That part of her had taken control.The only thing I want to see was her, standing there , with her eyes wide open look into mine, her lips rose like always, her hair down.And her to talk, to sing....I don't care...just to hear her voice.

I went to the bathroom, and I slap the door.I look into the mirror and I saw myself.

I could see my eyes become red..Why? I don't know.

I saw myself in the mirror, and I couldn't believe it, I was crying, for like first time. I just couldn't believe it. 

Maybe I wanted the pain stop...Only the idea living without her brake me. Only the idea that she will be dead, and I will be alive, killed me. Maybe that part of her had taken control, or maybe ....I don't know...Maybe I still loved her...maybe I never forget her, she just make me thing that I was in love with someone else.

I don't know...maybe...But no...I love Lara.

How can I be so silly and think something like that??

She may brake my heart, some years ago, but that doesn't mean...I don't want her  in my life.

I take a deep breathe,I saw the mirror, I closed my eyes.And when I open it, she was there in the door behind me ,she was 18 years old, she smiled, she looked me in the eyes.

Violetta: Hi,Leon...

Me: How can you be here? You are...?

Violetta: Yes, I know,I am there, but I am also in your heart....and you want to see me...so here I am. Walking,Look you in the eyes,smile brightly to you, and speak to you with my beautiful voice.

I smile for a little, she walk closer to me.

Me: Please Vilu, don't die...please .... Do me that favor... I can't live without you....

She smile for a second.

Violetta : I...I...I

That "Violetta" , I don't know if it was in my fantasy, or a spirit or anything else, dissapeared.Suddenly, I hear, People run outside. And I went to see what happend.

Doctors annd Nurses run into Violetta's room.

Angie and Amelie cried so much more, and I could see some tears in Herman's eyes.

Me: What happend?

Noone replied to my question....The only thing I could see was the doctors who were trying to bring back Violetta.

Fortunately,everything was seem to be under control, and Violetta was still alive.So...I was so realived,and happy the same time.

I don't want to lose her...I need her in my life....I don't wanna live forever if it's not with her.

I hope you like it!Please comment and like , it means so much time....And don't forget this is not the end , It's only the beggining....I will try to update as soon as possible...Until the next time....

-Chara!