Hey guys was up? I'm not really good.... My friend whom i was waiting for really left... And half of my soul went with her... She was special to me and she made me special.... But now I'm nothing but trash.... Ive waited for weeks for her... And I just knew that she will be gone for a couple years.... I'm not a cheerful author anymore guys.... You can un follow me if you want or dont read my books.... I'm just so depressed right now... She was everything to me..... But what can I do? She already left..... Well.... Let me explain you guys.... You see she was my gf.... And we broke up and well we became friends, i loved her company so much.... I used to check my tablet everytime I came back from home but now all I do is sit in my bed and do nothing.... Why is it so painful? Why cant I just let her go? And summer is approaching... I thought i would be spending it by texting her but... I'm here shes not.... I promised her I wouldn't leave her... But she was the one to leave me..... But anyways have a swell day guys 😅