"It is my fault, it is my fault"

T.W- smut

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ELSA POV

Our vacation had started, and now we are in the train

I looked towards the door of the cabin, and saw lavender

She drew a heart, and drew the initials of her and ron's name in it

She mouthed 'I miss you' and left

"She wants to kiss me all the time, my lips are chapped, look" ron said and leaned towards harry, in order to show him

"No- no need" harry said awkwardly

And as harry said that, hermione came in front of the cabin

She looked at the drawing lavender made and left

"So, what happens to you? What happens if you break an unbreakable vow?" Harry asked

"Unbreakable vow? Why did you ask?" I asked curiously

"Just- just wanted to know" harry said
"You die" ron replied to harry's question

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"Voldemort has chosen draco malfoy for a mission?" Remus asked

Anna opened her mouth, but then closed it, looking like a fish

"I know, it sounds mad" harry said

"Has it occured you, that snape was simply pretending to offer draco help so he could find out what he was up to?" remus asked

"I told you guys, draco can't do it" anna said standing up, and then she went away

"Sorry for her, she is only defending malfoy, because she is in love with him" I said, shrugging my shoulders

"But remus, that's not what it sounded like" harry said

"Perhaps, harry is right" tonks said

"To make an unbreakable vow, it's-" nymphadora was interrupted my remus

"It comes down to whether or not you trust dumbledore's judgement. Dumbledore trust's snape, therefore I do" remus said

"But dumbledore can make mistakes, I mean no one's perfect" I said

"She is right" harry agreed

"You both are blinded by hatred" remus exclaimed

"We're not" harry and I replied together

"Yes you are. People are disappearing, harry, elsa, daily" remus said

"We place our trust in a handful people. If we start fighting among ourselves, we're doomed" remus continued

Tonks got up, and went towards a door, remus going her way

Arthur got up too, leaving the room

I stood up, and went towards harry

"Everything will be alright" I assured him

And my eyes fell on a plate of treacle tart

I picked it up, and looked at harry

"Open up, you" I said and he opened his mouth

I placed some of the tart in his mouth, as he bit onto it

I bought the rest of the piece to my mouth, and ate some

We looked into each other's eyes, when we were interrupted

I looked forward, and  saw ro-woon

He ran towards us, and sat down in-between

"What were you doing?" Ro-woon asked

"Nothing, just eating" I replied, looking forward

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That night, remus and tonks were going back

Because of the full moon

I was walking down the stairs, when I met harry

"Hi, harry" I greeted and went towards him

"Hi, darling" harry greeted back

I was going to kiss him, when we heard a noise

We looked out, through the window, and saw fire

"Oh no" I gasped, when I saw bellatrix

Harry ran down, the stairs

I ran towards him, and found woon halfway

I quickly picked him up, and ran towards harry

I saw him taking his wand out at the door when I reached

"Harry, no" remus shouted when harry ran towards bellatrix

I gave ha-rin her child and ran towards harry, getting ready with my hand

I felt something on my legs, and saw olaf

"Olaf no" I shouted and threw ice at the fire, in order to calm it down

Olaf ran towards me, but I didn't say anything

I ran through the bushes, trying to find harry

Suddenly I stopped

Fenrir greyback came in front of me

I moved back, and turned around running away

Suddenly I collided with harry

"Harry" I acknowledged and we looked around

Tonks, remus, arthur, sirius, mum, dad also came here, finding us

Suddenly, we saw black smoke, going up in the sky

And then we heard a crash

We looked back, and saw the burrow slowly burning

I ran towards it, and threw ice

"Elsa" I heard molly

"Stay away" I warned her

Then, I felt something near my leg again

"Olaf" I said, looking down at the snow creature, created by me

And then, I started to feel hot

I looked around and saw fire was around us, shaped in a heart

I looked at my right side, and saw harry, remus, tonks, arthur, sirius, mum and dad

All of them, back

"Elsa!" Harry exclaimed, and ran towards me only to be held by sirius

"Do not! Come near me" I warned

And started to throw ice at the new made fire, around me and olaf

After a minute, the fire calmed down

But the burrow, had became ashes

"Oh no" I said and a tear dropped from my eyes

Harry ran towards me, and crashed me in a hug

As I broke down, in sobs

"It is my fault, it is my fault" I chanted

"It is not your fault elsa, never, you were trying to save us" harry said

I can't believe, the burrow, which I had been visiting since I was an infant
The house, I grew up to know was mine too

Now, in ashes, only because, I had been selfish, and decided to calm the fire around me first

Whatever, harry says, it is all my fault
If only I had decided to calm the fire on the burrow first

Everyone would have a house to live together in, and not, separately

"I-I can't, it is my fault, if I had succeeded to calm the fire, everyone would have a house, but no, I decided to save me first" I sobbed, and hugged harry

"You saved me" I heard a voice

I looked down, and found olaf

"You saved me, you saved harry, you saved woon" olaf said

"But-but-" I tried to say, but only sobs left my mouth

"No one blames you, el" anna said

"Anna's right" molly said, and smiled at me

I nodded my head, and looked up at harry

He wiped my tears, and we all looked at the burrow, now in ashes

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Right now, me, anna, mum and dad were in the scamander house

Everyone else, was at the grimauld place

It was the last day of the holidays

I entered my room, and locked the door

I called harry

I was feeling extremely horny, maybe because my periods are on there way

I don't know, read that somewhere

"Hello babygirl" his voice said

And I got even more wet

I quickly took my trousers off, and spread my legs

I picked my wand, and pointed it towards the door

"Silencio" I casted, and kept it aside

I bought my hand towards my cunt, and touched it, lightly

"Harry" I moaned

"El?" Harry asked

"Harry, I want you" I moaned, and started to rub myself

"Are you, touching yourself?" Harry asked

"Y-yeah" I stammered

"El" harry warned

"Please" I pleaded

"Ok, but you have 1 condition" harry said

"What?" I asked

"You will, please yourself, as I say" harry said

"Ok" I said and took my hand away from my cunt

"Rub your clit, doll" harry instructed

I obeyed him, and started to rub my clit

I moaned, letting harry hear me

"Yeah, just like that" harry said, and I heard the buckling of belt

"Now enter yourself" harry said, and my fingers slipped in

"Oh my god" I moaned

I heard him moan, and figured out, that he was masterbating too

My orgasm started to build up, and I started pumping my hands faster

My legs closed themselves, and twitched

And in seconds, I came

"Suck your fingers" harry said and I bought my hand towards my mouth

I opened my mouth, taking my fingers in

I sucked on my fingers, tasting myself

"Now, I want you to come again" harry said in his deep voice

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"Rub your clit, doll"

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