As Stevie finally arrived at the facility, being evaluated and given a room, the same lifeless White as the rest.

"Lindsey, this is horrible...I want to go home"

"Tell you what I'll do, I'll run home and get some of your little trinkets and what not, then come back here and help you decorate."

"I would love that" she told the him, wanting so bad to kiss him

"Give me a little while to gather everything," Lindsey squeezed her shoulder and left. Stevie laid down on the bed, everything suddenly felt huge and lonely. Reaching down to her thigh she pressed down onto her wound on her leg, relishing in the feel of it

Hours later Lindsey still hadn't returned...Stevie grew distressed as she thought he had abandoned her

"Lindsey...?" She cried, it was dark outside, he should of been back hours ago. Stevie had cried herself to sleep that night, having dreams of Lindsey repeatedly breaking up with her

Sometime later she felt someone touch her forehead and breath by her ear. "Steph, wake up," Lindsey whispered, she stirred a little groaning, nuzzling her head towards the voice

"Honey, I brought your stuff."

"Oh yay! Let me see!" She smiled and sat up, looking at the clock it was one thirty am. He pulled out candles and small statues from a plastic bag

"Thank you so much!" She wrapped her arms around him

"You're welcome," pulling away, "Sorry I was late. Jack was sick and Carol needed help."

"Oh...I'm sorry you're here...you should go be with your family, I'm not important"

"You are important, besides, he's better now."

"Not really...anyway I'm glad he's better, do you think you could bring him soon? I miss him"

"I will see what I can do, but his mother is a little protective."

"She knows who I am though? She knows I'll protect him"

"She doesn't want him here..."

"Why...?" Stevie took it incredibly personally

"Well...because unstable people stay here...not you though."

"So in other words she thinks I'll hurt him if he comes here?"

"No, not you, but other people."

"Alright...I guess you'll just have to leave him at home then" she said disappointed. "I'll sneak him," Lindsey winked

"He tries to talk as much as his daddy does, it will be hard to keep him quiet..." she giggled

"I mean away from his mother!" Lindsey smiled as he began to put her things around the room. He knew her so well, placing everything perfectly without having to be told

"You really do know me don't you" she smiled

"Yeah, I do..."

"Hey, don't be sad..."

"Well," Lindsey shrugged, "Ill get you all settled in."

"Linds...come here" she patted the bed next to her, Lindsey came and plopped down next to her, "Yeah?"

"I know your opinions on me have changed now, but I want you to know that you saved my life when you took me away from Ricky, and I fell absolutely in love with you so fast, and I was the happiest I've ever been in my life, I had you and my baby had a daddy. I was incredibly stupid with what I did and I understand why you broke up with me, but please know that I don't think any of this was your fault, I just wasn't used to being loved, and I got scared, but I'll always love you..." she touched his cheek.
Lindsey leaned forward slowly and kissed her forehead head, "I love you too, baby..."

"You promise me you'll come by everyday? And at least try to bring Jack for me?"

"Of course I will..."

"Linds...how the hell did you get in here after one in the morning?" She suddenly asked. "You left your window open from earlier," he smiled

"Oh my god! You snuck in?" She held a hand over her mouth and laughed

"Yep, and I'll sneak back out!"

"Stay with me for a bit?" She grabbed for him. "Of course," Lindsey wrapped his arm around her, "Just go to sleep..." Stevie wanted to get as close to him as possible, so she practically climbed on top of his front, holding onto him. "You'll squish the baby," Lindsey chuckled, holding her back some. "They are fine" she shifted onto her side very slightly, still staying on top of him

"How have you been?"

"Not good..."

"Well I'm here now..."

"Yeah...for now..." she put her face in his neck and breathed his scent in. "What's that supposed to mean?"

"Nothing...forgot it..."

"Okay..."

"I just...I know you're going to find someone else..."

"What makes you say that?"

"Look at me Linds...why would you go for someone who's crazy, scarred and frightened of things...when you can go for someone sane and beautiful and sexual..."

"Because I know the real you..."

"Is she...is she special to you?" She pulled her head up to look down at him. "Very," stroking the back of her neck, "I just wish I saw more of her..."

"Are you seeing her now?" She looked into his eyes

"Yeah..."

She smiled "I'm trying, I really am"

"I'm so happy for you...."

"After the way you looked at me, it broke my heart..." she admitted looking away. "I'm so sorry..." Lindsey kissed her temple, "When you get out of here I will be a better man to you."

"Does that mean...we're back together...?"

"If you want us to be..."

"I do! God I do so much!" She leaned forward and kissed him

"Thank you!"

"Thank you! I thought I'd fucked this up for ever"

"Never!"

"Linds...touch me...please...?" She begged. Nodding silently, he immediately slipped his fingers into the top of her underwear. Holding his free hand she buried her face into his chest, moaning.

"Shh, we'll get caught," Lindsey kissed the crook of her neck. "Sorry..." she willed herself to not let any more noises out, but that was impossible where sex with him was concerned. He carefully slid his fingers between her folds as he still rubbed her clit with his thumb. Fuck...thats good..." she hissed out. Lindsey groaned softly as he buried his head in her neck. Stevie was slowly moving her hips to meet his hand, brushing over his own arousal he got a little rougher

"Like that?" Stevie grunted, moving her hand up to hold Lindsey's neck as she kissed him. "Can you do me a favour?"

"Anything."

"Lay on your back..."

Stevie moved over and laid down onto her back. Lindsey switched spots with her and immediately pulled off her underwear, kissing all over her hips and thighs. He came to her bandage, touching it gently, he made a note to change it later. Lindsey finally made it to her lower lips, giving them butterfly kisses

"Linds...I've missed this..." she wiggled her lower half around. He reached up in answer and took her hands in his. "I love you so much..." she told him, waiting for him to continue. Lindsey finally placed his mouth over her, squeezing her hands. Stevie covered her mouth as she whimpered, tears spilling over into her cheeks. He was going insane with pleasuring her, reaching up to cup her breasts. Her pregnancy was causing her to be extra sensitive, bucking when she felt him touch there. Moaning and groaning against her, Lindsey unbuckled his pants as they had grown too tight. "Looks like I'm not the only one enjoying this..." Stevie smirked. "Definitely not," he chuckled

"I wish I could reach you..."

"Let me finish you off first." She nodded and laid back, Lindsey carefully pushed his finger into her, looking at her face for any pain. "Take off your pants Linds" she instructed

Lindsey did as he was told, tossing them to the bottom of the bed. Sitting up she took him into her hands once again and massaged him gently. "I won't last long," he leaned his head back against the bed. "That's fine, I want you to feel pleasure" scooting down a little she surprised him by taking him into her mouth. Stevie worked him up, changing her speed and holding his thighs. All Lindsey wanted at that second was to be inside her. She made Lindsey sit up, before she crawled over and sat on his lap

"You do it..." she said.

"Will you tell me if I hurt you?"

Lindsey pressed himself against her, rubbing back and forth. Stevie flipped onto her back, letting him settle between her legs, stroking her cheeks he slowly pushed into her bit by bit. "Are you alright?"

Stevie slowly began to circle her hips, Lindsey was struggling to hold it together it had been that long for him. "Is the pain bad?" Lindsey pushed back her hair

"It hurts a little, but it's not unbearable" She grunted loudly and dug her nails into his back, breathing through any pain, suddenly crying out when he hit her just in the right place. Lindsey smiled, running his hands over her breasts and legs, thrusting against her. "You like it?" He asked, knowing it was her first true time making love. She looked him in the eye and nodded eagerly "I...never knew it could feel like this..."

"This is how it's supposed to be," kissing her head, Lindsey sped up slightly, still afraid of hurting her. "Lindsey...more..." she begged, holding onto his neck. Lindsey pulled out, "Can you get on your hands and knees?"

"You aren't going to hurt me are you...?" She said with worried eyes. "I promise I won't," he kissed her softly. Stevie turned herself over and sat on her knees, leaning forward onto her hands. Lindsey entered her from behind, "Is this alright?"

She'd been taken from behind before, but it never felt as good as it did now. Lindsey rubbed her back and shoulders as he gave her more, "Are you still hurting?"

"Only a little...but the pleasure is more" Lindsey continued to pump his hips, Stevie going crazy at her new feelings. Placing his hand over her mouth, he moved his other round her front, giving her extra stimulation between her legs. Stevie jumped forward, her head feeling as if it would explode. Lindsey leaned over her back biting on her neck, before whispering in her ear "Cum for me baby..." Stevie's muscles squeezed Lindsey's member, and he soon released deep inside her, making him smile hugely. Lindsey kissed all over her face, "I love you so much."

"Are you proud of me, hmm?" She panted, still twitching slightly. "I'm always proud of you, you've overcome so much!" Lindsey kissed her head. Stevie snuggled into him, Lindsey afraid to pull out, knowing she would be bleeding a little. "I promise that I'll never intentionally hurt you."

"I know...I can feel the baby moving" Lindsey immediately cupped her stomach in his hands. "You feel her?" She smiled, watching her stomach flutter. "Yeah," he smiled happily, "She's getting stronger."

"My girl is doing so well..." she said, beginning to cry. "Hey, what's wrong?" Lindsey asked. "She...she's going to make some family very happy..." she said rubbing her belly lovingly.  "No, baby, we're helping her!"

"I know...it's still breaking my heart Linds..."

"We don't have to give her up..."

"She'll be my first born, of course it's painful, think about having to give Jack away" Lindsey closed his eyes, "Im not making you do this..."

"I feel like you were pushing me..."

"I'm so sorry..."

"It's okay..." she hugged him tight, Lindsey feeling movement against his stomach. "We won't do it then..."

"Honestly?" She looked at him. "Honestly."

Stevie smiled brightly touching her stomach and looking at it "You hear that baby? Daddy said you can stay!"

"And Daddy loves you!" Lindsey kissed Stevie's cheek. "Daddy love mommy too?" She said smirking. "You know he does," Smiling as he held her. "Hmm, I really don't want you to go..." she suddenly became serious. Lindsey laughed, "I'll see you tomorrow."

"Sneak in every night if you can?" She asked brushing his hair with her fingers. "Leave your window unlocked," kissing the crook of her neck. She involuntary thrust her hips against him "Oh, sorry..."

Lindsey shook his head, "Don't apologize, I love the fact that you want it-it means you aren't scared or hurting anymore."

"I'm definitely not scared anymore" She kissed his neck and then his lips. "You coming back this morning?" She pouted. "You know I will."

"Thank you! I love you!" She kissed him and he got off the bed, Stevie trying to hold in tears. "I'll see you in a few hours," kissing her forehead. "Bye..." she sucked in a breath. "Bye." Lindsey slipped back out the window, Stevie hearing him sprint away. Minuets later her door was opened and a nurse coming through

"Pill time" she said harshly, one thing she had noticed was that nobody was particularly friendly there. "What pills? I don't take pills..." Stevie said, confusion evident. "You don't expect to get better on your own do you?" She chuckled coldly, not looking at stevie. "Will they hurt the baby? Did my doctor say that it was okay?"

"I suppose it's alright" she shrugged, handing the pills to Stevie. "I'm not taking these," shaking her head, "I don't know what they are." The nurse put the pills in Stevie's mouth and closed it, holding her nose, forcing her to swallow. Stevie had tried her best to fight back, becoming angry, "Why would you do that?!"

"If you were sent here, then you obviously have a problem."

"I would never hurt anyone!"

"Nobody said you would, but they obviously think that. It was..." she looked at her pad "A Lindsey Buckingham that called us to ask if we had space"

"Lindsey wouldn't do that."

"That's fine...there's some blood on your sheets, we will be round to change that in a few minuets." She said not caring. "I'm bleeding, there could be something wrong with the baby."

"It's a few spots, calm down" she said walking out, Stevie sat in front of the clock, waiting for Lindsey to come back. She fell asleep in the chair by the window, being woken by car tires outside. Stevie walked over to the window and saw Lindsey jogging into the building. It didn't even take two minuets for him to arrive at her door.

"I am so sorry for being late, baby!" He rushed in. "Am I here because of you?!" She said before anything else. "Am I here because of you?!" She said before anything else. "The doctors called and gave them my name! I would never do that!" Stevie narrowed her eyes at him, he was telling the truth she thought

"They forced pills down my throat..."

"Who did?"

"The nurse"

"Do you know her name?"

"No...and then she said there was blood on my sheets and she was going to change them, but she didn't care why"

"Is it a lot of blood?"

"No, just a few spots"

"I think it's from last night."

"From the sex? Was I bleeding when you pulled out?"

"Yeah, that's why I wanted you to close your eyes."

"Was it a lot?" She asked worried. "No, not much."

"It's to be expected baby, don't blame yourself"

"I felt really guilty...."

"You felt her moving, she was alright...this morning on the other hand..." she rubbed her belly. "Have you thrown the pills back up?"

"No, I couldn't get them back..."

Lindsey kissed her cheek, "I'll talk to the hospital."

"What if it's hurt her?" She said using both hands to rub over her stomach. "I am going now to make sure that doesn't happen."

"No! Don't go! Stay with her..." she held her hand out.

"But how am I supposed to fix this?"

"I haven't taken more pills so it's fine for a while, nothing we can do about the others..." Lindsey kissed her head, "Alright."

"I've been talking to her all morning, you try"

"Hey, baby girl!" Lindsey placed his hands on her stomach, Stevie smiled, always fascinated that Lindsey treated her like his own. "I know you tend to like to scare us, but we'd really appreciate it if you would give us a kick."

"You feel anything?" Stevie asked him. "Yeah," he smiled happily, kissing the top of her stomach, "Hey guess what? Daddy has you a room cleared out at his house! I worked all night to clean it out!"

"You...you made room for a nursery...?"

"Of course I did. After I left here last night I cleared everything out of the room across the hall from mine."

"That's so perfect...you really didn't have to, she and I could of found a place..."

"Nonsense."

"I promise we won't bother you! I'll try to get right to her from my room when she cries, and not disturb you in yours"

"I was hoping that you would move into my room..."

"You...you were...?"

"Yeah," Lindsey smiled softly, Stevie smiled and pulled him in for a kiss

"I would love to sleep next to you!" She said. "Thank you!" Lindsey cupped her cheeks in his hands. "As soon as I get you put of here I want to take you baby shopping and get you more maternity clothes."

"That would be amazing, I don't have anything for her, and I need some more clothes, there's are to tight, look..." she lifted her shirt up and he saw her jeans with the button and zip undone, exposing her underwear. "We will definitely get you some! Do you want me to run and get you some sweat pants and a comfy shirt?" She shook her head, more tears coming "I don't want to be here..."

"I'm working on getting you out, I promise." She nodded silently, looking away from him. "I'll go when you fall asleep."

"Alright...thank you!" Lindsey stayed attached to Stevie for his whole visit, never once leaving her, and checking up on the baby every so often. The last thing that Stevie had heard before drifting off to sleep was Lindsey quietly talking to the baby...