People don't believe me when I tell them I see these things.

They say that I'm lying and run off with their friends. I can try and find someone who will understand, only there is no one who will.

I'm standing, in a never ending abyss of torture, pain, darkness, and blood.

The only way I can get rid of all the hurt is by closing my eyes, and think of who I wish I was.

To be a normal girl, in this messed up hell, called life. Something that no one can teach. The one thing that I need. I will never get.

I will never be in a situation like this again this coming Friday.

The pain, humiliation, suffering, everything will end, with one single mistake, that I will wish to take back, but it will all be too late, when I come to realize what I really want.

Not a normal life.

Not help.

Nor a family to call my own.

I want a friend.

And yet. I was too concluded to my own thoughts to realize that I had one.

A good one.

A great one.

I, Gina Yakatama will know it will be to late. Will know who are not her friends. Who are not her family. But... will not know, the one true friend that I had. Before I made my decision.

My decision that could bit be undone.

My decision,

To jump.

I know the first chapter is short!!!! It is going to be a mini story also! But the next chapter will be longer I promise!!!