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Kelli's POV

*one week later*

*3am*

I hear two small cries from the baby monitor, i groan and sit up in bed. I rub the sleep out of my eyes and just stare at the wall for a minute, trying to wake up.

"Oh my god will you shut them up!" Jason yells from behind me, shoving his head between the pillows. I sigh not even paying attention to his words, for the last week he has been nothing but a dick and I don't know why.

I finally stand up and walk downstairs to make Adrain his bottle, since Sophia still breast feeds I only have to make one bottle. After it is heated to the right temperature I go back up stairs into the twin's room, when I walk in I see Mel standing overtop of Sophia's crib.

"Mel what are you doing up?" I ask her as I walk over to Adrian, picking his up and putting the bottle in his mouth.

"Dey were crying. I thot dey dot hurt" she says in a little worried tone while brushing Sophia's little hairs back.

"Their not hurt sweetie, their just hungry" I say burping Adrian. She nods and continues to runs her fingers over Sophia's little cheeks. Just then the door flys open and smacks against the wall, showing a very angry Jason.

"I thought I told you to shut them up!" Jason says covering his ears. He then looks over at Melanie and points his finger.

"And you! Your suppose to be sleeping, now go back to your room!" Jason yells at her, at this point all three of my babies where crying and screaming even louder.

"Jason that is enough, get back to the room now. " I say putting Adrain back into his crib. Jason just stands his ground, his face turning even more red.

"I'm not going anywhere until this stupid kids shut up!" He yells. Mel runs over to me, hugging my leg.

"Jason your scaring them, now either go back to the room so we can talk or get out of the house" I say point to the door, he shrugs and walks into the bedroom, I sigh and try to come all of them down. They did until the front door was slammed shut, well I guess that settles that.

After feed Sophia and putting her and Adrian to sleep, Melanie wanted to sleep with me. Since I figured Jason wasn't coming home anytime soon i let her.

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"Mama can we pay hide and seek?" Mel asks popping her tiny head into my room. I smile but shake my head.

"Not right now sweetie, im cleaning but why don't you go check on the babies ok" I smile at her. She nods and skips off to the twin's room. I smile and go back to cleaning my bedroom, my side was perfect but Jason's side was a wreak. His clothes were all over the place, his closet a mess.

I was picking up a pair of his leather pants when a pill bottle fell out. I scrunched my eyebrows together then picked the bottle up. There was no label but pills inside, i opened it up to see bright greens pills inside. That weird, I have never seen anything like these.

Only the worse thought popped into my head but I pushed them out and put the bottle in my pocket, I'm going to ask Justin or Chandler about what these are later.

"Mama, someone at door!" Mel yells from down the hallway. I sigh and put down the pants and walk out of my room. I walk down the stairs to the front door. I open it to see Chandler standing there.

"Hey Bing what's up?" (Chandler Bing haha it's a friends thing :))

"Umm I was wondering if Jason was home." he ask stepping inside. I sigh and shake my head.

"I haven't seen him since three this morning. He hasn't answered my texts to calls" I say rubbing my face, the lack of sleep getting to me.

"Oh, I just wanted to go over something with him" he says before walking over to the door. Before he can go I remember the pills in the bottle.

"Chandler, by any chance do you know what theses are?" I ask pulling out the bottle, opening it up, poring some into my hand. His eyes get really big then they go back to normal.

"Nope, never seen those before. Well I'm going to run. You see Jason tell him I need to talk" he says in a rush before walking out the door. Ok now something is up. I pull out my phone while walking up the stairs.

"Hello" Alfredo says into the phone.

"Aye, I need a favor done" I say walking into the twins room to see them sleeping, that's all they do, sleep, eat and poop.

"Want me to take the kids off your hands, already done" he says with a laugh.

"That would be nice but no there is something else" I say with a little laugh.

"Ok shoot" he says. I pull out the pills and look at them.

"I found these pills in Jason's pants and I want you to look them up for me. They are bright green and shaped like a rectangle" I say looking at them.

"Ok I'll look them up and get back to you" he says before hanging up. I nod and put my phone in my back pocket. I walk over to Sophia then looked over at Adrian, their cribs where up against a wall, Sophia's on the right side of the room and Adrian's on the left. Just then I hear the front door slam shut,

"Daddy's home" I sigh and walk out of the room, shutting the door behind me. I make sure my baby monitor is on me before I do so. I walk down the stairs to see Jason looking around the living room.

"What are you looking for?" I ask maybe being able to help him. I was trying to be nice because I don't want him scaring the kids again.

"Why does it matter to you?" He asks giving me a dirty look. I sigh and try to calm myself down.

"Jason's what's wrong. I know something is so don't tell me it's not" i say stepping closer to him. He shakes his head and rolls his eyes.

"Why do you care, you never cared before" he says crossing his arms. I take a second to look at his outfit. Black hoodie, black drop crouch leather pants, a black and gray SnapBack on backwards with red and yellow shoes. A pair of dark sunglasses cover his eyes.

"Look Jason i don't know what gotten into you but it needs to stop. Your scaring the kids and that not ok, I don't want them to be scared of their own father." I say still trying to be calm but it's slowly fading.

"And so, maybe if they weren't so damn noisy and needy all the time it would be different" he says with a shrug.

"They are two years old and two weeks old Jason, they can't take care of themselves. This is part of being a parent so get over it" I say putting my hand on my hip.

"Maybe I don't want to, maybe I don't want to deal with them anymore" he says with another shrug, his voice dull like he really didn't care. When he said that there was a shot of pain the went through me.

"No you don't mean that" I say shaking my head.

"What if I do? Huh are you going to stop me from walking out?" He says stepping closer to me, tears threatened to come out of my eyes but I don't let them.

"What are these pills Jason?" I ask holding up the bottle, not able to talk about him leaving anymore.

"Where the hell did you get those!" He yells grabbing for them but I quickly move my hand.

"What are they?" I ask him once again.

"It doesn't matter. Their mine now give them" he says grabbing for them again but I move them.

"Are you doing pills and drugs behind my back again?" I ask him, even though I know it's happening I don't want to admit it.

"Kelli i swear you better give them back now!" He says rising his voice.

"Why? Why do you have to do drugs? But mostly right now when I need you to help me take care of Sophia and Adrian?" I ask a tear falling from my eyes, I still have stupid crazy hormones.

"Because I'm under so much pressure. Between the gang, finding a house, dealing with Kate's shit, the kids and keeping you happy I'm so stressed that I don't know what to do. You won't let me smoke so this is the best i can do. So either you give them to me or I'm walking out the door and won't come back for a while" he says pointing at the door. His face blood red.

I know that I can't give him the pills because I finally figured out what caused all of his mood swings and the way he has been acting, but if I don't then he will walk out for God only knows how long.

"Fine" he say pulling his hands up before turning to the door.

"Your really going to walk out of your family like that? Your brand new twins that you have waited forever for that you have barely even spent time with? Your first child that cries every night because she doesn't think you love her? And me, after everything?" I ask him, tears pouring down my face. He takes a deep breath and nods.

"I just need some time" he says before walking out. I can't believe this, he really just walked out. I lean against the wall and slide down it, and began to ball my eyes out.

"Mama, you otay?" Mel's soft little voice says from right beside me. I look up and pull her into a hug.

"I'm fine sweetie" I say kissing her forehead.

"When dada coming back?" She asks laying her head on my chest.

"I don't know sweetie" I say truthfully. I really don't know what to do with myself right now, but all I know is that I have to be strong for my kids, if Jason's gone then I will take care of them myself, even if that means for a week or forever.

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