So to start off this story isn't perfect but I've tried my absolute best on this. I've been told I'm good at description but I wanted to push myself further and make a story that is more dialogue based, and so this novel came to be lol

But it is more than that. I feel like a book should only be written if you have something to say. Vagrant Ka said to reach out for help, Help Me Understand said all monsters are human and so it goes on.

To summarise this story it's about four people trying to survive in a utopia that is perfect for everyone but them as homosexuals. I was inspired to base this world on nazism after watching documentaries on how they treated gay people. And I'm sure people inside nazi Germany thought it was a utopia for slaughtering 'undesirables'.

I could say more about the plot but I won't.

Proceed with caution as this book can get quite dark at parts. But it's nothing darker than what happens around the world in certain parts. Overall, however, is a message of hope. Or at least I'd like to think so, but everything is hope to interpretation I guess ha.

I hope this book is at the very least okay. It's not terrible long and I could've made it much longer but it's quality not quantity. I am happy with it, I'm gonna keep on editing it other and other till I'm happy with it. I've already edited it full once before I published it on here. Once I state to edit it again I'll keep those edits privately as I might see about hating this book published.

I am quite proud of this book, I've never read a book quite like this, with some many twists and turns. It's hard to know who the trust as betrayal is at every corner of this story.

I've done a lot of research to make this story as accurate as possible, even though it's a fantasy story. In the past lesbians went by he/him pronouns to protect themselves end homosexuality was illegal for example. I think adding some reality to fantasy is what makes it truly gripping and compelling.

So I did put a lot of work into this book. Some of these characters in this book I've had for years, some for over half a decade. However I only gave them this world to live in recently, which is where I had to world build to make it more interesting. I love the character.

I'm not going to be including any author's notes throughout the story as I believe it interrupts the flow.

However do expect expect life to get in the way of uploading sometimes, I i month not constantly usage. But I'm aiming for one chapter every one/ probably two weeks. Sometimes it'll be more or less but I just don't know. Just know I'm sorry if it less.

I love these characters deeply, I knew my own cover out using my own friends me my own characters. I just hope that this story is compelling enough to have you love them as I do. If that even possible ha.

Also I just want to say is that generally I don't like romance stories but I think I've starting to like writing them as long as they have other elements to it. The Alpha's Mate has werewolves be this one has shape shifters. I like how creative I can be with romance as it's an open field, anything goes wind romance.

There are things that happen in this book that I didn't condone. I'm not trying to romanticise them either. I'm just saying these things happen in some relationships. Jut don't use this book as a guide to love or as a moral code. Just don't lol, it's just a romance story

Anyway, I'll l leave that there. I  think I've said ll I needed to say.

Enjoy rewind folks!

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