"You slept with a stranger that night?" Singto questioned and didn't get any answer from Krist who just start to tear up.

"Stop crying kitten! If it make you sad then let's stop this topic we will continue whenever you are ready, Nothing gonna stop me from loving you!" Singto assured in his sincere voice, although, he badly want to know the truth but he never wish to see Krist's crest fallen.

Krist shook his head and wiped his tears with his sleeves, he has to do this for him to be happy with Singto without any guilt.

"Yes phi, you are right! That night I slept with him, the mistake we both never wanted to do it, however the situation pushed us to do, I called my friend once after my drug wore off and ran away from there without a glance on that man"

"After a week, my step dad came and blow me up with a truth about my real parents,.. I was happy to join my real parents and vice versa, they were so happy like they received a best gift in the entire world, I waited for my brother to show up... I was so excited... but reality hit me hard..." Krist stopped and averted his eyes from Singto, he doesn't know how to continue.

Singto reaction changed... after Krist words.. "My brother .... he has a fiancee that time... who is a man..." Krist noticed the changes in Singto he knows that latter is already guessing where it is leading. Krist continued..

"I came to know that .. the one I slept with is..... my brother's fiance, my brother also found out about the truth the minute he saw me... because Kongpop.. .. his name is Kongpop... already confessed to Arthit ... but kongpop didn't remember my face.. so me and my brother decide to hide it from him, but we got caught.." Krist didn't like the furrow which is present on Singto's face more than a minute.

"After Kongpop found out about me.. it was a one big mess... we all talked and almost to settle everything..... but suddenly the doctor who treated me show up and told me about my treatment and Keith blackmail... it is not only shocked me but also made me afraid about something else.." Krist stopped, because Singto removed the crossed legs and tapped it up and down with dreadful eyes.

"I ...... I don't know how it happened but... it happened .... I locked myself in my friend home without contacting anyone, ... I got so scared... I want to prove my thoughts were wrong, but who I am kidding when the symptoms are clear. ... it confirmed. .. the pregnancy. .. I called Arthit and told him that I decided to keep the baby.. after so many thoughts" Krist once again stopped to glance Singto who once again went to stoic mode.

"I asked Arthit to think properly and told him that I can be their surrogate mother if they wanted it... he didn't accept it... but I convinced him.. because we are twins and his most emotions are the same as me so it helped me to convince him.. after that Kongpop... he fought with me for this... he begged me to abort the baby. . But I told him firmly that I will keep the baby myself if he didn't want"

"He got convinced..., me and Arthit decided to hide this from our parents, so we used Kongpop's brother to fabricate some evidence to prove Keith tried to implant his seed on me through my doctor but the doctor changed the seeds ... to save me from Keith and that seed is Kongpop's... After everyone get convinced I gave birth to... Peat"

"I decided to ran away once again from them because I got frightened What if my mother instinct locked me up with them, I don't want that... I am the one who offered them this chance, a child, so I don't want to take him away from them so I ran here from them ..... it's been more than a year since I gave birth to Peat."

"I know you may think how could I hide this big information from you or even worse you may think I cheated you.. but I didn't told because I got scared of many things, what if you took advantage of me, without true love why I need to reveal my past, most importantly what if you leave me..... so whatever you decide I will accept Phi" Krist finished and glanced Singto.

"What decision you are talking about? What is there to take?" Singto asked nonchalantly. "That you want me or not?.. I swear P'sing whatever you want I will follow that.. but my only request is I want us to be together until the contract end... I know I am being selfish ... but I want to be, atleast once in my lifetime" Krist spoke causing Singto to snort.

"Are you alright?" Singto asked and earned a confused expression from Krist, "I mean... from all the things happened last year... Are you alright?" Singto asked and waited for Krist to answer. Singto didn't believe Krist story of accident when he asked him about the scar on his stomach, Now it's cleared for him.

"I was not ... until a month ago.... I felt too lonely after living with my true family with so much pampering.. especially after Peat... he was once a part of me.. so I missed him so much.. but after I have been with you.. I didn't feel lonely anymore.. I still miss Peat but not like a mother just as a uncle.. Kong told me the guilt and loneliness will be gone once I found my love.... so because of P'sing love i am more than alright now " Krist answered him.

"Kitten! Are you loving me?... I confessed many times that I love you but what about you? You never said anything other than I like you" Singto asked to clear his last doubt before moving further in his life.

"I... do Phi, I didn't confess to you yet.... because of this ... I feel so guilty for hiding this... if P'sing still want me even after everything then I will confess" Krist said with light smile.

Singto smiled softly before spoke "Then confess, let's change this sad moment to happy moment, confess how much you love me" Krist bite his lower lips unsurely, he is nervous to confess, he stood from his place and fastly moved to Singto to kiss the latter lips.

The kiss was so soft and gentle, Krist just nibbled and sucked Singto upper lips, he pulled away with a blush "I love you P'sing.... so much..... only you.. I love you"

Singto chuckled and grabbed Krist's neck to smack his lips once again for a feverish kiss. He pulled away for the younger to take breath.

"I am not going to leave you kitten even if you have the child, all I want is your love and happiness, I am upset not because you gave birth to a child just because you suffered which you never deserved, it must be hard for you, facing everything alone.. I am glad many were with you as a supporting pillar." Singto spokes causing Krist to nod his head with tears.

"My brother was with me the whole time, I badly miss him too... he always cries in the middle of night seeing me troubling with Peat... he prayed daily for me to get someone lovable like Kong soon.." Krist told him about arthit with a smile.

"I am not like him... I am better than him" Singto whispered causing Krist to nod his head "For me you are more better than everyone I admire P'sing" Krist words bought smile on Singto's face.

"I am proud of you kitten for thinking wisely and handling everything like a mature one even though you are still a child inside, you endured the pain for the little soul, without caring about your life you helped your brother, you sacrificed your baby for them to be happy, I feel lucky to have you in my life" Singto compliment Krist who sat on Singto lap with his both knees pressed on the sofa.

"Thanks P'sing, My mom also told me that she is proud of me before boarding the flight,.. I missed my mom and dad's bickering lot... I admire them lot.." Krist opened up about his family one by one.

"I decided to keep the baby because I don't want to kill a soul especially my brothers family blood, how can I do when my brother family longing for a child. But until the delivery I didn't feel this much emotion for Peat but after delivery it's feels like I lost myself, but day by day I got little better, I was firm in my decision to leave Peat before I got too emotional with him, No one supported me ... but eventually everyone understand me and leave it in my way" Krist said with his head on singto shoulders.

Singto hummed in response and patted Krist hair, "you are truly amazing kitten, I understand, the feelings you are trying to fight is not a simple one kitten it's a motherly feeling, world's strongest bond, so don't take this seriously and force you, I am here and if you really want to free from this feelings... I can help you" Singto said while lifting Krist face from his shoulders.

"I can help you by giving you a lot of babies!" Singto wink at him while climbing Krist lips after his words. Both smiled in the kiss and pulled away with a string of saliva, Krist was a real mess, red eyes from crying, puffy cheeks and swollen lips.

"Who is he? The one you pick from airport today?" Singto asked Krist who paled in an instant and tried to move away from Singto.

Singto grabbed him with his arms around Krist's waist and moved forward towards his chest. Krist rubbed Singto groin along the way but the latter ignored it.

"Kitten, Cassie was with me when I called you, I explained everything to her and apologized to her, we got back, I told her about us, kitten, if you don't want me to know something than you can just tell me I will never force you-'.." Singto was cut by krist.

"Kongpop, Arthit's husband... last night i was very happy and want to share with my family, but Arthit and my parents will not take this easily so i talked with him, I told him I found someone... and going to confess about Peat, he said he wants to be there... he wants to apologize to you if you accept me... if not he want to be there for me to comfort me..." Krist said softly and waited for Singto to react.

"Let's go, I want to meet him" Singto told Krist whose eyes goes wide in surprise, "Now... but it's late.." Krist reasoned out nervously.. "it's barely 10... I want to meet him now" Singto declared and asked Krist to move.

Krist sat next to Singto and opened his phone, Singto waited for Krist to stand from the place but the latter offered him the latter phone.

"P'sing, It's Kongpop's photo" Krist averted his eyes once again from Singto. "Is it necessary kitten? we are going there to meet him right?" Singto asked getting confuse by Krist's insisted behavior.

"Still phi, I want you to have prior idea of what you are going to face" Krist words and behavior really confused Singto who took Krist phone to see the photo, he smirked with a retort "I thing you are madly in love with me that you mistakenly showing me my photo"

Singto smirked faded away the moment Krist shake his head, "That ...is... Kongpop P'sing" Krist informed him.

Singto with trembled fingers swipe the phone for other photos and got paled by the image of him in various costumes with a small kid and Krist's twin brother.

Singto placed the phone on the sofa and informed krist.. "You are right? It's late.. let's meet him tomorrow morning"

Singto runs away to the door and turned to Krist to inform him to go to bed and he will be back after hitting gym for sometime. Krist didn't stop him because he knows the latter need space and time now. Singto rushed to the elevator and pressed the gym floor button.

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'Stop it Singto!!' His mind shouted at Singto but the latter didn't stop hitting the punching bag, sweats leaving his body like a water fall, Singto don't want to stop he need this to calm himself, to know that the things happening is not his dream or nightmare. Now he knows why Krist behaved weirdly during their first meet.

Fuck! He received blow after blow in his heart in last 24 hours, the most throbbing blow is the guy face... what the fuck?.. stopping his punch he called his mom ignoring the time.

Phone conv:::

"Sing" Singto mom called him in her sleeping voice.

"Mom, am I  twin or do you have lost any child?" Singto asked her mom even though he knows nothing is possible because of the latter age, Krist told him that Arthit's husband is 2 years younger than him that means 3 years younger than him, cassie is 2 years younger than him.. so no way it is possible.

"Sing! Move back to home, I think the loneliness making you insane" his mom told him with an irritated sigh.

"Sorry for disturbing you.. but one last question.. Did dad I mean.. my real dad had any affair... or any child--.." Singto was cut by his mom yell.

"You unfaithful moron! If you don't apologize for insulting your dad I will cut your precious dick you asshole dearest son!!" Singto mom yelled at him.

"Sorry mom.. bye" Singto cut the call and flabbergasted by his mom scold, he decided to cut his mom connection with her swim clubbing friends who is influencing his mom lot, otherwise she will learn some more bad words.

Phone conv ends::

Sighing he slammed his body on the couch, Now Singto have 2 doubts one is how that guys look like him and finding an answer to this easy but his another big doubt is 'is his kitten love him because he look like that guy?'

He messed up his sticky wet hair in frustration, he knows he can ask Krist about this, he is sure his insecurity will go by Krist answer but he doesn't want to trouble the latter anymore, he already cried so much in the last 24 hours and he doesn't want to hurt Krist by doubting his love too. He decided to find answers himself.

"Let's gather some thoughts Singto! First apart from me he never liked anyone romantically except his high school ex-girlfriend and he told me he didn't feel this much feel for her --ONE POINT

Second, if Krist have some type of affection for that guy then he may accept me from the start but he didn't, he accept me after making sure I am not playing with his feelings --- TWO POINT.

Third, Krist eyes never sparkle nor change when he mention about that guy, the emotions is not different from his family, so he treated that guy as his family----- THREE POINT.

Lastly, Krist confessed to me that he is loving me so no way in hell he loves that guy, I should believe him, even if not I will make him mine... I have that charm and power... he is mine.. so --- 100 POINT.

Singto smiled and went back to his room, he lifted sleeping Krist in bridal side from the couch and put him in bed softly, he make Krist snuggled to his chest to sleep.

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This is happening after Singto went away::::

Krist paced back and forth in the living room. He is worried about Singto, he doesn't know how the latter is holding up nor what is he doing, he called Kong in panic..

Phone conv starts:::

"Kong!!"

"Phi.." Kong called in worry.

"Kong, I confessed everything to P'singto, he accept me but he wants to see you in the morning" Krist told nervously.

"It's OK Phi, you guys can come here or I will come where ever he want, I am ready to face him P'krist" Kong assured him.

"Kong! That is not important now, I will send you P'singto photo now, check it! I will be waiting for you in the line" Krist said while sending Singto pictures to Kong.

(....) Kong checked his phone after connecting his earphone, he furrowed and asked Krist "P, I think you send wron---.."

"No Kong, that is P'singto.. I have already showed him your picture, he went to the gym to calm himself with a disbelief look" Krist explained to him.

"B-but how?... I don't know what to feel?" Kong told truly.

"Arthit will never say anything about this, all he want is a good man but my parents they will.." Krist was cut by kong.

"Will misunderstand us..." Kong finished for him.

"I am worried.. why my life is still in suffering mode?" Krist sighed in frustration.

"Don't worry Phi, P'arthit will take care of your parents" Kong reassured him.

"I hope so.. we will come in the morning to Kong" Krist informed him and cut the call.

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After last night's talk with Krist, Kong didn't sleep a wink, he searched about Singto and was shocked by the visual.. they almost look like same except the physique.... Singto is more manly than him.

He groaned and kicked his blanket out, he even researched about the latter family before sleep but no connection with his family, dropping his worry he went to the washroom to brush his teeth, when he was making his coffee a door bell ringed...

Kong went and opened up for him to pale once again, the worry and doubts coming back to him again when his eyes met Singto eyes which also showed confusion.

"Kong, we are waiting" Krist reminded him rubbing his own neck, it's too awkward for Krist to stand between 2 same face people, is this how Kong feels whenever he is with me and Arthit? Krist don't know?

Kong snapped out to reality after Krist words, he invited them inside, everyone settled on the sofa in living room, kong stood and told them "I will make some coffee for us"

But Krist cut him by waking abruptly from his place, "I will go.. you two talk.." Krist said to them and ran to the kitchen and glanced at them from there, Singto knows he can't do this if Krist stands with him before Kong sits.

"Thud" Singto punched kong on his face..

Krist got shocked and stunned in his place.

"THUD" another punch landed on Kong's jaw, this time it's little hard so Kong stepped back with cut lips.

"This is for making my kitten suffer!" singto declared with another punch.

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