Roman's POV

"Goodnight."

I whisper and hug Edwin. He leaves, running to his room and I sigh as I face me and Ken's bedroom door.

Yesterday I freaked out with what I saw and I couldn't stop crying because it hurt. I didn't want to speak with Ken too. For some reason, I didn't want him to see me crying.

I woke up very late today and missed breakfast. After a bit assurance from Edwin, I went down to the dining room for lunch. He was being a good friend by saying jokes and successfully making me laugh.

I didn't expect Ken to come in at that moment and I was actually hoping not to run paths with him. I wasn't ready to face him yet and because of that, I ignored him and remained silent.

I bit my lip when he pleaded but I just couldn't talk to him at that moment.

I was glad I didn't see Ken through the rest of the day and it gave me time to think about the whole thing. I knew I had to talk to him at some point and I didn't want to prolong the issue.

After dinner, I stayed a bit in Edwin's room and some minutes ago, he was just escorting me back to my room since it was now late.

I open the door and the first thing I see is Ken and he is busy talking on the phone. I close the door and walk to the closet to get pajama pants, so that I can change into them after showering.

"I should send that now?......how about I send it to you in the morning?......yes I know....I totally understand... I'll have to go to my office, I left it there...I told you I was sleeping you id-" Ken's words are cut off when he opens the door and goes out of the room.

Probably going to his office, from what I heard on his part of the phone call.

I sigh and get into the bathroom. I now can get my way around the whole bathing issue. Edwin believes CJ and mama C were babying me too much and now with the help of him, I can do better on my own. I put on the pants after drying myself and I crawl on the bed.

I toss and turn in bed since I can't get myself to sleep. I look at the clock and confirm that it has been four hours since I've been in bed. I look at the empty side beside me and wonder what is keeping Ken in his office.

I wait for one more hour and I get up, putting on a T-shirt and exit the room. I know I won't sleep, no matter how much I'd like to, with the absence of my mate on the bed.

I pass a few guards as I make my way to Ken's office and thankfully, no one stops me. I knock on the door but I don't wait for a response as I open the door and enter. Ken looks up at me in confusion but closes the file he was checking and looks at me expectantly.

"Ken, doing what here?" I ask, standing in front of his desk.

"Uh, I am just checking some work."

"Why now not tomorrow?" I ask again and we stare at each other for a moment in silence.

"I thought you might not want me in the same room as you, so I was giving you some space by staying in here." He answers after a while and I scoff.

"Stupid Ken." I mutter under my breath but he raises a brow at me and I know he heard me.

"We talk now." I demand and he nods.

I don't say anything and we stare at each other until he groans. He looks away for a moment and then sets his eyes back on me.

"I didn't kiss anyone Roman. I will never do that." He whispers.

"But me saw you." I protest and he shakes his head.

"Did you really see me?"

"I-I saw sh-shadows." I stutter and he scoffs.

"Shadows? Really?" He shouts and I wince. He sighs when he notices and mumbles an apology for shouting.

"Just make sure next time you accuse me of cheating on you, it should not be shadows that you see but the real people. Okay?"

I nod but frown. Then where does he go every night if not meet that woman? And why was he going to that woman?

I voice out my thoughts by asking him exactly that and he drops the file he was holding on the desk with a sigh.

"I'm sorry that I left you alone most nights but not to meet the woman as you think. I go to that house for training. There are a lot of people not only that woman their." He explains.

I don't respond but give him an intense stare that has h squirming in his sit.

"Why are you looking at me like that? You think I'm lying?" He ask and from how his last question sounded, I know he's upset thinking that I don't trust him.

"Ken," I say with a sigh. "You no expect me to trust. You staff no tell me. I alone you leave at night. You say no for me to see you at office. You no trust I first."

If he don't trust me enough to tell me things then how does he expect me to trust things he tell me. I refuse to just be following him blindly like I'm stupid. He has to give me a reason to trust him and so far, there's none.

"I'm so sorry Roman." He stands up, going round his table to where I am standing. "I know I've not been the best mate for you to trust and for that I'm sorry. I promise I will never keep anything from you again and I will always tell you everything. I didn't know you were refused entrance to my office and I promise that will never happen again. And you should know things will change from now." He says firmly and I know he's being honest which makes me smile. But my smile drops when I remember he missed something on his speech.

"Uh, you still leave I alone at night?" I ask and he shakes his head.

"No I will not leave you alone at night. I will take you with me for some light training."

"Why light? I handle tough train too." I pout at him and he smiles.

"We will see about that mate." He smiles and my eyes linger on his lips.

I really don't want him kissing other people other than me. Mama C told me to not do that until I turn 18. But Edwin told me that it was okay if I just kiss with my Ken.

"Ken," I start with a whisper still looking at him. I try to continue but nothing comes out and I quickly look down, away from his eyes.

I hold my breath when he gently touch my chin and move my face in his direction. We stare at each other once again and he frowns.

"What is it Roman? You can tell me anything." He assures me.

I look at him as I try to word my thoughts. My gaze lingers on his lips for a moment then back to his eyes. I groan in annoyance at myself for failing to tell him what's on my mind. With my lack of speech, an idea strikes me and I stand on my tip toes and lean to him.

I kiss him.

I press my lips on his for some seconds and then pull back. His eyes goes wild for a moment but then they darken. I gasp at the change, thinking I maybe did something he didn't like.

"You kiss me and no woman if you want kissing." I quickly explain and his eyes darken more and I open my mouth to explain again but he cuts me off with a growl.

Tilting my head up, he crashes his lips on me and I whimper from the force of it. I thought I kissed him some minutes ago but this action clearly tells me that I didn't even get started on it.

He moves his lips on me and I shiver when he pocks his tongue on my lip. He does that a few times and with a growl, he picks me up and sat me on his desk as he steps in between my legs. I wrap my legs around his waist and a moan escapes me when he pushes me flat to him.

He leaves my mouth and trail kisses down my neck to my throat making me whimper. His hand fondles my butt and I groan as I push my self to him. He goes back to my mouth and kisses me softly and gently than the first time.

He slowly pulls away from me and we both pant breathless. I rest my head on his shoulder, feeling tired and sleepy.

He carries me with my head will on his shoulder and exit the office. After locking up, I close my eyes as he walks us back to our bedroom. He lays me on the bed and pulls away from me but I quickly hold on to his shirt with a whimper.

"I'm not leaving. I just want to change my clothes." He whispers and I release his shirt.

I relax on the bed, feeling sleepy than ever and I give in to it. I feel myself being held to a naked chest and with a smile, I press my hand on his arm and my head on his chest then sleep.

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I wake up to the sound of birds chirping loudly and I smile at the sound. I push myself into the warm body of my mate and smile when I think of yesterday.

I open my eyes and I come face to face with his chest. I gaze at his nipples and wonder what it can feel like if I suck on it. The thought has me opening my mouth and lick one of his nipples. He shivers and groan as he starts to wake up.

I quickly look away from him, mentally scolding myself for licking someone's nipples and waking them. My eyes search the clock and I gasp when I see the time.

I jolt up hastily and start shaking my Ken to completely get up, to which he does. Sitting up, he looks at me then scans the room.

"Uh, where is the fire?" He ask and I groan.

"No fire but you late for office." I tell him.

He doesn't stay in bed until this time since he leaves early for work in the office. I grab the clock and show it to him so that he can know how late he is.

He sighs as he takes it from me and put it away. Then he holds both my hands in his which makes me look at him and wonder why he's not getting ready to leave yet.

"I'm not going to the office today. I wa-"

"Why?" I ask cutting him off and he looks annoyed for a bit before answering.

"As I was saying before I got rudely interrupted," he grumbles playfully and I laugh. "I want to spend the day with my mate. We can do anything you want."

"Anything?" I ask with a smile and he nods.

"We go on run and we can cat-..no no no. First bath then eat. We can garden or go see papa. Oh and we-"

My Ken puts his hand on my mouth and starts laughing to which I scowl. I pout at him when he continues to laugh for a while and he stops.

"You were rumbling. Just say one thing at a time and we can do that. I'm not running away. I'm all yours." He winks at me and I blush.

Yes he's all mine. My Ken.

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