Abeer's POV

I want divorce...

Her words were ringing in my ears. What my anger has caused me today.

She's not ready to live with me. She wants to go away from me forever.

Weren't you the one who wanted this !!!
I wanted !! But not now !
And now never !!

I'm addicted to her voice. I'm addicted to see her. I'm addicted to listen her melody. I'm addicted to feel her near me. I'm addicted to her laughter..
I'm addicted to her !!

I'll not give you divorce ever Meera. Even if you want..I'll not !!
You're tied to me and you'll always be tied to me only.

I know I did a mistake..but I'm ready for remorse. I'm ready to do anything by which she forgets me.

I'm ready for any punishment. I'm ready to tell mom and dad too everything and my every mistake.

I'm sorry Meera. I'm really very sorry. Just don't go away from me. I can face anything now but I can't face you going away from me.

She said she don't want to live with me. She don't even want to stay in same room with me. I know she thinks I'll do something like that again but I'll not. I can't even think of that.

I told her that I'll sleep on couch but she has to sleep here only on this bed.

 I know she might be thinking that am I the same Abeer who once denied to take couch and slept on bed purposefully just to irritate her!!

I'm changed Meera ! I'm changed a lot towards you. Sometimes things happen in seconds and they make you realise very much !!

Yesterday made me realise more then ever.

She's not ready to listen to me even once. She shouted on me and that's very okay. I deserve that but why is she always hurting herself !!

Kill me if you want but don't hurt yourself Meera. It's hurting me !!!

She is flinching more now at my touch. She hurt her injured hand. The dressing ruined and blood started oozing out from the wound. She wasn't even ready to let me do it. Why didn't she understand that it's so damn necessary.

You cannot even think how much pain she's facing!!

It's all due to you only !!

I'm cursing myself every minute. She tried to over her life due to me when I am the one who should shoot himself for doing such a sin.

I was angry but my heart knows that I would've never forced her on me. I know what I did was wrong but how to tell you Meera that trust me I would've never done what you thought I'll !!

"I want divorce Mr. Abeer Malhotra and I've many grounds to divorce you...so please just stop your shit and let's part away. It will be better for both of us. Please leave me Abeer Malhotra" she said and I looked at her intently.

How can I  let you go when my heart is not ready to let you move an inch away from me !!!

"We'll discuss it later. That's not the time" I said

"There's nothing to discuss" she replied

"Believe me Meera.. There's much to discuss" I told

"You just sleep for an hour I'll be back" I said and she looked at me

"Stop this faking game" she stated and I sighed.

"Meera.." I was saying when she pressed her left hand.

"What happened" I asked concerned.

"Why did it concern you" she said shutting her eyes.

"Damn !! Merraa..What happened tell me" I asked

"Left hand's paining" she gritted

"What. Wait...I'll call doctor" I told

"No need. It's paining as it was under my head for these hours. It will pain for sometime. You please don't fake this concern. I'm not going to believe you " she said and I sighed.

Great!! Her every second line is... I'm faking. Why don't you understand that I'm not !!!!

"Sleep Meera" I said and she looked away and closed her eyes.

I'm sorry for everything Meera. Hope you'll forget me one day !

....And I'll wait for that one day !!

I stayed there for some minutes seeing her and cursing myself.

I came out of the room and went downstairs to Joseph.

"Joseph" I said

"Yes Sir" he asked

"Forgive me for what I did. I promise I won't ever do anything like this" I told 

"Who am I to forgive you sir" he said bowing his head

"Her brother" I replied

"I've seen how much guilty you're sir and that's enough to know that you genuinely care for her." He said smiling and I nodded

"Bring my files from office Joseph and tell Patrick that I'll be at home only till Meera's completely fine . So cancel every meeting and everything" I told and he nodded

"Anything else sir" he asked

"Nothing." I replied and he nodded going away

I came back to my room and went to bathroom. I took a long bath and came to closet and wore my casuals.

I came out of the closet and looked at her. She was awake and was trying to stand up.

"Stop Meera" I said and she looked at me.

"You know you can't walk alone. You're weak and your right hand isn't working at all so stop giving pressure on that" I said.

"Did anyone ask you and I'm not weak" she snapped at me and I went to her.

"Where you want to go" I asked going near her

"Nowhere" she said frowning and I smiled a bit.

"Then sleep back" I told

"I'll not ask you" she snapped

"I know, but come I'll take you to bathroom" I said

"I'll go myself" she told

"You can't even standup by your own and you think you'll go. Not at all. " I told

"I said I'll go understand" she yelled and I glared her

"I don't like to repeat Meera" I said and she gritted her teeth

I made her stand properly and helped her to go till washroom.

"Take this" I told giving her a brush and applied paste on it.

She did the paste and then said me to move out as she wanted to bath !!

"Will you manage by your self " I asked and she became red !!

Damn you Abeer Malhotra ! What are you even saying !!!!!

"I...I mean..I'll send any female home staff here. She'll help you" I said turning myself.

"I'll manage myself" she replied

"Meera. Now you've problem in that too" I said

"I don't want any of your favors Mr.  Abeer Malhotra" she snapped

Why the hell is she pronouncing my full name since she's awake.

  I mean come on she can call me only Abeer..but no !! It seems as if I'm in a meeting. Abeer Malhotra!!!

"Can't you just call me only Abeer. This isn't like you never called me Abeer right !! So why now you're calling me Abeer Malhotra. Is that necessary!!" I asked and she looked at me.

"I hate to call your name too Abeer Malhotra....and saying your full name reminds me to not do anything bad to you just because you're related to Malhotra's. You're related to my most important people in life" she said and I looked at her.

She hates to call my name too  !!
Am I that bad ?
You're Abeer !!!

"Can you go out now or should I go" she snapped and I looked at her

"Don't worry. I'm going" I whispered and moved out.

I went downstairs and said one of the female home staff to go and help her.

I went to the kitchen when I saw some of home staff working

"Good Morning sir. What to make for today" she asked

"I'll make" I said and she looked at me

"But sir...." She was going to say when I glared her

"Sorry sir" she mumbled

"Call each and every home staff here" I told and she nodded.

Soon there was everyone.

"Listen all of you. Just make it sure that you all should be there in one call of Meera. You should be ready in seconds for whatever she wants. Understand.  And if this doesn't happen you know me much better!! I hope you all love your jobs here " I said and they all nodded frightened

"Now you come and give me all the ingredients I ask" I said one and she nodded

I made vegetable soup , fresh tacos and fruit salad for her.

"Put them in tray and give me" I said while I received my call.

"Yes Patrick" I asked

"Sir, I've sent all the important files and documents to be signed. If you want anything else I'm just a call away" he said

"Okay" I said cutting the call.

"Sir Madam's breakfast" told home staff and I nodded

I took the tray and was about to go when I remembered something.

"Pull out some dark chocolates from fridge" I told home staff and she nodded

Her love for sweets and chocolates.

I took everything and went towards room.
I knocked the door when home staff opened it.

"She ready" I asked

"Yes sir...but she said she's tired so she slept" she said going out and I nodded .

I went towards her and looked at her.

She's not sleeping I know that !!
Know why?
Curtains are closed..and no lights on !!

"I know you're awake Meera. So sit and eat breakfast" I said and she frowned opening her eyes.

"I don't want to eat" she stated

"Meera..don't take out your anger on food" I told

"I'm not taking out anything on anyone. I'm not hungry and that's it" she said

"Meera..don't be stubborn. You've to take medicines too so eat" I told and she looked at me.

"Don't try being nice Abeer Malhotra. You can never be." She whispered and I sighed

"Eat Meera" I declared and she gritted her teeth cursing me.

"What's this" she asked looking at the breakfast.

"Healthy food" I said.

Yes I hid the chocolates in my pocket

"The hell to do with your healthy food. I'm not a patient so stop treating me like one" she yelled and I looked at her giving her food.

"I'll eat by myself" she said

"Look at yourself. Your one hand isn't working and other hand is injured how you'll eat" I asked

"I'll manage by myself. I don't need any of your help" she snapped

"Fine. Try and eat" I said folding my hands over chest.

She tried taking spoon full of soup from bowl when her hand trembled and I held the spoon.

"Tried. Now will you stop your stubbornness" I said

"I'm not hungry" she stated

"I didn't ask you" I said

"But I'm sayi..." She was going to say when I stuffed the salad in her mouth and she widened her eyes.

She chewed it and glared me.

"What? " she shouted

"Meera..eat properly. Doctor said you've to eat healthy and nicely. I know you don't like me. I know you're angry with me..but now please don't punish yourself for my shit." I said

"Some mistakes are not forgivable" she whispered

"I hope it becomes forgivable soon and I'll try more then by best for that..." I said

"It will not come. " she replied

It will!!

"You would have to eat boiled food if you would've been in hospital. It's far better then that" I said and she looked at me.

"And due to whom I would be been in hospital" She asked and I looked at her.

Before I could say anything she said back.

"You know you should have let me die..at least every problem would've sorted then" she said and I looked at her.

"Stop it Meera. Just stop it. You'll not spill this word out of your mouth now understand that. I'm listening to this since so much time. I know I did a mistake but I'm ready for every remorse. Shout at me...be angry with me..curse me as much you want.. slap me.. kick me.. kill me if you want but don't say all this from your mouth" I yelled and she looked at me

"I know I'm wrong but now you're doing wrong with yourself. It pains much"I said

"What you did pains much more" she retorted and I looked away .

She's right in whatever she's saying.

I gave her the medicines and she gulped them.

" Why don't you leave me Abeer Malhotra. It will be better for both of us. You'll be happy and I'll be happy. Please leave me" she said and I looked away turning.

"You take rest I'm just in office room. Call me if you want anything" I said closing the door and wiped my tears.

Leave me Abeer Malhotra !

Her words were ringing in my ears...

How can I leave you When my heart is not even ready to let you go away from my life.

When my heart is not ready to let you go away from my eyes !!

Because my heart is with you now Meera !!

You don't have a slight idea that You owe it now!!

Forever.

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Holaaa guys !!! So finallyy Abeer realised that what's happening. He's realising his feelings for Meera !!

In a way it's damn good... But Meera is not even ready to live with him Can she ever like him !!
Currently impossible !!
What will happen next ....know in upcoming updates.

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