1 more year later

Derek

I could never forget the day I met Violet.

I was wondering in no man land avoiding other pack territories recovering from a fight with a couple of pack members. the way they treat rogues is sickening, how do you think they get all crazy. being on the run, in isolation no place to go does that to you. yeah we kill, but its pure self defense....most of the time.

I know there are truly bad rogues like they think out there. many who lost their mates who sank into pure wolf instincts. Like the ones who wiped out my pack and killed my mate. I've hated packs of rogues and other vicious rogues ever since then, I do kill but I never aloud myself to sink into pure wolf instincts and bloodlust.

So I was wondering around when I heard a scream with pain written all over it. Apperantly I wasn't the only one who heard it since a rogue got there before me. I never expected to see a girl on the ground in pain shifting when she looked about 15 or 16 years old. I knew she was special, I can still remember the legends and prophecy.

I saved her just in time as the rogue launched. I killed him and glanced at the girl to see her passed out and still wriggling in pain. She was very skinny, you could see her bones and not because they were rearranging. She looked beautiful notherless but who would hurt a girl like her. She's all bruised up.

I stayed there watching as she shifted. imagine my suprise when she shifted into a black wolf, well not really I knew she was important I just forgot which Legend or prophecy involved a shifter at 16. 

I dont know how but we kind of bonded like an instant connection. Her physical appearance changed her dried brown hair became silky black. seriously her hair was so soft I just couldn't stop touching it along with her fur. Her skin was spotless, no bruises left and her clear eyes that turns red when she's angry or her wolf is on the surface.

speaking of wolf mines pretty much bonded with hers. she's like a sister to me, we bonded over our pasts and our twisted sense humour. literally, we have a twisted sense of humour when we kill. I rubbed off on her along with her wolf.

Violet was a kind soul, putting herself before others enthusiastic and can make you smile at tough times, but her mate had to ruin it. I could do nothing but watch as her soul turned black and turned into the Violet I see today. Her eyes void of emotions unable to even feel pain from her physical  wounds. sometimes I get a glimps of the girl I first met but it became less and less before it was on special occasions for her to even show emotions. 

Sure my mate died but hers is alive destroying her from the inside. Her and her wolf turned to bloodlust and the thrill of killing to ease the pain. I couldn't bring myself to hate her, I know deep down no matter how numb she is she's hurting on the inside.

She is still my sister and I will protect her even if she thinks she doesn't need it. She needs someone to protect her from insanity. I'll be that person, her hold to sanity.

Speaking of sanity.

"I am going to kill that bastard of a mate" Violet grumbled to herself and many other profanities eyes a little red.

yeah you could say its one of the times where her mate gets it on, she is like a girl on period times 10 during that time. She is on edge her wollf close to the surface. 

I know it hurts like hell even thought she isn't showing it. Two years and it still isn't any better, whoever said it gets better is so wrong because I've got a PMS'ing girl and wolf to prove it. Let me tell you when Violet and her wolf agree on something, you better hope it does not involve killing. They will tear the place apart.

Just ask the first rogue pack they wiped out when her mate first got it on. wait you cant, its in pieces, literally people are still having trouble finding body parts and there were like 20 rogues, that will take a lot of work. On the bright side the heads will be easier to find, thought it might be burried somewhere. Like I said twisted sense of humor in my defense every rogue developes it.

Anywho, were just walking aimlessly in the forest. Violet battling her wolf and herself not to go on a killing spree, she mastered that after a few months during her mates unfaithfulness. surprised I'm still alive.

We've been traveling around for two years. let me just say Violet cannot go anywhere without someone's death on her hands and body parts. again, all rogues develope this twisted sense of humor.

"......but no I just had to be mated to that bastard, mother why do you hate me so......." I heard Violet grumbling. I've got to say its amusing sometimes how she goes on and on about how she was mated to her mate was a curse or somethng.

I would agree with him, I swear even I want to kill him but not without torture, too bad he's the only one to actually bring more emotions out of her.

I felt a weird force as we kept walking but I just ignored it listening to Violets usual rant. "......not only do I get fake uncaring parents and packs but a mate too, I swear mom when I get up there where you are you are getting a peace of my mind......." She growled.

well now she's pretty much talking to her mom. you know the actual moon godess, althought I am curious about their little mother daughter talk when she does see her. 

Suddenly I smelt a scent. werewolves not rogues thought. Violet froze in her spot probably smelling it too, She has enhanced sense should'nt she have smelled it before? I guess her mate was distracting her.

suddenly I heard a growl and smelt their scent behind us. I turned around to see four wolves and one in human form. By the power coming from him I can tell he's beta like me. yeah I have Beta blood in me.

"what are you doing on our land rogue" The beta growled out.

I just realised "so thats what that force was, we walked into a packs territory" I said in realisation.

"really" Violet turned to me hitting the back of my head. I just smirked sheepishly "in my defense you didn't know either." ok probably a bad thing to say.

"because I was distracted, I didn't even smell those mutts coming towards us" she growled out her eyes turning a little reder then it already was. I lifted my hands in surrender mode before she teared me apart.

"hello?" A voice interrupted us. "What?!" Violet growled turning towards the beta.

I saw him whimper a little from her tone and eyes before he regained composure. "what are you doing on our territory?" He asked this time.

"I dont know passing by" Violet rolled her eyes. The Beta frowned annoyance clear in his eyes. "sorry but were going to have to take you to our alpha." he said sounding not so sorry.

Violet sighed in annoyance crossing her arms. I saw some of the wolves including the beta stare at her chest. I growled protectively, guys these days, no dignity.

they snapped out of it, two of the pack members shifting back and grabbing us.

"watch it" Violet growled at the man holding her. I saw the man move away a little. poor dude caught her ona bad time.

Lets hope we can get out of here with no murders.

'would it be wrong to tear off his hands.....both of them' I heard Violet growl in my head. 

'yes' I answered her in a stern tone in her mind. I saw her face turning into a pissed off expression.

'yeah lets definitely hope no murders happen, althought it might be a 30 to 100 percent chance' my wolf chuckled.

I groaned at his statement not really making me feel better.

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Violet

its been two years since I left my pack and it seems my mate still hasn't stopped giving.

pain that is. I swear I will kill him slowly and painfully and even torture his love ones right in front of him just to bring him pain. eventhought it wont compare to my pain, pain nonetherless.

'agreed' my wolf growled out. It is taking a whole lot not to go on a killing spree right now and this Beta isn't helping. along with the dude holding me "watch it" I growled at him as his hand started wandering. He moved back a bit making me satisfied but then his grip got even tighter. mad are we. well so am I.

'would it be wrong to tear off his hands.....both of them' I growled in Derek's head.

'yes' he answered in a stern tone saying dont you dare try anything. I groaned inwardly in annoyance while my wolf just chuckled.

'oh shut up you wanted to do that too' I scowled at her.

'guilty' she giggled. then another pain hit putting my wolf and I back in our pissed off mood. seriously, how many times is he going to go at it he must have went like four rounds right now. cant he put that energy into something else?!

Soon we got to the packhouse and its nice; thats all I'm going to say. 'we both know you like it' my wolf rolled her eyes. I just ignored her as the pain went on.

We went into the packhouse towards the alpha's office. I read the beta's mind, I'm bored. 'cant we just kill them and get out of here' my wolf scowled back in her bad mood.

'oh come on it'll be fun'  I chuckled.

As we were walking towards the alpha's office I saw the pack members either glaring or giving looks of disgust and curiousity. I just glared at them all making my eyes a little red and their stares turned into fear, it was rolling off of them in waves. much better.

"can you stop scaring the members" The beta spoke annoyed. "I dont  know what you mean" I said shrugging. He turned around glaring at me.

"what? its him who's the intimitading one" I pointed towards Derek who just chuckled "so dont go blaming it on me" he just continued glaring at me.

"besides if you just let us go we wouldn't be here would we" I said seriously. He just turned around and kept walking. no answer? okay then I shrugged and followed him.

ok this man's grip is annoying me now. "ugh if you dont loosen your grip I will rip both of your hands off" probably not a good situation to be threatening someone but oh well, I'm in a foul mood.

The man just smirked at me and tightenned his grip. 'he did not just do that' my wolf and I growled out in my head. I stopped walking and turned towards him.

"hands off me or else your hands will be off of you" I growled feeling my yes turn red. My wolf and I don't like the disrespect and my mate going at it, again! he isn't helping.

"dude you know she will actually do it right?" Derek raised an eyebrow at the man still holding me. He looked at my piercing glare probably wondering if its true or not before slowly removing his hand. "thank you" I turned around and started walking again.

It was then I noticed some of the pack members watching along with the beta and some warriors in defensive stances. I rolled my eyes turning to the beta "well I want to be out of here as soon as possible." I gestured him to lead.

He stared at me cautiously before walking again more tense this time. these people are such wusses.

anyway we finally got to a door with the word alpha in silver and the beta knocked on the door and entered.

There was a man probably the same age as me with black hair and light brown eyes. "here are the rogues alpha" The beta pushed us foward.

"watch it" I stumbled catched off guard.

"so your the rogues who have been giving problems" He spoke coming in front of us.

"actually they led us to these problems so they caused it" I pointed towards the warriors and Beta who growled. The alpha growled  at me interrupting.

"dont interrupt" he growled. someone needs anger management.

"why are you on-"

"hold that thought" I cut him off holding up a finger. I heard Derek muffling his laugher as I listenned intently.

It sounded like someone screaming. The alpha growled almost braking my concentration.

"sshh" I put the index finger I held up to him on my lips still listenning Derek was really laughing now.

"you do not tell-" yup that was defenitely a scream I thought as I ran towards the window jumping throught when the alpha was speaking.

"what the- get her" The alpha ordered. 'cover me Derek' I told him in my mind. Soon I hear a growl followed by other growls. I love it how he listens without even questionning it.

'why exactly am I risking my life here' He asked. forget that last comment. 'because one of their pack members is in danger' I said as I ran dodging tree's hearing others behind me but I was faster.

soon I smelt the scent of rogues and two other pack members. I ran into a clearing and saw two girls conered along with two rogues. "how about we have some fun" One said running his palm down one of the girls face. she looked about 18 or so.

 she spit in his face as the other girl whimpered, she looked about 16, sisters too. The rogue grabbed the older sisters face roughly "why you little......." and a bunch of profanities.

wow someone hasn't been getting some, not surprised those man are nasty. if you're wondering what I'm doing, I'm sitting crosslegged on a boulder hiding my scent and aura.

I heard the others coming with my enhanced senses so I made my entrance now so they wont ruin it. "someone isn't getting some" I commented as the rogue fought the girls to kiss and touch them. I hate pedophiles.

They all turned to me as I released my scent and aura. The rogue's faces turned into smirks.

"well hey there want to join the fun?" the older one asked. I think i just barfed a little in my mouth. "depends what kind of fun you're talking about" I shrugged not showing my disgust.

The wolves were closer but they were too distracted by me to even notice. "oh we'll give you a good time" the other grinned. his teeth were yellow, I mean like really yellow.

"well now that I think about it" I got up walking towards them. "maby I will have some fun" I purred runnning my finger down his chest.

I looked and saw the girls in fear staring at the sceen in front of them in digust.but it soon turned into shock as I put my hand in the man's chest and ripped his heart out.

"hhmm that was fun" I let the heart drop to the ground. I felt the pack was here by now.

the other rogue stared at his dead partner before turning to me. "Why would you do that were rogues just like you" He said outraged.

"oh i'm not like you" I chuckled "besides you promised me a good time did you not?" I tilted my head to the side.

I was behind him in a flach decassipating him. "you can come out now" I turned to where they were.

about 20 wolves came into the clearing including Derek who they surrounded and a bigger brown wolf. oh the alpha this should be good.

He shifted back quickly putting on shorts. "why did you save them?" he asked. but then I realised something, Why did i save them?

I dont know why  but my wolf and I had an urge to protect the pack members here. I also noticed how calm and reassured I am here.

oh no.

"what pack is this?" I asked ignoring his previous question. I really need an answer to this.

The alpha growled but otherwise answered "Dark moon pack"

I froze oh shit.

the pack that I have been avoiding. 

One of the original packs.

The pack I was supposed to be in.

Dark Moon Pack.

'I told you to get out of here but noooooo' my wolf spoke 'oh come on it'll be fun' my wolf mimicked me.

'shut up'

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