(The following is a look at a collection of random shit I typed up in the moment of doing various things, so this chapter is a bit all over the place and is kinda just me talking myself through shit- enjoy kjhdglvsd)

Okay so like what if I turned my entire account into something entirely new like- okay so I saw this book here someone made up a like kpop company for themself and some other people who joined later and shit but like- imagine if I just like made up a company name and was like "teehee we finna pretend I'm a solo artist under this fake company" and then I could just-

I could design a fake fanlight and make a symbol for my group and my company and like maybe I could make up groups for like the children in my universe (yuna, minjun, etc.) but I just think it would be cOOL AND SUPER FUN SKDJDHKJDA

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OMG IM JIBB

JENO IS BABY BOI = JIBB

BWHAHAHAHHAA IM USING THAT WTF

I'm making a caard rn for my twitter teehee it looks pretty pog... I wish I had premium tho kek its whateverrrrrr

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Man okay so I feel like I should make a book to explain the entire "company" to homies...

I have a mock up of the cover but idk what to call the company yet or the book

hmmm so obviously my solo artist name (teehee) is Jib but I'm also the 'founder' of the 'company' =3= hmmmmmm
IT COULD BE DW CUZ IM DANNIE WHALES BUT THAT MAKES ME THINK OF ARTHUR SO I DONT WANNAAAAAAA

wait-

JJC

not only could some people maybe see it as a reference to JCC- but also-

JenJaem Cult.

:man_standing:

see okay but I feel like I vaguely remember making a jenjaem cult at the beginning of quarantine with some of my homies so I don't think we could use that...

norenhyuckmin

NRHM

but three letters has a sort of ring to it for some reason...

I would just make it norenmin but I love haechan too much :weary:

I also love mark...

BASICALLY ALL OF NCT DREAM JSDFHLKJA

NCD but then like- wAIT IF ITS WITH THE KIDS-

NCK

NEO CULTURE KIDS KSJDLGFLASDJKGFLSKDJG BWHAHAHAHA I LIKE ITTTT

what if I didn't make up a company and they were just also under SM.......

mmmmmmmmmmmmm idkkk

what if the book is just called "the origin" and then the little thing above it stays blank for now while I figure out the company shit

Love, love, love, love, love eolyeo eolyeowo~

sorry, Telephone is playing-

stream EXO SC

uuhmmmmmmumumumummum well of the company

see SM stands for Soo-man Lee, and now that the CEO is changed it now stands for Star Museum (apparently)

and JYP stands for Jin-Young Park (also the founder)

YG stands for Yang Goon, again the founder

so like I feel like I should also have this company be like represented by my name somehow??? but at the same time then there are companies like Big Hit or I guess now it's Hybe ...

i am kUNFUSED

okay so

what if it's based on the main groups I stan??

so my main like 4 are EXO, NCT, SHINee, and SuperM................

aAAAAA

idk maaaan

ENSM

what about in the order I started standing them
NMES

Neo Matrix/Master Exo one who receives the light sljghaldkjfhaskldfhlaks

or like- we could base it off of some of the kids if that's like the main point?

okay so Yuna and Eunmin are Nomin's kids but Yuna is the main one that is rlly talked abt

then Minjun and Sunjin are Renhyuck's kids, but Minjun is the other main one

Minjun and Yuna are like the only straight couple in this universe ngl sadkljhladsjh but thats just cuz i thought nomin having a baby girl would be the softest shit :sob: I guess I could pull a fast one and make Eunmin the oldest and also Minjun's love interest but mmmm idk

WHAT IF

WHAT IF

POLY

MINJUN + YUNA + HYUNMIN

Hyunmin is Chenji's oldest kid

mMMMMMMMMMMMMMM RLLY THONKIN HERREEEE

MYH

pFFFT

MY BRAIN SAID "Make Your Heart Entertainment" KHDFKJHSDFJK

hmmmmm we could work with this tho

YMH
"

HYM

YHM
"Your Heart

MARK YOUR HEART

YOU CAN MARK ME IN YOUR HEART

MYH

MARK YOUR HEART

OIOIOIIIOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA I WISH MARK WASNT SUCH A PRICK IN SK NOOOOOO WAIT I WANT MARKHYUCK NOOOOOOOO 

what if.....

what if i just.........

start a new universe.

norenmin

markhyuck.

chenji.

each with their kids.

:man_standing:

WELCOME TO REASONS WHY I HATE MYSELF FOR WHAT I DID IN THE SB/SK UNIVERSE-

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

but i like MYH Entertainment that's staying we are  u s i n g   t h a t

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update- idk if i want to make the kids the company members so what if its like- the kids grew up and now they run the company and then i can just make various OC's for MYH ent 

cuz that way i can keep my original ideas for the most part regarding yuna and minjun and hyunmin like they'll still be poly cuz i rlly like that idea but they'll be like- mostly normal??? whatevah basically the whole company idea is gonna be kinda different

sooooooo i still want some sort of reoccuring universe to play around with tho

im thinking abt it but idk it would be kinda difficult

now the option always stands that once im done with sk i can run away to my alt jenoisbabyboi2 and pursue more shit over there- honestly that might be what i do i can put the stuff abt the 'company' over there too

time to go redo the jibb2 aesthetic-

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omgggggg please delete is finally like- actually done :'D I'm so happy

I also just finished outlining the last of the strawberry kiss chapters which is poggers

i got a oneshot request that I need to work on and put priority on for a bit but it's a smut and I'm so slow at writing smut i feel kinds bad sdljfhljksadhfkhs but I also rlly appreciate the request it makes me feel needed- :sob:

like I'm gonna do it and honestly I do like the concept for it too but I just feel bad that it might take like 50 years sdfjhlkdjfah

also I've been like thinking abt how I started naming chapters in my new like "style" cuz I do like-

🌻【제로】🌻

so its like the emoji for that book and then the bracket thingies then the chapter number in korean- but idk I was looking at please delete now that all the chapters are that way and idk if I like it very much- i think its the korean for me. cuz I've always been like annoyed slightly by books where it like takes me a minute to figure out what chapter number it is and I don't want my books to be like that :weary: like its a very personal preference and its not the end of the world but idk

🌻【z e r o】🌻

^ see I could just do that

but another thing is I'm super worried that I'll get like- in trouble for ripping off chogi if that makes sense?? cuz this style thing that I've been doing is very chogi inspired and idk maaaaaan

actually the spacing doesn't look bad I might fix that rq- 

i need to piss first tho I just downed another dr. pepper teehee

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i rlly need to make all the more than friend chapter plans and maybe even start laying them out- i also finished rewriting the first chapter of Run and it's rlly good rn which is poggers. I'm rlly excited to finish blue rose but i was talking to my homie and i think i'll wait and publish it later- like i'll have everything finished up and written now, and then i'll wait to publish it, cuz i think it would be rlly cool if i set it up for myself so that i posted the last chapter on Christmas day idk it would be kinda cool- also i haven't decided if i want to keep the angst fest ending or make it soft cuz like I've already done so much angst fest set up in the chapters that are written i feel like if i were to make it end soft it wouldn't fit as well.

maybe ill just let one of the homies that was gonna die live. the other homie is still gonna die tho rip.

I've also been working a tad on ridin club but that one prolly wont be back up at least till sk is done. i also unpublished lemonade cuz i realized there's actual shit in there i need to fix sdjkfahl

I've been editing some of my older unpublished shit too like the end of our lives and king of hearts- i lowkey forgot about king of hearts but honestly that one was gonna be kinds short so i can see myself finishing that one after strawberry kiss

I'm kinda like super proud of myself for getting a grip on everything with my wp ngl. cuz if I'm being honest i think half the reason for my hiatus before was i just kept taking on more and more new concepts and posting them as fast as i could just so that i could give more content to people, but i never stopped to actually think abt what i was gonna do with any of the stories. all of them obviously had like a general base concept that i could follow but it was still just rlly overwhelming, so I'm rlly glad i was able to unpublish a bunch of shit to get myself back on my feet, and I'm even more grateful that people stuck with me despite it :]

then we have sleep and roxanne-

hnnnn

so roxanne is like- i do want to finish that one cuz not only do i actually like the concept but it was also one of my homies favorites- but that being said it's prolly gonna be one that i finish writing before i republish it cuz well i mean its only gonna be like 6 chapters for starters but also that way since smut takes me eons i don't feel bad that the book is just sitting there and i wont feel like i need to speedrun updates or anything just cuz that book is taking so long.

and sleep is a bit of a mess in a way cuz i need to mess around with some things in it and i also rlly wanna finish strawberry kiss before i dive into that one dskjhlss but i will say with deja vu and like the return of Mark in dream i have thought of some neet stuff for sleep so if i ever do get around to finally writing it again, I've got some cooooool shit o7

then we have the newish shit I've been working on- simps, neo city, how to be loved, and eclipse

simps I'm so fucking excited for and honestly that ones gonna be a bit of a different style- its gonna have a continuous story but its kinda gonna be like a bunch of little oneshots abt the four of them being gay for each other and shit so that's kinda funnn

how to be loved kinda died- might go back to it someday but its not as appealing to me anymore as it once was

neo city is cool cuz it was gonna be a SuperM fanfic that basically was me writing all of my SM universe theories into existence via a fanfic so it was gonna be cool, action-packed, elaborate, swag- basically i was excited cuz i was lowkey gonna get to write something like run again, but it definitely has a ways to go if its gonn get published ever

annnnd eclipse was gonna be an EXO ff but idk man- like it wasn't gonna have ships everything in it was gonna be mostly plot just based on like, what i imagine they do in my universe thing- it was gonna make all of their appearances in strawberry kiss seem rlly fuckin funny but we'll see cuz that's another one that i need to do a lot more planning before i can go forward writing it djfghlfj

wait-

i was looking through my draft stories and-

wHY IS THIS A DRAFT???? ITS LITERALLY JUST A ONESHOT BOOK?>!!? I'm gonna edit and republish that rq istg hold up-

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I'm realizing I might want to organize and style my oneshot books  d i f f e r e n t l y  than my normal books-

i do like this thing i did-

Title -- Ship// warnings, general info

Short story summary so that you know what you're getting into

so I'll keep that but like hmmmm

📕 - nomin oneshots
📙 - what
📒 - kpop oneshots??? cuz then its like rainbowwww

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I have made a banger tweet today

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I think I'm going to end the jjib jjib diaries here o7 hope you enjoyed teehee-