(i will be posting Dirty Little Secret Chapters sometime tonight)

In each book there are certain chapters, characters and phrases that I can not forget. Either they gave me chills, made me reflect on my life or gave me a feeling inside my chest that was like "i love this"

So here my three quotes from each book in the fruit series that has done that for me. Lmk of these quoted made you feel something too.

Unattainable

".....we lay there staring at each other in the dark until we drift off to sleep and to the back of our consciousness where we belong."

"I can say whatever I want. You don't come in here whining about being hit and then try to patronize your fucking son for confronting you about the eleven years of pain he endured. You don't get to blame the victim because the victim isn't you Grace. I don't give a fuck who you were but I'm the Luna now and I'm telling you to get out and stay out."

Now my friends and I are far from perfect, my human and I are complete opposites in fact, but we live our life to the best of our abilities where we worry about living now and dying tomorrow.

Forbidden

"Chloe is someone that everyone looks down on in a way. The type of person that everyone thinks only wants sex and nothing else. Believe him to be incapable of loving the way we do because he needs sex to live. So many of his kind are raped and sexually abused because they think they want it even if it's forced. These are things you have to remember when you interact with him. He doesn't want to be seen as a toy, he wants to be treasured for once in his life in a way that doesn't involve sex."

I know sometimes you'll break down in doubt and I'll be there to help build you back up every time.

"I wrote my own story, babe and I'm so so so happy with how each chapter turns out. So thank you for sharing your book so I can write my own."

Enchanted

"Call me Zachary."

Week eight since I lost him. I don't know who I am anymore.

"I love you. To our someday." He says, raising his pinky for me to grab with mine and I don't hesitate as I do.

Unforgivable

Though it hurt and broke me down everyday and reminded me of the regret that I carry inside my heart and with physical pain in my body, it was still my proof that the love between us still happened even if it didn't last long. It's the last connection that I have to Chris and if holding on to how much the pain hurts so good, I'll never let it go if it means loosing him too.

And in a way it's better that way, bright flames only die quicker. I would know.

"You pushed your feelings and trauma aside to tend to mine and I just want to say thank you for putting me first even if I was only your Second."

Pushed Aside

   "I didn't fuck anybody! What I did was break a girls heart that I was suppose to marry. I sat there and looked her in her fucking Bambi eyes and told her that I didn't love her anymore. I sat there and held her while she cried and told me that she understood but I could hear her fucking heart breaking, the one I gave her a ring and told her I would fucking protect. I gave her our last kiss goodbye with tears raining down our cheeks because this was never in our plan. I'm so fucking sick of everyone thinking that all I'm ever going to do is fuck up!" I yell at him, coming around the couch to get in his face.

  "Draw me one. And I'll get it."

So to answer the question that wasn't there, change is something that we should fear but it's also something that we should look forward to and cherish. Because you never know when the next change will end up being the love of your life.