The Weekend Had Passed By Smoothly, Chara Hadn't Really Let Anyone Into The Shared Room.....Except For Sunday Night.....It Was Late In The Night, Around 3

Frisk's P.O.V

Hours passed by before I woke up to go to the bathroom before starting back to the warmth of my bed. I climbed in curling up and rolling on my side and tightly hugging a pillow again. I laid there, slowly my mind filled with nothing but darkness.

I opened my eyes suddenly looking around to see nothing but shadows, nothing else was there....So it seemed...As I look around again I suddenly see Sans standing there a mixed expression plastering his face, I felt a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach as he started to speak, "Why didn't you tell me this was going on?!" I stood there dumbfounded, "W-What...-" "Your covered in bruises and have a fucking black eye and you didn't think once to tell me?! Did you not think I'd care or just didn't think to even bother??" I opened my mouth to speak but went silent as it slowly closed, How does somebody respond to that? But before I can even begin to think of something to say he spoke again, "Who am I kidding, why would I care?" I blinked slowly looking straight at him in disbelief and confusion. He stared straight through me as he spoke, "Oh Frisk, stupid stupid Frisk. Why would I like anyone like you? Yea, you freed monsters...great...how many times though? I lost count, not to mention you were the one to start the genocide routes, don't you see? It was all just pity, I would never love someone like you, you're just as bad as Chara......Because of you I got to watch my brother die before my eyes" Almost as soon as he started talking I had already felt my heart sink, .....S...Stupid............I...It was all.......P...Pity.... The words replayed in my head like a broken record. He stared at me, "Why would you even think I would come close to even trusting someone like you?!" As I spoke, my voice was already shaky and had gone much softer, and I couldn't even make real words, "..I...Bu....Wha....Ho.....Pl...."

Everything just jumbled together, my soul felt like it was splitting apart again for the first time in years......All that was running through my head at this point were negative thoughts, I felt....weak.....and helpless.....I wanted something to hold onto but I knew I had nothing.  I felt a wave of hurt wash over me as I felt myself fall onto my knees, almost like I was pushed to the ground. I wanted to ask what I did but....I already knew....I knew everything....I knew my mistakes and I can't change them with a reset, you learn that with time.....What you can't learn is how much it hurts somebody else.....He never showed anything different or anything of the sort until after I reset the genocide...He looked....Numb....Hurt.....Betrayed......And I thought I saw...forgiveness in his eyes after he saw my remorseful expression....But...I guess I was wrong. "Tch" He just....Vanished. I looked at the ground slowly watching teardrops fall hitting what looked to be pavement. Before I could do anything else....I heard....Her.....sickening laughter... "FUCK OFF" Then I woke up in tears, I glanced around the still dark room as I carefully sat up, I checked my phone, 3:29, I turned it off and whipped my eyes but the tears kept falling. I slowly rolled over on my side staring at the wall hugging a pillow tight as I silently cried till morning.

Third Person P.O.V

Frisk acted asleep hearing Chara yawn above, she even looked asleep by her angle, though.....her mind was over flowing anything and everything negative. She was still silently crying but it wasn't really noticeable. Chara got down and glances at Frisk, pulling the blanket up over her shoulder as she then headed out to get ready. Frisk didn't know why but she felt her tears falling faster at the act of kindness.

Warning!: If You Are Sensitive To Suicide Or Suicidal Thoughts Or Actions, Do Not Continue Reading

Soon everybody left for school and Frisk slowly got out of the bed whipping her eyes, she'd managed to calm down and stop crying but everything she thought was still negative. She slowly walked downstairs to get some water before the shine of one of the knives caught her eye and she paused simply....staring at it. She began hearing a voice in her head, Take it. No one will notice. No one will care. End it. End it all. No more resets. Everyone will be happy. No one likes you anyway She stared slowly starting towards it, ..B...but Chara....Flowey......Wo.....Won't Chara care..........Josh...Won't he.......Flowey would-..He'd-... The voice spoke again, LIES! Think about it, Sans lied to you, how many others are lying? She stared silently at it before taking it out of the knife holder and looking at her reflection in it as she turned it, she stared at herself. She slowly took out her phone texting Chara, 'I'm going 4 a walk, I had a bad dream and I need fresh air, might b bk at the house at 6 l8er 2day' She put the phone in her pocket starting to the door slowly opening it and closing it behind her before staring down the sidewalk and looking at the knife gripped tightly in her hand she bit her lower lip before taking off down the sidewalk.

After a while Frisk had made it to her hideout, she'd dropped the knife on the bed and was pacing before pulling out a sketchbook and sitting on the ground against the wall starting to write in it. Hours pass and even more papers scatter the floor then before, crumpled and not. She was crying again, it was 2:49 at this point and she was staring at the knife that'd she'd picked up, Pathetic.....Worthless......No one cares......Your alone, you've always been alone, the only one that cared was a fucking dog and even he left you!! Nobody understands you.......Your a disgrace to human kind, you should've died the first time Undyne striked or better yet when you fell down the rabbit hole like you hoped...... She closed her eyes.....

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