This is where the name of the story truly comes in

When I can't decide

Or I feel differently

Suddenly

I don't know why suddenly I

Have this feeling

Like he isn't right

And someone else is

Whenever I look at him, the spark is there

But when I look away, it dances around

Here and there, to all I see

Resting on one who is just like me

I tell myself it isn't there

It's burned out, diminished, or returned to the first

But I see it again, leaping and flying

My heart can't make decisions, it'll burst

When I see the first, I forget the other

But when I look at the other the first is all I see

All I can think about it him and me

And me and him, but not him, yet he

Communication becomes hard, as you see

When my heart is jumping and off-beat

My rhymes are out of time and don't always rhyme the best

What I need to screw back on real tight is my head

The newer is more similar, yet I'm not as close

The older is my friend, I'll boast

The second is younger, but not like a child

The first is taller and more mature by a mile

I feel I'm betraying, my heart keeps on neighing

And nay-ing to all of my decisions I make

Even my fingers cannot form complete senten

See? I can't even

I feel like there shouldn't be a choice

The first is the obvious

But have I chased him too long?

It's obnoxious.

I feel like I just need a fresher, newer start

Because all of this waiting is affecting my heart

I should've just told him the truth right up front

But my shyness and my being never shall part