Leti walks towards me.

"Hey Marisol."

"Hey Leti. Where's your dad?"

"Meeting." I gave her a smile. I started to help Leti and Chucky set up for the party. Coco greeted me as he got out from the meeting room with a hug and a kiss. I slightly got better.

"Amor." He said.

"Hey baby." He wrapped his arms around my waist. He was wearing his hat, man whenever he wear it, makes me go mad. "You look good." He smirked.

"I know I do." He kissed my neck.

"Hey." Ez walks in the club.

"Your pop just pulled up with the meat and stuff." Leti told him.

"Hey, Boy Scout." Coco calls him over. "Look at your sponsor.Got himself some new flash. Our new secretario."Angel showed off his new patch. Angel smiled at me and I gave him one back.

"Congrats hermano." I said.

"EZ. Beers." Creeper said to Ez.

"Yeah."

"Let's go. Light it up." Gilly said as they pulled out some weed. Angel, Coco and Gilly light theirs up.

"Pass that over here." I said to Coco. Angel gave me a look.

"She's a grown up Angel, dont worry." Gilly said as he bumps shoulders with Angel. I took a couple of puffs. I was relaxed. We all finished and went outside. i grabbed Coco to the side of the clubhouse.

"Whats wrong?" He asked me. My lip started to shake. "Amor?"

"I did something bad." I whispered to him.

"Whatever it is, we can fix it." He put his hands on my cheeks and made me look at him.

"What I did, it cant be fixed."

"What do you mean?" He stood there confused.

"If I tell you, I understand if you dont want anything with me. I just cant keep this from you." I took deep breath and let go. "I killed a man." Coco looked at me and grabbed me for a hug. "It happened all to quick, i just pulled the trigger."

"Hey, whatever you did, you did it. Marisol, you killed a man, ill be by you no matter what, you're not gonna let me go that easy. I understand."

"I dont feel guilty." I said as I sat down on a old box.

"I didnt either when I shot people." He said as he kneeled down.

"Theres so many things I want to tell you, but I cant. But you have to trust me on this. I know we promised not to keep secrets but, I need to keep this one. Its for family." Coco held my hand.

"And that day, when you tell me, I promise you, I wont get mad. I would never get mad. Its too short of a life to get mad at little things." I chuckled as he quoted me. "I trust you because I love you."

"I love you too, mi amor." I placed my lips on his cheek.

"I wont say a word to anyone, scouts honor." He crosses his heart.

"Gracias." I stood up and gave him a surprised hug. I held him tight. He places his hands on my back and did the same. I was safe in his arms. we walked back and stood on porch as we smoked a cigarette and saw the others partying. Coco never let me go and I was swaying my hips to the song. My head against his chest. I saw my father and Angel talking and then Angel leaving angry.

"Ill be back." I kissed his cheek.

"Okay." He smacked my ass and and I made my way to my father.

"What happened?" My father asked.

"It's done." I told him.

"Angel said he did it." I made a fake laugh. My father gave me a confused look. "Que paso?"

"Angel said he did it?" He nodded. I scuffled. "It was all me. I shot KJ."

"Marisol." Hes voice went soft.

"Papi, when i pulled the trigger, i felt nothing. It was like I didn't care at all." My dad touched my arm. "Does that make me crazy?"

"Dont say that." He hugged me. "Dont ever say that."

"So, it was all me." I nodded as I pulled away. "Ezekiel's gonna leave, im living with Angel and you're gonna be alone. Back to where we were 8 years ago." I walk away. I sat down next to the boys and Coco came back with a plate of food for me. The Sons of Anarchy pulled up and the party started. We all had a normal conversation. Angel kept asking me if I was fine. I started to forget about what happened.

"I don't like how that prospect is looking at you." Coco said as we all turned to see the Anarchys new prospect. He turned red and turned around.

"Look at that, Coco's jealous." Gilly laughs. "Maybe he'll steal Marisol."

"Haha." Coco rolled his eyes. I put my hands around him and kissed him passionately.

"I would never leave you." I gave Coco a innocent look. "Never for a prospect." Coco whispered to my ear.

"You're so gonna get it tonight." I playfully pushed him. A girl came and sew Angels new patch on. I looked at her. Wearing a bra and shorts? Seriously? Ezekiel walks out and looked at us. Angel glances at him and Ez left. Bishop grabs a chair near by and sat down next to us.

"Later, mami." Angel says to her and she walks away.

"You earned that." Bishop pointed the patch.

"Thanks, Pres." Angel said. "My brother talk to you?"

"Yeah. Makes sense. We'll add it to our bylaws.
Blood can't sponsor blood." My head snapped. What?

"I don't understand."

"Well, that's why your brother asked me to sponsor him. Said the family shit was fucking with both of you." Angel looks back at me. He was angry.

"Yeah. Yeah, it is." Angel got up and walked towards Ez. I got up and followed him. Angel grabbed Ez by the vest and pulled him away from the crowd.

"What the fuck are you doing? We had a deal."

"No, we didn't. You had a demand." Ez pushed him off of him. Angel steps back to Ez.

"Guys stop." I pushed them apart.

"Yeah. And you're gonna fucking do it."

"No. I'm not. Everything I did on the inside it was survival. All about me. Getting my life back. Since I've been out, it it's been about you, marisol, and Pop and the club. I don't know who the fuck I am anymore, Angel, or what I should be doing. But I know I'm not supposed to run. So I'm not going anywhere. If you want to blow me up rat me out have at it. But this shit? - This shit I've earned." He pointed at his vest and got in Angels face. Angel clenched his jaw. "I told Potter. Marisol is out."

"Good." Angel said. I looked at Ez. I knew that there was probably a favor.

"With you assholes right now, imma be in it still. I can be the inside or something. Dont let Potter know." I said.

"Like hell you aint. Once you out, you out." Angel told me.

"Remember, i get to decide what I want to do. Not you." I got up on Angel. "Do you hear me?" It took a while but Angel nodded his head. "Your shit is now my shit. We need to take care of each other. proteger la sangre, right? This family is all we got. Dont fuck it up. We need to protect each other now. You're my brothers and that shit aint gonna change. Ever." They both looked at me.

"You sound like-"

"Dad." Ez finished.

"Please, you guys can fight but when im not around. Por favor. I love you Angel." I looked at him. "And I love you Ezekiel. Dont fuck this up."

"Hey." We all turned to the prospect.

"Sorry, man." He backed up ad he saw out faces. "Do you have any other beer? All you got is that Dos Quacky shit."

"Yeah." Angel left. I pat Ezekiel's shoulder as I left. We both sat down on the table.

"Corazon, i never got to tell you something." I backed up. Im trying to remember to what he meant by that. I couldn't know what it was.

"For what?" He hid his smile behind his hand.

"Thank you for taking Leti in. She need someone like you. You understand her, you take care of her. Thank you."

"She means the world to you. That means she means the world to me too."Coco kissed me and Leti came to sit next to me.

"Can you guys get a room please."

"We would but we'll be gone all night." Angel and Leti groan with disgust.

"Im gonna get more beer." I headed my way to the coolers. I pop them open and I turned my back as I saw Padrino leaving. I made my way to the boys.Padrino was picked up by a black van. Galindo's car. A man opened the door for him and I dropped all the beers in my hand. Coco and Angel stood to see what I was seeing. The man turned and he saw me. He gave me a wide smile and winked at me. "Roberto." I whispered as he got into the car and drove off.