Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story, Really hope you like it, Leave me your feedback.

Zayn's Pov:

I knew my mum getting remarried would change things, I knew I'd be getting a new step brother and I would no doubt be protective of him, But I didn't think this was going to happen, I didn't think I would be kissing him and falling for him. The first moment I saw Niall I was memorized, Not because of his face, But because of his eyes, They had this sparkle that made you want to look deep inside of them, If anybody turned around and said his eyes are nothing special then there lying to themselves, If you stare into them long enough I swear you can see the ocean moving, He's something special even if he dosen't see it himself. The night Niall came to me and opened up about the way he was feeling and his confusion I wanted nothing more then to wrap him up and protect him, Figuring out your sexuality is a long and confusing journey, All around you are people that will judge you, People who think being gay and lesbian and even bisexual is a disease that needs to be cured fast. What people fail to see is it's actually not about gender, You fall inlove with someone because of there personality and there heart. Growing up I always believed I was straight, That was until one day I found myself growing alot closer to my bestfriend, He understood me better then anyone else, He sent this warm safe sensation through me. 

When I first started developing feelings for men I tried shutting them out because I lived in that small bubble for a while where I believed it was wrong to be gay, The people I surrounded myself with were the people who made me think a relationship has to be a boy and girl. Even though I surrounded myself with those people I still couldn't stop my mind wondering off and I couldn't stop my heart from believing what it did. I was scared, I was lost and I felt like I didn't have anybody who would understand, Feeling like your going through something alone makes things seem so much harder, It's a long road you have to go down and it's not a journey you want to face alone, But after a long time I came to realize that being gay wasn't wrong, I found my true friends in Liam, Louis, Harry and Cher without them I wouldn't have gotten through this, I know exactly how Niall's feeling and I'd hate to think of him going through this alone, I know my feelings for him are there but I also know the confusion he's going through, Right now I have to do what's best for him, I have to push my feelings aside and help him down this road.

"What's going on with you and Niall?" Liam asked during our free period at school.

"I spoke to him about everything about the confusion he's going through and how hard this is going to be for him" I replied.

"Then what?" Liam questioned.

"I told him that I cared for him which is why I'm so protective over him, I told him I want nothing more then to make his confusion go away because I know how horrible it is Li, I know how hard it is to live in a world where people judge you because they don't agree with the gender you love, I told him that I know I could love him more then I should, But I don't want him to go about this the wrong way" I explained.

"You kissed him didn't you?" Liam said, I sighed. "I know you better then you know yourself Zayn" Liam added, I nodded my head.

"He asked me to kiss him, I told him that I knew for real that I was gay the first time I kissed another man because it felt different to kissing a girl but in a good way, The look in his eyes when he asked me to kiss him it was like he was so scared and desperate to find out who he is because he couldn't handle not knowing, I hated seeing that so I did what he wanted, I kissed him" I replied.

"How did it feel?" Liam asked.

"It was amazing, Felt like it was always meant to happen, Kind of like our lips belonged together, Stupid I know, But the kiss sent shivers down my spine, He's gay Li and he likes me and I like him" I stated, Liam sighed.

"Zayn he's your brother" Liam exclaimed.

"Step brother, Besides were not even actually related" I said.

"You will be when your parents get married" He replied.

"Even then it's not relation by blood" I pointed out.

"Zayn if your parents find out then what are you gonna do?" Liam questioned.

"We'll cross that bridge when we come to it" I stated as the bell rang, I then stood up and grabbed my books before making my way to the door. "I'll see you at lunch" I said before leaving the room. 

The second school was over I walked straight to my locker grabbed my books that I would need for that night and then I walked out the school building. I began the short walk to my car noticing a small crowd gathering outside, I opened my car door before placing my books inside, I then looked up to see Niall emerging from the crowd, He began walking towards me, I raised an eyebrow before closing the car door, I then noticed Ash and his older brother following after Niall, I began walking towards Niall.

"What's going on?" I asked as I placed my arm around Niall's shoulder.

"I heard the little cunt has a problem with my brother" Ash's brother spat, I rolled my eyes.

"My names Niall if your going to insult me at least get that part right" Niall stated, A small smile spread across my lips.

"Also it's your brother that has the problem, If he wants to go around acting like the big hard man when it comes to this one right here I'll put him straight back in his place, As for you coming in here on your high horse I got no problems knocking you right off it" I said.

"You don't scare me Zayn, If that thing comes near Ash again I'll rearrange his face" Cody warned, I chuckled before moving away from Niall.

"See to do that you'd have to get through me and I'll pound your ass to the floor so fast you won't even see it coming, Understand?" I replied with a smile. "Oh yeah one more thing" My fist then collided with Cody's face. "Glad we had this talk boys" I stated before turning around and walking Niall back to my car, Once inside I started the engine before pulling out the school parking lot, The drive home was quiet Niall had hold of my hand and he was running his fingers over my knuckles, The moment we got home Niall pulled me into the kitchen and placed my hand under the cold running tap. 

"You shouldn't have hit him" Niall exclaimed.

"He shouldn't have spoken to you like that" I stated with a shrug, A chuckle left Niall's lips.

"You still didn't have to do that" Niall commented before leaning up and kissing my lips gently. "But thank you" He stated before connecting our lips together once again, I smiled instantly before removing my hand from under the tap, I then pulled Niall's body closer to mine as our lips moved together, Just then the sound of the frontdoor opening and closing sounded in our ears, Niall and I quickly moved away from eachother as Niall's dad walked into the room.

"What happened to your hand?" He asked me.

"Tried a new trick on my skateboard and it went wrong" I replied, Bobby nodded.

"Your mothers outside with some bags" He informed us before leaving the room, The second he left a sigh left Niall's lips, I gently kissed his head before walking out the kitchen, We need to be more careful.