Hi my name is Zeleina Jo Myers but my friends call me Zele, I mean if I had friends. Oh sorry that was a little dark. I get up off of my bed which is only a blanket on the floor. I walk out to the hallway and get to the bathroom as soon as I can. I get in the bathroom and lock the door I look at the mirror and shutter. I hate the way I look I have a big bruise on my face from my dad.

 I start to get ready for "hell" aka school I hate that place. I jump out of the shower and look at myself all I see is a discrase, I'm fat and I'm bruised and I have scars and cuts all over me. I quickly get dressed and unlock the bathroom door. I guess I was to loud because next thing I know is my dad is banging my head against the wall next to the bathroom he starts screaming "what did I tell you about being quite I'm trying to sleep you stupid bitch." I just lay there I'm just done, I want to leave, this place sucks and it's been this way ever since my older brother died in the Air Force.

 His plane was shot down and mom and dad blame me saying I drove him away, he left because he didn't love me, he left because I annoyed him. He wouldn't have went in to the Air Force if it wasn't for me. Just to tell you the truth my big brother loved me and always protected me and I miss him so much. It's been two years since he passed and this is the treatment I've had for the past two years. My "dad" left for his room and I got up and finished getting ready I threw on my brothers favorite sweatshirt and left the house.

I stopped eating breakfast a year and a half ago, no one really cares. So I start walking to school while I'm walking, I feel like something is watching me. I speed up and I can see the school. I don't have that feeling anymore that's good I think. I walk in to the school and immediately go to my locker I put stuff away and grab somethings I need then I close my locker and there she is, Summer, she is head bitch in this school and she thinks she runs everything and the number one person who picks on me. 

She looks at me and says " still wearing that nasty sweatshirt I bet you don't even clean it you nasty pig, I think you should drop some weight by dropping dead." Then she shoved me in to the lockers while laughing with her friends and walking away. I stand up and walk to the library I get there and find a table and sit down. I put my ear buds in and start playing "Panic at the Disco". I pull out all my Air Force flyers and I start reading all the information. 

The reason I do this is because I want to follow in my brothers foot steps and join the Air Force just like him and so I can get out of this small fucking town and away from the bitches and jocks and most of all to get away from my abusive parents. The librarian taped my shoulder and pointed at the clock I look up and see I have two minutes, I thank her and gather my things and run up the steps to my class which my first class, history. I get in the class and sit down then the bell rings, the teacher walks in. He is taller then me and he scares me a little bit, I don't know what it is but he scares me. 

He looks at all of us and says "well hello everyone we are getting a new seating chart and a new student." Everyone got excited we all sat in our new seats then he walked in I haven't seen him in 3 years, he was my old crush back in my freshman year. He has changed so much, he is taller and you can tell he has hit the gym in the past three years. He looked around the room and looked right at me, I blushed then looked down so he couldn't see I was staring at him. 

The teacher told us his name and told him to sit right next to me. He sat down and turned to me "hey Zele what's up?", I gave a side glace and said a quite "hi Adrain, nothing, what's up with you?", he smiled and told me how him and his father had been traveling for the past three years. I kinda zoned him out and listened to the teacher and started taking notes. 

The bell rang and I got everything of mine and left to go to music I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked back at who it was and it was Adrian. He smiled at me and I saw two rows of pearly white teeth. I just looked forward again and walked away I seen he was following me and I walked in to the music room and he walked in too. Then everyone's attention was on him, I walked over to my seat and almost three people went up and hugged him. 

He got through the crowd and tried to sit next me but the other kids didn't let him. When they did this he looked a little pissed. The music teacher stepped in to the room. He started to do roll call when he got to Adrian he ask Adrain to share about were he was and a little bit about himself for some students who didn't know him. Now in music we are doing individual things for the next concert and I have been practicing a song to sing and the music teacher already accepted it. 

So I asked to go to a different room and practice. He let me go and I put the song on, and the music started to come out of the speakers of my iPod. I started humming the song then I started singing, and when I sing that's when I start to think. They always put me down and you know what I believe them I am fat, ugly, annoying, an eye sore, waste of space but you know what I won't have to hear any of that once I graduate and right now I'm trying to graduate early so I don't have to be here that long and so I can get away from my dad. 

Then the door opens and breaks my concentration and I stop singing I turn around and see Adrain, Sam, and Ryan looking at me. I get embarrassed and get my stuff and try to leave the room Adrain stopped me by grabbing my wrist and I try pulling away because that really hurts. He looked at me weird then rolled up my sleeve and saw the cuts he looked pissed even worse then earlier. I get scared and get out of his grip and run out of the music room and go to the bathroom. When he was mad it reminded me of when my dad got really mad at me. Then I heard Adrain, Sam, and Ryan saying my name. I don't know why he got so mad I mean he doesn't even know me why does he care what I do to myself I only do this because of what the people in his group say about me.

Then I heard Adrian walk in to the bathroom he walked right up to the stall I was in and sat outside of the stall. "Hey I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you are you ok I'm so sorry I just don't want to see that you hurt yourself because I don't want to see you hurt in general." I open the stall and let him in he sat next to me and hugged me. I never have been this close to someone and I don't know why I feel so comfortable with him but I snuggled closer to him and next thing I know I fell asleep.