Right when I thought life liked me or I came back for a reason maybe for more hell. Maybe coming back was a bad idea I thought walking back to dark forest to hang with my sister I had now been attacked twice my back leg badly hurt and twisted now my chest hurt when I was breathing But I kept on I was not broken yet I would never bow born to say I was broken. I watched over moon has she did me so many moons ago even if I was hurting and vomiting blood when alone I stayed strong for her creek slowly started to hate me I was never sure why until she stood and growled at me to leave I looked her over not listening I was staying I told her I had no we're to go anymore but being attacked was no option for me anymore so I limped off sadly knowing moon could do nothing the days I spent alone hurt sly and her clan seemed to had disappeared my wounds were worse now that it rained more I was attacked at dc I started hiding away at thunder clan for safety I.....became scared . I had never felt this way before I tried to hunt but slowly I got skinny and weak infection blackened my wounds not to bleed if I could I would kill myself but I still had fawn and sly if she was even around I slowly came back weak as a kit wincing for its mother but moon was no we're all I saw were faces that hated me I slowly thought why was I still here I stayed watching over dream clan stealing food when I could but not a lot. Depression kicked in once more insanity blackened my mind attacking and much more I could no longer control it slowly I was dying again but death always came slow making me suffer I looked to anyone that could help but sadly no one was there I could no longer hunt or see clearly I was finally broken a elder now I stay hidden away wishing I could stand strong once more but I can't I wish someone would save me but still no one does I looked to moon for so long I stayed strong trying to make her proud now.....I..was..nothing .I kept walking looking for star clan only knows I would stay here dying and walking I had remembered something my brother had told me " elders were warriors the clans took care of them in return but some sadly are forgotten like you" he meant it I knew it was true I was forgotten only time would tell when star clan would call me back and who would miss me I would die old but young I would die hurt and forgotten I would die betrayed.......