Was it Love, when you said you Loved me?
Was it sparks that flew when we kissed?
Was it fate that I met you when I was lonely?
Or was it premeditated?

Remember when I loved you?
Remember when I took care of you?
Remember when you saw the fear in my eyes?
Do you remember that cold and dark night?

Was it love when you said those words?
Did sparks fly when you choked me?
Why did comfort me when I was lonely?
Or was it an unconscious decision?

I'll never forget that night
The light draining from your smile
Your eyes black, like a frenzied shark
Hunting for his next prey
Tearing them to shreds
Only to be unsatisfied

Thanks for everything you good for nothing -
I miss you.
I love you.
I forgive -

Nope.

*Writer's note: Please don't be afraid to speak out and seek help if you are a victim of abuse. You are not alone. You have the right to a happy life. You have the right to leave. It's not your fault. Most importantly my special reader, I LOVE YOU and want you here on Earth! You deserve the best, so leave that scum and be the best. It will CHANGE YOUR LIFE!
Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255*