(2020 rewrite)

I looked at a room filled with frozen flowers my body feeling small as I looked at a silhouetted figure walking towards me through a blizzard. I couldn't even make who it was out due to the blinding white of the snow. But all I did was continue to sit as if the cold didn't affect me like it would. But as soon as that person was close enough for me to know who it was they already waiting for me as my body stood looking down at Kyle for the first time. I walked closer to him being embraced by his strong arms that enveloped me from the cold. I put my hands on his cold face and leaned in as he did the same.

I shot awake to the slam of a fist on my door.

"Malikai you've slept long enough!" That boy from my dream yelled at my door. I wasn't ready for another miserable day but wondered about that dream. "If you're dressed I will go in there and drag you out myself." He growled.

"I'm up!" I snapped a little.

"Good and watch that tone or you're my next meal." I listened for his heavy step but for some reason my body rushed at the door and I opened it revealing his tall structure.

"W-what time is it?" I asked swallowing hard.

"Ten almost eleven. So move you ass or I'll do it for you." He growled like a beast. It was never normal talk between us and yet all I could do was stare at his ice blue eyes. "Are you just gonna stare at-"

"I'll get dressed just stop threatening me already." I snapped back and shut the door in his face. He slammed his fist on the door and just sighed with anger. I listened to his legs carry him from the door and sighed more to myself than for something.

I pulled my shirt away from my skin and held it in my hands. I caught a glimpse of the scars I had obtained since living with Kyle, the wendigos, and cannibals that were morphing. The biggest one was when Kyle threw me against a wall and I cut my back on a dresser corner. He didn't mean to throw me. It was more moving me out of the way a little to aggressive for a human.

I threw on a t-shirt and a sweatshirt, jeans hugging my thighs and my boots. I walked out running into one of the wendigo girls who only growled at me. "Sorry." Was all I said before walking away as fast as I could. I didn't like confrontation with those girls and knew they would hurt me if they got the chance since Kyle treats me different than them.

I made it to the kitchen and sighed as I got a glass of milk and saw the red tint knowing someone put blood in the jug making me gag a little.

"I heard that he has to muffle her moans and act like he hates her so he can still mate."

"I heard that they have sexual times whenever he pulls her away from the group. But he won't mate with her because he's just using her." Two wendigos chuckled behind me.

Rumors had been spreading recently about Kyle using me to suppress his sexual drive before being mated.

"He should honestly just mate with me so that I can make sure she never steps foot in this house again." A girl giggled.

I swallowed and felt my body become heavy as I grabbed the counter. It was the first snow of the year which means my nose bleeds would start up soon.

"I mean I would mate with you if you weren't such a twig. If you didn't follow every order I give you and weren't such a little suck up bitch." I heard Kyle's voice now shutting up the wendigos. I looked down at my cup and saw a drop of blood fall in.

"What?" I said thinking it was in my head.

"I didn't say anything." Kyle spoke and I looked back at him watching his eyes grow big. He ran over to me and pushed my head back grabbing tissues and putting it by my nose. "Holy shit Malikai it's already winter keep track of your nose bleeds." He snapped at me and helped me to my room. He closed the door behind us and lock it as I walked to my desk and felt for the chair. He pulled it out and helped me sit down now feeling a little dizzy.

"I can't just keep track. They're sporadic." I explained and he leaned on the desk as I pulled the blood soaked tissue away from my face. "Can you throw this away?" I handed him the tissue that I guessed he threw away.

"I thought they stopped since you were older." He said and stood looking down at me as I held my nose just breathing.

"No I lied and said I was sick so I didn't have to deal with everyone adding to the rumors. It's annoying being told that if you didn't fuck my brains out another wendigo would and maybe they'd actually want to mate with me." I said a little too annoyed for his liking because I saw his eyebrows furrow.

"You really taking that shit really just goes to show maybe you want me to."

"Kyle I'd rather you go fuck yourself than even lay a hand with sexual intentions on my body." I said and finally put my head forward letting go of my nose to see if it was still bleeding.

"It's not like I would. I learned a long time ago don't touch Malikai because she might give you a poisoned cake."

"I didn't poison that cake!" I yelled looking at him.

"Never said you did." He only shook his head and went to the door opening it and revealing all the wendigos. "Yeah we really just fucked. I had my hand over her mouth. I thought maybe you all wouldn't catch us." He said rubbing the back of his neck.

I was already on my feet and pushed him out. "I got a nose bleed." I growled and slammed my door locking it after.

"Keep it moving tourists she might just open her legs for you too." I growled as best I could since I was just a human. It never sounded as animalistic as Kyle's but it was there.

That night at dinner I stayed in my room due to not wanting to see his stupid face. I had unlocked my door though knowing that the wendigo girls kept their period supply stuff in my room and I couldn't lock them out in that situation.

The door opened while my back was turned to it and I only hoped it was one of the girls. "Kyle can we spend the night together. I'll be better than Malikai. I can take it. I know I can." A girl whined.

"Look sweetheart she wouldn't like me giving myself away to anyone." Why were they both in here?

"I'm sure she wouldn't. You seem to have sexual tension but I don't think you're releasing enough. My dad was the same way. Until he was mated to my mom he was with like four girls." She's really bragging about that? Wow that's such a medal to wave around.

"See my dad slept with one woman and she was my mother. The only other woman he knew was Malikai's mother and he wasn't as much of a man whore as your's. Plus you shouldn't open your legs for a man who doesn't want you."

"Kyle I hate how mean you are!" She yelled and left, slamming my door shut.

"Aww too bad she thinks I want to just be with anyone huh Malikai? Also I'm fully aware that you're awake so don't even pretend." His words made my heartbeat quicken.

"I just couldn't sleep is all. It's not like I was eavesdropping on you two." I defended sitting up now.

"I know but your room isn't the girl hang out anymore. I had everything moved so don't make me regret it." He said and put boxes back in the storage closet.

"Kyle I have a question." I spoke quiet enough to think he didn't hear me.

"What is that?" He asked my bed forming to his position a few feet from me.

"Would you even consider mating with a person like me?" I asked it straight out no hesitation this time.

"I have considered it multiple times actually. But the answer was always no because of my father. Now just sleep I'm not letting you sleep till ten tomorrow you need to be up and clean the study."

"But that's like your sacred room." I replied as I looked at his dark figure the moon barely giving me an outline.

"Exactly why you're cleaning it because you're slacking too much." He stood and when he turned back it was the time the moon hit him perfectly. His eyes seemed to glow. "Go to sleep before I find away to make you do that too." With those words he was gone. But all I could do was lay in my bed and let my mind go as wild as it wished.

I was in his room looking at him from my seated position on his desk. "Kyle I don't like the rumors." I whined my voice sounding hurt.

"Oh baby don't cry." He was holding me to him encasing me in his arm and his eyes. I was holding onto his shirt as he kept our foreheads together. I leaned into him as he did the same and the cold and warm feeling wasn't there it was so empty that I hated it.

I woke going to his study immediately wanting to forget that dream. He was at the desk and writing on was I presumed to be important documents. Thank goodness he wasn't looking at me while I was working.

I watched the books as I swiped over their dusty spines but my vision was clouded by the thoughts of my dreams and that time in the kitchen so long ago. The door swung open revealing a woman that spoke the word slut all over her body. The way she swayed her hips while walking to Kyle. Her hair was so long that it touched above her butt.

She went right to Kyle and slid her hands all over him. It made me uncomfortable and all I wanted to was leave. I had heard of this happening to male wendigos. They had some kind of scent to them that told women that he wasn't mated. "Mate with me big boy." I heard her but refused to look before I heard a bang at the desk.

I looked from the corner and saw his body over her's his hand around her throat and his lips attached to her's. Her body was flush against the wood of the desk and I wanted to give them time to be mated. I went to leave but my body froze. He was looking at me. I could feel his icy blue almost white eyes undressing me before he even did it to her. I turned and sure enough she was basically naked in front of him but his eyes were only on me.

"I'm gonna give you two some time." I said feeling this pit in my stomach. It was pain and sadness that I didn't know I could feel towards him. Those dreams were finally getting to me.

"Good because I don't want a bitch like you watching me enjoy myself." The girl snapped and I looked down at her white eyes just her pupils. Wendigo eyes like her's made me shiver with fear. Reminding me that I was the lesser kind. Wendigos were stronger and scarier than us humans.

Kyle had her on her stomach smiling as he slid his hand through her hair.

"Oh she should watch to understand how it will happen to her." He chuckled and she laughed before he had her hair in his hand.

"Ow! Babe stop that hurts my neck." She whined and I saw red. I saw her head get removed from her body. She just died right in front of me and I wanted to puke but my eyes didn't leave Kyle once. He pulled away from her body and went to me my back hitting the bookshelf.

"She shouldn't talk about someone she doesn't know." He was full of sexual tension now because of her but yet I made no move to push him away. I didn't know why.

"Kyle I want to kiss you." His expression turned from a smile to being serious.

He slid his hand over my cheek his cold finger tips making me shiver. We leaned into each other and I felt that cold but warm feeling again. I could feel him again. I was able to touch him again. I've never kissed someone truthfully besides the kiss with Kyle before. I was new at this but yet I kept up with him I felt his energy moving to me. Is this what that girl felt.

I pushed back and he looked at me with hunger like when we first met.

"Kyle I have to tell you something before we continue." I said and he looked at me waiting. "I'm human." I said it. I let my secret run wild.

"I've known since your first nose bleed Malikai." He said and kissed me again. My hands eventually found his neck and he lifted me carrying me to an unknown part of the house to me.

The kiss not once breaking and when my back hit a bed I had no time to figure out my surroundings before he was already engulfing my view. He moved to my neck quickly and I felt his hands grab my shirt. My hands rushed to his wrists stopping him immediately.

"Sorry I'm moving so fast." he apologized.

"I just watched you kill someone and want this but it's just moving quickly and I've never done this Kyle." He put his forehead to mine.

"Everything is going to be okay I'm not going to hurt you." I trusted him from every part of both of our bodies.