Abeer's POV

She was literally shocked when she came to know that I'm the buyer of that neckpiece. Well, that was decided the day I saw the design. Even before dad told, I wanted that this should belong to Meera and I'm very very happy that this beauty was on my beautiful !

And she was looking gorgeous. Her red evening gown and that Ruby and diamond beauty on her.. perfect!!!
It felt as if this piece was made for her only.

I don't know what has happened to her. Why she thinks that she's not worthy of this or that or anything. How to tell you Meera that you're worthy of each and every happiness of this world and more accurately you're the only one who's worthy of every happiness of this world.

Thanks heaven she cooperated otherwise I don't know what I would've said in front of media.
Well I know she will not deny in front of media.. but you know lioness can do anything!!

Yeah lioness kissed you!!

Oh!  How can I forget that. Never!!!
I love when I kiss her on those soft cushion like cheeks!!!!

It's like I feel as if I'm a teenager kissing a girl on cheeks for the first time. And the best thing she don't deny me..
It affects her.

I hope positively only. I know it's new to her but she don't deny me. But why?  Do she feel....

Just because she's your wife Abeer. Don't think anything else getting high hopes and then falling down!!!
That's true aff!! She doesn't deny because of this only !

After the exhibition was over and signing off with many dealers on the same night we drove back to home.

Ruby and Meera became good friends. Bidding goodbye to Mr.Rishabh and Mrs. Ruby we came outside.

Joseph was already with the car outside.
We sat in the car and the first thing Meera did was removing the necklace but I stopped her.

Don't Meera. Let me capture you in my heart with this image too peacefully!!

"Don't." I told

"Why. I've done what you wanted right.. now please." She replied

"Meera.. dad and mom will be very happy to see you in this. Dad wished the same." I said and she looked at me for a second before nodding.

I'm  not saying this wrong. Dad and mom wished to see her with this one.

Dad and mom mean so much to her. She's ready to do smallest of small thing and biggest of big thing for them. She can keep herself on bay to do anything for them!!

"Why did you do this Abeer. Do you even know this was a loss to your company. A businessman doesn't loose things.. he grabs them. He grabs opportunities" she said and I looked at her.

"Some things are more important then business and even a businessman is also a human after all. Some things are done for others happiness Meera and no one can understand this better then you" I told and she looked at me

Yes because she do everything for others happiness only!!

"And for whose happiness was this" she asked

Your!! Only And Only for You My love!!
I wanted to shout and say but couldn't.

"For... family" I replied and she nodded at bit looking at window.

Her favorite!!

"Meera.. you tired" I asked

"Hell lot. I feel like just going and sleeping without changing. That's why I hate parties. Firstly spend hours to get ready.. then wasting hours there.. then coming back and wasting some more time in changing." she yawned and I chuckled

"So... no reason for liking the parties" I asked

" The only thing I like in parties is... food" She said grinning and I laughed

Her first love!!!!

"For you tomorrow's also going to be hectic" I said and she nodded

"That's why mom didn't attend today's exhibition.  It's been tiresome for us too then she had recently undergone surgery. It's not good for her to tire herself so much" She replied  to which I totally agree.

"Mom will be there tomorrow. Will she be proud of me? " I asked and she looked at me smiling

"She's already very proud of you. She's a proud wife of Mr.Dev Malhotra and a super proud mother of Mr. Abeer Malhotra.  You know Abeer that's the best moment when you see your parents eyes filled with proud due to you. It's just brilliant" she told while her eyes was missing the glitter while saying this.

"I guess for tomorrow you didn't choose something like today" I asked changing the topic and she glared me

"Not again Abeer" She warned and I chuckled.

"You can sleep till mansion comes" I said when I saw her yawning.

"No.. I'm fine" She replied again looking out the window.

She likes to keep the car windows open...I've noticed that.
No use of my luxury cars!!

I took out my phone and started scrolling on social site.
Soon I felt a head on my shoulder and I looked up to see Meera dozed off .

Baby she's!! I knew she was sleepy... But denied sleeping!! You see she's stubborn too!!!

Her dark brown locks that she opened from bun were falling on her face and her sweet heart shaped face resting on me as if I was pillow.
I slowly tucked her hairs behind her ears and she squirmed in her sleep.

She'll not wake up easily. She's a heavy sleeper!!

Soon the mansion came and I looked at her.

I don't want to ruin her sleep..but right now I've to!

"Meeraa" I whispered and she smiled in her sleep

"Meera wake up we're home" I said and she smiled

"Just five minutes more Mom" She replied and I looked at her when all of a sudden she opened her eyes and looked at me.

Mom!!

Tears pooled her eyes and she closed her eyes for a minute or two.

She opened her eyes and I saw just redness.

She again swallowed her tears!!! 

"Let's.. Go" she told while opening the door and I shut it back.

I looked into the front mirror to Joseph and he nodded.

He understands even my facial expressions!! I don't need to utter a word too!!

He went out from the car and Meera looked at me while I looked at her folding my hands.

Now why did she again do that. Just days before I told her that she can simply state I'm not ready to share.. but why showing as everything is fine!!

"Ab.. Abeer open the door" she told and I looked at her.

What has happened to her now!!

"Abeer see open the door otherwise it won't be good" she said

One minute!!  What's she even thinking. Damn!!  She's going in a very wrong track.

I didn't say anything just stared her.
She looked at the door and tried opening it.

"Abe.. Abeer I'll shout and call dad. Open the door" she whispered with tears in her eyes

That's  enough!!! My patience gives up!!!  That's just enough.

"Don't always fit the GPS of your mind in the wrong direction Meera. How can you think this till now.  I told you before too and telling you today also...I'll not do anything to you for God's sake. You murmured just five minutes more mom and then woke up with tears in your eyes.
 But didn't let them fall and stopped them from oozing out. Why to hide pain Meera when I know that's bothering you like hell. Just stop faking it in front of me!!!  Why to express as if everything is fine and you're very very happy.
Why couldn't you for once keep everything aside and trust me. Wait, Trust right. How you'll  trust me when I was the one to break it.
I know I was the idiot but for once just see if I did anything to you like what you're doing to yourself. At least I never hid my pain and anger. I always showed them clearly. I don't like anyone hiding something and showing the other emotions which are a lie. 
 Why you always think that I'm just there to harm you or force you!!  Look at me and tell.. do I look like that!!! You here don't trust me a bit Meera.. not even a bit but you say me to trust you on every thing.  You say trust me that every thing is fine. Bullshit!!! 
I can see that nothing is fine. I sent Joseph right now just because I wanted to ask you the reason of your tears but sorry how could I forget that you've always involved me in happiness but never in your grief." I whisper yelled angrily and she looked at me with tears.

See!! Still not ready to let them fall away. This stubbornness is of no use and I can't see her like this!!

" Mom always said A family is one which shares the sorrows and griefs too.. I guess I never was your family Meera. You here don't even trust me a bit in this closed car... how you'll trust me for your life right!!! For God's sake I'm saying you for the last time I was never gonna force you that day neither today like you were thinking. Keep that in your head" I snapped joining my hands

"Abee.." She was saying when I stopped her.

"Let me complete. Fine if you don't want to share Meera.. but then never expect me to share my sorrows with you. If a husband don't have rights to know about his wife then the feelings go mutual in this. I don't feel bad that you don't tell me.. I feel more bad when you try to hide that from me expressing that fucking 'I'm okay look' plastered on your face. 
I told you this thing that night too..that directly say this on my face that I'm not ready to tell anything yet.. that's acceptable but this I'm okay and Nothing is wrong look... that's never acceptable. I told you this before and I'm telling you the same today " I warned looking at her and she looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"Ab..Abeer I.. " she was saying when I cut her off.

"The door is open you can go" I said and she looked at me while tears fell through her eyes.

Shit man!!

"Meera.. I don't want to make you cry. I know right now also I did this but why do you think me as a monster. Am I really a beast?   You gave me a second chance right. Didn't you for once think why you gave me that" I asked but she hang her head low

"I am talking to you Meera.Here look at me when I talk" I said strictly and she looked up a bit.

"You were guilty for what you did and your repentance was done" she whispered

"Then.. tell me how could you even think that I'll repeat the same thing" I sighed and she looked at me

"Meera.. You always used to tell me right that I didn't understand you..
May be you never understand me" I whispered wiping her tears and got out of the car.

I can be hell angry on her but at last her tears are to be wiped away by my hands only!!!

She came out of car and wiped her tears again.

I know the reason of this too. Again she's gonna show mom and dad that everything is fine!!

"Now don't plaster a fake smile again on your face for going inside. Here everyone know me and you.. and I guess they know you far better then I know you. And you can plaster this smile in front of family.. I can't. Believe me Meera.. I can bear anything in this world except lies" I told and went inside the home.

"Abeer... how was the exhibition. I was seeing the news when I saw live news of the exhibition. Oh My Doll was looking so beautiful.. wait where's she. " Dad throwed questions on me and I looked at him

"She's coming. I'm tired going to sleep. Good night every one" I said

"But Abeer.. " Mom and Scarlett aunty were saying when I stopped them.

"Please. Tomorrow.. and mom you should go to sleep.Its late. You should not be awake for so long. It's one" I told and went upstairs in the room.

I'm angry now!!!! But more then that upset.

I don't know when she'll understand this that I will not do anything to her. I know I was wrong that day. I know I was... but I was guilty for that.  I did repentance for the same and she forgave me.. But today I feel as if I might have been forgiven but not totally! She's afraid of me. She's still not trusting me a bit. She thinks I'll harm her. She thinks that she can't share anything with me because I'm not trustworthy. She just pretend to be happy. She wipes her tears. More exactly she just swallow her tears inside herself showing that she's okay and happy. Am I an idiot that I can't see the reality!! 

I'm not!!

I know she wants to cry. I know she's unhappy. But she has to show all this!!!!

But why the hell she don't understand that I'm not going to harm her!!  I can't harm her a bit! I can't do anything bad to her because I love her!!!

Meera don't judge this patience of mine. Everyone has their own shortcomings.

Patience is my shortcoming!

 Don't judge it up to limits please. I'm being patient with you and all the problems with utmost patience that I can.

But please don't push me to the extent where I again become that Abeer Malhotra which you would never want me to... Which I will never want myself to become.

I'm trying to change for you Meera.

Please let me change myself for you. For me... For Us.
For our future!!

What an irony right!

Here I'm thinking my love life with Meera and here everything's happening that's no where near even liking.

No where near even comfort and no where even near closeness!

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