After that day, Seokjin has never trusted you..." Hoseok bursts out laughing at Jimin's smirking.

"I didn't know...seriously," Jimin exclaimed. " My ex-girlfriend introduces me to her wealthy cousin. How would I know if she was a top-tier escort? She was piping 'hot '.Seokjin would have a fabulous time in Italy."

Hoseok grinned broadly "When Selena delivered him the data before he even asked her to supper that night, our Hyung was outraged."

"All the Hyungs are boring...you don't know how to have fun and pleasure in your lives..."Jimin mused.

Hoseok arched his brow "We have no idea how to have fun and pleasure! Is that what you're saying?"

Jimin rose and stretched himself out, his eyes twinkling "Er yeah! I want the full story about what happened with you and the "French maid" after our lunch. The girl is stunning. Is she single?"Jimin bit his lip and waggle his eyes.

Hoseok's eyes bulge and he drops his jaw "Did Taehyung mention anything to you? I'm going to kill the little bear! He is even worse than Jungkook. And...nothing is going on between us, and I'm not sure whether she's single. Gervais seemed to have known her since high school." Hoseok spoke in a dismissive tone. He despises it when Jimin has his sights set on the charming Noemie.

He wanted to chastise himself for feeling insecure about imagining her with one of his single brothers. Especially if he hasn't found closure for his lingering feelings for the girl.

Jimin cast a sneaky glance at Hoseok "Tell me, Hobi...and don't lie. You find her quite appealing."

As he watched the emotions flashing through Hosoeks' eyes, he burst out laughing.

Hoseok took a deep breath "Jimin, it's tricky. I just can't feel something for her. Jessica, is my girlfriend right now?"

"Hobi, with all due respect," Jimin sneered. "Do you want to settle down with an indecisive woman? She led you on for 10 years. She, like me, does not wish to marry. Yet, she wants to stay in the United States, and all of your businesses, family, and support system are here. It is extreme selfishness. Jungkook almost married two ladies throughout his lifetime. Yoongi was compelled to marry, but when he found the one, he married as quickly as possible. Taehyung may settle with Dilraba, but we all hope he may recover his memories before making a life-altering decision. We know Seokjin and Namjoon are still looking for the perfect one...but Jessica...just...dump her already. You're not madly in love with her. Hobi, you're too used to her. Just pay attention to what I'm saying..."

Hoseok frowned a pained look on his face "I understand what you're saying. Even so, Jimin, I know my relationship with Jessica isn't perfect...but she loves me and I can't break her heart for a fling--"

Jimin glances incredulously at his Hyung at Hoseok "A fling! Are you sure? Please, Hosoek! The entire Bangtan club is aware that you have feelings for her. Even though she infuriated you by spilling wine over your Armani shirt, you both stared at each other discreetly. When you went to Seokjins' restaurant, Yoongi and Jungkook saw how uneasy you were. Hobi, you've never been so shaken by a girl before. Face it, you're physically attracted to and emotionally invested in Noémie...she leaves you all hot and bothered."

Jimin smiled at Hoseok's pinched brows as he added meat and salads on a platter and handed it to a thoughtful Hoseok, who took the plate quietly and breathed deeply.

He set his plate down and stood against the railing, staring out at the tranquil lake. He turned to glance at his maknae with a faraway expression in his eyes and admitted with a heavy sigh, "I...think I'm falling for Noémie... Jimin, I fell in love with her...but..."

Jimins' lips snapped open in surprise "But what? Simply inform Jessica that your heart has moved on and dump the American wannabee. Hoseok, she has already lost you. Please...you can't keep on like this. You have feelings for another girl. How would you live with yourself if you marry Jessica yet yearn for Noémie? Move on from this exhausting relationship. You were meant to dump Jessica four years ago."

Hoseok wiped his face with trembling hands before grabbing his cider and gulping it down, giving Jimins a piercing stare "I can't hurt Jessica like this, Jimin. She'll go insane if she finds out I've moved on emotionally...and physically. I need some personal time to reflect on our relationship. What if this desire for Noémie is merely a fleeting one... l don't know what to do", Jimin?" Hoseoks' eyes seemed to be a bit moist. Being a strict CEO of a great enterprise, he cannot allow himself to be distracted by the mental strain he is suffering.

Jimin rose and approached his distraught Hyung. "Just don't rush into anything, Hobi-Hyung, until you know who you want to be with. Don't allow Jessica's seduction and sweet words to lead you to an unfulfilled relationship. You want to be a family man and go after what you want...choose you Hoseok...what makes you happy."

Hoseok nodded quietly as they sat down to have their lunch quietly.

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Hoseok and Jimin had a wonderful and relaxed two days together. They went canoeing, and fishing, and had a fish braai near the large tree at the lake. They didn't bring up relationships when playing snooker and PlayStation games.

They spoke about their families and companies while roasting smores around a built bonfire. It was just what Hoseok needed. Jessica called him and asked when he would return to her parent's house. He just informed her that he will meet her the following Wednesday for lunch. He intends to utilize the weekend and the next few days to reflect on his relationship.

When the Bangtan club and their spouses and girl-friends arrived early on Saturday, it was a joyful day. Jungkooks' twin, Eunjin and Selena, are also invited to spend the day with them. Namjoon will arrive later with his best friend Mi-Young and his sister.

Seokjin and Gervais were the most energetic members of the group. They arrived with no sweet candy on their arms. They all opted to have a picnic near the lake, while the others chose to swim or drive the three jet skis farther into the lake.

Jungkook and Taehyung enjoyed the open waters and spent a lot of time on the jet skis. Gervais and Hoseok were swimming in the lake, and they had a great time together.

Taehyung didn't bring Dilraba since she was in the Philippines for a hair product commercial shoot.

Every single female wanted to hold Yoongi"s baby boy. He was so adorable that the girls wanted to feel maternal around the baby and a pregnant Jenna.

The group was thrilled. They played music from some of Yoongis' award-winning artists' most recent albums.

The Bangtan club was overjoyed to see Hoseok being the Hobi they knew. Jimin urged them not to bring up his love life because it is a sensitive issue for Hobi right now. He needs to relax and enjoy group activities.

Everyone decided to return to the cabin at the end of the day. The entire group will sleep over. Jenna and the girls prepared a hot kimchi dish for the group, who were all lounging on the leather sofas. Jungkook was so over his wife when she was preparing. He was back hugging her and lovingly massaging her swollen belly before returning to the boys who were having a great time at the PlayStation gaming contest between Taehyung and Jimin.

Gervais likes to be part of the boys who speak French and English with him. He even befriended the wives and lady friends.

It was almost 11 p.m. when the girls decided to retire to their rooms to sleep.

Taehyung was complaining of a severe migraine and excused himself to sleep after taking some aspirin. Jungkook and Jenna decide to go to their room as well.

Hoseok and Gervais sat at the little bar, sipping on a drink Jimin had made for them. Yoongi walked down the stairs, refreshed, to spend more time with the boys downstairs. While the others sat and watched from the bar area, Seokjin, and Yoongi opted to play pool.

Jimin decides to join his Hyungs. They'll retire to their rooms just after midnight. Hoseok and Gervais were sipping ciders and speaking casually. In the background, cool jazz tunes were playing.

Gervais smirked as he asked his friend, "So, Hoseok, how's business?"

Hoseok smiled and raised his eyes, "Quite challenging, but I aim to complete it in six months. I hope you will come to the opening."

Gervaise raises his beer bottle and says, "Certainly...if I can get the girl to accept my advances."

Hoseoks' breath caught in his throat; gosh, does Gervais want to pursue Noémie again? He bit his lip and furrowed his brows slightly, his voice cracking but immediately clearing his throat, "Er...you want Noémie?"

Gervaise grinned ,an amused sparkle in his eyes, "Noémie is a gorgeous girl, and as much as I adore my girl, we can never have any romantic feelings for each other, We tried dating at school but after a month we realized we are better off with a sibling relationship."

"O-Ok, so who is the girl?" says Hosoek, looking relieved. He sipped part of his cider while avoiding Gervais' mirth.

Gervais sipped his drink and breathed lightly "Ha-Ni, Noémie 's cousin, is somebody I guess I like. She embodies everything I look for in a woman. She is stunning, compassionate, intellectual, and those eyes are fascinating, and I don't mind that she is a bit older than me. I desire her--"

"Oh my! So you'd want a Noona. She is quite timid. Noémie appears to be the firecracker as well as the intimidated one--good luck with that." Hoseok chuckles. He wonders if Noemie, who is so protective of Ha-Ni, will allow him to date the church girl.

"No sweat," Gervais said, grinning and wagging his brows. "I met the family, and her parents liked me right away, and her cousin gave me the green light. Therefore, when they get back from the Maldives, I'll take Ha-Ni out to dinner. She makes my blood boil."

"Oh, I see...you'd like to go Asian?"Hoseok mused.

"Oh, yeah a thousand times! Hoseok, she's hot. But what's going on with you and my girl? On Wednesday, I noticed great sexual tension between the two of you...so, what's the deal?" Gervais raised his brows, teasingly, as he stares at his buddy who has a tint on his cheeks. He suspects something is brewing between Noémie and the CEO. The chemistry was palpable, and he is well aware that his gorgeous friend is not immune to the CEO.

"I'm still trying to figure it out. It's a little complicated." Hoseok cleverly sidestepped the pressing topic. He still needs to figure out how he feels about the two women. Noémie wants him to reconcile and make Jessica happy right now. If he desires, Noemie, how can he make Jessica happy...?

Gervais' eyes became solemn, "Noémie doesn't feel she'll be a good catch for any guy--" he looked sorrowful as he stared at Hoseok's curious eyes. What!

Hoseok breathed heavily "Why, oh why? She's a good catch for any guy--"

Gervais nods, "Yeah...but I'm to blame for her resistance to marriage."

"Why is this so?" Hoseok was taken aback.

His eyes were sad, and with a crack in his voice, he said, "I'm the one who ruins her chances of a happy marriage by causing her to be seriously injured in an accident I recklessly caused. That turned a carefree girl into a cynical skeptic who no longer believes in long-term happiness and marriage."He gulped his drink and stood up, walking over to the other Hyungs. Hoseok's jaw had dropped.

"Oh my goodness!" gasps Hoseok.

A/n. Another update. Hoseok confessed how he felt about Noémie.

Thank you for reading, voting, and commenting on Je T'aime. A grand shout-out to all the new readers as well as the shadow readers.

1. Will Hoseok take Jimins' advice?

2. Do you believe Jessica has lost half of the Bangtan club's support?

3. Why doesn't Hoseok want to hurt Jessica, despite his feelings for Noémie?

4. Is it safe to tell Jessica or keep Noémie a secret?

5. Do you believe Jessica would give up Hoseok even though he seemed to have fallen out of love with her?