Sorry about the wait I've been really busy. Hope you lovelies like the chapter!
TW: self deprecating thoughts, self harm, and mentions of abuse.

Romans POV:

It's Friday afternoon and we were gonna go through with the plan we made. The plan is get Virgil and his siblings to stay from Friday night for as long as possible Saturday (so they didn't have to be at home) and then if they didn't show up on Tuesday morning then we ditch and save them! Logan learned how to pick a lock and Patton (for some reason) had a knife hidden in his draw. The bag we packed had a lock picking set, a knife, (we didn't plan on using it, it was for just in case) clothes for Virgil, a flashlight, some food, and water. We are gonna go to his house and wait until the cars are gone then pick the lock. Once were in we find Virgil give him the stuff and then get him and his siblings out. Hopefully. We had already completed the easiest part of the plan. Get Virgil to sleep over. The school day is almost over and I'm starting to get nervous. Like what if something go's wrong?  What if there's something we didn't plan for? What if- What if we're to late? I don't want to admit it but I had feelings for him. I have feelings for all three of my friends. I don't think I could bare it if something happened to any of them. I would kill for any of them. Almost nothing could ever make me stop loving any of them. I'm so nervous, I don't want to do any of this but it's for the better in the long run. The only time you see a rainbow is after the rain! Right? Ring (or whatever sound a bell makes) "alright class is dismissed and mr. Prince and mr. Sanders (Roman and Patton) I would like to talk to you two." What? Me and Patton? "You two seemed rather distracted today are you both alright?" What? A teacher asking about mental health? "Yeah we're fine! Why do you ask?" Patton responded before I did. "Well I was a therapist before I was a substitute teacher and I was just curious. Anyways have a good weekend!" "Ok bye mr. Picani!" I called as me and Patton left the class room.

You guessed it! Time skip! There at Patton's now.

Virgil's POV:
"Did you have fun?" Patton asked still out of breath from the race they we just had. "Yeah Patton it was tons of fun!" I was trying to sound upbeat and ignore my thoughts about what was to come the next day. I never wanted this moment to pass. Me, Patton, Logan, and Roman all on the couch laughing with Disney movies in the background. I think I might- no. I couldn't have feelings for any of them let alone all of them! Right? It's better I don't get attached. I can't give my family more reason to hate me. "Virgil are you ok? You seem to be mumbling." Logan asked from beside me. "Oh yeah I'm fine." I hate that I had to lie but if something happened to Emma or Noah I wouldn't be able to forgive myself. They are all I have left to live for.
"Hey Virgil!"
"Yes Patton?"
"I have a new joke that you might like!"
"What is it?"
"The grave yards here are pretty crowded,
People must be dying to get in!"
"Good one Pat!"
I looked over to the tv and noticed that the movie had ended. "Hey the movie ended." I say to everyone else. "Pat you wanna pick the next one?" Roman said. "Sure! How about the nightmare before Christmas?" Patton responded. He put the movie in and came back to the couch. "I'll go make some popcorn while it starts." Logan said getting up from the couch. We were about half way through the movie and I noticed that Logan fell asleep. It was about 11:30 so I understand how he could be tiered. The movie was almost over and I was the last one awake. The movie was really good and I would have to rewatch it later because I was more occupied with my friends. They all looked so cute cuddled up together. Even if I wanted too, I couldn't deny it any longer. I was in love with all three of my best friends. I hated myself for it but it was true. I could deal with that in the morning. I didn't have my razor blade with me any way. I took of my hoodie and set an alarm. If I woke up first then I could put on my hoodie and go back to sleep. I wish I could sleep in my binder but even if I could I would still need my hoodie to cover my arms. I looked back over at my friends. Roman was so handsome and loyal. Logan was smart and charming he always new what to do. Patton was cute and kind and just a great person. Even if I wanted to I could deny it any longer, I loved them.

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