Sasuke's POV

I was in English class with the dumbass. Since I had finished my essay assignment early, I had some free time to do whatever I wanted. Instead of talking to the loser next to me, I decided to read a book. The book is, believe it or not, a sappy love story. I'm only reading it because Itachi told me that there wasn't a happy ending.

I hate happy endings. I'm really hoping someone dies in this book.

"Reading that girly book again, Sasgay," Naruto whispers, trying to force down his laughter.

"I'm literally going to end your fucking life," I snap, holding back the urge to kill him.

"Oh please do. This school working is already killing me," he pouts.

I smirk. "Never mind, I'd rather see you suffer."

"Sadist."

"Like I would ever get off to your suffering," I roll my eyes while saying this.

Naruto snickers while pointing at me. "I know you get off from [Name]. I know you think about her all the time. You have dirty fan--"

I smacked him with the thick book I was reading. "Sh-Shut up!"

Looking around the classroom, I'm hoping no one heard him say any of that, especially my crazed fan girls. They'd literally hunt [Name] down and maul her.

"Stop denying it. You might as well tell her you like her," Naruto sighs. "You never know, she may like you back."

"But what if she doesn't?"

Naruto only shrugs, focusing on his assignment again.

Anxiety swelled up in my heart, making it pound against my chest. I bite my lip, thinking of all the ways [Name] could reject me.

What if she actually doesn't like me and is just being nice? What if she already has a boyfriend? What if she's hardcore friendzoning me? Or worst, what if she only thinks of me as a brother?! Oh god, I don't want to be brother zoned! There's no way out of that!

I smack my head against the table after totally bumming myself out. The idiot begins to poke me, asking what's wrong but I completely shut him out. I close my eyes, letting my mind take me somewhere other than this cruel reality.

My anxiety starts melting away when I begin to think of [Name's] beautiful smile. Her brightly shining eyes could be compared to the stars in space. Oh, and her touch turns my insides into mush. I really can't deny that I love her dearly but I hate that I'm so in love with this girl! I hate how she can turn my knees into jelly with only a look. I hate how she can throw my heart into chaos with a single touch.

I hate how she can make me the happiest man in the world with only three simple words. Three words I hear from girls all the time but, she's the only one I'm dying to hear it from.

My heart aches in my chest, and I can't stop myself from feeling so many emotions at once. I'm giddy but miserable and angry. I'm also hopeful but hopeless and fearful as well as fearless. Is this what love does to a person? Makes them feel all of these unneeded emotions at once?

God, I hope this is just a phase and it'll pass soon, but at the same time, I don't want this feeling to go away. I've never felt so alive and carefree! I've never felt this way before, I've never been in love with someone so much.

[Name], why'd you do this to me?

Her lips look so soft, so kissable.

Wait! She still owes me her first kiss!

I grin, thinking about how she would kiss me.

Her lips pressed to mine, I wonder if she would use tongue. I wonder if she would be really into it, or half ass it. Maybe she would wrap her arms around my neck or, be as stiff as a board. Is she gentle kisser or a rough one? Will she be the first to make a move or me? ... I wonder how far she'll let me take it.

I could imagine the softness of her skin when I touch her. The warmth of her body as I pull her in close. The cute little moans she'd make when I push my tongue between her parted lips. Our tongues would rub together with little to no experience but that's what makes it all the better. We would pull apart, she'd be breathless, panting and looking at me with those beautiful doe eyes. That would be our first kiss. But when I would try to let her go, she'd grab me by the collar of my shirt and pull me in for another kiss. This one would have a lot more touching. She'd wrap her arms tightly around my neck, deepening the kiss further. I'd hoist her up so she could fasten her legs around my waist and push her up against a wall. My hands would touch any uncovered skin and she'd pull away, giving me a less than innocent, lust filled gaze. I wouldn't be able to handle it and would have to make her mine; I'd have to take her right then and--

BBRINNG!!!

The bell rang, nearly scaring me to the point where I jumped out of my seat. Realizing where I am, I sigh.

Still at fucking school...

I noticed my jeans have became tighter and my cheeks become warm with embarrassment. I grab all of my stuff and immediately leave the classroom, heading to my locker.

I can't believe I got a fucking hard on at school!

I'm usually able to suppress my sexual desires but [Name] drives me fucking wild! Why can't I control myself anymore?! I used to be cool and collected but now I'm just a bunch of raging hormones!

When I reach my locker, I open it up to switch my English notebook for my history books. I close my locker and hold the books in front of my junk as I walk. Naruto catches up to me and grabs my shoulder.

"Hey Sasuke don't leave me behind."

We walk together to our next class until Naruto says something that makes me stop in my tracks.

"Why are ya walking so weirdly?"

I only glare at him before briskly walking into my next class. I really hope he's too stupid to figure it out, cause then he'll laugh at me and announce to the whole world I have a stupid, annoying hard on.

And it's all because of her! Her cute, sexy little-- AHHHHH!!!!!! Stop that! Stop thinking like some horny twelve year old boy!

"Just strike me down where I stand, please!" I grumble, looking up towards the ceiling wishing for the sweet embrace of Death to end my suffering.

Love is a terrible thing.

A/N: heh... i updated because i had a dream about all of you rioting about me not updating frequently, so here it is! Don't kill meh pls! And yeah i know, another boner chapter! But boner chapters are literally the best and i'm glad my friend made me realize that. And sorry if this chapter got a little steamy for y'all, i tried keeping it PG-13 but at the same time realistic for a teenage boy with raging hormones.

Hope you enjoyed it. Thanks for reading bye bye!~
*I hate kissing scenes cause I suck at describing them, but as you can see I tried and failed miserably.
**The next couple of chapters will be in Sasuke's perspective, I've done enough about you.