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Here it is another chapter.

This chapter has mature content. Reader discretion advised.

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Marlyn..

After that day everything went back to normal. It took a while for Austin to adjust. But he did slowly did taking his time and doing it on his own space.

They went of friendly dates. Austin usually hang out with whenever she wants never once he put his input. At first she was dejected about it but slowly she get to know that this is how he was.

And after slowly working on there relationship it took Austin two years but he finally said it. He told her that he loves her and kissed her.She felt like the happiest person alive. Tears of happiness fill her eyes. Not once she thought he will say those words but he did.

Things where settled in a routine. They would cuddle sometimes or kiss each other, but they still stayed in different room.

Austin never overstepped his boundaries even though she give him full permission to do so. But he strictly refused. She felt hurt about it but Austin told her that he will wait till her graduation. That was sweet of him.

She still remember how he would patt the sid of his bed as if telling her to get in, when she tries to wake him up early.  She giggled at her thoughts.

"What are you thinking?" Austin asked behind.

"Nothing" she opened her arms, he raised his eyebrows before pulling her up in his arms and walked straight to her room, dumping her on the bed.

"Good night, love" He pressed a kiss on her forehead.

"I love you," She smiled at him.

"I love you too" Her smiled brighten as a warmth spread across him.

She sleep off dreamily when he went back to his room.

1 and half years later...

It was almost mid night Marlyn was waiting for Austin to come back home. Her hand fidget with her dress. An off shoulder purple coloured dress. She was suppose too go to a resturant with Austin to celebrate her graduation. Today was one of the biggest day of her life she graduated now she can be with Austin proudly. She is not a kid anymore. Austin was busy this morning so he did not attend her ceremony but he promised to take her out for dinner but he did not came. She was upset but she can understand the emergency to save lives is more important than anything. She remember last time she talked to Austin today morning.

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This morning...

"Good morning" she cheerfully greet him handing a cup of coffee. He take the coffee from her hand giving her a puzzled look.

"Don't tell me you forget" Marlyn put her hands on her hip staring at him. He sighed mumbling a 'as if I could forget'

Well that's true.

"Today is your graduation ceremony. I cannot be there but I will take you out for dinner at 7 p.m. Get ready on time" Austin said sipping on his coffee. She jumped giggling and pressing a kiss on his cheek. He shook his head and continue with his drink.

"Go fresh'n up. Breakfast will be ready" Marlyn glide out happily. He smile even though he tried not to, but her cheerfulness was addicting.

He lazily get out of the bed taking a bath brushing his teeth. He get ready there was already a formal shirt and pant ready for him.

"I told you not to do this. There are home deliveries" Austin make his way to the kitchen counter.

She put the food on the table rolling her eyes, "I know but I want you to eat something I made once in a while and its been a long time since I cooked" she put a plate full of pan cake. Austin's eyes brighten as he take a seat. She applied blueberry jam and served him.

After breakfast he made his way to the door grabbing the keys. Marlyn smiled but he could see her nervous as hell. Without another word he stand in front of her.

"What?" She asked him confused. He leaned towards her. Her breath hitch as she tried to held her urged to step back. She can feel those butterflies as her stomach flutter. His hands went around her pulling her closer. Pressing his lips on her, she gasped. His tongue softly glide over her lower lips before invading in her mouth, leaving her breathless. After giving her another firm kiss he whispered, "I know everything will be fine, love" his whisper make her heart beat speed up. She hugged him her head went to rest on his chest she can hear his firm heart beat.

"I love you" Marlyn looked at him her hand return to her side as he removed his hands.

"I love you too" her lips bloomed in a beautiful smile. He pat her head, smiling softly before making his way out.

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Present..

She blinked her eyes as tear fall one after another. How much she go through to hear him saying that?

It's  almost past 2 a.m. she waited for him for 7 hours. It's been nothing in compared to the four years she had to go through. Waiting for him was becoming a part of her life. Tears rolled down her cheeks. Even if he was busy he could have called her to inform her. 

She bit her lips before dialling the hospital reception after all Austin was not picking up her calls.

"Hello" the receptionist picked up the call.

"Lisa???" She asked.

"Yes. Who am I speaking to?" Lisa asked professionally.

It's  Marlyn. Do you know where Austin is?" She asked.

"Well Austin went out a long time ago. Why? Are you alright? Mar"  Lisa asked concern about her.

"Oh! Ok thank you and I am fine, Lisa. sorry for disturbing" She cut the call. Lisa looked at the phone for a while than shook her head. 'I need to pull an all nighter' she sighed making herself a cup of coffee.

Marlyn looked down as she heard those words heaving a sigh. She stood up make her way to the bathroom changing her dress. She went to the kitchen.

Making four sandwiches, two for her and two for someone who she wants to ignore. She seat down on the dinner table munching her sandwich with a glass of milkshake.

She heard the unmistakable sound of the front door opening and closing. She ignored it drinking her milkshake.  She heard  something breaking, making her jump on her place.

Marlyn rushed out to the hall to see disaster. Austin throwing whatever came in his hand towards the wall. By his stances she knows he is drunk. Her legs moved forward slowly she grabbed his hand before he could throw anything else. Austin snapped his arm away from her. She could smell the alcohol, flinching away from him.

Austin glare at her before snatching his hand away.
The vase flies straight to the wall breaking into million pieces. Her heart galloped in fear but the blood in his hand snapped her out of her diligma. She pushed him to the nearest couch.

He was about to push her off. When she grabbed his cheeks. Making him look at her. His eyes meet her, she softly caressed him, "What happened Austin?"

He blinked his eyes that snapped him out of his drunken state he sobered up enough to held her.  When he said nothing, she softly wrapped her arms around him "It's alright if you dont want to talk about it"

They stay there like that for a while.

"Austin?"

"Shh.." He stopped her from talking anymore. He buried his face in her collar bone.

He pressed soft kisses all over her neck slowly. His hand went inside her shirt. Her heartbeat increase as his finger touched her naked skin. Slowly he pulled her in a bridal style and walked into his room.

Her palm sweated as she called him, "Austin?"

He put her softly on the bed and hover over her.

"You.. you are drunk. You will regret it tomorrow" Marlyn said nervously putting her hand on his shoulder.

Austin pressed his forehead against her as a tear trailed down his cheek. She stare at him confused feeling something is terribly wrong. He kissed her taking again slowly taking her breath away.

Slowly he peppered kiss down her neck. He opened her shirt button.

She crossed her hand over her chest shyly.

He buried his face in her stomach kissing her their, his tongue glide over her belly button making her toe curl. This is the first time she is feeling this way. She did not want him to stop but will he regret it tomorrow.

"Austin?" Her grip tighten around her chest as she called him again. This time he grabbed her hand and pulled them up leaving her defenseless.

"Do you want me to stop?" He asked.

"No but.." He put a finger on her lips letting go of her hand. His hand went around her unhooking her brassiere. She did not know where to put her hand but feeling the coldness against her chest. She feel herself getting flustered. She closed her eyes.

"Austin.." She whispered, feeling him breathing down. His tongue flickered as he softly sucked her. The embarrassment she was feeling cooped up as tears filled her eyes but she did not want him to stop. His hand went on her eyelash wiping away those tears.

"Do you want me to stop?" He asked again.

It was as if he was begging her to stop him and she cannot do that. Her guts was telling her not to stop.

Maryln collect all her courage and put her hand around him pressing her front against his clothes hard chest. She pressed a kiss on his lips. That's all she could do, before feeling his tongue invading her mouth. His hand on her hair tangling around his finger as he pulled her closer as much as he could. His lips went down to her bosom..She sighed as his warm tongue wrapped on her peak. Her back arched. His hand was running all over her stomach rest on her pant elastic.

She tensed up as his finger lingered before pulling it down swiftly. She flushed trying to curl up.

"Austin......" She said when he kissed her again.

"Ask me too stop" He said which goes over her head.

"I won't...." She gasped as his finger traced her entrance. She gripped his hand.

"Will this hurt me?" Marlyn asked in a soft voice trying to shake off her fear.

"A bit yes but it will go away with time" that did not help with her fears at all.

"I trust you" she said his eyes snapped at her. Austin kissed her softly as his hand traced her opening for a bit.

"Austin what are you doing?" She said when Austin went between her leg, she turned red.

The first flicker of his tongue make her forget her protest. The second the third. She did not know what was he doing but slowly she can feel something building up. Slowly steadily and she feel herself clenching.

The next time he put her finger slowly to a throbbing nerve rubbing softly. She moaned.

"Austin..." she whispered again the second time she feel the same.

Austin pulled his pants and went between her leg. She looked af him as he was staring her.

"This will hurt, love" He said softly pressing a kiss on her lip and pushed himself inside her. Tears filled her eyes.

She feel something breaking and a sharp pain shoot through her. She clench his shoulder. He waited her the pain to subside.

She give him a go signal, he pulled out and pushed himself in. She cried out.

"Does it hurt?" He asked her again to him she nod as a tear fall down her cheeks.

After a while, she asked him to move and he did. Slowly steadily.

The pain she was feeling subsided. He was slowly building her up. Watch her face flushing as she was gripping his shoulder tightly.

"Austin.. I love you" she said softly is between her gasps and moan. He can feel it himself too. He was building up.  His face went to  her collar bone. He licked her neck before biting down. She jolted with pain as she come. Feeling exhausted. He stare at her for a while. Before slamming himself inside of her this time faster.

Maryln jolt as she was feeling feeling pleasure run down her spine. He was not going slowly this time. Marlyn  tried to grip his shoulder when he pulled her hand over her head. She was bit scared but along the way she forget about it.

This he came with her inside of her.

He pulled himself out of her pulling on his pants. He went to bed.

After a while his hand loosely draped around her she can hear soft snoring. She was still naked as she turn to him let only to notice the marks of dried tears.

"What happened Austin?" She asked biting her lips softly before kissing his forehead. She than noticed his bloodied hand. Slowly removing his hand she put her legs down feeling a sharp ache shoot through her body she was feeling tingley. She was sore she can feel it.

Marlyn slowly put on his shirt and brought a first aid kit from her room dragging her legs. Bandaging his hand carefully removing any piece of glass. She pulled the blanket over him letting him sleep.

Marlyn walked put of his room,  her eyes wander to the mess he create. She sighed as exhausted as she is this will be a task before cleaning it as carefully as she could.  After cleaning she sit beside him.

She knows something horrible happened, because Austin never drinks this much knowing his duty as a Doctor. He come back wasted there must be a reason.

It's  almost 3:30 a.m. She decided to sleep there in his room beside him.

The next time when she woke up he was not there in the room. She blinked her eyes, she have no idea when she slept staring at him but than she noticed her changed scenario.

She was on her bed in her room. A heavy feeling settle in her stomach as she sit up and rushed out. She was hurt a bit that he might have put her deliberately in her room.

"Austin?" She called him.

"Austin?"

"Austin"

Austin walked up to her standing right behind her.

Marlyn feels him breathing down her neck, his one arm around her waist clinching her to him. She shivered a bit and turn around sighing in relief.

"What is it love?" She stare at him as he said those words coldly.

"I was so worried about you" she turn around hugging him. He pulled her face up his lips crashed on her in a forceful demanding kiss. She flushed remembering what happened last night.

"I want something from you"  he said.

"What?" She asked softly trying to think straight.

"Something only you can give me" He said a bit coldly. His hand glide over her neck where he bite her last night. Marlyn flushed a bit.

"What can I give you?" She asked. Austin pressed his forehead against her.

"Kiss me" He asked staring at her intensely.

"What?" She blinked her eyes.

"Kiss me Mrs. Marlyn Austin McGregor" He said his arms tightens around. Marlyn turned bright red before shyly cupping his cheeks and kissed him. A soft light kiss, Austin's hand went around her as he pulled her closer and kissed her as if his life depends on it.

After a while he let her go. Marlyn stare at his emotionless eyes which was usually warm. She needs to ask what happened.

"Austin what happened?"

"Nothing love" He said shaking his head.

"But.. last night." Marlyn tried to bring up last night when Austin give her a look that freeze her. His black eyes darkened a bit more almost warning her not to bring up last time. She felt a bit hurt but smiled at him.

"Do you want breakfast?" She asked a bit nervously grabbing the frying pan from the counter.  Something is wrong  horribly wrong and she does not want to find that out. He has the same look he did when she asked him why he did not attend prom. But this time it's more intense.

"Jeremy will be here with the some papers. You just need to sign it" Austin said turning her towards him. 

"What.. What papers?" She asked gulping down a bit confused.

"Divorce papers" Austin said coldly. The pan she was holding fall from her hand.

"Wha...?"  It came out as a whisper. She blinked her eyes gaping at him.

"Is this some kind of a joke?" Marlyn asked softly trying not to let her emotions over flow. Her heart beat increase in fear as she looked at him. He was just keenly staring at her with out any facial expression.

"Does it sounds a joke?" He asked.

"I don't know" she gulped down painfully.

"Then let me be clear, It's not a joke" Austin softly pulled her in his arms.

"I don't make jokes of series matter, love" He said coldly. His grip tighten around her waist. She flinched.

"I don't known why are you behaving like this" she said as a tear fall from her eyes..

"I am serious, love" he said a kiss. Tears filled her eyes.

"What are you saying?" she chocked.

"I am asking you to sign those divorce papers for me" He repeated mechanically.

"After what happened last night I thought.."

"What did you thought? Love" he asked softly. Tears falling from her eyes.

"No you are not telling me the truth, Austin" Marlyn softly burying her face on his shirt.

"I want a divorce love and that's the truth" He grit his teeth his grip tightened on her when she winched. Austin let her go.

"No, tell me the truth. What happened last night? Austin" She stare at him hurt written over her face.

"I am not going to divorce you" she said shaking head. He glare at her.

"I already told you"

"You are lying. You won't drink on work. Austin please tell me" Marlyn asked when another tear fall from eyes.

"What do you want to know?" He sharply glare at her before wiping her tears.

"The truth" Marlyn smiled softly almost lovingly.

"What the fucking truth do you want?" He yelled.

"What do you want to know?" He glare at her coldly. His hand grabbed her hand pulling her dangerously closer to him.

"That I want to go on a  rampage but I am hold on to the last thread of sanity because I don't want to fucking scare you" He grit his teeth his grip tightened. Marlyn stare at him shocked when he let her go.

He pushed the dining table everything fall on the floor shattering just like him. Marlyn stare at himself choked.

"Why?" He yelled.

"Why the fuck people think that they can fuck me over and I would let them?" He growled as a tear rolled down his cheek. His eyes splitting fire as he was trying to hold onto the remaining sanity he has.

He does not want to go there not in front of her or anyone. He was always good at holding onto his emotions. He trained his whole life. He can keeping doing that, but can he now?

'Calm down, Austin. You are scaring her' He closed his eyes trying to calm but nothing happened it's only increasing his anger.

That's when he felt soft warm hands wrapping around him. She hugged him tightly. It took a while but he visibly calmed down. She was shaking when his arm went around her holding her tightly.

"I am not going to divorce you" she said pressing a kiss on his nose. He softly cupped her face,wiping her tears.

"I am giving you the easy way out, love " He whipered, she shivered.

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