Minghao POV

I could hear the soft breathing of someone in the room. I could feel the softenss of the sheets on top of me. I could smell disinfectant, but yet I could not open my eyes. It felt as if they were glued shut, but all I wanted to do is see where I was at. I used a great amount of energy and forced my eyes open. The room was blurry but I could recognize I was in a hospital. I raised one heavy arm and rubbed my eyes, vision clearer now I could make out it was Jun sleeping in the chair next to me.

I sighed and looked around the room only now realizing I had wires and tubes attached to me. I panicked not remembering why I was here in the first place and the beeping from the heart machine I'm guessing sped up. A nurse bolted into the room making me jump. She sighed in relief. "I'll go get your doctor" She said barely over a whisper I'm guessing not to wake up Jun. Which surprised me with all that racket is still asleep.

The doctor came in and walked over to me. "How do you feel?" "I guess my body feels heavy and my head hurts a bit" The doctor nodded and wrote something on the chart. "I'll send someone to give you some medicine" I nodded. Some nurse came in and gave me a pill to take which I did. I laid back down feeling tired and looked at Jun. I wish I could tell him that I love him, but what if he rejects me? I closed my eyes pushing the thoughts of rejection out from my head and tried to think of something happier like seeing the other members or singing along with Carats.

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So, I had the rest of the book planned, but I may or may not be re-planning the whole thing. Whatever happens please don't hate me.

Anyone here an I-LAND fan? If so who is your bias or ot23. I'm ot23 but slightly biased for K, Ni-Ki, and Daniel.

Stay safe! Stay healthy! Love you!