My Point of View

Steel screamed against steel.

A sword came down from above.

I caught it on the flat of my blade.

Before I could recover, a spear lunged from my left.

I twisted my hips, letting the spearhead scrape across my enchanted chestplate in a shower of sparks before driving my shoulder into its wielder.

The shadow knight staggered back.

Another was already replacing it.

Then another.

Then three more.

There was no rhythm.

No hesitation.

No fear.

They attacked like a single organism.

Each strike flowed seamlessly into the next, forcing me to keep moving.

A halberd whistled toward my neck.

I ducked beneath it.

A mace immediately followed.

I raised my sword just in time.

The impact rattled my arms clear to my shoulders.

"...Damn..."

I slid backward several feet, boots scraping across the black stone.

Before I'd even regained my footing...

Three swords.

Two spears.

An axe.

All at once.

I gritted my teeth.

The blade became an extension of my body.

Left.

Right.

High.

Low.

Every parry flowed into the next.

Every dodge was measured to the inch.

I couldn't afford wasted movement.

Couldn't afford wasted energy.

They had numbers.

I had endurance.

The clang of steel echoed through the impossible city.

Shadow warriors collapsed only to be replaced instantly by fresh ones stepping from the silent ranks lining the streets.

It didn't matter how many I knocked down.

The circle never shrank.

It simply...

Closed again.

A spear grazed my arm.

A sword clipped my shoulder.

Another strike glanced off my helmet hard enough to blur my vision for half a heartbeat.

I growled.

"They just...don't...quit!"

Another knight rushed me.

I sidestepped and drove my elbow into its helmet before sweeping its legs out from under it.

It hit the ground.

The next one stepped over it without even looking down.

Like the fallen had never existed.

My breathing grew heavier.

The corruption beneath my skin pulsed angrily.

Not from pain.

From excitement.

It wanted me to lose control.

I refused.

Another overhead strike.

I caught it.

A second blade slammed into mine from the side.

Then a third.

Three shadow warriors bore down on me simultaneously.

My knees bent beneath the pressure.

The stone beneath my boots cracked.

"...Alright..."

I shoved with everything I had, throwing all three backward.

They landed effortlessly.

Already preparing another attack.

I exhaled sharply.

"That's it."

I took one step backward.

Then another.

Creating just enough space.

"Time to go..."

I slid my sword back into its sheath in one smooth motion.

The nearest shadow warrior lunged immediately.

"...'No Russian' on your asses."

The words came out with a grim grin.

The shadow's blade swept toward my chest.

I leaned just outside its reach.

The steel missed by inches.

At the same moment, my right hand shot behind my shoulder.

The familiar weight of the BAR settled into my grip.

Years of repetition took over.

The sling carried the rifle forward across my chest in a practiced motion.

My thumb swept the selector, and put it on full automatic.

The charging handle came back.

Then slammed forward.

A fresh round chambered.

The shadow warriors didn't hesitate.

They charged.

Dozens of them.

Filling the narrow street.

The figure atop the distant tower watched silently.

Hands resting upon the pommel of its greatsword.

Waiting.

Watching.

Judging.

I planted my feet.

Tucked the stock firmly into my shoulder.

Centered the front sight on the mass of advancing figures.

A crooked smile spread across my face.

"Say hello..."

I squeezed the trigger.

"...to my little friend."

The BAR roared.

Its thunder shattered the oppressive silence that had gripped the city since my arrival.

The muzzle flashed again and again, bright orange fire briefly illuminating the sea of shadows.

The recoil drove rhythmically into my shoulder as I controlled the weapon with practiced bursts.

Shadow warriors at the front of the charge jerked backward under the impacts.

Some stumbled.

Others were driven completely off their feet.

Within moments, the first ranks had collapsed into one another, disrupting the formation behind them.

Eighteen figures fell before the magazine finally ran dry.

The rifle's bolt locked to the rear with a metallic clack.

Smoke curled from the barrel.

The echoes rolled through the endless streets.

For the first time...

The city reacted.

Every shadow stopped.

Perfectly still.

Not because of fear.

Because of surprise.

Even the hooded figure atop the tower slowly tilted its head.

"...Curious."

Its voice drifted effortlessly across the rooftops.

"It speaks with thunder."

I didn't waste the pause.

My left hand was already reaching for a fresh magazine.

"Yeah."

I hit the magazine release.

The empty magazine dropped free.

A fresh one slid into the well with a firm shove.

I slapped the bolt release.

The action slammed forward.

Another round chambered.

I brought the BAR back to my shoulder.

"And I've got a whole lot more where that came from."

Around me...

The fallen shadows did not dissolve.

They slowly pushed themselves back to their feet.

The holes torn through their armor began knitting shut as darkness flowed over the damage like liquid ink.

I stared.

"...Well."

I sighed.

"That would've been too easy."

The hooded figure's laugh rolled across the city once more.

This time...

There was genuine amusement in it.

"Now..."

It lifted its greatsword from its shoulder and pointed the blade toward me.

"...the true trial begins."

I watched as the shadow warriors I'd just torn apart slowly climbed back to their feet.

Bullet holes sealed shut beneath waves of living darkness.

Broken armor knitted itself together.

Shattered helmets reformed as though time itself had been reversed.

Within seconds...

There wasn't a single sign I'd ever fired.

I let out a slow breath.

"...Well..."

I rolled one shoulder, easing the tension from it.

"...Guess the BAR ain't cutting it."

With one practiced motion, I reached back and slung the rifle across my back.

The familiar leather sling settled comfortably against my shoulder.

"If firepower doesn't work..."

I reached down to the reinforced holster mounted across the center of my chest.

"...let's try overwhelming firepower."

My hand wrapped around the grip.

The instant my fingers touched it...

The runes carved into the revolver awakened.

A faint violet glow spread across the steel like veins of lightning racing beneath black glass.

Slowly...

I drew it free.

The RSh-12 wasn't elegant.

It wasn't meant to be.

It was a monster.

A massive five shot revolver chambered in .50 caliber rounds, its oversized cylinder and reinforced frame built to withstand absurd pressures that would've destroyed an ordinary handgun.

Even before I enchanted it...

It had been intimidating.

Now...

It looked almost alive.

Ancient runes covered nearly every inch of the weapon.

Not decorative carvings.

Working enchantments.

Tiny lines of silver, gold, and deep crimson intertwined across the barrel, frame, cylinder, and grip, each feeding mana toward a circular spell array engraved into the right side of the cylinder.

As I raised the weapon...

The engravings brightened.

Not because they held power of their own.

Because they responded to mine.

I could feel the revolver waiting.

Hungry.

Not for blood.

For mana.

Unlike my rifle...

Unlike my pistol...

Unlike every other enchanted piece of equipment I'd made...

The RSh-12 possessed no single element.

No predetermined spell.

No fixed purpose.

It was...

A conduit.

A catalyst.

Whatever mana I poured into it...

It amplified.

Fire became an inferno.

Lightning became a storm.

Gravity became crushing force.

Wind became razor sharp pressure.

Light became searing brilliance.

Even darkness...

If I dared use it...

Would become something far more terrifying.

The revolver itself made no judgment.

It simply accepted what its wielder offered.

The magic was entirely dependent...

On me.

The shadow warriors slowly advanced once more.

The hooded figure atop the tower watched silently.

Interested.

Curious.

As though wondering what I'd do next.

I slowly rolled the revolver in my hand.

The cylinder rotated with a satisfying metallic click.

Runes spun alongside it.

One by one.

Synchronizing.

I smiled faintly.

"...Let's see..."

My left hand settled beneath the barrel.

I closed my eyes for the briefest moment.

Not to concentrate.

To choose.

The first spell that came to mind...

Fire.

No.

Too predictable.

Lightning.

Fast.

Powerful.

Still...

Not enough.

Gravity.

I hesitated.

The memory of Akiko flashed through my mind.

The way enhanced gravity had nearly crushed her.

No.

Not here.

Not yet.

My gaze slowly drifted toward the black veins creeping beneath my left sleeve.

Dark mana.

It pulsed.

Patiently.

Waiting.

The corruption almost seemed eager.

Use me.

Just once.

See what we can do together.

I tightened my jaw.

"...Not today."

Instead...

I reached deeper.

Past the corruption.

Past the darkness.

Toward something calmer.

The mana I'd always considered my own.

Pure.

Steady.

Controlled.

Silver-blue light gathered around my left hand.

It flowed across my fingers like liquid moonlight before pouring into the revolver.

The engraved runes immediately erupted to life.

Silver.

Then blue.

Then brilliant white.

The weapon hummed.

Not loudly.

Deeply.

Like a bell resonating through solid stone.

The chamber's spell array began rotating slowly.

One ring.

Then another.

Then another.

Each moving independently.

Dozens of tiny runes rearranged themselves across the weapon's frame.

Adapting.

Calculating.

Strengthening.

The air around the revolver distorted.

Tiny arcs of mana leapt between the barrel and my fingertips.

The shadow warriors stopped.

Not from fear.

Recognition.

Even the hooded figure atop the distant tower leaned forward slightly.

"...Interesting."

Its voice echoed across the city.

"...A catalyst."

I smirked.

"You've got good eyes."

The figure didn't answer immediately.

Instead...

It watched the revolver with unmistakable fascination.

"...No..."

It corrected quietly.

"...Not merely a weapon. A vessel."

I slowly raised the RSh-12.

The barrel pointed directly toward the advancing army.

The silver white mana coursing through the weapon continued building.

Layer upon layer.

The enchantments amplifying every fragment I fed them.

My arm trembled slightly beneath the growing pressure.

Not because the revolver couldn't contain it.

Because I could feel just how much more it wanted.

The catalyst wasn't reaching its limit.

I was.

The hooded figure smiled beneath its hood.

"...How disciplined."

I raised an eyebrow.

"What?"

"You stand surrounded by an ocean of darkness."

Its crimson eyes narrowed.

"You carry corruption within your own soul."

Its voice became quieter.

"And yet, you refuse to use it."

I didn't lower the revolver.

"I've seen what it does."

The image of Akiko flashed through my mind once again.

"I don't need another reminder."

For the first time since I'd entered the City of Silence...

The hooded figure inclined its head.

A gesture that looked suspiciously like...

Respect.

"...Then..."

It slowly spread one arm toward the countless shadow warriors filling the streets.

"...Show me."

Its greatsword lowered toward the city below.

"...What your own light is capable of."

The words lingered over the City of Silence.

The countless shadow warriors remained motionless.

Patient.

Waiting.

The hooded figure made no move to attack.

Neither did I.

For several long moments...

Neither side so much as twitched.

The revolver continued humming in my hand.

The silver-blue mana flowing through its runes grew brighter with every passing heartbeat.

Not unstable.

Contained.

Waiting for permission.

I slowly exhaled.

"...Alright."

I planted my feet shoulder-width apart.

The RSh-12 felt impossibly heavy.

Not because of its steel.

Because of the amount of mana now compressed inside it.

The engraved runes along the cylinder began rotating faster.

One ring.

Then another.

Then another.

Tiny glyphs rearranged themselves faster than I could follow.

Every enchantment adapting.

Recalculating.

Optimizing.

The revolver wasn't simply storing magic.

It was refining it.

Perfecting it.

The hooded figure watched with obvious interest.

"...Remarkable."

"You built that yourself?"

"I did."

"It should have exploded."

I shrugged.

"I got lucky."

The figure actually laughed.

"...No."

Its crimson eyes narrowed.

"Luck has nothing to do with craftsmanship."

I smiled faintly.

"I'll take the compliment."

The figure didn't answer.

Instead...

It slowly raised one hand.

The shadow warriors surrounding me lowered into fighting stances once again.

Thousands of blades caught the dim crimson glow of the city.

The silence became almost unbearable.

Then...

The hooded figure closed its hand.

Every warrior charged.

The street shook beneath thousands of synchronized footsteps.

An entire army surged toward me.

No shouting.

No battle cries.

Only the deafening rhythm of armored feet striking stone.

I remained still.

Watching.

Calculating.

The mana continued building.

Closer.

Closer.

Fifty yards.

Forty.

Thirty.

Twenty.

The first rank lowered their spears.

Ten yards.

Five.

I finally squeezed the trigger.

The revolver didn't roar.

It thundered.

The sound ripped through the city like a cannon.

A pillar of silver-blue light erupted from the muzzle.

Not a beam.

A compressed lance of mana wrapped around the massive .50 caliber round.

The projectile screamed through the air.

The instant it struck the lead shadow warrior...

The enchantment activated.

There was no explosion.

Instead...

Reality itself seemed to ripple.

A perfect sphere of brilliant silver light erupted outward from the point of impact.

The wave expanded through the charging formation.

Every shadow warrior caught within it froze.

Not because they were trapped.

Because...

The darkness composing their bodies began peeling away.

Like frost melting beneath the morning sun.

One.

Five.

Ten.

Twenty.

Entire ranks simply...

Disintegrated.

Their armor collapsed into empty heaps.

Their weapons clattered harmlessly across the stone streets.

The wave continued.

Stretching farther.

Farther.

Until nearly a hundred shadow warriors had vanished completely.

The light finally faded.

Silence returned.

Smoke drifted lazily from the revolver's barrel.

The runes dimmed.

The cylinder completed one final rotation.

Click.

I blinked.

"...Huh."

That...

Was stronger than I'd expected.

Far stronger.

The hooded figure didn't move.

It simply stared at the empty stretch of road where nearly a hundred of its warriors had once stood.

Then...

Something happened that caught me completely off guard.

None of them regenerated.

The darkness didn't return.

No armor reformed.

Nothing climbed back to its feet.

The empty armor remained exactly where it had fallen.

The figure slowly looked toward me.

"...Interesting."

Its voice had lost its casual tone.

"...Very interesting."

I frowned.

"...What?"

"You've done something..."

It looked down toward the abandoned armor.

"...that has not happened in a very..."

Very long pause.

"...very long time."

The remaining shadow warriors had stopped.

Not because they were ordered to.

Because they were looking at the empty armor.

Even they seemed...

Confused.

I slowly lowered the revolver.

"...They didn't regenerate."

"No."

The hooded figure answered quietly.

"They cannot."

"Why?"

The figure's crimson eyes met mine once more.

"Because..."

It gestured toward my revolver.

"...your mana did not destroy them. It purified them."

The realization hit me almost immediately.

"The corruption is what keeps them standing."

The figure inclined its head.

"Precisely."

For several moments...

Neither of us spoke.

Then...

The hooded figure did something unexpected.

It drove the tip of its greatsword into the rooftop beneath its feet.

The impact echoed throughout the city.

Every remaining shadow warrior immediately stepped backward.

Not retreating.

Making space.

A corridor slowly opened through the countless ranks.

Leading directly toward the tower.

I narrowed my eyes.

"...What's this?"

The figure rested both hands upon the pommel of its enormous blade.

"You have passed."

I blinked.

"...Passed?"

"The first trial."

The words hung in the air.

"This..."

The figure slowly gestured toward the endless army.

"...was never a battle. It was a question."

"What question?"

The hooded figure's crimson eyes remained fixed upon mine.

"When surrounded by endless darkness, what power..."

Its voice softened.

"...would you choose to wield?"

I looked down at the revolver still humming faintly in my hand.

Then toward the black veins beneath my sleeve.

Understanding slowly dawned on me.

"You wanted to see if I'd use the corruption."

The figure nodded once.

"You had every reason to. You were outnumbered. Outmatched. Alone."

Its grip tightened around the hilt of the greatsword.

"And still, you chose yourself."

The city fell silent once more.

No laughter.

No mockery.

Only respect.

Then the figure spoke one final sentence before turning away.

"...Come, Alexander."

It began walking toward a pair of enormous black doors set into the tower behind it.

"The second trial..."

It paused.

Without looking back.

"...requires only one opponent."

The City of Silence became motionless once again.

The countless shadow warriors lowered their weapons.

One by one...

They stepped aside.

Like water parting before a ship.

A broad avenue stretched before me, leading directly toward the enormous obsidian tower standing at the city's center.

Not one shadow made a move to stop me.

They simply watched.

Waiting.

Judging.

I looked down at the RSh-12 still resting in my hand.

The runes had dimmed.

Their brilliant glow reduced to a faint pulse.

Like a heartbeat.

Satisfied.

"...Well."

I swung the cylinder open.

Five gleaming brass casings slid into my palm.

Each one still radiated faint traces of silver-blue mana.

I tucked them into a pouch.

Waste not.

The revolver deserved fresh rounds.

Not because it needed them.

Because I did.

Five new cartridges slid into the cylinder.

I snapped the cylinder shut.

The sound echoed farther than it should have.

The hooded figure never turned around.

"...Practical."

"I reload whenever I get the chance."

"A wise habit."

I holstered the revolver against my chest.

The familiar weight settled comfortably against my armor.

Then...

I began walking.

Every step echoed across the silent avenue.

Thousands upon thousands of crimson eyes followed me.

Not one blinked.

Not one spoke.

The only sounds were my boots against the ancient stone.

The closer I drew to the tower...

The larger it became.

From a distance it had seemed merely enormous.

Standing before it...

It was colossal.

Its black walls climbed beyond sight.

No windows.

No banners.

No decoration.

Only smooth obsidian stone that reflected nothing.

Even the crimson glow of the city seemed swallowed by it.

The hooded figure stood waiting before two doors nearly a hundred feet tall.

Each had been carved from a single slab of black stone.

Unlike everything else in the city...

These doors bore markings.

Hundreds of them.

Not runes.

Names.

Thousands of names.

Every language imaginable.

Some I recognized.

Most I didn't.

I stepped closer.

My fingers brushed the cold surface.

The nearest inscription read...

"Honor."

Another.

"Resolve."

Another.

"Mercy."

Farther down...

"Pride."

"Fear."

"Hope."

It wasn't a list.

It was...

A record.

"These are virtues."

The hooded figure nodded.

"And failures."

I looked again.

Some words had deep gouges carved through them.

Others remained untouched.

"What is this place?"

For the first time...

The figure turned toward me completely.

Its hood still concealed every feature except those glowing crimson eyes.

"This..."

It rested one hand against the immense door.

"...is the Hall of Echoes."

"The place where every Guardian stood."

My brow furrowed.

"Guardian?"

"The ones before you."

It looked directly into my eyes.

"And perhaps..."

A long pause.

"...the one after."

That answer sat uneasily with me.

"I'm not becoming whatever this is."

"I know."

"You sound awfully confident."

"You've already refused."

Silence.

"...Refused what?"

"The easiest path."

The figure slowly walked toward me.

Its footsteps were impossibly quiet.

It stopped only a few feet away.

For the first time...

I realized how tall it truly was.

Nearly seven feet.

Broad shouldered.

Yet there was no menace in its posture.

Only...

Weight.

The weight of someone who had carried responsibility for far too long.

"You chose your own strength."

It gestured toward the revolver on my chest.

"You rejected borrowed power."

Its gaze drifted toward the black veins hidden beneath my sleeve.

"Twice."

I looked down.

"...Twice?"

"The forest."

It raised one finger.

"The city."

A second.

"You denied the corruption both times. Most do not."

"I've seen what happens."

The figure nodded.

"So have I."

There was something in its voice.

Regret.

Not for me.

For others.

Without another word...

It placed one gloved hand upon the enormous doors.

The stone groaned.

Slowly...

The doors began opening inward.

Not because of physical strength.

They simply...

Obeyed.

A blinding silver light poured through the widening gap.

Far brighter than anything else within the City of Silence.

I instinctively raised an arm to shield my eyes.

The light wasn't painful.

Just...

Pure.

When my vision adjusted...

I froze.

The chamber beyond wasn't a room.

It was...

Impossible.

The floor reflected the heavens like polished glass.

Above...

There was no ceiling.

Only an endless night sky filled with stars.

Yet beneath my feet...

Another identical sky stretched downward forever.

It felt less like entering a building...

And more like stepping into the space between worlds.

In the center...

A single stone platform floated above the mirrored sky.

Upon it...

Stood one chair.

No.

Not a throne.

Too simple for that.

A weathered stone seat.

Worn smooth by time.

The hooded figure stepped aside.

"Go."

I looked at the chair.

"...That's the second trial?"

"No."

"What is?"

The figure's crimson eyes met mine.

"You."

I frowned.

"I don't follow."

"You will."

I remained where I was.

"...You're being cryptic."

"I have learned..."

A faint chuckle escaped beneath the hood.

"...that explaining this beforehand never changes the outcome."

I sighed.

"Of course it doesn't."

Without another complaint...

I stepped through the doorway.

The instant both feet crossed the threshold...

The doors slammed shut behind me.

The sound rippled endlessly across the mirrored sky.

I spun around.

The doors...

Were gone.

So was the tower.

So was the hooded figure.

Once again...

I was alone.

Only this time...

I wasn't surrounded by darkness.

I was surrounded by infinity.

Then...

A voice spoke.

Not from the stars.

Not from behind me.

From the chair itself.

A calm...

Human voice.

"...Sit."

I looked toward the empty stone seat.

"...And if I don't?"

Silence.

Then...

The voice answered.

"...You already know, that you will."

I stared at the chair.

It wasn't elaborate.

No gold.

No jewels.

No intricate carvings.

It was simply...

Stone.

Old stone.

Its edges had been worn smooth by countless hands and countless years.

It looked less like a throne...

And more like somewhere an old man would sit beneath a tree while telling stories to children.

I slowly looked around the endless expanse.

"...Who's there?"

No answer.

Only silence.

The stars above shimmered gently.

Their reflections below shimmered with them.

It was impossible to tell where the sky ended...

Or where the floor began.

I frowned.

"Am I talking to the First Guardian?"

Silence.

"The silver tree?"

Nothing.

"...The hooded guy?"

Still nothing.

I sighed.

"Figures."

My hand instinctively rested on the grip of the RSh-12.

It was still there.

My sword hung comfortably at my side.

Everything I'd entered with remained.

That alone made me slightly less nervous.

Slightly.

I looked back toward the chair.

"...This better not explode."

Slowly...

I approached.

Each step sent ripples across the mirrored floor beneath my boots, as though I were walking across perfectly still water without actually sinking into it.

The closer I came...

The stranger the chair felt.

It wasn't getting larger.

It was...

Changing.

Tiny scratches appeared across its surface.

Then disappeared.

The color shifted subtly.

Gray.

White.

Dark gray.

As though it couldn't decide what it wanted to be.

Finally...

I stood before it.

Nothing happened.

No lightning.

No visions.

No mysterious voices.

Just...

A chair.

"...Really?"

I cautiously reached out.

My fingertips brushed the cool stone.

Solid.

Real.

"...Alright."

I slowly sat.

The instant I did...

Everything vanished.

The stars.

The floor.

The endless void.

The chair.

Even my own body.

Gone.

I couldn't feel my arms.

Couldn't feel my legs.

Couldn't even tell if I was breathing.

Yet...

I wasn't afraid.

Then...

A heartbeat.

Then another.

The darkness around me slowly brightened.

Not into light.

Into memory.

I was standing again.

But...

Not in the Hall of Echoes.

I stood atop a grassy hill overlooking an enormous valley.

The sun hung high overhead.

A gentle breeze stirred the grass around my boots.

Birds sang somewhere nearby.

The scent of pine filled the air.

It was...

Beautiful.

Peaceful.

Alive.

I slowly turned in a circle.

"...This isn't the city."

"No."

The voice came from beside me.

Calm.

Gentle.

I turned.

An old man stood there.

Human.

Or...

At least he looked human.

His hair was silver, reaching the middle of his back.

Simple white robes hung loosely from his lean frame.

No crown.

No armor.

No weapon.

Only a wooden walking stick rested in one weathered hand.

His eyes...

Stopped me cold.

One was silver.

The other...

Black.

Not corrupted.

Not crimson.

Simply...

Black.

Like the night sky.

He smiled.

"I've been waiting."

I stared.

"...You're..."

He chuckled softly.

"I've had many names."

"I asked the tree the same thing."

"And it answered."

"The First Guardian."

The old man nodded.

"It wasn't wrong. But..."

He looked toward the valley.

"...that isn't who I am."

I frowned.

"Then who are you?"

He thought about it.

Long enough that I wondered if he'd forgotten.

Finally...

He smiled again.

"...My friends once called me Haruto."

I blinked.

"...That's it?"

He laughed.

"A name doesn't need to shake the heavens."

"...Fair."

We stood together in silence.

Watching the valley below.

People walked between fields.

Children played.

Farmers worked.

Life.

Normal life.

No monsters.

No corruption.

No war.

I looked toward him.

"...Is this your memory?"

"It is."

"...When was this?"

He looked toward the horizon.

"So long ago, that even the mountains have forgotten."

The answer somehow felt honest.

Not dramatic.

Just...

Sad.

He slowly sat beneath a nearby tree.

Patting the grass beside him.

"...Walk with me."

"I thought we were sitting."

He laughed again.

"A fair point."

I sat down.

The grass felt warm beneath my hands.

For several minutes...

Neither of us spoke.

The breeze carried petals from nearby cherry blossom trees.

One landed on Haruto's shoulder.

He didn't brush it away.

"...Do you know why you're here, Alexander?"

I shook my head.

"I've got theories."

"They're all wrong."

"...That's comforting."

"It shouldn't be."

He folded his hands in his lap.

"I didn't bring you here because you're strong."

"I figured."

"There have been stronger."

"I believe that."

"I didn't bring you because of your magic."

"I've met people with more."

"There have been many."

He looked directly into my eyes.

"I didn't even bring you because you resisted the corruption."

I blinked.

"...Then why me?"

He smiled.

"Because..."

He pointed toward the valley below.

"What do you see?"

I looked.

"A village."

"What else?"

"...People."

"What else?"

I sighed.

"...You're going to make me think."

"I am."

I watched more carefully.

Children chased each other through the fields.

An elderly man repaired a fence.

A woman laughed as she hung freshly washed clothes.

A boy helped another to his feet after falling.

No one seemed extraordinary.

They were...

Ordinary.

"They're just..."

I frowned.

"...living."

Haruto smiled.

"Exactly."

"They matter."

I looked toward him.

"...Of course they matter."

"Why?"

I stared.

"...What kind of question is that?"

"The most important one."

"They matter because..."

I struggled to explain something that had always seemed obvious.

"...Because they're people."

"Even if nobody remembers their names?"

"Yes."

"Even if history forgets them?"

"Yes."

"Even if they never accomplish anything remarkable?"

I looked at him like he'd lost his mind.

"They don't have to."

He smiled.

"Why not?"

I answered without hesitation.

"Because they shouldn't have to earn the right to matter."

Silence.

Haruto closed his eyes.

A smile spread across his weathered face.

Not triumphant.

Relieved.

"...There you are."

I frowned.

"What?"

He opened his eyes again.

"For thousands of years..."

He looked toward the peaceful valley.

"I've watched heroes. Kings. Conquerors. Saints. Scholars."

His smile slowly faded.

"They all sought to save the world."

He looked back at me.

"You..."

His mismatched eyes seemed to look straight through me.

"...keep trying to save the person standing in front of you."

The words hit harder than any punch I'd ever taken.

I thought of Marcus.

Andy.

Doc.

Alexa.

Francine.

Team RWBY.

Team JNPR.

Eleanor.

Roland.

Kaede.

Akiko.

Every decision I'd made...

Every promise I'd kept...

I was never trying to become a hero.

I just...

Didn't want anyone else to die if I could stop it.

Haruto nodded.

"As I thought."

He slowly stood.

The peaceful village below began dissolving into countless motes of silver light.

"The second trial..."

He said quietly.

"...was never about your strength."

I stood as well.

"Then what was it?"

He looked at me with a warmth that reminded me strangely of a grandfather.

"I wanted to know..."

He rested one hand gently against my shoulder.

"...whether, after everything you've lost..."

His voice became almost a whisper.

"...your heart still belonged to the living."

The breeze fell silent.

The valley beneath us slowly dissolved into countless motes of silver light, drifting upward like fireflies into the afternoon sky.

Within seconds...

The fields were gone.

The village disappeared.

The mountains faded.

Until only the old man and I remained.

Standing upon an endless sea of silver mist.

I looked down at my hands.

"...Is that really all this was?"

Haruto smiled.

"You expected swords."

"I did."

"You expected another battle."

"I've had plenty already."

His smile widened.

"And yet..."

He spread his arms toward the empty horizon.

"...here you stand. No armies. No monsters. No corruption. Only questions."

I sighed.

"I hate questions."

"I know."

"They're harder than monsters."

He laughed.

"They usually are."

Silence settled between us again.

It wasn't uncomfortable.

If anything...

It was peaceful.

The kind of silence shared between people who didn't feel the need to fill every moment with words.

Finally...

Haruto spoke again.

"Tell me, Alexander."

"Hm?"

"If I offered you the strength to destroy every enemy before you..."

He raised one finger.

"...at the cost of one innocent life."

He raised another.

"Would you accept?"

"No."

His expression didn't change.

"If it meant saving a thousand?"

"No."

"A million?"

"No."

"The entire world?"

I met his eyes.

"No."

He studied me carefully.

"Why?"

I shrugged.

"Because eventually..."

I looked out over the endless mist.

"...someone starts deciding whose innocent life matters less. And that's not a decision anybody should make."

Haruto nodded slowly.

"An admirable answer."

"It's also an impossible one."

"I know."

The admission surprised even me.

"I know there are situations where someone dies no matter what. I've lived through enough of them."

I looked down.

"There isn't always a good choice. Sometimes, there's only the least terrible one."

Haruto watched me quietly.

"But."

I looked back at him.

"I'll never willingly sacrifice someone just because the math looks better. If someone dies..."

My voice grew quieter.

"...it won't be because I decided they were expendable."

For a long while...

Haruto simply stared at me.

Then...

He smiled.

Not proudly.

Sadly.

"...You remind me of someone."

"Oh?"

"Myself."

I blinked.

"You?"

He chuckled.

"I wasn't always old."

"I figured."

"I was once..."

His gaze drifted somewhere far beyond me.

"...a rather stubborn young man."

"I find that hard to believe."

"You shouldn't. I argued with dragons."

I laughed.

"You lost?"

"Frequently."

He smiled.

"They were larger."

I couldn't help smiling.

For a few precious moments...

He wasn't the First Guardian.

He wasn't an ancient being.

He was simply...

An old man remembering his youth.

Then...

His smile slowly faded.

"There was a day..."

He said quietly.

"...when I failed."

The atmosphere changed.

The silver mist surrounding us dimmed.

The warmth I'd felt since arriving here cooled noticeably.

"I've seen pieces of it."

I said.

"The World Tree. The corruption. The other Guardian."

He closed his eyes.

"...My brother."

The words barely escaped him.

I frowned.

"Brother?"

"Not by blood."

He slowly nodded.

"But by choice. He and I stood together from the beginning. Two halves. Two keepers. Light... And shadow."

I listened.

"He taught me that darkness wasn't evil."

His smile returned briefly.

"It was rest. Silence. Comfort. The place where seeds waited before becoming forests."

He looked at his black eye.

"The night gave meaning to the day. It completed it."

I slowly understood.

"So darkness, was never the enemy."

"No."

His answer came instantly.

"It never was."

He looked directly into my eyes.

"Never mistake darkness, for evil. They are not the same."

The words settled heavily in my mind.

The corruption I'd been fighting...

Wasn't darkness.

It was something else.

Something twisted.

Something...

Broken.

Haruto continued.

"My brother believed every soul deserved another chance. He was kinder than I. He laughed more. He trusted more. He forgave more."

His smile disappeared.

"...Which is why, he was chosen first."

I swallowed.

"The corruption."

He nodded.

"It whispered. It promised. Not power."

His voice became quieter.

"...Mercy."

That caught me off guard.

"Mercy?"

"It promised, that no one would ever suffer again."

He looked toward the empty horizon.

"It showed him a world without pain. Without death. Without loss."

I slowly clenched my fists.

"It lied."

"No."

Haruto answered softly.

"It told the truth."

I looked at him.

"What?"

"It truly believed what it offered."

My confusion must have shown.

Haruto sighed.

"The corruption does not see itself as evil. It believes suffering is the disease. And free will..."

He looked down.

"...is the cause."

A chill crept through me.

"So by taking away people's choices, it thinks it's saving them."

He nodded.

"Exactly. It removes fear. Pain. Regret. Doubt. Until..."

He looked into my eyes once more.

"...there is nothing left."

Silence.

The realization hit me harder than I'd expected.

The corruption wasn't trying to create monsters.

It was trying...

In its own broken way...

To create peace.

At the cost of everything that made life worth living.

Haruto took a slow breath.

"My brother resisted. For centuries. But eventually..."

His shoulders sagged.

"...even Guardians grow tired."

The silver mist around us began fading.

Not all at once.

Little by little.

Like dawn giving way to dusk.

Haruto noticed.

"...Our time grows short."

I frowned.

"What happens now?"

He smiled.

"Now..."

He reached into the sleeve of his robe.

When his hand emerged...

It held a single object.

A tiny silver seed.

The very same one I'd seen before.

It rested quietly in his palm.

No larger than a fingernail.

Yet I could feel the immense mana sleeping within it.

He extended his hand toward me.

"I cannot ask you to carry my burden. I've carried it long enough. I cannot ask you to become a Guardian. That choice died with my age."

He smiled gently.

"So instead..."

He placed the seed into my hand.

"...I ask you to carry hope."

The instant the seed touched my skin...

It dissolved.

Silver light flowed into my palm.

Then up my arm.

Not painfully.

Warmly.

Like sunlight after a bitter winter.

The black veins beneath my sleeve recoiled.

For the first time since I'd been corrupted...

They retreated.

Only by a fraction.

But they retreated.

I looked up in shock.

"What..."

Haruto smiled.

"It cannot cure you."

"I know."

"But it reminded the corruption..."

He looked at my arm.

"...that it once protected life."

Before I could ask another question, the world shook.

Violently.

The silver mist rippled.

Hairline cracks spread across the sky.

Not unlike shattered glass.

Haruto's expression hardened instantly.

"...It's found us."

A deep...

Ancient...

Familiar laugh echoed through the void.

This time...

There was no mistaking it.

The corruption...

Had come looking for me.

The sound rolled across the endless silver mist like a tidal wave.

The cracks spreading through the sky widened.

One became ten.

Ten became hundreds.

Each fracture bled an endless darkness that swallowed the silver light surrounding us.

The warmth I'd felt moments ago began fading.

Haruto looked upward.

Not in fear.

In disappointment.

"...It found us sooner than I expected."

I instinctively drew my sword.

Steel whispered from its sheath.

"...Can it get in here?"

Haruto's expression remained calm.

"It already has."

As if answering him...

The laughter stopped.

Silence.

Then...

The largest fracture split from horizon to horizon.

Something moved beyond it.

Not a creature.

A silhouette.

Far too large to comprehend.

It walked behind reality itself.

Each step caused another crack to spread through the sky.

I narrowed my eyes.

"...What the hell am I looking at?"

Haruto answered quietly.

"An echo."

"An echo?"

"It cannot enter here."

His silver eye remained fixed upon the growing fractures.

"But..."

His black eye slowly turned toward me.

"...it can reach."

The laughter returned.

Closer.

Much closer.

The darkness pouring through the cracks began gathering together.

Not randomly.

Deliberately.

Like smoke being drawn toward an invisible center.

It spiraled downward.

Faster.

Faster.

Until...

It touched the ground.

The silver mist hissed violently.

Where darkness met light...

Reality screamed.

A figure slowly emerged.

At first...

Only a hand.

Long.

Pale.

Wrapped in writhing black veins.

Then an arm.

A shoulder.

The outline of a man.

He stepped completely through the tear.

Tall.

Broad.

Dressed in ancient black robes that looked as though they had once been white.

His long hair, once silver, now hung in tangled black strands down his back.

One eye...

Silver.

The other...

Burned crimson.

Black veins covered nearly half his face.

They pulsed beneath his skin.

Almost breathing.

I stared.

"...You're..."

Haruto quietly finished the sentence.

"...My brother."

The newcomer smiled.

Not maliciously.

Sadly.

"...Brother."

His voice was calm.

Gentle.

Almost identical to Haruto's.

Only...

Colder.

He looked exactly like Haruto.

If centuries of suffering had hollowed him out.

His gaze slowly shifted toward me.

"...So."

He smiled.

"...This is the one."

I instinctively stepped between him and Haruto.

The stranger laughed softly.

"You protect someone you have only just met."

"I've done dumber things."

"I know."

That answer caught me off guard.

He knew.

Not guessed.

Knew.

The corrupted Guardian slowly clasped his hands behind his back.

"You've protected strangers. Friends. Children."

His crimson eye watched me carefully.

"You even protected the woman who tried to kill you."

Akiko.

My grip tightened around my sword.

"You've been watching."

"I remember."

His voice remained painfully gentle.

"I remember everything my corruption touches."

A chill crawled up my spine.

The black veins on my own arm suddenly throbbed.

He noticed.

His smile widened.

"...Ah. There you are."

The corruption beneath my skin stirred violently.

Not in anger.

Recognition.

Like two old friends meeting after years apart.

Haruto immediately stepped beside me.

"Do not listen."

"I wasn't planning on it."

The corrupted Guardian chuckled.

"I believe you."

He took one slow step forward.

The silver mist beneath his feet blackened instantly.

Flowers wilted.

Light dimmed.

Even the air felt heavier.

"I did not come to fight."

I raised an eyebrow.

"That's convenient."

"It would accomplish nothing."

He looked at Haruto.

"We both know neither of us possesses the strength we once did."

Haruto remained silent.

The corrupted Guardian sighed.

"I have missed you."

Haruto closed his eyes.

"I know."

"...I still do."

For the first time...

The corrupted Guardian looked genuinely happy.

Not because of me.

Because of those words.

"I was afraid..."

He smiled sadly.

"...you had forgotten."

"I could never forget my brother."

Silence.

Neither moved.

Neither reached for a weapon.

I slowly lowered my sword a few inches.

"...You're brothers."

Haruto nodded.

"By oath."

The corrupted Guardian smiled.

"By choice."

The two answered almost simultaneously.

It sounded...

Practiced.

Like something they'd said together countless times before.

The corrupted Guardian looked toward me once more.

"Do you know..."

He asked quietly.

"...why my brother still lives?"

I didn't answer.

"Because I refuse..."

His crimson eye softened.

"...to let him die."

That wasn't the answer I'd expected.

Haruto sighed.

"You sustain me."

"I always have."

"And every day..."

The corrupted Guardian looked down at his own hands.

"...I hate myself a little more for it."

I frowned.

"What?"

Haruto looked at me.

"The seal."

Realization slowly dawned.

"You..."

I looked between them.

"...You're connected."

Haruto nodded.

"Our lives became one. When we accepted guardianship."

The corrupted Guardian quietly continued.

"When I fell, so did he. When I was corrupted, half the seal became corrupted with me."

He looked directly into my eyes.

"And yet, he refuses to abandon me."

"I won't."

Haruto answered simply.

"I never will."

The corrupted Guardian smiled.

"...Stubborn."

"So I've been told."

Silence settled once again.

This wasn't a confrontation.

It was...

A reunion.

Two brothers.

Separated for ages beyond comprehension.

Unable to embrace.

Unable to save one another.

Yet still...

Unable to stop caring.

The corrupted Guardian finally looked at me.

"I know what you're thinking."

"...Do you?"

"You believe I can still be saved."

I didn't deny it.

He laughed.

Not mockingly.

Warmly.

"...You truly are like him."

Haruto smiled faintly.

"I told you."

The corrupted Guardian slowly shook his head.

"No, Alexander."

His crimson eye dimmed.

"I crossed that threshold long ago. My brother may yet be remembered."

He looked down at the corruption spreading across his own body.

"But me..."

His smile became impossibly sad.

"...I am no longer the man he mourns."

The black veins across his body suddenly writhed.

Violently.

His expression changed.

Not emotionally.

Physically.

Pain flashed across his face.

He grabbed his own head.

The crimson eye widened.

"No..."

He staggered backward.

"Not now..."

The laughter returned.

Only this time...

It wasn't coming from around us.

It was coming...

From him.

A second voice overlapped his own.

Deep.

Inhuman.

Ancient.

"ENOUGH."

The entire realm shook.

Haruto's face hardened instantly.

He stepped in front of me.

"Alexander."

His voice was calm.

But urgent.

"Do not speak."

The corrupted Guardian screamed.

Not in rage.

In agony.

As black tendrils erupted from his body, climbing into the fractured sky like the roots of a dead tree.

His silver eye desperately found mine one last time.

For just a single heartbeat...

The corruption loosened its grip.

He managed one final whisper.

"...Run."

Then the crimson eye consumed the silver completely.

And the thing standing before us...

Smiled.

Not the weary smile of the Guardian I'd been speaking to moments before.

Not the sorrowful smile of a brother trapped inside his own body.

This...

Was something else.

Its lips stretched farther than any human's should.

Too wide.

Too slow.

The crimson eye burned like a dying star.

The silver one...

Was gone.

Swallowed completely.

Black veins erupted across every inch of its skin, splitting flesh without spilling blood. They pulsed like the roots of some enormous parasite, each beat sending ripples through the fractured sky overhead.

The air became heavy.

Not with mana.

With presence.

Every instinct I'd developed over years of surviving impossible situations screamed the same command.

Run.

Haruto slowly stepped in front of me.

For the first time...

The ancient Guardian looked afraid.

Not terrified.

Resolved.

Like a man who knew exactly what had to happen next.

"Alexander."

His voice never rose above a whisper.

"When I tell you, do not resist."

"What..."

"Promise me."

I looked at him.

"...I don't make promises lightly."

"I know."

His silver eye remained fixed on the thing before us.

"That is why I ask."

The creature's head tilted unnaturally.

Its neck cracked.

Once.

Twice.

Again.

Then...

It laughed.

Only...

It wasn't one laugh anymore.

Thousands of voices spoke together.

Children.

Old men.

Women.

Kings.

Soldiers.

Every laugh layered atop another until the sound became unbearable.

"YOU..."

The voice wasn't heard.

It was felt.

The words slammed directly into my mind.

"...SMELL..."

The corruption beneath my skin immediately surged.

The black veins raced nearly to my shoulder.

I dropped to one knee.

"...Damn it..."

The thing smiled wider.

"...FAMILIAR..."

Haruto lifted his walking stick.

Not like a weapon.

Like a shepherd standing between his flock and a wolf.

"You will not touch him."

The creature laughed again.

"HE..."

Its crimson gaze locked onto me.

"...ALREADY BELONGS...TO ME."

"No."

Haruto answered.

"So long as he chooses, he belongs only to himself."

The smile vanished.

Instantly.

The temperature plummeted.

The silver mist beneath our feet froze solid.

Then...

Everything exploded.

Darkness erupted outward from the creature like an endless tidal wave.

Not black fire.

Not smoke.

Darkness itself.

It crossed the distance between us in an instant.

Haruto slammed the end of his staff against the frozen ground.

Silver light burst outward.

For one glorious heartbeat...

The two forces collided.

Light.

Darkness.

Neither giving ground.

The impact shattered the sky.

Reality itself splintered around us.

Haruto looked back at me.

His expression was calm.

Almost gentle.

"...Now."

Before I could ask what he meant, the silver light surrounding me changed direction.

Instead of pushing the darkness away...

It wrapped around me.

Around my arms.

My legs.

My chest.

Not restraining me.

Protecting me.

"What are you..."

"I'm sending you back."

"No!"

"You are not ready."

"I can help!"

Haruto smiled.

"...You already have."

The darkness struck.

This time...

It broke through.

Silver light shattered like glass.

The wave swallowed us whole.

I couldn't see.

Couldn't hear.

Couldn't breathe.

There was only...

Darkness.

Pure.

Absolute.

It wasn't the darkness of a cave.

Or night.

Or closing your eyes.

It was...

Absence.

As though existence itself had been erased.

I instinctively reached for my sword.

My hand closed on empty air.

"What?"

I reached over my shoulder for the BAR.

Gone.

My chest.

The RSh-12.

Gone.

My FN 545.

Gone.

The sword on my belt.

Gone.

Every pouch.

Every magazine.

Every piece of enchanted equipment.

Vanished.

One after another.

Not ripped away.

Simply...

No longer there.

My heart skipped a beat.

"No..."

I spun in place.

Frantically patting down every part of my body.

The leather harness.

Gone.

The weight of my armor.

Gone.

The enchanted gauntlets.

Gone.

Even my helmet...

Had disappeared.

Within seconds...

Everything I'd brought with me...

Every weapon.

Every tool.

Every enchantment I'd spent months crafting...

Had been stripped away.

I stood alone.

Wearing nothing but simple clothes.

No steel.

No magic focus.

Nothing.

Panic clawed at the edge of my mind.

Not because I couldn't fight.

Because...

Those things represented years of work.

Years of failures.

Years of learning.

Gone.

The darkness whispered.

"...BETTER..."

I clenched my fists.

"No."

The voice chuckled.

"...NO HIDING..."

The ground beneath my feet disappeared.

I fell.

Not down.

Inward.

The darkness swallowed every thought.

Every memory.

Every sensation.

Until...

My feet touched solid ground once more.

I stumbled forward.

Catching myself.

The darkness slowly receded.

Only enough to reveal...

A single circular platform of black stone.

Nothing else.

No walls.

No ceiling.

No horizon.

Just the platform.

Floating within infinite darkness.

I slowly turned.

"...Haruto?"

Silence.

"...Anybody?"

Nothing.

I was alone.

Then...

One by one...

Objects began appearing around the edge of the platform.

Not mine.

Weapons.

An ancient bronze spear.

A broken longsword.

A cracked staff.

A rusted axe.

A shattered shield.

A bow with no string.

Hundreds of them.

Thousands.

Every weapon looked ancient.

Every one damaged.

Every one abandoned.

They formed a perfect circle around me.

A graveyard.

Not of soldiers.

Of champions.

The darkness spoke again.

This time...

Only one voice.

Cold.

Patient.

Almost curious.

"...GOOD...NOW..."

A long pause.

The platform trembled beneath my feet.

"...LET US SEE..."

The weapons surrounding me slowly dissolved into black ash.

One after another.

Until none remained.

"...WHO YOU ARE..."

The last traces of light vanished.

I couldn't even see my own hands anymore.

There was nothing left to rely on.

No rifle.

No revolver.

No pistol.

No sword.

No armor.

No enchanted tools.

No technology.

No catalyst.

Nothing.

For the first time since arriving in this world...

I faced the darkness with absolutely nothing.

And somehow...

I had the unmistakable feeling...

That was exactly what it wanted.

No rifle.

No revolver.

No pistol.

No sword.

No armor.

No enchantments.

No catalyst.

No technology.

No advantage.

Everything I'd relied upon...

Gone.

The darkness remained silent.

Watching.

Waiting.

Testing.

I slowly unclenched my fists.

"...Cute."

My own voice echoed across the endless void.

"You took away my toys."

Silence.

I looked down at my empty hands.

Calluses.

Scars.

Burns.

Hands that had built rifles.

Forged enchantments.

Written stories.

Buried friends.

Protected strangers.

They felt...

Light.

Almost unfamiliar without gloves covering them.

I slowly flexed my fingers.

The corruption beneath my skin was gone.

Not cured.

Hidden.

Whatever this place was...

It had stripped everything away.

Including that.

Interesting.

"...So..."

I slowly looked into the darkness.

"...Now what?"

The voice answered.

Not loudly.

Not angrily.

Merely...

Present.

"FIGHT."

The platform trembled.

A figure slowly rose from the darkness opposite me.

Not a shadow warrior.

Not the hooded Guardian.

Not Haruto.

It was...

Me.

Exactly me.

Same height.

Same build.

Same face.

Same clothes.

Except...

Its eyes glowed crimson.

Its smile...

Wasn't mine.

It slowly cracked its neck.

"...Hello, Alexander."

I stared.

"...That's disturbing."

"It should be."

It stepped onto the platform.

"I know everything you know."

It rolled one shoulder.

"I've seen everything you've seen."

It smiled wider.

"I am every fear. Every regret. Every failure."

I snorted.

"You're also ugly."

It blinked.

"...What?"

"I said you're ugly."

It looked down at itself.

"...I have your face."

"Exactly."

For the first time...

It frowned.

"...You were supposed to be intimidated."

"I've looked in a mirror before."

Silence.

Then...

It sighed.

"...Haruto was right."

"About?"

"You really do cope with humor."

"Works most days."

The copy slowly lowered into a fighting stance.

"So."

It spread its hands.

"No weapons. No magic tools. No armor. Just you."

I mirrored the stance.

"Works for me."

The copy smiled.

"Does it?"

Without warning, it disappeared.

A fist slammed into my jaw.

The world spun.

I stumbled sideways.

Before I recovered, an elbow buried itself into my ribs.

Air exploded from my lungs.

I barely blocked the kick that followed.

"...Fast."

It laughed.

"I'm you. Just better."

Another combination came immediately.

Punch.

Kick.

Elbow.

Knee.

Every move...

I recognized.

Because I'd taught myself every one of them.

It knew my habits.

My rhythm.

My tells.

I ducked beneath a hook.

Countered with a straight right.

It blocked exactly how I would've.

"...This sucks."

"It does."

We separated briefly.

Breathing heavily.

I wiped blood from the corner of my mouth.

"...Can't beat myself."

"No."

It answered honestly.

"You can't."

The silence lingered.

Then...

The copy smiled.

"...Unless..."

It tilted its head.

"...you stop thinking like yourself."

That...

Made me pause.

"What?"

"You've relied on tools."

It slowly circled me.

"Rifles. Swords. Magic. Enchantments. It all became..."

It gestured around us.

"...comfortable."

I narrowed my eyes.

"...What's your point?"

"You forgot."

The smile disappeared.

"...The first spell."

My heartbeat slowed.

The first...

Spell?

Memories surfaced.

Back when Eleanor had first begun teaching me.

No weapons.

No catalysts.

No enchanted focus.

Just...

Mana.

Raw.

Untamed.

Unshaped.

She'd made me spend weeks doing nothing but moving tiny wisps of mana between my hands.

I'd hated it.

Thought it pointless.

She'd smiled.

"If your staff breaks..."

"You're still a mage."

I slowly looked down at my hands.

"...Right."

The copy stopped walking.

"There it is."

"What?"

"You're remembering."

I slowly raised both hands.

Empty.

No revolver.

No runes.

No catalyst.

Just...

Me.

I closed my eyes.

I ignored the darkness.

Ignored the copy.

Ignored everything.

Breathing.

Heartbeat.

Mana.

It was still there.

Deep inside.

Like an ocean I'd forgotten existed.

Small threads answered first.

Silver.

Blue.

Tiny wisps flowed from my fingertips.

Not through enchantments.

Not through runes.

Directly from me.

The copy smiled.

"...Good."

More mana answered.

Then more.

Soon...

Both palms glowed with dense silver-blue light.

Not explosive.

Stable.

Compressed.

The mana became so dense it looked almost liquid.

It flowed between my hands.

Stretching.

Condensing.

Growing brighter.

The platform shook.

The darkness surrounding us began retreating slightly.

Not because of light.

Because of...

Purity.

The copy stopped smiling.

"...Impossible."

I slowly opened my eyes.

The sphere between my hands had grown to the size of a baseball.

Then...

A basketball.

The air screamed.

Mana poured toward me from every direction.

Not willingly.

Pulled.

Drawn into the growing sphere.

The copy actually took a step backward.

"What are you doing?"

I frowned.

"...Honestly? I have absolutely no idea."

The sphere continued growing.

Its surface became perfectly smooth.

Like polished crystal.

Except...

It wasn't fire.

It wasn't lightning.

It wasn't wind.

It wasn't gravity.

It wasn't any element.

It was...

Mana.

Pure.

Unfiltered.

Condensed until it had become almost physical.

The copy's expression changed.

For the first time...

Fear.

"...Stop."

I ignored it.

The sphere continued shrinking.

Growing denser.

Brighter.

Its size reduced.

Basketball.

Soccer ball.

Baseball.

Golf ball.

Marble.

Yet...

Its power multiplied with every compression.

The air around it bent.

Reality itself warped.

The darkness hissed.

Actually hissed.

The copy backed away another step.

"...Alexander."

Its voice no longer sounded confident.

"...You don't understand what you're making."

"I don't."

I admitted.

"But..."

I shifted my stance.

Drawing the glowing sphere beside my right hip.

My left hand supporting it.

My right hand behind it.

The posture felt strangely natural.

Almost instinctive.

Like my body already knew where it belonged.

The copy's crimson eyes widened.

"No. Don't."

Silver-blue light erupted around me.

The platform cracked beneath my feet.

The darkness recoiled violently.

The compressed sphere let out a deep harmonic hum that resonated through the void.

I slowly drew one foot back.

Taking a firmer stance.

"...You know..."

I smiled despite myself.

"...I've always wanted to try this."

The copy stared in complete disbelief.

"...You're insane."

"...Probably."

The sphere reached its limit.

Not growing.

Not shrinking.

Perfectly balanced.

Perfectly stable.

Awaiting only one thing.

Release.

The mana around me erupted.

Silver-blue currents spiraled around my body, lifting my clothes as though I stood in the center of a hurricane.

The air screamed.

The platform beneath my feet fractured into a web of cracks.

Even the endless darkness recoiled.

For the first time...

It was afraid.

I shifted my stance.

One foot behind the other.

Both hands cupped around the impossibly dense sphere of pure mana resting beside my right hip.

I couldn't help myself.

After everything...

After all the monsters...

All the battles...

All the pain...

The little kid inside me won.

A laugh escaped my lips.

"...I've wanted to do this for years, if I had magic as a kid."

The copy frowned.

"...What?"

I drew one slow breath.

Then...

With every ounce of excitement I'd carried since I was a child...

I thrust both hands forward.

"KAMEHAMEHA!"

The world exploded.

The compressed sphere collapsed inward for the briefest fraction of a second.

Then...

It was gone.

In its place...

A colossal beam of pure mana erupted from my palms.

Not fire.

Not lightning.

Not light.

Pure magic.

So densely compressed that it appeared almost solid.

Silver-blue energy spiraled around a blinding white core, roaring across the platform like a dragon breaking free from its chains.

Reality bent around it.

The darkness evaporated everywhere the beam passed.

Not pushed back.

Erased.

The platform split down the middle beneath the overwhelming pressure.

The copy crossed both arms in front of itself.

Too late.

The beam struck.

The impact was unlike anything I'd ever heard.

There was no explosion.

Only...

Force.

The shockwave ripped across the endless void, carrying with it a deafening harmonic roar that seemed to shake reality itself.

The copy was launched backward.

Its boots carved deep trenches through the black stone.

Still...

The beam continued driving it farther.

Fifty feet.

A hundred.

Two hundred.

The darkness behind it collapsed under the relentless torrent of mana.

Crimson cracks spread across the copy's body.

Its clothing tore apart.

Its skin fractured like porcelain.

Silver-blue light poured through every break.

Finally...

The beam faded.

Silence.

I remained frozen in place, both hands still extended.

Smoke, or something resembling it, curled lazily from my palms.

My breathing came in ragged gasps.

"...Holy..."

I stared at my own hands.

"...That actually worked."

Far across the shattered platform...

The copy slowly pushed itself upright.

It wasn't unharmed.

Far from it.

Half its body was covered in glowing fractures.

Entire sections of shadow had simply...

Disappeared.

Yet...

It was still standing.

It looked down at itself.

Almost...

Confused.

Then it laughed.

A genuine laugh.

Not mocking.

Impressed.

"...Magnificent."

I slowly lowered my arms.

"Didn't expect that, did you?"

It shook its head.

"No."

Its crimson eyes met mine once more.

"I expected elemental manipulation. Structured spellcasting. Perhaps even gravity."

It looked at the glowing cracks spreading across its body.

"I did not expect..."

It smiled.

"...imagination."

I couldn't help smiling back.

"By the way..."

I pointed a thumb toward my chest.

"It's Alex."

The copy tilted its head.

"What?"

"You've been calling me Alexander."

I shrugged.

"Only my mother called me that."

A faint grin spread across my face.

"My name's Alex."

I jabbed a finger toward myself.

"That..."

I rolled my shoulders.

"...was your first mistake."

The copy was silent for several moments.

Then...

It bowed its head.

A small gesture.

Barely noticeable.

"...Very well..."

It looked back up.

"...Alex."

The copy rolled my name across its tongue.

Not mockingly.

Respectfully.

Almost...

Fondly.

"An appropriate name."

It slowly straightened, the glowing fractures running across its body beginning to knit together.

Not as quickly as the shadow warriors had.

Not perfectly.

The damage remained.

Hairline cracks of silver-blue light still leaked through its skin, refusing to disappear completely.

It looked down at its chest.

Then at me.

"It seems..."

It smiled.

"...you truly can wound me."

I let out a slow breath.

My arms trembled.

Not from fear.

From exhaustion.

That spell...

Had taken far more out of me than I'd realized.

I could feel my mana reserves protesting.

My breathing had become heavier.

My heartbeat pounded in my ears.

"So..."

I forced a grin.

"...We're even."

The copy laughed.

"No."

Before I even registered it moving, it was in front of me.

My eyes widened.

Too fast.

Its fist buried itself in my stomach.

Every ounce of air exploded from my lungs.

My feet left the ground.

I folded around the punch before it even finished driving forward.

The force launched me backward across the platform.

I bounced once.

Twice.

Three times.

Each impact cracked the black stone beneath me before I finally skidded to a stop.

"...Ghk!"

I coughed violently, struggling to pull air back into my lungs.

Nothing.

My diaphragm simply refused to work.

I looked up just in time to see the copy already standing over me.

No footsteps.

No warning.

Just...

There.

It grabbed the front of my shirt.

Lifted me effortlessly off the ground.

"...Your spell..."

Its crimson eyes studied me carefully.

"...was extraordinary."

It tilted its head.

"...But your body..."

Its fist drove into my ribs.

Pain exploded through my side.

I felt something give.

Not completely break.

But close.

My vision blurred.

"...Can't..."

Another punch.

This one to my jaw.

My head snapped sideways hard enough to send blood spraying across the platform.

Stars filled my vision.

"...keep..."

A knee slammed upward into my abdomen.

I doubled over.

The copy never loosened its grip.

It simply held me upright...

So it could continue.

"...up."

It finished quietly.

Then it threw me.

I hit the ground shoulder-first.

Momentum carried me into a roll.

Instinct forced me back onto my feet.

Barely.

Everything hurt.

My ribs screamed every time I breathed.

Warm blood dripped steadily from the corner of my mouth.

I spat.

Red stained the black stone.

"...Damn..."

I muttered.

"...You hit like a truck."

The copy slowly walked toward me.

"No. I hit, exactly as hard as you would."

That...

Made my stomach sink.

It wasn't stronger.

It wasn't faster.

It was simply...

Using everything I had.

Without hesitation.

Without restraint.

I wiped more blood from my lip.

"So..."

I forced another smile.

"...You're the version of me that doesn't hold back."

The copy nodded.

"Correct."

It vanished again.

This time I was ready.

I turned, but was too slow.

An elbow smashed into the back of my neck.

My knees buckled.

A spinning kick caught my temple before I hit the ground.

The world spun violently.

I barely registered the next strike.

A heel crashed into my shoulder.

Then a punch.

Then another.

Each impact came from a different direction.

Every one perfectly placed.

Kidneys.

Solar plexus.

Floating ribs.

Collarbone.

Pressure points.

No wasted movement.

No flourish.

Only efficiency.

It was watching me fight...

Using everything I'd ever learned...

Against me.

I blocked one punch.

Finally.

I countered immediately.

A straight right.

The copy slipped outside it by less than an inch.

Exactly the way I would've.

Its palm struck my elbow.

My own momentum carried my arm off line.

Its other fist slammed into my sternum.

Pain erupted through my chest.

I stumbled backward.

My legs nearly gave out beneath me.

The copy didn't pursue immediately.

Instead...

It watched.

Analyzing.

"...You're adapting."

I coughed.

A few crimson drops landed between us.

"...Trying to."

"Not quickly enough."

It rushed me again.

I ducked beneath a hook.

Blocked a knee.

Caught its wrist.

For one glorious second...

I thought I'd found an opening.

Then it smiled.

"...Exactly."

I realized the mistake too late.

It had baited me.

The wrist I'd grabbed wasn't the attack.

Its other hand shot forward.

Two fingers jabbed sharply into the nerve just beneath my shoulder.

My entire arm went numb.

"...Son of a..."

Its forehead slammed into mine.

White exploded across my vision.

Before I recovered...

A sweeping kick knocked my legs out from under me.

I hit the ground hard.

The copy dropped with me.

One knee planted firmly against my chest.

Pinning me.

Its forearm pressed across my throat.

Not enough to choke me.

Enough to remind me...

It could.

I struggled.

It didn't move.

"...Feel that?"

It asked quietly.

"The exhaustion. The pain. The slowing thoughts."

I glared up at it.

"...Yeah."

"Good."

Its crimson eyes narrowed.

"Now answer me."

Its voice had lost all warmth.

"When your body fails..."

Its grip tightened.

"...Who are you?"

I pushed against its arm.

Nothing.

It didn't budge.

"When your weapons are gone..."

I gritted my teeth.

"..."

"When your magic is exhausted..."

Its face drew closer.

So close I could see my own reflection in its crimson eyes.

"When your strength leaves you..."

Its voice became almost a whisper.

"...Who...are...you?"

I opened my mouth.

No answer came.

Not because I didn't have one.

Because...

For the first time in years...

I genuinely didn't know.

"...Who...are...you?" He whispered again.

The words echoed through the endless darkness.

Not because he'd shouted them.

Because...

They weren't meant for my ears.

They were meant for my soul.

I shoved upward with everything I had.

The copy barely moved.

Still...

It was enough.

I rolled hard to my left.

Its forearm scraped across my throat instead of crushing my windpipe.

The instant I was free, I threw a desperate punch.

It connected.

Barely.

The copy's head turned only an inch.

Then...

It looked back at me.

"...Good."

It smiled.

"You chose to fight."

Its fist crashed into my cheek.

The blow spun me completely around.

Before I could recover, a kick slammed into the back of my knee.

My leg buckled.

An elbow struck between my shoulder blades.

I hit the ground on my hands.

Pain shot through both wrists.

I forced myself back up.

Immediately.

No hesitation.

The copy nodded approvingly.

"...Again."

It wasn't mocking me.

It was teaching.

The realization somehow made it worse.

I lunged.

No technique.

No plan.

Just instinct.

The copy slipped around my right side.

Its palm struck my ribs.

Another crack.

I hissed through clenched teeth.

Then came another hit.

And another.

Each strike found somewhere already injured.

Every bruise became worse.

Every cracked rib screamed.

Every breath became a battle.

Minutes passed.

Or hours.

Time had stopped meaning anything.

The copy never tired.

I did.

My punches slowed.

My footwork became heavier.

Blood dripped steadily from my nose.

One eye had swollen nearly shut.

My shirt hung in tatters.

The copy remained untouched.

It suddenly stepped back.

For the first time since the fight began.

The silence returned.

I remained standing.

Barely.

"...Finished?"

I rasped.

"No."

It raised one hand.

The endless darkness surrounding the platform shifted.

Weapons slowly rose from the black floor around us.

Hundreds of them.

Spears.

Swords.

Axes.

Halberds.

Arrows.

Daggers.

Every weapon I'd seen throughout the City of Silence.

They hovered silently.

Pointed toward me.

I stared.

"...That's... new."

The copy slowly lowered its hand.

The weapons moved.

Not quickly.

Gracefully.

Like predators circling wounded prey.

"What are you doing?"

"You've answered... with your fists."

It looked directly into my eyes.

"Now answer... with your will."

The first spear shot toward me.

I twisted.

The blade grazed my shoulder instead of piercing my chest.

The second came immediately.

I knocked it aside with my forearm.

The third...

I never saw.

Pain exploded through my thigh.

I cried out as the spear punched cleanly through my leg.

The force drove me to one knee.

Blood splashed across the black stone.

My vision blurred.

I grabbed the shaft instinctively.

"...Damn..."

The copy watched.

It made no move to stop the attack.

Another weapon came.

A sword.

I raised my arm.

Too slow.

The blade carved a deep line across my bicep.

Warm blood immediately soaked my sleeve.

I gritted my teeth.

Pulled the spear free.

Fresh agony shot through my leg.

The wound nearly buckled beneath me.

I forced myself upright anyway.

The copy remained silent.

Watching.

Waiting.

Another volley.

Three spears.

I dodged the first.

The second clipped my side.

The third buried itself through my left shoulder.

The impact spun me sideways.

I hit the ground hard.

My body screamed.

Every instinct begged me to stay down.

To rest.

Just...

For a second.

The copy finally spoke.

"...Stay there."

I looked up.

"What?"

"It would be easier."

It wasn't taunting.

It sounded...

Concerned.

"You've lost."

"No."

I planted one hand against the ground.

Pushed.

My injured leg shook violently.

Still...

I stood.

The copy sighed.

"I expected that."

More weapons appeared.

Not dozens.

Hundreds.

They filled the darkness around the platform until I could barely see beyond them.

Their polished edges reflected nothing.

Only blackness.

I swallowed.

"...Seriously?"

The copy nodded once.

"Again."

The storm began.

Steel flew from every direction.

I ducked beneath an axe.

A dagger sliced across my cheek.

I caught a spear and redirected it, only for an arrow to bury itself in my calf.

I stumbled.

A longsword pierced through the side of my abdomen.

The breath left my lungs.

For a heartbeat...

I simply stared at the blade protruding from my body.

"...That..."

Blood filled my mouth.

"...really..."

I coughed.

"...hurts."

I wrapped both hands around the hilt.

Pulled.

The sword came free with a sickening sound.

I nearly blacked out.

Dark spots danced across my vision.

The copy watched every second.

"...Why?"

It asked quietly.

I looked up.

"What?"

"Why stand?"

Another spear struck.

This one punched through my right forearm.

I screamed.

My knees hit the stone.

The copy didn't move.

It simply waited.

"...Who..."

Another arrow.

Straight through my side.

"...are..."

A dagger embedded itself in my back.

"...you?"

I couldn't answer.

Not because I didn't know.

Because my thoughts had become a blur of pain.

The platform beneath me was stained red.

My own blood pooled around my knees.

I laughed.

Weakly.

"...You know..."

I spat more blood onto the floor.

"...This would've killed..."

I coughed again.

"...most people."

"It would."

The copy agreed.

"But you are still here."

I looked down at my shaking hands.

Covered in blood.

Scarred.

Broken.

Empty.

No weapon.

No magic.

No strength left.

Just...

Me.

The copy took one final step forward.

Stopping directly in front of me.

It knelt.

Until we were eye level.

Its crimson eyes searched mine.

No anger.

No hatred.

Only expectation.

"...Who..."

It asked one last time.

"...are...you?"

This time...

I closed my eyes.

Not in surrender.

In thought.

Trying...

Desperately trying...

To find an answer that had nothing to do with the weapons I'd lost...

Or the power I'd gained.

"...Who..."

It asked one final time.

"...are...you?"

I closed my eyes.

Not in surrender.

In thought.

Trying...

Desperately trying...

To find an answer that had nothing to do with the weapons I'd lost...

Or the power I'd gained.

Nothing came.

My mind was blank.

The copy studied me for a long moment.

Then...

It sighed.

"...You still don't know."

"No..."

I admitted.

"...I don't."

The copy slowly stood.

"So..."

It looked down at me.

"...we continue."

Before I could react, its boot crashed into my chest.

The impact launched me across the platform.

I bounced once.

Then twice.

Before skidding to a stop against the far edge.

Every wound I'd already suffered screamed in protest.

The sword wound through my side reopened.

Blood spread across what remained of my shirt.

"...Ghk..."

I rolled onto one knee.

Immediately threw up blood onto the stone.

The metallic taste filled my mouth.

I wiped it away with the back of my hand.

"...Still..."

I coughed again.

"...standing."

The copy appeared directly in front of me.

A hand grabbed my throat.

It lifted me effortlessly.

My feet dangled above the platform.

My vision narrowed.

I grabbed its wrist with both hands.

Pulled.

Nothing.

Its grip didn't tighten.

It didn't need to.

"...You refuse..."

It said quietly.

"...to stay down."

I managed a weak grin despite the pain.

"...Habit."

The copy nodded once.

"I know."

Then...

It punched me.

Not once.

Again.

Again.

Again.

Each strike landed squarely against my ribs.

One after another.

Methodical.

Measured.

By the fourth...

I felt another rib give way.

By the sixth...

Breathing became nearly impossible.

By the tenth...

My arms had gone limp.

The copy finally released me.

I hit the floor face first.

For several seconds...

I couldn't move.

The platform beneath me slowly became stained crimson.

My own heartbeat echoed loudly in my ears.

Darkness tugged gently at the edges of my vision.

Sleep.

Just sleep.

It would be easier.

The copy's voice drifted down to me.

"...Stay there."

"...No."

The word barely escaped my lips.

"What?"

"...No."

My fingers dug into the stone.

I pushed.

Nothing.

My right arm gave out immediately.

I hit the ground again.

The copy watched silently.

"...Again."

I planted my left hand.

Pushed harder.

My injured leg trembled violently beneath me.

For one glorious second...

I got one foot underneath myself.

Then...

Collapsed.

The copy nodded.

"...Again."

I laughed weakly.

"...You're..."

I coughed more blood.

"...starting to sound... like my old coaches."

The copy tilted its head.

"They cared whether you stood. So do I."

That...

Actually surprised me.

Before I could respond, its knee buried itself into my stomach.

Everything inside me seemed to fold in half.

I slid several feet across the stone.

My vision went white.

For a few terrifying seconds...

I couldn't hear anything.

Only a dull ringing.

The copy slowly approached again.

It never hurried.

It never became angry.

It simply...

Continued.

Its boot came down against my hand.

I cried out.

Pain exploded through my fingers.

It wasn't enough to destroy them.

Just enough to remind me they were fragile.

The pressure increased.

"...Who..."

It asked again.

"...are..."

I gritted my teeth.

"...You..."

"...Alex."

It shook its head.

"That is your name."

The pressure increased further.

"...Who are you?"

I couldn't answer.

Because...

I still didn't know.

The copy finally removed its foot.

Only to drive another kick into my side.

I rolled uncontrollably across the platform.

Stopping only when my shoulder slammed against the black stone.

I stayed there.

Flat on my back.

Looking upward.

Except...

There wasn't really an up.

Only endless darkness.

"...Beautiful..."

I muttered.

The copy stopped beside my head.

"What is?"

"The irony."

"What irony?"

I laughed.

Then immediately regretted it as another stab of pain shot through my ribs.

"I've fought monsters... Armies... Corrupted spirits..."

I slowly turned my head toward it.

"And I'm getting my ass kicked... by me."

For the first time...

The copy smiled.

Not triumphantly.

Almost sympathetically.

"You always were your own greatest obstacle."

It bent down.

Offering me a hand.

I stared at it.

"...Really?"

"If you take it, the trial ends."

I looked at the outstretched hand.

Then into its crimson eyes.

"...What's the catch?"

"You surrender."

Simple.

Honest.

No tricks.

No lies.

Just...

Choice.

I slowly raised my own shaking hand.

The copy remained perfectly still.

Waiting.

My fingertips stopped inches away.

I looked at that hand.

Then...

Past it.

Toward the blood covering the platform.

Every drop...

Was mine.

Every scar...

Mine.

Every bruise...

Mine.

I slowly curled my fingers into a fist instead.

"...No."

The copy withdrew its hand without complaint.

"I expected as much."

Then...

Without warning...

Its fist slammed downward.

The punch struck the side of my face hard enough to split the stone beneath my head.

Stars exploded across my vision.

The world blurred.

I could no longer feel half my body.

Somewhere...

Very far away...

I heard myself laughing.

Weakly.

Deliriously.

"...You..."

I coughed.

"...Hit..."

Another punch.

"...Hard."

The copy stood over me.

"...And yet."

It looked down with quiet curiosity.

"You still laugh."

I closed one swollen eye.

The other barely opened.

"...Yeah."

"...Why?"

I smiled despite the blood running down my chin.

"...Because..."

I took another painful breath.

"...If I stop... Then you probably win."

Silence.

The copy looked at me for a very long time.

Long enough that I wondered if it had forgotten how to move.

Finally...

It spoke.

"...Perhaps."

Then...

It drove one final kick into my chest.

The force lifted me completely off the ground.

I crashed down several yards away.

This time...

I didn't get back up.

Not because I had given up.

Because...

For the first time in years...

My body simply refused to obey.

I lay there...

Broken.

Bleeding.

Barely conscious.

Still searching...

For an answer I hadn't yet found.

The black stone beneath me had long since disappeared beneath a pool of crimson.

My crimson.

Each breath came shorter than the last.

Shallow.

Painful.

Wet.

Every inhale rattled somewhere deep inside my chest.

Every exhale carried another trickle of blood down the side of my face.

I stared into the endless darkness above me.

Or...

Below me.

I honestly couldn't tell anymore.

The copy slowly walked toward me.

No hurry.

No triumph.

Simply...

Patient.

Its footsteps echoed softly across the platform.

My vision blurred.

The ringing in my ears grew louder.

The platform felt...

Warm.

That wasn't right.

Stone wasn't warm.

It took me several seconds to realize...

It wasn't the platform.

It was my own blood.

I laughed weakly.

"...Well..."

Blood escaped with the laugh.

"...That's..."

I coughed violently.

"...probably...not ideal."

The copy stopped beside me.

Looking down.

"...No."

It answered honestly.

"It isn't."

I tried pushing myself up.

My arms refused.

I tried again.

Nothing.

Even lifting my own head felt impossible.

"...Guess..."

I swallowed another mouthful of blood.

"...this is what losing feels like."

The copy remained silent.

"No."

It finally said.

"This..."

It knelt beside me.

"...is what reaching your limit feels like."

I stared at it through one swollen eye.

"...Difference?"

"A very important one."

It gently rolled me onto my back.

Not roughly.

Carefully.

As though worried another careless movement might finish the job.

"You have nothing left."

It looked into my eyes.

"No strength. No weapons. No mana. No body. You have reached the place..."

Its voice softened.

"...where truth lives."

I wanted to answer.

Instead...

Another coughing fit wracked my body.

Fresh blood stained my lips.

The copy quietly waited for it to pass.

"...Tell me."

It asked.

"...Who are you?"

Nothing.

Again.

Nothing.

The silence stretched on.

I searched.

Not my memories.

Not my victories.

Myself.

Who was I?

A hunter?

No.

A writer?

Partially.

A mage?

Not really.

A swordsman?

Sometimes.

A survivor?

Maybe.

None of them felt...

Right.

None of them explained why I kept getting up.

Why I kept fighting.

Why...

Even now...

When every instinct screamed at me to stay down...

Some stubborn part of me still wanted to stand.

The darkness around the platform shifted.

Not threateningly.

Watching.

Waiting for my answer.

The copy spoke once more.

"You are dying."

"...I know."

"You have minutes."

"...Probably."

"Then answer."

I closed my eyes.

Memories drifted through my mind.

My mother.

My sister.

Andy.

Doc.

Team RWBY.

Team JNPR.

Eleanor.

Roland.

Haruto.

Akiko.

Kaede.

The people I'd failed.

The people I'd saved.

The promises I'd kept.

The promises I'd broken.

The lives that had changed mine...

Simply by existing.

I smiled weakly.

"...I'm..."

The word caught in my throat.

"...Someone..."

Another cough.

"...that..."

No.

That wasn't it either.

The copy watched patiently.

No interruption.

No pressure.

Just...

Waiting.

Something warm brushed against my hand.

I frowned.

There wasn't anything there.

Yet...

I could almost feel...

A tiny seed.

Silver.

Warm.

Haruto's gift.

It hadn't healed me.

It hadn't made me stronger.

It had simply...

Reminded the corruption.

Then...

Another memory surfaced.

Haruto's voice.

"Never mistake darkness... For evil."

The words echoed through my mind.

Followed by another.

"Light... And shadow. Two keepers."

The copy noticed my expression change.

"...What?"

I didn't answer.

My thoughts raced.

Akiko.

The corruption.

The First Guardian.

His brother.

Everything I'd learned.

Everything I'd assumed.

I'd spent this entire journey thinking...

Light was good.

Darkness was bad.

But that wasn't true.

Darkness...

Was never evil.

It had been...

Corrupted.

Twisted.

Broken.

Just like the Guardian.

Then...

Why...

Why had I spent every battle trying to reject one side entirely?

I slowly opened my remaining eye.

"...I've been..."

I laughed.

It hurt.

"...An idiot."

The copy tilted its head.

"Explain."

I stared at my trembling hand.

"I've been trying...to choose."

"Choose?"

"Light."

I swallowed painfully.

"Or darkness."

Another memory.

Haruto's mismatched eyes.

One silver.

One black.

Existing together.

Neither destroying the other.

Balanced.

My heartbeat quickened.

No.

Not balance.

Harmony.

The realization hit me like lightning.

The First Guardian...

Had possessed both.

The corrupted Guardian...

Had once possessed both.

Neither had ever been meant to exist alone.

I slowly looked up at the copy.

"...What if..."

The words barely escaped me.

"...I've been asking...the wrong question?"

The copy frowned.

"What question?"

"What if..."

I forced another breath.

"...It was never...light...or dark..."

The darkness surrounding the platform became unnaturally still.

Even the copy stopped moving.

The silver seed's warmth pulsed faintly within my chest.

Deep beneath it...

The corruption answered.

Not violently.

Curiously.

As if it, too...

Were listening.

A single thought...

Fragile.

Dangerous.

Impossible.

Rose quietly to the front of my mind.

Not Which one do I choose?

But...

What if I don't choose at all?

My eyes widened.

A slow smile spread across my battered face despite the pain.

"...What..."

I whispered to myself.

"...if..."

Blood dripped from my chin onto the black stone.

"...they were..."

The silver warmth...

And the distant pulse of dark mana...

Beat together.

Not fighting.

Not consuming one another.

For the briefest instant...

Simply existing.

"...never meant..."

Another painful breath.

"...to be enemies?"

The copy didn't answer.

For the first time since our battle began...

Its crimson eyes widened.

Not with anger.

Not with fear.

Recognition.

As though...

It had been waiting for me to arrive at that very thought.

I looked down at my trembling hands.

One was stained crimson with blood.

The other...

Almost imperceptibly...

A faint silver glow flickered beneath the skin.

Deep inside my chest...

Something answered.

Not the light.

Not the corruption.

Both.

And for one impossible heartbeat...

Neither tried to overpower the other.

They simply...

Waited.

As if asking one final question.

Will you accept us both?

My fingers twitched.

Just once.

For the first time since collapsing...

I felt strength begin to return.

Only a spark.

Barely enough to move.

But it was there.

And somewhere...

Beyond the endless darkness...

I could have sworn I heard Haruto whisper...

"...Now you understand."

I lay motionless upon the black stone, every muscle trembling from exhaustion.

The warmth of Haruto's silver seed rested deep within my chest.

The corruption answered from somewhere even deeper.

For the first time...

Neither struggled against the other.

Neither tried to dominate.

They simply...

Waited.

I closed my eyes.

A tired laugh escaped me.

"...Guess..."

I coughed, tasting iron.

"...I've been asking the wrong question this whole time."

Not...

Which one should I choose?

But...

Can I choose both?

Light wasn't my enemy.

Darkness wasn't my enemy.

Corruption was.

There was a difference.

Haruto had said as much.

The original Guardian had wielded both.

His brother had wielded both.

They weren't opposites.

They were complements.

Day.

Night.

Creation.

Rest.

Life...

And the acceptance that all life eventually ends.

The copy watched me silently.

For once...

It didn't attack.

"...You've realized."

I slowly nodded.

"I think..."

Another painful breath.

"...I finally understand."

The copy stepped closer.

"What do you understand?"

I smiled weakly.

"That...I've been afraid. Of the corruption. Of myself. Of becoming..."

I looked toward my trembling hand.

"...another Akiko."

The copy knelt beside me.

"And now?"

I slowly turned my head toward it.

"I'm still afraid."

It nodded once.

"Good."

"...Good?"

"Courage without fear is merely ignorance."

Its crimson eyes softened.

"You were never meant to destroy the darkness. You were meant, to heal it."

Those words settled deep within me.

Heal.

Not conquer.

Not erase.

Not imprison.

Heal.

The thought felt...

Right.

Like a puzzle piece finally finding its place.

I smiled.

"...That's going to be one hell of a job."

"It is."

The copy stood.

Then...

For the first time...

It extended a hand.

Not offering surrender.

Not demanding anything.

Simply...

Offering help.

I looked at it.

"...What's changed?"

"You."

I stared.

"You no longer seek power. You seek understanding."

Silence.

Slowly...

Painfully...

I reached upward.

Our hands met.

The instant they touched, the platform vanished.

Silver.

Black.

They spiraled together around us.

Not fighting.

Dancing.

Like two rivers intertwining.

The silver seed glowed brighter within my chest.

The corruption answered.

Not violently.

Curiously.

The black veins beneath my skin appeared once more.

Yet this time...

Tiny threads of silver light flowed alongside them.

Neither consumed the other.

For one beautiful heartbeat...

I thought...

This is it.

This is how it works.

Then...

Pain.

A sharp pain bloomed deep inside my chest.

I frowned.

"...What..."

Another.

Stronger.

Then another.

My heartbeat stumbled.

Once.

Twice.

The copy's expression immediately changed.

Its eyes widened.

"No."

I blinked.

"What?"

It grabbed my shoulders.

Hard enough to keep me upright.

"No."

Its voice cracked.

"This isn't right."

The silver and black energy surrounding us immediately faded.

The warmth vanished.

My vision blurred.

"...Hey..."

I tried smiling.

"...Don't tell me...I screwed something up."

The copy shook its head frantically.

"No."

"It isn't the magic."

"Then..."

Another violent cough interrupted me.

Blood splattered across the black stone.

More than before.

Far more.

I stared at it.

"...Oh."

The realization hit me almost lazily.

"My body."

The copy's grip tightened.

"The trial. The wounds. The blood loss."

It looked around desperately.

As though searching for someone.

Anyone.

"Haruto!"

Its voice echoed into the endless void.

No answer.

"Haruto!"

Silence.

I laughed weakly.

"...He's probably...busy."

"Quiet."

The copy knelt.

Supporting my weight as my legs finally gave out beneath me.

"...Stay awake."

"I'm trying."

My breathing became shallower.

Every inhale felt like lifting a mountain.

Every exhale seemed to take a little more strength with it.

"...Guess..."

I smiled faintly.

"...Turns out...getting stabbed...that many times..."

I coughed again.

"...has consequences."

The copy wasn't listening.

Its hands hovered over my wounds.

Black mana gathered instinctively.

Then stopped.

It looked horrified.

"No..."

It whispered.

"I can't..."

The corruption refused to heal me.

Not because it wouldn't.

Because...

It couldn't.

These weren't wounds inflicted by ordinary weapons.

They were the accumulated toll of the trial itself.

The price of reaching this moment.

The copy looked into my eyes.

There was no arrogance left.

No confidence.

Only desperation.

"...Alexander..."

I chuckled softly.

"...Alex."

"...Alex."

It corrected immediately.

"...Stay with me."

"I'm..."

Another breath.

"...Trying."

My vision darkened around the edges.

The endless void seemed farther away now.

Quieter.

"...Funny."

I whispered.

"What?"

"I spent...so long...trying not to die."

I laughed weakly.

"And here I am."

The copy lowered its head.

"...I'm sorry."

That caught me off guard.

"For what?"

"...This."

It looked at the countless wounds covering my body.

"I had to know."

"...Know what?"

"If there was still..."

Its voice trembled.

"...someone worth saving."

I smiled.

"...Was there?"

It didn't hesitate.

"Yes."

Warmth spread through my chest.

Not magical.

Just...

Peace.

"...Good."

The copy's hands trembled.

"No."

It shook its head.

"No. You've only just understood. You can't. Not now."

I could barely hear it anymore.

Everything sounded distant.

Muted.

Like listening through deep water.

I looked upward.

The darkness wasn't frightening anymore.

Just...

Quiet.

My heartbeat slowed.

Thump.

A long pause.

Thump.

Even longer.

"...Haruto..."

The copy whispered again.

"...Please..."

No answer came.

I thought of Kaede.

Lady Shizuka.

Eleanor.

Roland.

Everyone waiting outside.

I hoped...

Someone would tell them I tried.

My eyelids grew heavy.

"...Tell..."

The copy leaned closer.

"What?"

"...Kaede..."

I smiled one last time.

"...She chose...her own...name."

The copy nodded rapidly.

"I will."

"...Good."

Another heartbeat.

Weak.

Faint.

Then...

Nothing.

Silence.

The rise and fall of my chest stopped.

The pain...

Was gone.

The copy remained kneeling there, one hand still supporting my shoulder.

For a long time...

It said nothing.

Finally...

It bowed its head.

"...Rest well..."

Its voice barely rose above a whisper.

"...Alex."
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A/N: And done. kuwebby2, what do you think?