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I am yours.

I am yours to break,

but never to leave broken.

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(Angst)

(Slight NSFW)

Before he could process anymore, he is begin pulled into the room and the door is shut. The only good thing about these rooms is that they don't lock unless it's specific rooms. These only have a light switch that is turned on to let others know it's being occupied.

Kai hooks a finger under his chin and lifts his head, a grin on his lips that has chills running down his arms.

"What are your limits, little one?" Master Kai asks softly as he gently runs his fingers along his jawline and running his thumb over his bottom lip. "You may speak freely for now," Kai adds on the end.

His heart hammers away as his brain struggles to think clearly, whether it is his nerves, excitement, or buzz from the shots he downed earlier, he finds his words hard to form. His face feels hot with embarrassment as he stares with wide eyes at Master Kai.

"Cat got your tongue? Hmm, cute, but I need you to answer me, little one." Master Kai prompts again, making him swallow and curls his fingers just to break him out of his stiff posture.

"Y-Yes, sir. I don't have sex right now." He blurts out before widening his eyes even more and quickly bowing his head to hide his embarrassment. Kai is silent for a moment before chuckling.

"Okay, so no sex. A bit odd, but okay. Anything else?" His heart is pounding a mile a minute and he nibbles on his lip, so far Kai hasn't laughed at him and has only been kind to him. This isn't so bad, he just needs to calm down.

Taking a deep breath, he lifts his head some and gives a shy smile to the dom standing in front of him.

"I am... new to this and h-have trouble being touched by strangers. I am trying to w-work through it, and require gentle care. I am willing to service you as long as you respect my safe words and don't push me too far, sir." He is panting by the time he finishes, his face burning yet his body is shivering with excitement and a tiny bit of fear.

Will Kai reject him because of this? He hopes not. Master Kai seems great and is very attractive as well. The dark-haired dom is quiet, his chocolate brown eyes watch him carefully as if thinking about what he just confessed.

"I understand if you don't wish to continue now that you know, I am sorry for leading you on, sir." He whimpers and hangs his head, the silence is deafening. However, before he can continue his apologizing, Master Kai gently cups his face and connects their lips tenderly.

His eyes widen in shock as he stiffens and focuses on the way Master Kai's lips capture his own, softly at first but with a growing heat that has his eyes slipping shut and his body relaxing. Their lips mold together with a burning need that has him humming and stepping closer. Kai catches his bottom lip between his teeth, making him gasp, giving the perfect opportunity for Master Kai to dominate the kiss.

Which he does.

Kai's tongue slips past his lips and flicks against his own, making him shudder and groan. Thank god for those shots, there is no way in hell he would be making out with a stranger without that liquor.

Master Kai groans into his mouth and pulls away, keeping his hands on his face. His eyes are dark with need, making him shiver and lower his eyes.

"What is your safe word?" Kai's voice is deeper now, making his cock throb inside his spandex shorts. However, his mind flashes to Katsuki and before he can think of a new safe word, he blurts out the first thing that comes to mind.

"Mercy." Kai raises an eyebrow and smirks. "My safe word is mercy, sir." He whispers before being tugged over to a bed.

"Are you comfortable with restraints, little one?" Kai asks as he digs around in a drawer and pulling out leather cuffs, something he hasn't tried before, but he has tried silk restraints, this can't be any different.

"Yes, sir." He nods and watches as Master Kai drops the heavy cuffs onto the light grey comforter that matches the rest of the black and grey decor in the room.

"Tell me if anything is too much, I am going to have you suck me off, pet. Your hands will be cuffed and your pretty little mouth stuffed, so if you have a problem I want you to shake your head. Understand, little one?" Master Kai's voice sends his heart wild and his erection becomes painful, trapped inside the tight shorts.

"Yes, sir." He pants and waits with bated breath as Kai grabs the cuffs and walks behind him, training feather-light touches along his abdomen and lower back, sending shivers through his spine as his legs and arms break out in gooseflesh.

"Good boy. Hands behind your back, just like that, good boy." Kai instructs as he follows his directions, slipping his hands behind his back and feeling as the cold leather is buckled around his wrists and tugged tightly together, forcing a gasp past his lips as his anxiety instantly spikes.

Master Kai walks back around to his front and looks him over, lust dripping from his eyes.

"Kneel." Dropping to his knees with his hands behind his back was slightly difficult, but he manages to lower himself semi-gracefully, his head now level with Master Kai's groin. Kai's erection was visible behind the tight leathers, making his mouth go dry as his nerves pick back up.

"You said you would service me, so get to work, cutie." Master Kai says with a grin, and if he wasn't already on his knees he is sure they would have given out on him already. Eyeing the bulge behind his pants, he leans forward and places a kiss over his hardened member, threatening to break free.

Kai groans and looks down at him as he places kisses all over his clothed length, mouthing at the print and trembling as his mind races. The fear of his situation only now dawning on him. This is a stranger he is alone with, something he has never done before and never planned on doing.

Something could go horribly wrong and no one would know. Before he could overthink, Kai's hands are weaving into his thick strands of hair making him gasp.

"Relax, pet. I am not going to hurt you." Master Kai soothes him, and it helps some, but not enough. Pushing his fears down, he continues to kiss and lick over his leathers, listening to Master Kai's groans of pleasure. "Good boy, I'm going to help you out, pet."

His head is pulled away, forcing him to look up into the dark eyes staring hungrily down at him as Master Kai unzips his pants and tugs his cock out of his leathers.

The first reaction he has is to run away, this screams danger. Kai could take advantage of him and no one would know. No one would hear him scream, the rooms are soundproof for a reason. His breathing picks up and before he could think, a hand is gripping into his hair as Kai's other hand guides the tip of his leaking member to his lips.

The gasp that leaves his lips offers up perfect opportunities for Master Kai to push into his mouth, that one hand staying tight in his hair. His hands tugging at the cuffs behind his back as his first reaction is to pull away, but he can't.

Breathing through his nose, Kai slips in and out of his mouth as he guides his head, his eyes squeezed shut as he focuses on trying to calm down. This is supposed to be fun after all, he loves the idea of what's happening right now, he should be enjoying this.

However, his body is tense and his mind begins to race with the possibilities of this going so very wrong. 

Master Kai hasn't hurt him yet and has been nothing but kind to him, but something isn't right.

The one thing to send him from anxiety to full-on panic is when Master Kai tangles his fingers into his hair and pulls his head forward, shoving his length down his throat and making him gag loudly as drool drips down his chin.

His eyes widen as images from his past flood his mind. Every man that has ever taken advantage of him had used him to the point where he was throwing up and gagging on his own saliva. He wouldn't be able to breathe as they used his mouth, violating him, not caring when he would vomit or even pass out from lack of oxygen.

His hands begin tugging at the cuffs behind his back as he gags again. Kai pulls back and thrusts back in, holding his head down as his cock slips down his throat again, forcing more drool out as his eyes water and his body heaves from the intrusion. A choked out sob leaves his lips, that unfortunately sounds like a moan.

He can't seem to force himself to move away, his mind going blank as his past catches up with him once again and his whole body breaks out in gooseflesh. Everywhere burns as if their hands are still on him. He can feel the nails digging into his thighs as they used him and passed him around.

His throat burns from the intrusion after so long of being away from sexual contact. He had almost forgotten what the flashbacks were like. He had spent weeks being taken care of and comforted by Katsuki and the nightmares and flashbacks went away during that time.

He shouldn't have come back here, he wasn't ready for this.

Another sob leaves his messy lips as Kai slowly fucks his mouth, his eyes closed in pleasure as he looks up with fearful eyes at the man using him like the whore he has always been. His body continues to shake as he holds still, letting this happen, just like he's always done.

However, everything is brought down when the playroom door is busted open by his saviors. Two familiar faces bust inside as Kai stumbles back, pulling his cock from his mouth and making him cough and bend at the waist from the violent coughing fit.

"What the fuck?" Kai gasps in shock as he quickly tucks away his erection, hissing as he zips his pants. Looking up, his two saviors stand there in shock.

Master Aizawa grabs Kai as Katsuki comes to his side, pressing a warm towel to the mess of tears and spit covering Kirishima's face. The trembling doesn't stop, nor does the tears that keep rolling down his face.

"Did you not fucking see him freaking out!?" Katsuki yells, glaring at Kai as he gently wipes at Kirishima's face. "You should have fucking known he was past his limit, Kai!" Kat is seething, his face twisted in anger, making him whimper and choke out a sob as his throat is scratchy and sore.

"I didn't know, he didn't give the signal! I asked him what his limits were and he said no sex!" Kai says in a panicked voice, his eyes wide as he watches Katsuki tend to the redhead on the floor. Master Aizawa quickly undoes the cuffs behind his back and when they drop to the floor, Kirishima latches his arms around Katsuki and lets out a broken sob.

"I'm s-sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" He cries into Kat's chest, this is all his fault. He should have never come here, there is no way he was ready for this.

"Shh... It's not your fault, sweetheart." Katsuki's soothing words fill his ears as he rubs his back gently. He barely can keep up with the conversations going on around him as Aizawa chews out Kai.

"I didn't know he had anything to drink tonight either!" Kai insists and Aizawa groans after the Master Dominant brought up that the bartender had told him that Kirishima had taken shots from the bar. Aizawa gives Katsuki a pained expression as Kai scrambles to defend himself. 

"I swear, I wouldn't have brought him here if I knew he had been drinking. I don't do that shit! I wasn't taking advantage of the kid, I just didn't..."

"Didn't what?!" Katsuki barks out, making Kirishima flinch and whimper only to be shushed and soothed by Kat's warm hands rubbing his back. 

"You were too busy getting off that you didn't notice your sub having a panic attack! You're fucking lucky the security team happened to notice and alert Aizawa." Katsuki growls out before taking a deep breath and gently swiping his thumbs under the redhead's wet eyes.

"You should have been more responsible, Kai. You should have known better, you are experienced enough to see those kinds of signs." Master Aizawa scolds, his eyes are cold and unwavering. "We will discuss this in my office," He says through tight lips as he glares at Kai, who quickly leaves the room.

"Katsuki, I suggest you have a long conversation with your friend." The Master Dominant says with a heavy sigh.

"I won't punish him for breaking rules tonight, what he just suffered was enough and he doesn't need any more stress. However, what he pulled tonight was reckless, fix this." Aizawa says stiffly before leaving the room to probably go follow up with Kai. 

It wasn's his fault, he was nice, Kirishima thinks to himself. He is just a shitty sub, that's why this happened.

"Hey... Are you okay, Red?" Kat's soft voice calls out and Kirishima shakes his head. 

He broke rules tonight. Kat's rules. 

He wasn't supposed to drink, not without permission, but he didn't have anyone to ask permission from. No one care for him, he's alone and once again he finds himself in situations that he brings on himself, just like all those years ago. 

He also broke club rules tonight as well, by drinking and then doing a scene. It really is all his own fault, he is too weak, too broken, too stupid. A whimper leaves him as he shakes his head, the negative thoughts bringing tears to his eyes again, only to be wiped away by Katsuki's fingers.

"I'm sorry... I messed up..." Tonight was going so well, he was finally doing something he wanted to do, he was being brave and pushing himself to explore. "I messed up." He repeats and clings to Katsuki tightly.

"You don't need to apologize right now, sure you put yourself in harm's way, but you need to relax right now. We will talk once you've calmed down. I am going to take you home with me, alright?" Katsuki askes and he instantly nods his head.

Kat is safe. Kat has always been safe.

"Please, I want to stay with you." He whimpers, feeling the exhaustion creep upon him. His eyelids drooping as he forces himself to stay awake. "I c-can't do this anymore..." It is true, doing this again would likely ruin him. He fought so hard to get to a point where he could at least be in crowds without freaking out. Another set back like this would ruin him.

"Safe...K-Kat is s-safe." Katsuki holds him tighter, not saying a word and making the redhead whimper and cling to him even tighter. Katsuki can't leave again, he needs the ash-blond. He has always needed Kat, and with the security, pleasure, and peace he feels being wrapped in those familiar arms, he closes his eyes and sags against Katsuki's chest as fatigue captures him finally.

"I want to stay with you, master."