I know people hate me.... I don't know what i did for people to hate me.... my life has become a downward spiral... i want to be happy again but its like everyone in the world is against me.

i wish things could go back to the way it used to be, this is the only place i can vent freely now.... i wish i had emotional support from someone who lived closer but that's never going to happen because my mind is so against me....

just ignore this.... i'm fucking stupid i know this! all i ever do is complain... maybe thats why everyone i love always leaves me.....