Abeer's POV

This home looks lively when she's here... But I don't have any option other then freeing her from this cage. She'll be happy by living away from me...She don't even trust me a bit! She's right at her place!  No doubt in that! 

But this heart needs your trust Meera!  This heart needs you! And here the reality is neither your trust is with me.. nor you'll be! I hope this reality changes!!

I told her that Advik would be coming in noon.

When I told her that she can come anytime in the mansion even after going away from here.. she replied that she don't want to be considered a gold digger again!!
  
Damn!!  I didn't want to say anything like that to her.. don't know why my bloody mouth spilled shit out of it!!

She did her breakfast and went upstairs.
I looked at aunty and she sighed.

"You too are leaving me right" I asked as she served me breakfast

"Honestly I thought of leaving your job Abeer but that was in anger.. how can a mother stay away from her child. I know I've not given birth to you but I'm with you since you were born then tell me how can I go leaving you behind" She said and I smiled

"I'm sorry aunty. I failed your upbringing" I whispered looking down .

"You did mistake but you didn't  fail my upbringing. I taught you that regretting and feeling guilty for any mistake you did is real apology and I know you've apologized" she said and I nodded

"Then why didn't she understand this" I asked and she sighed

"She's broken Abeer. I can feel her pain.. She was already walking with don't know how many unknown problems and in that you gave her the biggest ache. For a woman her self respect is most important thing.. and you hurt that. As for you , your ego is biggest then anything.. for her.. her self-esteem is everything. I know what's happening is not good. Why don't you stop her Abeer" she asked

"I tried aunty but she won't. I've left it on destiny now.  I can't even say her right now that I love her, because she don't love me. Love is far away.. she hates me right now.. and I can't bound her in that relation which suffocates her. Aunty.. I'm gonna loose in both the ways.. better I'm happy if she wins." I said and she looked at me.

"When did my Abeer grow up so much" she asked and I smiled

"When he came to know that what true love is" I replied and she wiped her tears.

"I'm in the study aunty. Please see if Meera wants anything and yeah.. inform me when Advik comes" I said and she nodded.

I walked towards the stairs.

"Oh Jesus... what tests are you taking from my children" I heard aunty saying.

And I failed terribly in that test!!! I hope still God forgives me!  I really regret it God and I don't want to loose her!

I went inside the study and sat on the chair.
My head is aching badly.
I relaxed on my chair when there was a knock on the door.

"Sir.. the files and important documents " Said Joseph and I nodded

He went away closing the door and I looked at the files.

It's better to immerse myself in work...I'll do that only after two days. Our divorce is uncontested divorce. Hence it won't take much time.. For normal people it might have taken some weeks maybe but not in our case. 

 Advik is an Intellectual Property lawyer but since he's the honorable member of Bar council.. our papers just need to be signed.

Damn!!  How much I want that this should not happen. God!! 

I can't live without her.Why don't you understand that!!  I'll be alive just for name sake!!  My soul will vanish away with her!!

I sighed and looked at the watch.  It's  11 am. 
I opened my laptop and checked the mails. There was a mail from Mr. Rishabh about those rarest diamond necklace...
How much I wanted to gift her that rarest piece which he showed me that day.
And then I saw Aditya uncle's mail.  MCD Car!!

I was planning a great party for the launch. She would've accompanied me as my wife!!

But nothing is going to happen now. Nothing!! 
She won't be even my wife in next two days.

I'm going to badly miss 'MY WIFE'.

I replied to the important mails and looked at one more mail.

"Sir. Shooting have stopped and Ms. Emma asked us the reason when we said that we can't continue the shoot due to some professional reasons but she didn't seem much convincing "

That's the director of the movie.

"Let her be for sometime. I'm not even interested to know or do anything about this shit right now.
Your amount will be transferred to your account till tomorrow "

I wrote and sent him the mail.
I'm in no mood to handle that this right now!! 

And honestly the hell I care now!! 
I just care for only her.

I checked on some important files and looked at the time.
It was two!!

I looked at my phone and saw a missed call from Advik.
I called him back.

"Hello" I said

"Are you sure Abeer" he asked

"Yes " I replied

"You both can think togather nicely" he said

"She don't want to even see me near her.. together is very far word" I replied.

"I.. I'll be coming in an hour" He said and hanged up.

I went out of the study in the room when I saw her coming out from the washroom.

"Had your lunch? " I asked and she just nodded without looking at me.

"Did you take the medicines" I asked

"I'll take it by myself. You don't need to fake this worry so much" She said

"Not everything in this world is fake Meera" I told

"Not everything in this world is real too Mr. Malhotra" She said and I sighed.

"Advik is coming in an hour." I told and she stopped in mid tracks.

"Are you really sure Meera" I asked her and she looked at me

"About what" She asked

"Divorce " I whispered and a tear left her eye.

"Seeing your face always reminds me that night and I feel as if I'm choked to death. And more probably I can't live in a house where a monster is there who's hungry of satisfying his ego " she said looking angrily at me and I clenched my hands.

Calm down Abeer!!  Calm down!!

"I..was never going to do whatever you thought" I again told and she chuckled bitterly!

"You..gave me a price tag" she said and I sighed

I should die! I should be the one to take my life by my own hands!!

"Can't you think for once abou.. " I was going to say when she stopped me in middle.

"You should be happy Abeer Malhotra that your burden is getting off head. You'll not have any responsibility. You'll be once again free to do anything which you used to do before marriage and I'm sure you'll enjoy your life" She said

She really thinks very much high of me!!

"And you know what.. you should be happy Mr.Malhotra that someone who was forced upon you is getting out of your life.You should be happy that someone whom you hated.. or I must say hate..will go away from your sight. Then why are you bothering so much" She asked and I sighed.

Yes I'm hell bothered because I want you to be stuck with me forever.
I don't hate you.. I love you!!

And I don't want you to go away from my sight ever!! 
 It's just my fate is so bad that I'm not able to stop you!!
You're my responsibility not my burden... You're my everything Meera!!

"Where you'll go Meera" I asked

"Anywhere but don't worry. As I said I'll not go back to your parents. They've already done so much for me that I can't ever repay. I'll not go to them and I'm sure you must be very happy that I'll not go to them.. After all according to you I'm someone who snatched your people from you" She accused

"It's not like that Meera. You should go to them only" I said

"No Mr. Malhotra. Thankyou for your so kind words but I'll manage by myself" She told joining her hands.

The sarcasm in her words didn't go unnoticed by me !!!

"Go to your parents Meera" I said and she looked at me.

"That's none of your concern Abeer Malhotra. I'm an independent woman and I can earn for myself and live a livelihood.  I don't want anyone's favor. " She stated in a very serious tone!

"What will you do " I asked

"I'll do anything." She said

"You, can apply for a job any where. You're well educated and will get degree too in some time" I said

"I'll do that. You need not to tell me" She told

"Meera. You'll go to India back for giving exams. " I asked

"I'll not let my future get affected due to my present, which... which will be soon my past." she said whispering the last part and I looked at her 

I'll be her past!! 

A past which she would never like to remember.

"Just remember Meera. I'll always be there for you whenever you'll need me" I said and she chuckled painfully.

"I'm sure you don't want to see my face too Abeer Malhotra. Well, I'm sure feelings are mutual from both sides so please cut the crap and stop being what you're not.. what you can never be" she said moving out of the room when I grabbed her wrist lightly 

"Leave me" she shouted and I pulled her towards me

"Sure, after taking medicines" I said

"I'll take them you, you need not to worry" She stammered

"My closeness do affect you right" I asked and tears came out of her eyes

"Yeah! It affects a lot. I feel disgusted " she whispered and I left her at once.

I'm not like that Meera. Trust me for once please!!

But now what's even use of it huh!  She's going away forever!!

  If you wanted you could've stopped her but you didn't try.

Damn!!  I tried... but I can't force her on me. What I'll get huh!!  Just she in front of my eyes with tears in her eyes!!  I don't want that!!

I wanted her to be happy with me.. Not unhappy and she's compromising herself with me.. And I'll not let that happen!!
Even if I've to compromise with myself for that!!!

Suddenly there was a knock on the door.

"Come in" I said

"Sir... Advik sir is here and is calling Madam" Joseph told and I nodded.

She looked at me and went out of the room while I looked at her till she went.

I was in my room only till I got a call from Advik.

"Come downstairs." he said and I hummed hanging the call.

I went downstairs to guest room when I saw Scarlett aunty wiping her tears and Naina looking at me controlling her tears.

"Abeer, she's Mrs. Collins . The judge from the family court. She wanted to talk to you both" Advik said and I nodded saying her to take a seat.

"Not here Mr. Malhotra. Just two of you " She told and I nodded

"In my office room" I said and she nodded.

We three went towards office room and I looked at Meera

"Have a seat" I told to the judge and she nodded

"So Mr. Malhotra the reason you want to divorce your wife" she asked and I looked at Meera.

I've no reason!! I don't even want to!!

"We.. we..  aren't compatible with each other " I said

"Mrs. Malhotra? " she asked her

"Same reason" she said

"Do you both want to give a try to your marriage once " She asked

"No" I said and Meera looked at me.

I know even if any one of us say yes.. we've to live together for at least one month and Meera will never want this....

Anything for you Meera!!

"You Mrs. Malhotra"she asked Meera

" No" she whispered

Today I'm going to loose someone who's everyone for me now!

Without whom I'll be a lifeless body !!
Without whom I'll not be what I'm !!

Meera.. you'll not be going away alone..My soul will walk away with you!!!

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