^Kate on the top^

*Kate Pov*

   Okay let me introduce myself. My name is Kate Johnson, I'm 18 years old, I have long brown hair and light blue eyes. Just like my mom use to have...But she died from a car crash.

   My dad has gone insane like literally.He always blamed me for everything and its wasn't even my fault.He blamed me mostly because of the car crash,and It got to the point where I actually did believed it to be honest.I blamed myself for ever thing.

How my mom died.How I can't never defend myself when every my dad beats me.Yes,my dad beats be until I look like a rainbow.It got to the point where I actually wanted to go to school just to get away from that monster that's called my,'father',before my 'dad' was a nice person but now its like he just became the opposite of everything his been.

  He was nice,gentle,had a heart,would never hurt a fly,but now He was a terribly person,rough, never gentle,heartless,and hurt me not even giving it a second though.

I'm hoping when I get out of Highschool that I would run away from this hell house. I've been dealing with this for 8 years and I can't take it anymore.

Yeah sure I'll go to college but right now I need to get out this City or this State possibly this Country.I'm planing on getting far, far......far away from this man.I don't even want to call him 'dad' or 'father'. His nothing to me just the man that bullied and hurt me physically and emotionally. Now back to the story.

BEEB.....BEEB.....BEEB..

   I looked up at my clock and saw that it was 5am.I groaned but got up anyways.If I didn't then I'll get a beaten.The sperm donor wants his food ready at 6am....on the dot. Later than that then I get a beating....badly. Last time I got his food out at 6:01am and he beat me until I was every color.

I came out with an broken leg and one or two broken ribs but I just can't wait until college that's when I'm leaving forever. Never coming back. I get out of this country and then I'll go find me a college to go to then I'll just have to see how that play's out.

Currently I'm cooking him 2 eggs,3 bacon,and toast. If he don't have that then I problem be a dead women. I quickly cook the food and sit it on the kitchen table. When I was done I look at the clock on top on the wall behind me it read,5:59am. The monster should be down by now. I wonder what his doing?

   Me being the stupid person I am I walk upstairs into his room to see that he was there with another women. Get this they were getting the nasty. I wanted to scream 'what the fuck' but nope I just went to my room and locked it and got ready for school. Pretty soon it was almost time for me to catch the bus, so I hurried downstairs grabbed an apple and left.

*At school*
At school people really don't bother me and they don't bully me. I'm happy for that. I even have a friend but I didn't tell her about the abuse.

She don't need to know about that and she don't need to be apart in it either. Her name is Meranda Jackson and she has brown long hair, blue eyes, and short just like me except she was at least 5in taller than me.She's very friendly to me. She even protect me when ever someone wants to talk bad about me. I really don't care but Meranda does. I'm thankful for that.

   I was at my locker when I felt someone pull me into a hug. I already know who it was Meranda."Hey Meranda."I said in my quiet voice like always.

"Hey Kate!" She said in her very cheerful voice. Me and Meranda walk to our first period class together.

Meranda and I have all classes together except for;3rd and 6th period together. I was kind of sad that I don't have classes with her but hey at least I have some with her.

Meranda and I enter the classroom and went to our sits in the back by the window. Soon the teacher walks in.

"Hello class,we have a new student in our classroom.",said the teacher we was all looking at the door.

There stood a boy with light brown hair and brown eyes,his jaw was sharp but not sharp enough to cut something.He was wearing dark jeans, a black shirt with a black lather jacket, and some tims with them. He looked around 6,3 or 6,4. Compared to me he was a fucking tree!

I am at least around 5,3. I know short but, I having you know that short girls get the tall boys. They think it's cute to see us reach above the counter trying to reach for something out of the cabinet.

That's not funny, the struggle is fucking real! So that's when they step in and get it for you and then started to laugh at how short and cute you are. But anyways lets get back to this guy. When I started stare at him I realized that he was looking at me too! O my gosh his staring at me so intensely.

You want to know what little old Kate did?...Turn the fuck away. I still could feel his fucking eyes burning a damn whole though my head. I look at Meranda who was looking at me and I give her a confused look.

"Mr. Willison would you care to sure with the class about yourself?" The teacher asked.

"I'm Sean."  That's all he said before he started to walk to the desk on my left. He gave a death-glare to the poor little boy beside me. The boy instantly got up and moved to another desk and h- umm Sean sat in the sit beside me. That was mean.

I look at Meranda who was on my right and she gave me a confused look. I turn around and started to listen to the teacher but I was distracted by Sean staring at me so damn hard. Yet again I was still looking at the teacher with some of my un-divided attention since some of it was on Sean.

Who keeps fucking staring at me! I wanted to yell 'Stop staring at me,you creep!' But I kept it in and just concentrated on the teacher.

Meranda looked at me and Sean. She mouthed to me and said, 'His a cutie!'. I almost laughed and blowed our cover of talking to each other. I just rolled my eyes and smirked saying, 'I know'.

When the bell ringed I grabbed Meranda hand and ran out the classroom. When we got out of hearing range I said, "He kept on staring at me and did you see how tall he was and how cute he was he's like a damn tree compared to me and then his really, really cute Meranda I never seen someone that's so cute he can be like a teddy bear Mera-" I was interrupted by Meranda hands clapped against my mouth.

"Breath girl breath and calm down girl he is a cutie and he was staring at you like you was the only girl in there he may like you Kate." Meranda said excited and started poking my sides.

I laughed and said, "Yeah but I already know that I don't have a chance with him. The slutty girls probably already be all over him already." I said sadly but I felt a little bit pissed off about that.

Meranda and I walked to our 2nd period class P.E. I really don't like P.E. It was hard trying to hind my marks from people. When Meranda and I got to P.E. guess who we saw? The tree monster and he had 6 other friends with him too.

Two were girls they were very pretty to and they don't look familiar so I guess they are transferred students as well and the 2 other guys beside Sean were cute to but Sean looked the cutest out of all 4 of them. Where ever they came from, I want to go there to.

The two girls; the one on the left had Brown hair with green eyes she had very strong features to, she was shorter than Maranda but she was taller than me. So I'm going to call her Emma.

The one on the right had blonde hair with green eyes they looked like sisters so I'm guessing they are some kind of kin to each other, she also was taller than me but not by much maybe about 2inches. I'm going to call her Emily or Beth.

The boys; the boy that was on Sean right had Sandy Blonde hair with light brown eyes he had strong features to but his features wasn't as strong as Sean. He also was the shortest out of Sean and the other boys, he seemed around like 5,9 probably but he was taller than me so he will be counted as a tree to or Mikey from the turtles.

The boy on Sean's left had Really, really light brown hair with dark brown eyes and he really didn't have strong daw features but he was tall though like the same height as Sean 6'0 or 6'1 I'm going to name him Donny.

The other boy that was in front of Sean he had Dirty blonde hair at the tips of his hair, he also had a little bit of a strong daw line and he was almost tall as Sean but Sean got him by a couple of centimeters though his going to be Ralph.

The one that had light brown hair and dark brown eyes, Donny, arms where around the girl with the blond hair and green eyes, Emily or Beth arms where around her waistline. I'm guessing that they are a couple they look so cute together though, there like relationship goals.

The other boy Mikey had his arms where around the girl with brown hair and green eyes Marry. She was laughing about something that Ralph said.

Ralph stoped in his sentence and stared at Maranda like she was the only girl in the room. Meranda wasn't paying attention to them until I motioned towards the group of cute and handsome people in the back of the bleaches. She was breathtaking when she saw them.

Everybody over there was staring at Meranda and myself. Meranda turned around and stared at me while blushing like a tomato.

"Meranda you alright come on let's go to the bathroom girl." I said worriedly pulling here up off the bleachers grabbing both of our things.

I pushed the door open to the gym and rushed her to the bathroom. She told me if she ever starts to blush to take her to the bathroom as soon as possible. When I rushed her to the bathroom she ran into a stole and started throwing up.

I dropped out stuff and instantly went to her said for help. She pushed me back and throw up again I still went to her side and pulled her hair out the way braided it to the side and went to her book bag to see do she have anything go this.

She had some pills in here and they seemed like the only pills in here so I gave them to her and she look at them and took them.I went to her side.

"Hey you okay Meranda?" I asked worriedly. This was scary for me I never seen one of my closest friends being in this kind of state before. She nodded her head.

"Stay right here I'll be back just wait right here." I said rushing out of the bathroom and to my book bag that was in the gym. I grabbed my book bag and her book bag and rushed back to the bathroom I took out the bottle of water I had in my book bag and gave it to her.

"Meranda what's wrong tell me please I'm worried about you." I said to her on my knees tearing up.

She just nodded her head and said, "When I was little I would always get over heated and when ever I blush like really crazy I would always throw up. I don't know why but I always would do it." She said like it was nothing. I rubbed her back and helped her up.

"Are you okay Meranda?" I asked again. Meranda turned around and smiled.

"Yes I'm alright Kate will you stop being like that." She laughed. I smiled at her I was happy that she was feeling alright now.

"Do you think you can make it the whole day?" I asked carefully. She nodded her head and we started to walk back to the gym until we saw Sean and Mikey walk out of the gym. I was focused on Meranda if she'll be alright I didn't know that Sean and Mikey was starring at us.

"Meranda are you sure?" I asked one more time.

"Kate I'm alright okay." She said laughing I'm still worried.

"Okay but I got my eye on you." I said sticking my index and middle finger to my eyes and to her eyes. We stared laughing together and I heard Sean and Mikey laugh a little bit to.

"Hey Kate lets go somewhere after school." Meranda said.

I instantly shook my head saying,"No."

"Why Kate you never go anywhere." Meranda said sadly.

Meranda grabbed my hand,"Let's go to the party this Friday! I'll make you look so beautiful then you already are." Meranda said excitedly.

I instantly shook my head again and I heard a growl from behind me. I looked at Meranda and she only had a smirk on her face.

"Come on Kate! I'm taking you to that party Friday, you probably get a lot of boys number when I'm done with you." Meranda said excited and still had a smirk on her face.

I heard another growl but it was two growls. Okay this is starting to get strange and weird.

"I don't think so Meranda, I think I'll just stay home like I always do. And I have homework to do so I'm just going to stay home." I said nervously.

I can't go to that party, I would have to sneak out if I could even go anywhere. I started walking away back to gym until I felt somebody hands go on my wrist.

"Nope not this time, your coming to this party. Your not going to be all cooped up in that house Kate." Meranda said seriously. "Meet me on Friday at my house. Be there around 5pm. and we'll fix you up." Meranda said excitedly.

*After school*

I walked off the bus and started to walk home. Meranda keep on telling me that she'll pick me up and drop me off but I just keep telling her no ever time. I walked down the street to see my "dad" car outside.

"God please give me the strength." I said to myself prying and hoping that he would just be by myside there this hell I have to go there every day.

I went to open the door but it opened itself and a hand reached out to me. In an instant my instinct kicked and told me to duck. When I ducked all I saw was an fists going into my stomach. Maybe I should have not ducked.

I was grabbed by my hair. I didn't kick, Stream, or punched. What for when I just know its going to make it more worse. I black out and I was happy to, because I wouldn't have to feel the pain anymore. The pain I go through every day.

I woke up to only seeing the living room. The room was spinning and I felt sick to the stomach, like I was going to throw up. I got up but when I did I just fall down and felt a sharp pain in my stomach and my ankle. I crawled to my room even though my Stomach and ankle hurt I crawled onto my bed.

I lifted my shirt to see purple, blue and marks all over my stomach. I look down at my ankle to see it bleeding really bad and marks on them to. I didn't even know that I was crying until I seen something wet landed on my arm. God I miss mom. I wish I could be up there with her right now. That whole not I cried myself to sleep.

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