*Jhansi Pov*

Was it the reality or was I really dreaming?

My brain had gone for a toss as his lips latched themselves onto mine and continued doing their work. Nibbling, biting, licking and all other kinds of experiments were carried out by his mouth as if he was an expert in it.

My lowers had already become wet, wanting more and more of him . Stupid hormones ! But I let them rule my rational mind because I knew I had lost complete control over my whole body and there was no point fighting it.

I felt something magical inside me , maybe it was because it was my first. Whatever it was , my body felt the jitters that I had never known or felt before . Every cell had its own story to tell.

This feeling exited my body as he all of a sudden removed himself away from me leaving me sexually aroused and pushed me down the bed .

J-E-R-K !

I cried in pain as my the part that had landed on the floor i.e. my buttocks hurted a lot. The poor things had been made to bang the marble floor with full force because of that man .

I initially felt frustrated and rejected because of it and then a sense of anger filled me. How dare he use me ? I am not a toy that could be used whenever his raging hormones overpowered him and then be thrown away once the they calmed down.

I got up and knocked his ass from the bed, thus making him fall on the murderer. Both of them deserved it . One for using me and the other for running behind my life.

I heard them groan in pain, but I did not even spare a glance at them . They deserved it. Ignoring is the best technique to deal with them , especially Rajesh .

"A**holes" - I muttered to myself and made myself comfortable inside the comforter and tried to sleep with my back facing his side.

I had to stay away from Rajesh else he would make me a bali ka bakra for all his dirty tricks. I agree I did feel a little bad after listening to his past, but his act of use-and-throw after it left me dejected and fuming .

Time to sleep now Jhansi !

I silenced my mind by shooing away my thoughts that hindered my sleep. Closing my eyes and taking deep breaths , I found myself in peace and entering into the world of dreaming . That was the only place that could give me all the warmth that I had left behind in my house - my mother's lap.

Whenever I was unhappy or troubled , I would always look forward for cuddling myself into my mother's lap . She would gently stroke my hair in silence and understand my turmoil. I never had the need to hide anything from her . That was because I knew how many ever tantrums she threw over an issue , at the end of the day she would always give in to the situation and convince Dad as well . I missed the both of them.

I had dozed off thinking about them and therefore didn't realise how time had flown away.

"Jhansi ! Wake up !" - I heard someone jerking my body and trying to get me out of my sleep. That was one of the worst mistakes he or she could do .

Ask why ?

Because when someone dares to wake up the Jhansi from her sleep , that person would be flying in the air .

"Ammaaa..Main kya tumhara Appa ka scooter dikta hoon kya ? Itne zor se laath maara. " - I heard someone scream and I realised my legs had done their work while I was still half asleep .

*Mummmyy...Do I look like your father's scooter ? Your kick was so hard.*

(Remembers Shah Rukh Khan's dialogue in Chennai Express !)

Whoever that person was , didn't dare to come near me and wake me up again . I went back into my peaceful slumber while letting others do my work.

Few hours later , my eyes flickered because of the sudden light and slowly attempted to open . My brain was busy trying to recognize my surroundings. It was as if I was in a moving vehicle surrounded by too much chaos.

The chaiwala selling his tea , children trying their level best to sell their toys , women singing those clichéd songs and begging for money - wait so I was in a moving train .

"Ajay , weren't we supposed to stay in that village ?" - I asked him to which he replied that we had been tracked all the while.

Remember the time when a guy had asked if Rajesh was really Rajesh or someone else ? The same guy had attached a small chip in his body while slowly brushing his hands off him . The conversations that we had confirmed their doubt so they immediately sent the murderer behind us .

But how was this possible ?

Ajay had always been there with us all the time .He was a man sent for our protection . Even then , today we almost lost our lives today .

There is a piece missing to the puzzle. It was better I kept my suspicions to myself rather than spill it because of by chance, he is a culprit ,he would get alerted and I didn't want that to happen at any cost .

Meanwhile Rajesh had gone to the washroom to remove the chip off his body and throw it away .

"Mmmm...Jhansi , here is your tea ." - Ajay said, offering me some tea while sipping his own . I took it with a smile on my face and thanked him for it .

Rajesh too was given his share of tea when he returned . As his eyes fell on mine , I chose to ignore him and turn my face to face the window . The gentle wind that blew making my hair dance to and go relaxed my nerves that felt like they had been set on fire by sensing his mere presence .

Can't help it !

He purposely sat next to me as Ajay walked away to attend a phone call . Hadn't he had enough of his drama ? I swear if he opened his mouth to utter even a single rubbish he would never go back home . Simply because I would have buried him alive .

I am one of those people who keeps grudges against someone for a very long time. But me being a little soft to him was really surprising. That was not how I was configured.

"Jhansi ! Look at me ." - he demanded .

I nodded my head in a 'no' an continued what I was doing.

"Jhansi please !" - he pleaded . I still didn't budge . It is about self respect so bye bye emotions.

"Jhansi!" - he shouted which finally made me turn my face .Fortunately the train had been almost completely empty since this train went had just started with its journey.

"What do you want Mr. Rajesh Reddy ?"

"Why the hell are you acting as if I don't exist at all ?"

"Stop being so full of yourself . Just because you protected me from those

Morons doesn't mean I will give you the right over my body . Get that clear in your head. "

"If it was so Indira , why did you respond to my kiss ? You are saying as if I was the only one who wanted this and you were not interested in this at all . "

"I was Manohar but you made me feel like a tissue paper. You pushed me the moment you realized your inner desires had been fulfilled . Did you even bother checking on me or for that matter saying sorry ? "

"I..I.. am sorry ! I was scared I would go overboard . So I stopped it halfway .Bu... but I didn't expect that fall. "

I could see the guilt in his eyes as I repeated what he had done a few hours ago . But I would still need to remain strong and stick to what I believed to make him realize how I felt.

"Enough Manohar ! I am in no mood to talk to you right now. Please don't. "

~x~

*Rajesh pov*

The moment I closed my eyes and let my hormones do their job , I felt swimming in bliss . This was my first but with her it made it feel even more special .

I think I am beginning to like her. She is the first girl who has never judged me by my appearance or looks, but by what I am from inside. How much ever we trouble each other , I guess we can't find our peace in anything else but each other.

But what if she doesn't feel the same for me ? What if she likes someone else ?

My mind slowly got with so many insecurities that I immediately push her away. I didn't realize I had hurt her in the process .

Next thing I knew I had been kicked and as a result sandwiched the murderer between my 70 kg hefty body and marble floor . I might have given him a few broken bones, but who cares ? He deserved it . After all, he had tried to kill me and Jhansi .He was unconscious so all he could do was give a little groan .

I got up and looked at Jhansi who had made herself really comfortable inside the comforter. I sighed and went back into the bed . Then I whispered in her ears a 'sorry' and kissed her forehead.

I remembered how the both of us had met each other. We couldn't even stand each other and right now it feels as if a day wouldn't pass without her . Even if she is annoying , I am happy she is herself in front of me. She doesn't fake her happiness , smile or anger . Everything comes out naturally.

Was this right ?

I have to keep my feelings aside. I have already stepped into the world of politics where anything could happen anytime. It is no less than a mafia. The only difference we wear khakis and project ourselves to be very good which we are not while Mafia's work underground.Jhansi would never be safe with me .

I wish I had someone to sort this out for me . I wish !

I kept moving side to side throughout the night out of restlessness . I could not catch a wink of sleep and by the time I made up mind , Ajay had already come back .

He said we would have to move out from this place as soon as possible before anybody in the village woke up since we would create suspicion if we would leave during the day time.

I went to the small washroom after picking up my clothes and toothbrush to freshen up . Meanwhile Ajay made many futile attempts to wake her up in vain .

"Ammaaa..Main kya tumhara Appa ka scooter dikta hoon kya ? Itne zor se laath maara. " I heard him scream and realized he must have got a wack on his back .Rhyming !

I chuckled inaudibly and continued taking bath in the shower . As I came out , Ajay literally pushed out of it and kept washing his swelling on his check with cold water. He looked like a bloated tomato , I must say .

"What the hell is wrong with that girl ? If sir comes to know this , he will definitely fire me . Kicked by a girl , like really ?" - he kept ranting and cursing her until I could here it no more.

"Yaar bas .It's over now so please stop ." - he was shocked by my sudden reaction but realized I was dead serious.

"Do one thing. Put the mangalsutra around her neck ,the sindhoor on her forehead and then carry her till the auto . I had to stand for hours together just to find one auto fellow so I don't want another blunder .Okay ?" – He asked me, to which I nodded in a yes.

I did all that I was supposed to and waited for Ajay in the auto. Jhansi put her hand around her my neck and put her face in the crook of my neck. She looked so beautiful while she slept , just like an angel .

The driver adored our closeness and gave his blessings which was very surprising .I thought I would I have to face the wrath of another person, though I had done nothing wrong.

Ajay rushed with our baggages and signalled the driver to go to the railway station .

"Umm...Ajay , what about the murderer ?" - I asked him out of curiosity.

He said he had bought chloroform specially for that purpose and placed it near on his mouth so that he wouldn't be up , not at least till we had reached our first destination . The murderer's gang too had a similar fate, but they were all laid in two different houses .

The station arrived . We rushed to our train and sat on our respective seats except for Jhansi who was still in her slumber and fixed on my lap . Looks like her mind was too tired of all the recent happenings .

Poor thing !

"Manohar , I think I know how they got to know our location. Do you remember a guy telling you that he was reminded of the politician Rajesh when he saw you . He had put a chip inside your body while he walked past you . It could not just track our location, but listen to what we are saying as well. I removed it from your body last night before you guys went for the marriage. "

"I will go to the washroom ." - I said as soon as I saw Jhansi waking up from her sleep . I couldn't face her after what had happened so the best think to do was avoid .

As I came back from the washroom , Ajay offered me some tea that he had managed to buy from one of the station's chaiwalas .

I found myself staring at Jhansi who coincidentally looked at me , but chose to ignore me .

Before our avoiding - each other game started , I wanted to know the reason of her anger. Was it because I kissed her ?

"Indira ! Look at me ." - I demanded

She nodded my head in a 'no' and continued what she was doing - staring at the passing crop fields and banana trees .

"Indira please !" - I pleaded, but she didn't budge .

"Indira !" - I shouted which finally made her turn my face .Fortunately the train had been almost completely empty since this train went had just started with its journey.

"What do you want Mr. Manohar Agnihotri ?" - Her

"Why the hell are you acting as if I don't exist at all ?" - Me .

"Stop being so full of yourself . Just because you protected me from those

Morons doesn't mean I will give you the right over my body . Get that clear in your head. " - Her .

"If it was so Indira , why did you respond to my kiss ? You are saying as if I was the only one who wanted this and you were not interested in this at all . " - Me

"I was Manohar but you made me feel like a tissue paper. You pushed me the moment you realized your inner desires had been fulfilled . Did you even bother checking on me or for that matter saying sorry ? " - Her

"I..I.. am sorry ! I was scared I would go overboard . So I stopped it halfway .Bu.. but I didn't expect that fall. " - Me

"Enough Manohar ! I am in no mood to talk to you right now. Please don't. " - Her .

I realized she was disappointed not because I kissed her, but because I left it halfway .

Then ?

I kissed her again and this time , with double the passion . It was more like a sorry kiss .

This is how it feels like to be attracted .

~x~

Hey guys !

Phew... That was one of 'the' longest things I could have ever written. My exams are a week away so I wrapped this up as quick as possible. Please forgive me if there are any errors or typos.

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