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𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐎𝐅 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏, I have to be casual and not make it obvious. I have to become an actor and the director of my life and make my life the stage. I sprayed a bit more cologne than usual. I adjusted my hair and looked at my weird face in the mirror. No, I'm over doing this and freaking out, I have to be calm.

I took a deep breath as I closed my eyes. Lights, camera, bitch! I put on my normal expression as my heart rate was still pretty high and I was nervous on how mine and Lily's interaction was going to be. I put my fears aside as I picked up my bag of books.

"Hugo influenced you, why are you bathing in perfume? I thought you were allergic to that smell" Jared asked. "I won't say I'm allergic, I just don't like it plus I have a blocked nose. I think I'm going to catch a flu. I better start eating some Chinese herbs and roots" I said.

I rushed out of the dorm along with JJ and Val. Lorcan and Hugo had already gone for breakfast. "I wonder how Lily is doing" Val sighed. "Lily?" I asked a bit concerned cause, WHY DOES HE CARE ABOUT MY LILY? "I meant my girlfriend Lily, not your weird ass Lily Luna Potter" Val snapped. I really wanted to punch him right now- He just called MY LILY a weird ass.

I hope he dies, I hope that fucking Lily muggle girl breaks up with Val and elopes with another cheap ass guy she met at a shady park. I couldn't mind if this other Lily gets run over by a truck charing towards her at 97.25 km/hr and gets tossed and has a flight like a bird and lands in some rebar at a construction site and gets stabbed through her heart as she bleeds and dies slowly as blood trickles down that pipe as he hopelessly dies screeching in pain and distraught.

"I don't know why I feel so sombre and null" Jared said randomly as he sighed. "Did you fight with your girlfriend?" Val questioned. "Nah bro, I don't know. I feel like I hit puberty all over again, I feel so anxious and I'm so irritable these days. I just feel like screaming at everyone" Jared said, sighing.

"I'll be honest, I've learnt to accept it, nowadays I just live with it. It has become a part of me, don't worry experience will help you accept the harsh reality of life eventually" I said as I dug my bag checking whether I took all my homework parchments for submission.

"No jokes but, I feel so old and I feel really irresponsible and stuff" Val said as me and Jared widened our eyes looking at him in awe. Val having thoughts of his own? Damn. "You guys are slowly influencing me into a boring person like you guys, I should start hanging out with some cool kids" Val said.

"Cool kids in the sense? Kids who do drugs and drink?" Jared asked sarcastically. "Cool" Val said, giving a thumbs up as Jared slammed his shoulders. "You already ditch us to hang out with your 'Other friends' now you want to leave us forever?" Jared asked.

So yeah, there has been this whole new issue going on in my dorm that Val has been ditching us to hang out with his other friends, a lot lately so we just try to make him feel guilty for that by bringing up that topic in the most obscure way possible.

"Shut up, stop overreactin," Val said, rolling his eyes. We entered the great hall to see Lorcan gobbling up food in his scarlet Quidditch robes after practice. Maybe I can start a conversation with Lily by asking how Quidditch practice was going as she is the Gryffindor team captain and maybe that'll make her happy?

"Malwo byes- Fif yoi bwin" Lorcan started talking with food in his mouth as Hugo was just admiring him eating. "Lorcan, what you say normally itself doesn't make sense, just finish swallowing and then talk" Jared said as he sat on the bench as a plate appeared full of a good English breakfast with bread with butter and jam, omelette, British baked beans and a side of orange juice.

"Did you bring my books?" Lorcan asked. "Yup" Val said, spanking Lorcan's book bag. "Do we have any gossip or any tea to spill?" Lorcan asked, initiating a conversation. "Oh yeah, guess what? Asher and Jennie exchanged rings yesterday" Val said. "WHAT THE FUCK? THEY'RE SIXTEEN!" Jared exclaimed, freaking out as Judy and some of her friends eyed us from their table as Jared calmed down.

"I know right! But I guess it doesn't count. It's just their old rings they used to normally wear" Val said. "The Ravenclaw Quidditch captain, Ajax Fitzgerald, he's apparently gay" Hugo said. "OOOOOOOOO, Lorcan you got competition" Val said, nudging Lorcan as he turned red and slapped Val on the face.

My mind just seemed to drift from the conversation, I wasn't really interested in gossip and happenings of Hogwarts, I have too many situations and circumstances in my own life to handle.

Then I saw Lily, my Lily Luna entered the great hall with Michelle and Diana. She was smiling and giggling as she was talking about something. Her blood red hair like waves of an ocean extending down her spine and brushing against her elbows as her green eyes cooled down my eyes.

She caught a glance of me looking at her and her expression remained the same, she looked around vigilantly to see if her friends or anyone was noticing as she mouthed me a "Hi" and waved secretly as she joined her friends at their seats. I was just looking at her hoping she would try to talk to me because I was too scared to talk to her and make a fool of myself. I zoned out in the view of her and her enchanting beauty.

"Lysander you there?" Jared asked as I snapped out of it. "Yeah?" I asked in a daze. "You're so off these days, do you have a secret girlfriend?" Val asked. Shit, did I get caught already?! "What? That's so far-fetched" I said in my bored tone in disapproval of his statement.

"Seriously though man, touch your heart and tell me you haven't liked a single person, even ACCIDENTALLY. It's just not possible for a 16 year old hormone filled boy to not catch those feelings" Lorcan said. "It's personal, none of your business" I said looking away.

"He likes Lily" Val accused me. "I'm not even going to argue" I said blandly, secretly enjoying getting shipped with my own brand new girlfriend. "So, it's true" Lorcan said, smiling like a maniac. "Whatever you want to believe, I don't care" I said nonchalantly. "Can you name your's and Lily's kid after me?" Lorcan asked.

"Uh, no. Can you stop already, it's annoying. I don't like that- that bitc- that girl" I said as I secretly vowed not to bad mouth her, probably not gonna last long but it's fine. "Hey guys" I heard Lily's voice behind me as I got goosebumps. She sat next to me.

"What brings you here?" Lorcan asked as our table became quiet. "Just visiting" she said smiling as her hands crept to my robe and tugged it as she looked at me, "I wanted to tell something to you but I forgot" she said turning towards me as she secretly held my hand and I flinched pushing her hand away from mine. I gave a slight nod and indicated that it wasn't a good idea to be doing this in public.

"You ok? You seemed startled" Jared asked as I jumped once more. "It was just an insect" I lied as I glared at Lily in an unsettling way hiding my hands. "I'll come back when I remember what I wanted to tell you" Lily said as she gave me an angry glare and walked away. I think that's a sign that she wants us to meet up to sort this whole 'secret relationship thing out'. Such a shame we didn't have arithmancy today or this would have been way easier.

The rest of the day was pretty busy, Mongrel sent me to run around Hogwarts for duties, I don't understand what happiness she gains from torturing me. Every time my eyes met Lily, I would immediately look away, our relationship was at peaking awkwardness right now.

I tried so hard to meet her but I just seemed so preoccupied and my FRIENDS and just so sticky like glue. They're all over me these days. I just can't have some alone time. I couldn't focus on anything the whole entire day, I was so dedicated to get a few minutes of alone time to talk with Lily but- PEOPLE AND THE WORLD JUST WON'T LET THAT HAPPEN.

COME ON WHY DO STUFF LIKE THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME IN THE WORST TIME POSSIBLE? LILY'S GOING TO THINK I'M SOME KIND OF JERK. I was so free and idle in my life and correctly after I got a girlfriend life says, 'Yeah, bro good for you now let me just destroy all your hard work on manipulating a girl into loving you'.

Evening struck and the skies started darkening, the sky was painted Prussian blue with a few specks of silver stars glittering in the sky and the moon was not to be seen anywhere, well at least we won't have any wolves howling all night.

I sighed as I put my pen down, my hands were numb from writing reports and using the same exact sentences again and again with slight modifications. Why can't they just use magic? I mean it might have errors here and there but I'm a human too- even I might make errors, Mongrel just wants to drive me into suicide at this point.

I rubbed my tired puffy eyes, I couldn't feel my legs. It had gone sore from climbing hundreds of stairs. I hunched as I put my head down and closed my eyes, just five minutes of rest wouldn't hurt. I closed my eyes as the scene blurred up.

I heard a sound of objects clattering on the floor.

I woke up immediately as I felt a sharp pain in my head and burning sensation in my eyes. The room was dark and was lit up with fire torches, it was night. Holy shit, how long have I slept? I have to get these completed by midnight. Oh shit prefects patrolling duty- Did I miss it?

I looked at the stationeries at the floor as I saw Lily coming to pick them up. "Go back to sleep don't worry, I'm almost done with the paperwork" she said smiling as she arranged the quills and pencils back on the penholder. "How long were you- HeRe?" I said as my sleepy voice cracked awkwardly.

"Don't worry, just get some rest. It's not your problem that bitch hates people who are better than her" Lily said as she stacked the last document on the pile of papers. "You didn't need to do all that, I could have managed" I said feeling kind of guilty, I should be the one helping her- What am I doing being a burden to her?

Lily started counting the documents one by one as I looked at her in guilt, why did I let her do that? "I'm the one supposed to be helping you, it's just- I kind of got tired. I'll definitely pay back for your help" I said. I'm like a fox, I always like returning favours twice as much as they did for me, that's why I don't usually ask for favours.

"Ly, I'm not just another girl in your life anymore. Don't you think we should help each other out and make the best of both of our lives?" she asked as my face lit up pink, I really have to get a hang of this whole lovey-dovey thing, this concept and feeling just seems too foreign for my understanding but I like it for some reason.

"Thanks" I said as I looked at her lips muttering the count of documents under her breath. "I thought you said we can be normal and not awkward around each other, why are you acting so differently?" Lily asked as she slammed the bundle of papers in accomplishment of finishing the work. I looked at the time in my watch, 8:17pm.

"I- I don't know how you expect me to be normal, I mean like- how should I be normal?" I asked, making absolutely no sense. "You know, start bitching and complaining or just give me a stare, but don't tell me one of your cringy pick up lines though, everything has its own limits" she said as I gave a blank stare.

My heart started racing, Lily picked up the bundle of papers ready to submit it and started our prefect patrol which we were already 18 minutes away from. I got up from my chair and went over by her side and wrapped my arms around her from her back. She seemed quite embarrassed as I saw her ears turn pink. I played with her dangling star shaped diamond earring as I held her tighter and closer to my chest.

"Uhm, we're late for the patrol" Lily said as her voice shuddered. "Hmm, sure" I said. I still was not in the mood to leave MY Lily from my possession. I bent over and rubbed my cheeks against her soft and silky hair as it slid on my skin and I closed my eyes to savour every second of it. "Lysander- we need to get to patrol and submit this" she said nervously love struck by my pink lightning.

"We need to sort things out too about our beautiful little secret" I said as I released her from my arms and she turned to me as I grabbed her shoulders. All I see is a cute little redhead who was blushing so hard, high on love ready to ruin herself a million little times and shine JUST FOR ME <3

"Ok now, get serious. Hands off me" she shrugged as I let go of her shoulders. She walked past me rashly as I followed her like a puppy. "I'll just owl these documents, Mongrel will be mad if we go to the transfiguration classroom now" I said as I looked at the heavy bundle paperwork from her.

We both walked in the dark empty corridors of the castle, as I owled the documents on the way and both of us were now taking a romantic stroll in the dark hallways. We remained silent until Lily broke the silence.

"So, uhm, how do we do this secret relationship thing? It's just hard to ignore you when you're so close to me and like I don't know if this will work out. I'm kind of worried" she said.

"We'll make it work, let's just have daily meetings like today to hang out and catch up about our day" I said. "No, this is prefect duty! We need to actually meet up and have some free time with each other, I don't want to have a long distance relationship with you being right next to me in my reach every single day" she fumed. "Maybe sometime in the afternoon?I'll figure it out" I said.

"Figure it out? Please just don't leave me sitting alone desperately. Then- I'll feel like I'm nagging you and I'm being stuck up and I'll keep overthinking and then- I might go crazy and then- I- Sometimes I feel it's just a terrible idea to date a friend. Maybe we shouldn't have done this. I just-" she said. "Woah, stop freaking out. Calm down and catch a breath" I said feeling complete, I love her determination and the way she is dedicated to love me.

"You are the one that I love, don't need another metaphor, it's simple enough. I'm just scared of losing you. I-" she said. "Where is my badass sassy Lily? Stop freaking out and overthinking ok?" I said.

"It might not be forever, but if it is forever, it is for the better. Calm down and don't run and rush, take it slow. I'm here now and I don't plan on leaving. After lunch, Classroom G-23, we'll meet everyday if I can make it" I said in affirmation, she was so dedicated to making us work and I wanted to show that I respected it. No matter what tomorrow, I'm going to escape from my roomies to meet her no matter what.

"Was I being too whiny, melodramatic and forceful? I don't want to become a burden but it's weird enough that we are in a secret relationship so, I really want to spend time and-" she blabbered in a flow as I cut her off and placed my index finger on her lips.

"I get it, I know you want the best for both of us. You're not forcing me, you just want to be serious and dedicated and I understand you" I said as her expression softened. Lily then got aggressive as she slapped my shoulders and walked quickly past me quite irritated.

"Stop being kind and understand it's weird. Let's leave this shit here. Ergh, I hate getting emotional, it's so annoying" she said, furious at herself. "Ok my princess please don't get mad, it's annoying cause you look so fucking cute it's triggering my cuteness aggression I might accidentally squeeze you to death" I said as she giggled. "You're so weird" she chuckled as she tucked her hair behind her ear.

"You're being so over dramatic, it's probably because you're so new to love, it's so cute and funny" Lily giggled. I gave a weak smile as a few portraits were giggling and blushing trying so hard not to comment on our childhood sweetheart love.

"I always wished you'd love me and go crazy over me, you know?" Lily said in a voice of accomplishment and delight. "Are you trying to make me look like some kind of weak hearted loser who fell so hard for you?" I asked in a bit of rage as ego hit me. "Well but you are a loser who fell so hard that you broke and destroyed everything down to make you look like my only last hope" she said as smiled smugly.

"Let's be honest, you always liked me. You make it so obvious that you're heads over heels for me that's the real reason people always shipped us" I said. "Ehh, you're not that big of a deal" she defended herself.

"I still remember when you told me you liked me in 4th year and I just straight up rejected you. I swear that was the funniest shit ever. Your reaction was priceless" I said laughing as I started bullying her reminding her of her cringey pick me era.

"Ok, stop bringing up the past. Pity this poor soul" she said with her eyebrows straightened in a cold voice. "You genuinely used to be annoying back then, I guess you're better now" I said and Lily just seemed bewildered.

"YOU'RE TELLING ME I'M GETTING BAD AT WHAT I DO BEST?! I HAVE TO SHARPEN MY SKILLS IN ANNOYING YOU I GUESS, IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME COMING BUT I SWEAR I'LL GET BACK AT YOU" she said getting hyped and the portraits shushed us.

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𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐓𝐖𝐎 of being in a relationship, nothing much has happened yet but I just came up with the most unconvincing and lamest reason to skip lunch and ditch my roomies to meet MY LILY <3

I stealthily made it inside classroom G-23 without raising any suspicions or eyewitnesses. I walked in to see Lily sitting on a dusty old table waiting for me.

"Hey, Ly" she said as she hopped down from the table and sat on the bench as I joined her. "You finished eating?" Lily asked. "No, I skipped lunch to meet you" I said and Lily frowned and slapped my cheeks playfully, "Are you stupid? Don't skip meals, it's unhealthy" she said as she summoned some food on the table.

"I'm really not hungry" I lied, I could eat a human right now but, she probably finished eating and I don't want her to just sit there and watch me eat. "I didn't eat either so maybe we can eat together?" She asked.

I couldn't refuse. I sat next to her as we shared a meal as we discussed the Quidditch league. It's crazy how we both supported Puddlemere United, it's a great team but it doesn't have many fans.

We were arguing over whether removing Christian Brown from the team was going to ruin the performance or not. Brown is such an overrated player, that boy had no skills, he only had hair. Look at James Sirius Potter, the seeker of Chudley Cannons, bro's got talent and amazing hair.

Well then our conversation slowly slid into us complaining about our siblings and sharing the most random experiences. I even told her one of my deepest secrets.

In kindergarten, we used to have dictation tests and everyone used to get the spellings wrong and me being the nerd I am always used to getting them correctly. So one day I peeked into the paper of the dude next to me who wrote literal rubbish. I wanted to fit in with the class so I purposely used to write the wrong spellings so I could get low or average marks like everyone else.

I can't believe I told her that, Lily just had a good laugh and started calling me, 'Burnt bacon'. I don't know who told her my middle school and elementary school nickname but whoever it is, if you get caught you're dead.

We had a fun chat, it felt good. For once, I felt like I was looking forward for something, I felt so complete, she was like my missing puzzle piece.

I suddenly remembered an idea which passed upon me when I was laying in my bed yesterday pretending to sleep. "Guess what?" I said I was a little proud of myself.

"So" I started as I dramatically held her hand. "We'll use taps on fingers as alphabets to communicate with each other without anyone knowing, it's like a secret language" I said as I held her hand and tapped her thumb, "That's the letter A" I said as I continued teaching her the new finger-tap language.

"You're a fast learner and you have a good mind and hand coordination so it'll be simple for you right?" I asked. "I guess it's fine" Lily said as her fingers started tapping my fingers. I decoded the message to, 'I loveeeeeee you'.

And I looked at her as she smiled at me, "You're so pure, sometimes I just can't believe someone so delicate, elegant and beautiful like you loves me, it's so contrasting" I said.

"It's nature, opposites attract, negative attracts positive to neutralise" she said as she squirted her eyes cutely making a funny face. "You're such a hateful person, like WHY DO I LOVE YOU? WHY YOU?" I said as I looked at her into her green eyes as I raised her head to face me.

"I'm yours to keep and I'm yours to lose" she replied back as she playfully held my shirt as she pulled me closer and grinned. "Oh wait, bubblegum" I said as I pulled out a pack of bubblegum from my pocket and handed Lily a piece, "I told you I'll give you later so here you go" I said.

"I'm craving for a drizzle of your love and saliva in my bubblegum" she said as she bit her lips with a sneaky smile on her face. I straightened my eyebrows and snapped, "Stop being disgusting and unhygienic".

I opened the gum for her and I moved closer to her, I put the gum in her mouth as I pressed my fingers on her soft rosy lips. I moved closer as I got attracted by her magnetic field.

"I think I'm going to fall sick, I don't want to infect you" I said as I pushed her away from me as she put on a pouty face, "It's fine" she said. "I care" I said. "We shared our food idiot, I'm probably already infected" she said as she placed her soft lips on mine as I put my hand on her neck to enjoy it with satisfaction.

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𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 of spending my day my one and only LOVER. Me and Lily were secretly having conversations in our fingers during arithmancy, we also passed each other notes and played tic tac toe in the back of the textbook.

"We should play hangman" Lily suggested whispering. "Why act like 12 year olds who are in love with each other and wanna play hangman on a playdate? Be serious" I said. "Hehe, me and my friends play this during history classes cause we get so bored, it's fun" she said as she drew a few blank spaces.

"It's a person" she said, smiling and blushing. "Eight letters" I muttered under my breath looking at the blanks. It should be me, I have eight letters and the expression on her face says it all. "Lysander" I said quite confidently. "WRONG" she said dramatically as I lost 8 moves in a single go.

"Who the fuck makes you blush like that except me? I need to be talking to this man" I said quite enviously. Maybe a celebrity crush? Eight letters- OH YES! "Theodore Markle" I said and Lily giggled and said, "Yes!" as she filled in the spaces with his name. "I'm jealous of Theodore Markle, maybe I should become a Quidditch player and play for the Arrowheads" I said unsettlingly.

"Eh, he looks good but- Obviously he's not like you. I mean, mate you have the best fucking hair. Bro, what hair care routine do you have?" she asked. "I guess water and shampoo" I said. "Serums? Conditioner? Preferable brands? Any special potions?" she questioned. "No" I said simply.

"I swear guys do no shit and are just perfect and we girls do all kinds of shit and still look shit" Lily said leaning back and sighing. "Should we go to the library after class? I'm gonna bunk the next class" I said. "If it's to make out in the restricted section, I'm in" she said smiling. I was just in utter shock, how can she be so casual about making out.

"No, I- I just need to catch up on some DADA" I stuttered. "But we're going to the restricted section right?" she asked with her hopes high. "I don't see the pur-" I said when she cut me off and said, "Fine whatever" she said as we started writing our notes and fighting with our elbows for more hand space.

-TIME SKIP-

Me and Lily found ourselves in the library as we tried studying, we sat opposite to each other to avoid any rumours and maintained our distances. My eyes took a small glance at her every time I finished reading a paragraph. Then Lily passed me a handwritten note as we started passing notes to each other.

LILY:

I'm bored bruh, help. I think I'm falling asleep

ME:

Go study, get good marks and become a healer. Ms.Potter, slacking off will lead you to the streets of London

LILY:

Bruh, stop acting like a geezer. Quit the advising shit btw, it's annoying af. Like bro, you're the last person someone should ask for advice.

ME:

I was just kidding bruh. Why so serious honey? T_T <3

LILY:

Can we get outta here and maybe eat? Also bake me a cupcake! I love ur cuppy cakies <3

ME:

When I have time, Mongrel is basically fucking my life rn

LILY:

Random: Try making me blush

ME:

Lily, you're weird

LILY:

How tf-

ME:

But you're fucking beautiful

LILY:

Lame-

ME:

I'm glad my dad has life insurance for me

LILY:

Cause your heart stopped when you saw me?

ME:

I give up-

LILY:

I'd love to take you out to the movies

ME:

I hope it's marvel. I'm fine with disney too-

LILY:

But they don't allow snacks-

ME:

SKIBIDI OHIO RIZZLER-

LILY:

You forgot aura and sigma-

ME:

Dude, let's stop doing this lol. Let's go somewhere else- quieter and dense- *smirks*

LILY:

For? *smiling*

ME:

To study duh-

LILY:

FUCK OFF, BITCH

I started laughing immediately as Lily started walking out of the library angrily as I tested her patience. I ran behind her giggling. "I'm sorry, Lils" I said, running behind her. "Stop following me" she said as I grabbed her arms and pulled her into a classroom.

I plastered her against the wall and giggled at her cute expression. "Move" she said, struggling to push my arms away from her. "I was just playing around" I said as I snuggled into her neck. "Get away from me!" she said as she tried pushing me away. "Dude come on-" I said, still smiling and admiring how cute and short she was.

"Don't make me kick your nuts" she threatened. "Don't worry I don't want kids" I said as she groaned in frustration as I went closer to her. "Weren't you sick? Stay away from me" she said as she held my hair. "FUCK-" she started as I shut her up with a the poison of my lips.

I kissed her as she didn't kiss me back and kept pinching me. It was half a minute of pure joy and silence broke apart to catch a breath, "I fucking hate you" she muttered. "You're such a drama queen" I said. "Well, I got what I wanted. It's not my problem you always pick the harder way, it's annoying" she said as she gave a cunning grin.

She's such a sly little snake. "I hate you, why did you have to enchant me? You're making me miserable. I'm so addicted to you my hands start shaking if I don't see you. Fix me" I said as she blushed.

"Fine, you won that 'Make me blush' contest" she said as she placed a soft kiss on my left cheek as she smiled. "When did I ever lose?" I chuckled smugly. "You lost me and my heart" she grinned. "But it's worth it when you lose to only find a paradise" I replied.

"You cheesy lil, golden retriever" she said as she messed up my hair.

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𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑, we were on top of the astronomy tower under the moonlight. Both of us had finished our prefect duties and we snuck our way to the top of the tower at midnight. Lily was drinking her screw top rosé as I was giving her company munching on some chips and ketchup.

"Woooo! You should really drink some wine, it just lifts up your fucked up lives" she said in a high pitched voice as her cheeks were all red and covered in blush with her hazy green eyes toxicated by alcohol. I sat next to Lily as we both looked up at the starry skies as our shoulders brushed.

"You should really stop drinking. I mean, why do you need alcohol when you have me?" I asked as Lily took a chip and threw it at me angrily. "Come to reality, don't be such a love sick cat" she said, hugging her bottle. "But seriously, I care for your health" I said.

"You only live once. Bitch while your stomach can hold it, who knows what'll happen if I become old?" she said as she started drinking again. "If you'd change one thing about yourself, what would it be?" I asked out of curiosity. "My hair, I don't know but my hair makes me insecure. So many people think I dyed it and- it's so abnormal" she replied.

"I love your hair, it's like my second favourite thing about you" I said. "What's your first?" she asked. "Your personality, you're so full of yourself and fiery" I replied and she just looked at me. She slowly started tearing up, the hell did I hurt her or something? "You're so sweet" she moaned as she reeked of alcohol.

"You ok?" I was a bit worried as she sobbed. "Everyone tells me I have a good appearance and body. No one ever has told me they liked my personality. To be honest you have to be a psychopath to like me. I don't deserve anyone" she said moaning.

"It's ok, I'm as crazy as you are. We can keep each other company" I said as I opened a coke bottle. "Cheers, to us" I said. "Cheers to the two tortured students who'd drive the world" she continued. "To insanity" I completed as we clink our glasses and gulped down our drinks.

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𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄, we were walking together during prefect duties. I was humming the tune of 'Lover' under my breath as we both walked across the hallways. Lily joined in my humming as we both walked together with a melody to every step we take.

"You're my my my my myyyyyyyy loverrrrrrrr" Lily hit the octaves as she giggled and plunged into my shoulders in embarrassment. I looked at her and smiled at her childishness. "I wish I could say forever" I said, a little discontented with my pessimistic trait. "I'm just happy that it happened," she said smiling."Boomer quote alert!" I said laughing.

"Can you play the guitar?" She asked me to change the topic. "Yeah, why?" I asked. "Guys who read books or play guitars are fucking hot. I got lucky, my love can do both" she said. "It's embarrassing though, I really don't like telling people I can play the guitar. It's embarrassing to play it in front of people" I said a bit flustered.

"Play a song for me next time I visit you ok?" she asked. I turned red thinking about the thought of me playing the guitar in my bedroom for Lily. That was so fucking embarrassing my heart started palpitating already. "I- Ok sure I'll try" I said. I was already searching for a song to play even though I was so anxious about the situation that might happen.

We walked close by to each other as my mind was shortlisting songs. Lily's small hands rubbed against mine as I turned a bit pink, Lysander Scamander you fool, stop blushing for simple things- stop being so excitable.

Lily blushed hard, her fingernails touched my palms as our hands hesitantly moved away from each other. We both were looking down at the floor filled with stress and anxiety. Once again, Lily's fingers met my palms. My heart raced as my fingers slid and tried interlocking with hers.

I ran my nails on her palms as she interlocked her fingers with mine and grasped my hand. I held her hand back as I tightened my grip. We were holding hands. We were holding hands and walking.

Her palms were delicate and pure, as soft as the petals of a lily. Her small hands which my larger hands devoured every inch of. Her palms were sweaty as mine and both of our noses broke into sweat. "Sorry if I made it awkward it's just-" she started.

"No, it's fine" I said awkwardly. "I don't understand why it's just so hard with you. I'm usually as smooth as butter when it comes to flirting" she said with heavy pants. "Well, I'm making your heartbeat and activating your hormones to show you evidence of being alive" I said as I clutched onto her hand tighter.

"Your hands are so cold" she muttered.

"Yours are hot"

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𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐈𝐗, I watched her play Quidditch. I lied that I came to watch Lorcan even though I actually wanted to see how MY LILY <3 was sharpening her Quidditch skills. My roomies joined me to watch the practice match.

My eyes were focused on Lily's moments. The way her hair flowed in the wind, the determined and ambitious look on her face, the leadership maturity, she was doing a great job on leading the other players and correcting their mistakes.

As the trial match started every time Lorcan got the Quaffle me and my roomies started yelling and cheering and trying to liven up the match. Lorcan played incredibly well unexpectedly and my Lily once again caught the golden snitch like a professional with that crazy dive.

The trials were over as Lorcan came walking to us. "Here ya go your protein shake" Hugo said handing him a bottle. "Can you both just date already?" Val asked. "I don't like him, he just voluntarily wants to be my servant and why would I give that up" Lorcan said. "Well, I've been to Ajax for a while now. He's such a chill dude" Hugo said.

Lorcan looked at Hugo a bit triggered. "Ajax? That Ravenclaw bitch? He's such a show off" Lorcan complained. "Nah, you're just jealous he's better than you" Hugo shot back. "Better than me, my ass. I hope Ravenclaw gets white washed this time. Zero wins would be crazy and I'll make sure it happens" Lorcan grinned.

Damn, all my mind thought was how Lorcan is very obviously jealous of Hugo hanging out with Ajax but he doesn't want to admit it.

"Hugo, I know you're trying to make Lorcan jealous" Val said. "Exactly" Jared said, backing up Val. "Ehh, I'll just let you guys know openly that I have a crush on Ajax and things are going smooth so don't fuck things up by telling people there are things going between me and Lorcan" Hugo announced. "My ship is fucking right now" Val sighed.

I saw Lily walk into the changing room. "Guys, I'll be right back" I said as I ran away. "Where are you going?!" Jared asked. "Restroom" I lied as I acted like wandering off to the castle but I managed to sneak into the chanting room. I saw Lily scolding the new chaser of the team. I hid behind the curtains of the changing room. Lily entered and I popped up from the curtains as I startled her.

"You did so well today" I said as I patted her head. "Don't you startle me like that ever again" she said as she slapped my shoulders. "I made strawberry cupcakes just for you" I said as I summoned some fresh baked aromatic cupcakes as I handed one to her. "Thanks" she said as she took a bite.

"You know, if you ever fail in your job interview, you and JJ should start a pastry shop" she said. "How is the cupcake?" I asked, smiling as she showered me with compliments. "I love it, the softness and the cream it's just PERFECT! TOUCHÉ!" she said as she nibbled on the cupcake.

"I must say I outdid myself with this one, it's the second tastiest thing that has touched my lips" I said. Lily grinned and asked, "The first tastiest is my lips right?"

"Uh, no, it's ramen" I said as she hit me with her broomstick as she started chasing me around. I started laughing. "I swear you would agree with me if you tried it!" I exclaimed. "Shut you baka!" she said, chasing me.

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𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍, I was ingesting my jealousy as I saw Lily talking with Novah Henderson. It was potions class and they were doing an assignment together. She was so close to him and she was all smiley and happy, giggling at his lame jokes. This isn't why your girlfriend shouldn't be a people's pleaser or that you'll always have to live in jealousy.

"Can we start?" Lucy Weasley asked. "Ergh, what?" I asked. "We are partners, we have an assignment to complete" she reminded me. "Yeah whatever" I said rolling my eyes. We started our assignment as Lucy started asking too many personal questions.

"Do you like anyone?" she asked. "No" I replied blandly. "Well what's your type?" she questioned. "None of your business" I replied. "Do you like Lily?" she asked. Bruh, I'm tired. I don't have to answer just because she asked me. I ignored her.

She then snapped, "I'm asking! Do you care?" she said. "Shut the fuck up" I said glaring at her as she got scared. We eventually completed the assignment as Lucy just kept taking glances at me every single fucking 5 seconds which was SOOOO ANNOYING.

I couldn't even take a glance of Lily of then this Lucy fucking Weasley would be like, 'OH I KNOW YOU LIKE HER AHHHHHH!' in her horse voice. Class ended and I immediately rushed out of the station to run away from Lucy.

I went to talk to Lily when Lucy grabbed my hand and said, "You forgot your quill" she said handing me my quill. I took it from her and turned to face Lily as I saw her fuming.

"What. were. you. talking. with. her?" she asked sternly. "That girl is such a creep, I mean I'm giving her all the hints that-" I was saying when Lily cut me off and said, "YOU LIKE HER?!"

"I meant that I'm giving hints that I hate her but she can't understand that" I defended. "She held your hands right in front of me, that fucking slut" Lily said irritated. "What were YOU doing with Henderson showing him all your 32 teeth?" I asked. "I was just talking" she said with a sassy look.

"Whatever" I said rolling my eyes. "Are you jealous?" Lily asked. "You're the one who was jealous of me and Lucy" I shot back. "Seriously though, that horse face needs to set limits" she said. There was silence until Lily broke it and said, "I know you're jealous" she said smiling and started teasing me.

I just looked away from her irritation. "Just admit it" she said, jumping to reach my height and face me. "Stop" I said with a blank face. "JELLY JELLY JELLY!" Lily said, hopping around me.

"You're so cute when you're jealous" she said smiling as Diana came in between us. "I don't know what you guys are fighting about but I need to borrow Lily" she said as she dragged Lily along with her as Lily finger-tapped me a 'bye bye' in my hands.

-TIMESKIP-

Me and Lils were having our daily meeting at classroom G-23. But today we had it in the evening before sunset as the room started getting cold. I was sitting on the bench as Lily was ranting about Lucy and her 'Drama Peasantness'.

She was also running me over with the happening in her dorm and her fucked up relationship with Tiffany. Apparently there are rumours going on that Lily is dating Leo who is Tiffany's boyfriend and Tiffany and Lily had a huge fight over it.

Lily just kept complaining and complaining about the bitchy world as I just looked at her admiring the way she can just talk non-stop for a whole hour. She was sitting on the table and I was on the chair so she was taller than me so I had to lift up my head to see her.

I just gave her a mesmerised look. Lily then paused as she snapped, "Are you even listening?" she asked. "Yeah"I said, snapping from the enchantment. "Where did I leave off?" she asked to test me. "Tiffany trying to spike you with a love potion" I said correctly. "Fine, don't give me that distracting look" Lily said.

"What? Distracting look?" I asked as I wrapped my arms around her. "My dear, dear and lovely lover. I kindly request you to stop giving me seductive glances" she said. "Is enjoying the sight of my own girlfriend a crime?" I asked.

"Well no but I want to continue with the flow" she said as I pulled her hips closer to me. She bent down as her legs touched my lap and my upper leg. "Let's take a short break for drug overdose and alcohol freak off" I said as she pulled in and wrapped her arms around my neck.

"You looked so hot when you were jealous" she muttered. "I like making your eyes roll and making you angry" I said. "You're a psycho" she said as she pushed me away. "I'm poison but tasty" I said as I pulled her back in.

"Maybe if Tiffany spiked that drink and I somehow fell so hard for my own boyfriend, I would had a good make out session" she said. "Love potions aren't necessary" I said.

"Show me what you got" Lily muttered as I pulled out a quill from my pocket. "I have a quill" I said. "So?" she asked, confused. "You asked me to show me what I have got" I said. Lily slapped me on my neck playfully as she placed a soft kiss on my lips which lasted barely seconds.

We placed our foreheads on each other.

"You're my lover"

"Till forever lasts"

XX~𝐿𝓎𝓈𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇~XX