Heart beating,

fast breathing,

mind wavering,

I reach for my feelings.

I'm nervous,

anxious,

scared.

Music exhales into me.

I am wind.

Following

each

melody with my

fingers.

Pretending to be a ballerina.

Pretending to be anyone but

me.

Exhilaration enters

me.

A type of adrenaline which peaks

at the surface.

Shivers run down my

arms,

slithering

towards a newfound need.

A new found

desire.

I am everything

suddenly.

I am the sound

that streams down

rivers.

I am the stars

floating in space.

I am a wish,

wanting

to be wished upon.

But I am

nothing.

Suddenly

I am

nothing.

Emptiness

explodes.

I am

skin,

bones,

blood.

A deconstructed

everything.

Light a candle

Give me light

Give me warmth

Give me your

soul