More Bad
I feel like my little things are always bad. Remember when I had that huge problem not too long ago? That got fixed, but now I have another problem.
Being ignored.
I have this friend, we'll call her Quinn, and recently she had a party. I was invited, but since I was at my Dad's, I couldn't go. My other friend, we'll call her Clover, was at that party. Ever since then, Quinn and Clover have been best friends.
That on it's own doesn't bother me, what bothers me is that now Quinn, who used to be one of my best friends, is acting like we were never friends. She ignores me at cheer practice, and whenever we do talk, it's only when she tells me what I'm doing wrong.
Around 15 minutes before I started writing this, I was bawling. We were such good friends and now... It's like ice.
I don't know what to do. Every time something good comes up, five more bad things come to kick me in the face.
In other horrible news, my seat got moved in class, and I'm no longer sitting beside this guy who was kind of my friend? Now, I'm sitting beside this jerk, who takes pleasure in calling me stupid (and I'm not. Not to sound all high and mighty, but I generally get really good grades), wrecking my drawings by shoving my elbow when I'm doodling, and recently, calling me a bitch.
This guy made me want to cry today, but I didn't. I've had to sit beside him before, but that wasn't nearly as bad because I wasn't the only one he picked on.
I listened to him insult me and my cheer gym by saying we sucked, and saying a team a girl in my class was on is better.
Sorry for more negative entries, my life has pretty much gone to jump off a cliff right now. I need to vent. At least I have my school friends, xxFallenDreamerxx and @(IForgotYourUserButYouKnowWhoYouAre), and my internewt friends (mainly _TheFadedLights_ ) right now. *le sigh*
See you guys later,
~Sad Bweezey ;~;
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